Friday, February 27, 2009

27 Febuary 2009

Hi.
Now i dunno how many people will visit my blog ??
Surely about 7 ?
Not sure ...
So pathetic ...
Got so much things to say..
Got asked by alot of people to link them but just dont have the mood to do so... erm...
Maybe now i will do it.. (:

Recently, got alot of problem arise..
But luckily i had encountered alot of stress and alot of problems before so i know how to handle this small problem... (;

Tml i going to vivo with my primary school friends. Reunion...
Shiok, long time no see them...
We are like... after school keep hanging out in the past...
We were like a family.
When friends can be treated as family, its unbreakable...
Sounds so gay -.-

Hai, i am currently avoiding her...
She already have stead, but she said she love me...
Damn, i didnt know that i, in my entire life, would try to avoid a girl i like because she likes me and i dont want to spoil the relationship between them...
I must persevre on, i mustnt reply her messages...
Its hard...
Never done this kind of things befre...
Hai...

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

25 Febuary 2009

Hi.
Today was raining like hell.
I mean i usually like rainy days, but today, nope :p
After computer studies lesson is dismissal, but i have a english project which have to be done by friday so I did decide to do it together with my team members after computer studies.
But I suddenly realised that Rui Ying is trapped in her school because of the rain.
Aiyo, so i went back home to take the umbrella then go fetch her.
I thought that taking a taxi to her school would be faster than taking a bus or an mrt.
But seriously, its not !
When i went up to that taxi, with an umbrella on my hand, i asked him whether if he knows where is CCHY, which is in ktatib.
He said he knows where it is so i boarded it.
Then after quite some time, i realised that he was lost..
Then the money meter keep running ... i was like ... ARGH !!!! But nvm la...
But like this still alright, its when he started to shoot me back with words and keep saying me leh...
Then i really not very happy so i shoot back him.
Then when i finally landed on ktatib mrt station, i immediately ran to her school but by the time i reached there, the rain had already stopped.
Aiya... damn slow...
Then i walked her home and played with her on the way home.


Then after she accompanied me to the bus stop, then we talked there for very long and several buses had passed without even noticing it..
When i was about to board the bus, the bus driver didnt saw me so he closed the door and was about to drive away, so i knocked on the door -.-" then he opened it ..
Damn stupid...
When i boarded the bus, the floor was so slippery that when the bus drove, i was slided all the way through the bus, luckily i didnt fell, but the sliding was ridculous !!! Damn ps...
Omg....

Friday, February 20, 2009

I think that i had changed.
Changed back to how i was in primary school.
I think its better, i am more discipline and proactive when i was in primary school.
I also like to talk alot, recently i had kept talking alot, but i have ulcers, if not i can talk even more.
During sec 1 and 2 i really sucks.
I kept behaving how my friends usually behave so that i can blend with them.
But now no more, i think that i am just me, if really alot of people hate me how i am now, i also can do nothing.
I had also realised that i am not afraid to talk to people i dont know. Last time i was very shy and dont dare to talk that much.
Now even if i see some people i dont know de, i will also say hi -.-"
Got alot of sec 1 walked pass my class then i said hi to them and them they kept staring at me -.-"


the last thing is that i had really decided to give up on her, even though i really said alot of times, but this time its final.
I am very tired of this damn thing....
This shall be it.


c.you

p.s. nothing is impossible, if you try it with your all.

20 Febuary 2009

Wa sian... actually i had typed alot of things de but the browser shut down !!!
):
Very irriatating sia...
Hai..
dont feel like posting le...

Monday, February 16, 2009

16 Febuary 2009

Hi.
just wanna share about the things i had learnt from sec 3 camp.
I had learnt that if you always do those things that you like you will become less discipline...
and you must prioritize your time to do the things which is most important first..
Thats all.. back to english homework ... bye

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Sunday 15 Febuary 2009

Hi.
So the day when we come back from sec 3 camp was friday the 13...
No wonder so much things happened..

I just want to say something which is bothering me for very long,
I had did so much for her and gone through so much for her but in the end she just treat me as a friend.
I think that i am such a fool.
All my relationships had being a one sided love, but this time, i went the furthest. .
So i will remember it.
I think i should really give up, after all those things i did to her she still treats me as a friends.
Why does all these things always happen to me.
Fool.

Friday, February 13, 2009

13 Febuary 2008

Hi, today i am released from the sec 3 camp.
Actually being released from it, i was quite happy, but something happened.
Lets talk about the camp first.

Day 1
We had some low rope activity which was quite boring and its where our class fell apart.
I think i was abit too much, i didnt follow their orders as i am not really very happy with their arrangement and orders, they just acted good infront of the teachers. I hate "actors".
I promised not to be one. Its so disgusting..
On the first day, i thought i couldnt survive the whole camp, it was very tough and strict, i just thought about alot of negative things.. keep hoping that the next day Guneng Panti Mountain...

Day 2
Today , we woke up extra early because we dosent want to late, the time was quite tight and we have to rush to bath, or else we have to queue up very long for the bathe.
We went for the Mountain expedition after breakfast.
The trip up there was very long. .

Hai... nvm .. no mood to talk about sec 3 camp.
Feeling very terrible now...
Just did something very stupid and wrong...
Maybe i was just too angry at that time...
But what they did was also wrong, I just dunno what to say anymore...
I had already apologised to her and I dont really think she had already forgiven me..
Even though she said she had, she still sound angry.
I am really sorry...
I just dunno....actually wanted to ask her out tml, but now its impossible...
Damn me.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

tuesday 10 febuary 2009

Hi.
today i have camp le..
damn excited for it..
hope it will be fun.

Appreciators