31 March 2009

Hi.
Today, i just know i got in 3th instead of 4th.
I also not sure, my friend told me that de.
Because when they flashed the honours roll, when i saw my name on it i very happy like hell (;
Actually i also didnt did very well...

Today in class very funny sia (:
Our last period is SS but the teacher never come, so got a relieve teacher but we still have to do work, then i very bad mood cause i didnt do well in the POA test paper...just disappointed in myself
so i anyhow told the relieve teacher she is very pretty-.-
She is quite old le and got white hair !
Then she say she old le, not call pretty le, me then is counted as pretty-.-...
Then after that she secretly gave me sweets and told me not to tell anyone -.-"
HAHA.


Anyway, i want to thanks Mrs Phua who kept congratulating me on my good results through text(:
She encouraged me to do better next time, and say alot of things la (;
But if next time i do well again, partly should be thanks to her (:
I wonder whether will she see this ? -.-"
....kidding (:

Hai nothing to say le.
It just ended, like it never begin, like in every normal situation...

30 March 2009

Today our level ranking is out !
I was VERY VERY VERY Happy !
This is the first time i gotten into the top 10 (:
I was so surprised to see my name there.
Firstly i want to thanks Mrs Phua, who gave me alot of encouragement after the release of results through text.
I really want to thanks her alot, nobody had said those things ever to me before.
From today , i learnt that you must not be too proud of your current achievement and you have to work even harder as there are alot of people catching up.
If we keep thinking that we are very clever, we will never improve.
Anw i got in 4th position (:

Life quotes, cannot survive without them.

“Worry is like a rocking chair--it gives you something to do but it doesn't get you anywhere.”

“Worry often gives a small thing a big shadow.”

“When I look back on all these worries, I remember the story of the old man who said on his deathbed that he had had a lot of trouble in his life, most of which had never happened”

“Worry never robs tomorrow of its sorrow, it only saps today of its joy.”

“It's hard to lose when your standards are so low.”

“You cannot control what happens to you, but you can control your attitude toward what happens to you, and in that, you will be mastering change rather than allowing it to master you.”

“If we don't change, we don't grow. If we don't grow, we are not really living.

“You can't change the past, but you can ruin the present by worrying about the future”

“Change is the essence of life.Be willing to surrender what you are for what you could become.”

“Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.”

p.s. ( i found this all in internet but i do know what they meant!)

March 26 Wednesday 2009

Hey hey...
Basketball is only the way to relieve all my stress and the sadness which engulf me.
When i just slam the ball damn hard at the board, it just clears my mind (:
So i cant live without basketball 。。。
In the first place i do that because of her lor...
Just hate the one word reply...
Maybe i just dont have confidence in myself unlike myself from the past...
Whenever competitors stood on my way, I know i can counter them...but not now anymore..





This song's lyrics is really meaningful， ，，，

第二顺位 -羅志祥

一直是我 陪你去躲 回忆里的雨
你无心的叹息 有心碎的声音
他的好 他的坏 他的不安定
他的故事 是我和你 爱情里的乌云

从我爱上 爱他的你 那个瞬间起
一直是雨天 你只爱雨天 我用伞保护你
亲吻着 你苦涩 味道的微笑
闭着眼睛 我明白你 想念他的秘密

我一直在 第二顺位 爱着你
一直从雨天 一直到阴天
一直到晴天 你逃离过去
我一直在 第二顺位 等着你
一直从昨天 一直到今天
一直到永远 我相信 是我最爱你

聆听你说 抱歉多过 你说我爱你
你困在雨里 我困在雨里 我的伞湿淋淋
『没关系』是我最常说的一句
就让我等 就算我冷 至少我陪着你

我一直在 第二顺位 爱着你
一直从雨天 一直到阴天
一直到晴天 你逃离过去
我一直在 第二顺位 等着你
一直从昨天 一直到今天
一直到永远 我相信是我最爱你

我一直在 第二顺位 爱着你
一直从雨天 一直到阴天
一直到晴天 你逃离过去
我一直在 第二顺位 等着你
一直从昨天 一直到今天
一直到永远 我相信是我最爱你

March 20 Friday 2009

Hi.
Today i went to Changi Hospital for checkup again..
Hai, not a very pleasant trip there.
The doctor there is so fucking kaobei.
I m already very depress le he still there talking so much to make me feel worse.
Not my usual self ):
Dunno why...
Hai, got so much in mind before but now my mind seems so empty and got nothing to talk about...
Whats wrong man.

5 March 2009

yo.
today was not a wonderful for me ..
Will elaborate tmr (: