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No more kpop dance competition.
... feel so .... cheated. Everything is already decided and they made me excited like a kid. Ive always been looking forward to this. Just one simple message could just end everything. Maybe then its my fault, for not choosing the correct person. Then maybe its my fault, for not knowing more people who are into kpop amd join our group. Then maybe its my fault, to think of this stupid idea of forming a kpop dance group for competition.  I am so fucking dumb. Every thing is my fault. Everything around me is falling apart. The same old stuffs. Friends, relationship everything. I always question myself why ive got no true friends? Am I really that bad? I keep finding faults in me because its not only the first time. Its my fault right? I am not a really good friend. Hard person to communicate with. I really just want a really good friend who I can trust. I am always on my bed. Hi-bye friends. Backstabbers. Whats new. I am such a failure.

Foreign bodies prac 29/8

Today we learned some new techniques for prac. Improved on my isolation and realised how long I have not done iso. And also alot of basics are missed out too. Was so bloody tired but its ok ~ get to know my junior exam 2 group mates and they are bowen, asleah, zowell,  si pei and yosh! I really like this grouping becos i want to work with people I dont know very well! New spark might be born haha.

First day of work

First day of work at the sushi bar in FEP. It was veey tiring as they are really short of manpower. When customers ask me things regarding the sushi I really got no idea how tk answer hahaa. It was a daily paid job. I recieve my money as the end of the work ^^

Last paper last day of exams

Yoooo today is the last day of exams which is the pom paper!! ^^ it was a disaster ~.~ fufillingoooo also didn't study and what's over is over alr...time to look forward to the holidays and work even harder to improve myself. Look better and hopefully financially stronger too. I also wanna gain weight till 70kg and become very buff ^^
This holiday will be a improvement holiday for me. Better lifestyle and more self esteem. But first I will need to work and get money first haha.

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So after the POM exams we had a surprise belated birthday for gilson ^^

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After that we went to eat at poppeye and went to play pool ^^ it was a very fun and fufilling

Day as i laughed and joke alot haha. Nice day to end off the exam week. 

Microecons final ica

Damn I am fked for tmr microecons paper... all the terms is not getting into my head. Last min work again. .. so many things to rmb. Stats was easy and I also revised last min. Poa today was pretty nerve wreaking, quite tricky, hope I get pretty good marks. Microecons tmr, zero confident. ..hai

Stats ica 2

Damnnn I haven really completed studying for statistic. .. really hope I can at least get a b+! So I placed my stats notes under my pillow hoping for thw better ^^ nights!

'Spring' cleaning

So today will be the day I am clearing my secondary scholl stuffs. Loads of memories. Rmember I always dread doing filing as I will alqays have one or two worksheets missing lol. Then some subjects even require us to put divider and arrange them according to date/ test/revision/ etc. Will be keeping some worksheets for memories!

Today is the last day of the semester. Time to reflect what I have done and could have done better. First, I shouldn't keep worrying about how others think of me. Damn I am always tired and falling during lectures. I must hav enough rest and try to go school earlier so I wont miss lectures.
Thats all I can think of haha.

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 Damn today went to ask my ec for number.  Damn ps sia. Tio humiloated. Worst feeling ever in front of so many people. I feel so small... hai a day to rmb though. ..

There's always people talking bad about me. I treated them all so well and this is how they treat me. Tsk. Trust no one.

Preparing to go for TBG now! Excited!Cant wait to see my Foreign bodies friends! Still got projects undone and tests not studied ):

Hi, I am Zhe Hao now i will be sharing with you why foreign labour are necessary in singapore. There are four main reasons why foreign labour are necessary in Singapore and that is to strengthen our workforce, their attitude while working, to help companies to build up their business and to motivate Singaporeans to work harder.

Firstly, I will talk about how the foreign workers helped Singapore to strengthen our workforce. Singapore have been experiencing a decline of birth rate since the 80s and this caused a shortage in number of manpower resulting in the government bringing in more foreign labour for support. Foreign labour help to fill in on our shortage of manpower and solving labour shortage problems in some job industry like cleaning and construction work. The foreign workers have no troubles taking up all these jobs but Singaporeans wouldn't as they have a lot of ego and pride and they think these are the ‘low-class’ job.  They helped us to strengthen our workforce so as to make sure we don't fall behind other countries in terms of development.

