Sometimes I wish I was from a more well-off family.
Myabe I dont have to work as hard and enojy life more.
Why do I work so hard..
I am so tired, I dont think i can take it anymore. I am my own pillar of strength but I can hold on anymore.

yesterday was the first day of nyp orientation. it qas not bad.  just very hot lol. the classmates were fine too. going tk sleep early now damm tired.

Hi ~
Going to sleep soon tmr morning working morning shift again ~.~
Had thoughts of quitting Rubi but it seems too many people are quitting so I thoguht maybe i should hold it off? At least do them a favour.
Because I thought I wouldnt like the new SM but in the end, shes not that bad! At least better than Angela, at least she wont scold people for no reason. And I just thought, maybe i might just want to continue working there? Hah.
Have been working extra hard to earn money, hopefully in a few months time, I will get all my wants and still be able to payback my parents.
Excited for school to start, cant wait to know more people (girls). Hopefully I wont waste this chance again.
And today i just redyed my hair (: It was then I realised my back hair wasnt bleached properly (after many months) so the purple wont stick to my hair that well and doesnt stand out. Overall the purple tone varies all over my hair lol.
#randomthoughts.