With them filling up the shortage of manpower, it will definitely help Singapore to progress forward and support Singapore towards being a more developed country. If Singapore become more developed, its economy will improve and it will eventually benefit most Singaporeans at some point. Despite all that, Singaporeans does not really appreciate what the government is trying to do and instead, they complain about it.  

The arrival of foreign labour to Singapore might be disliked by many singaporeans but we cannot deny that foreign labour had contributed a lot to help singapore in it’s development, without them, Singapore won't be where it is now.

Secondly, foreign workers are very hardworking and motivated.This can be due to the fact that they have come all the way from their hometown to Singapore hoping to get  better job with a better income to send money back to their family at their hometown.If they doesn’t work hard, then their trip to Singapore will in vain. This attracts employers to hire them as they have a goal, people with goal are usually more motivated.

Thirdly, companies who just started operating can consider hiring foreign workers as they are paid much lesser than Singaporeans. Companies or business that are just starting out might not have a lot of capital so they can reach out to foreign workers. Moreover, foreign workers don't mind low income this is because, compared to the income they are earning back at their hometown, it is still much higher to be working in Singapore. With the company paying out lesser salaries to their workers, they will incur lesser expenses and generate more profit for the business, who wouldn't want that?

Furthermore, singapore has a declining birth rate. In other words, there would not be enough manpower to support the country in the future.As such the Governement tried to entice these foreign workers to  come here and work.Should the living and work conditions be satisfying to them,they might decide to stay in Singapore and build a family.This will then help to contribute to the population in Singapore.

Lastly, I feel that the increase in foreign workers helps to increase competition for Singaporeans.Foreign workers pose as a threat to Singaporeans as they are afraid they might lose their jobs to the foreign workers.As such,there is a need for Singaporeans to work harder.The increase competition will help to boost Singapore economy because Singaporeans are more motivated to work and to do well.

Overall, reasons why Singapore need foreign labour to be brought into Singapore, as they are essential to strengthen our workforce,  helps companies to build up their business,and to motivate Singaporeans to work harder.

Next, my friend Suriani will share with you the reason why foreign labour are not necessary needed in singapore.

Studies :(

Falling behind in studies. Projects piling up. Damn. Whyy alson whyyy. Did I nake the wrong decision to come back to study? I cant seem to focus and study anymore. Even though I did well for the first part of sem 1 but I dont think I can maintain.
Int and web quiz - 22/30
Poa presentation - A
Microecons - 28/30
Oral - B
So far its like that.
Need to really focus focus and FCOUS!
TAHAN one more month then can relax le!

Temp work at Kraze burger

ytd I went for a temp job at Kraze burger at MBS. Damn far right.
I was so nervous as recently i wasnt feeling very confident lol.
But overall the job was ok, it was very busy and can see that they really lack manpower!
thanks to my experience in Brewerkz, i was able to get it right away as brewerkz is alaways harder than any FNB job! Got 2 free meals there and the burgers is awesome! I ordered Chicken burger. The people there are great and i hope i will go back there to work again ~

Fbodz prac friday 5/7

Have been looking forward to this day for very long!

I got a new family in NYP and they are the Foreign Bodies! ^^ 

this is our fbodz camp group and we have slowly grown closer through prac and outings. We all have dance as common interest, will be looking forward to the first performance with them! ^^

Anyway Fbodz training was awesomeeeee ~

It was tiring and damn.

But i still enjoyed it.

A senior from the 8th batch jin wen came back to teach us some basics and also to do some splits! Haha, i couldnt even do shit man! But i will practise hard to do it! I am known as the hard man and I have failed my napfa sit and reach -.- will be breaking out of my comfort zone to do it!

Doing Internet and web webapge ICA project.

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Been busy with work, dance and studies. Alot of projects coming up stress!
Haven even finish any of it. As a leader for all the projects; pom, econs and internet and web I feel so useless. I wish I can take more initiative to org meetings and finish it up asap.

Good things never happen, that's why I must work harder. So at the end of the day, at least I can tell myself I've tried my best.

Damn.

Sometimes I see a pretty girl looking at me, I will just shake it off. Thinking she might not be looking at me or I am just looking weird. I will never think anyone will be interested to even look at me.

Tough and tiring.
Having alot of projects coming up and I am trying my best not to wait till the last minute to do. Ive always trying my best, never giving up. But wished there was someone by myself cheering me on, not just me myself cheering mr up; encouraging myself.  Its so tiring. Wished I wasnt alone in the first place. Sigh..