Yo.
Lets blog about tuesday. It's funny, like hell ya know.

29/12/2009

Went to volleyball training as coach wont be coming then we have to play match with the juniors.
The juniors everytime have conflicts over some small things, kinda remind me of us when we were sec 1. Then played alot of match quite fun lol. After that went to eat at kfc. Thats when the fun begins.
EVeryone ordered food, and i was the last to go order, and i have to wait for my zinger at my seat and they gave me a number tag.
Then we talk talk, after a while ..

Aiya nvm skip, lol, its funny if you are at the scene live experincing it, if write out in words not funny le (:
Anyway that day is a randomly funny like hell day. Didnt expect it to be so funny. Haha. Everyone was laughing so loudly there ! WAHAHA ~
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Now i am adapting to sleep early because school is starting soon. I know what my class will become like ( chaos ) next year, i need all the rest i can get so i have got enough energy to focus :X
Haha, raynor thaim and i same class! LOL haha, lucky got them.
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solo-ing ss vid project. Damn hard sia ):

Yo.
Went to cut hair, quite nice leh, very cute leh.LOL , but its very short.
Sian, tml got no where to go, saddist la. Actually got one appointment de but jevon arranged de, lousy him no one going then cancel le. Hai..
Holiday is long man, so bored, feels like going back to school study. Felt so useless when not learning anything.

didnt know i have such good friends.
Haha, but when it comes down to my
best buddy theres only basketball (:

YO O ~
Today i had a loads of fun ! Morning went to school to check next year class. Can die la ! suddenly no mood to do anything. I hate it! And theres a reason why i do. But i cant say it here.
20 plus people nia, how in the hell-ly world they arrange it ! No mood to study in this kinda environment la ! But lucky got thiam hock, raynor jevon, norres, wei shin etc.. Haha.
Ya.. then after that met eugene and cai jing to go to safra to play pool ! Was fun ! I am a beginnig there. They both quite pro. Eugene esp haha. Had alot of funss. First time try pool Haha.thought was easy but was so hard.
After that went arcade play, then went to eat desert. Then went to 213 to play basketball.
Then we knew that there got people kb my people. Wth, melvyn said they throw broom down to the basketball court and shouted : ytss go home la
LOL damn childish man.
Then melvyn they all called police, then the pai kia like hum ji lo, keep looking.
Then ploice came, but we cant pin point them but we know is them. so its kinda hard for us ya know? then the police left afterwards.
Then me eugene and Shannon and Sherrin went to play pool again! Its a long trip back to safra. then waited for awhile then can play le.
Played with Shannon first, then eugene come extra! Haha. Shannon also not bad la.
She played a few times before. Then after that eugene went to challenge ppl, then only left me and shannon then we played one match then eugene came back then played. Very long-winded ah my post -.-
then after the sherrin also came, and she told us that theres someone at the court kena beaten by the pai kia. Then called melvyn, and found out that its zun cheng kena. Fuck them.
But melvyn told me everything is okay le. He called police. Thank god. Those people think the court belongs to them, childish, immature. Just hope they wil grow up, if not, i will really feel sorry for them.
Then after pooling went back to the court and played with them, and reaalised zun cheng was being slapped by them..
Hope i was there, but if im there, wil i have the courage to protect my friends? Will i?
Hai...
Then after that played a few match then go home le.
But i think Melyvn thet all did the right thing by calling the police. It takes alot of courage to just do that.


Its so hard when you desire to do something greater
but your power is just so little.
When your courage is so little.
When you are all alone,
When no ones on your side,
What can we do?

For those who want to see it. LOL

yo.
I think im sick. );
Shyto.
I think i caught a cold on xmas eve, cos that day, i went out at 9 pm to play basketball and its damn freezing cold ! Then i still continue playing.
Then since that day i felt abit sick. I am feeling very weak and i cant gather my strength.
Later still have to go see wei tao's match. LOL
Hope he wins lo.

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edited

Today rained, so his match postponed. LOL wasted my trip to marsiling. reached there then say postpone then came back again.
Kinda caught up in the rain. Already sicked yet caught up in the rain :X
Then was wet and took bus back home, it was damn freezing cold and i can feel my head spinning and i think i am really sick -.-
Wet in the air con bus just made everything worst -.-
Haha.

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edited again and again.

Now is 2.32am.
just now at night suddenly received xiang rong's call, was shocked that she would all me after all this years. jk
Then met her at ChongPang, do some stuffs ( secrets ) :X
Dont anyhow think -.-
Then after that she treated me to PartyWorld at Yishun Safari!! WOO ! Long wanted to go but no one accompany. somemore she treated me, i felt kinda bad but she insisted on treating me -.- crazy :X
Sang until 11 . 22 pm plus Then acccompany her go MRT station. Then bus home, rushed, becos wanna go home rest.
thats all.

yo today went out with the chalet friends. I think we should really get our group a name. -.-
Haha just suggesting (:
Tired ah will continue tml ba.

hello.
Blogged again.
So bored, actually want to go ball but dun wan le.
So sian, dun know wanna go buy xmas presents not.
So tired.
I have given up on some things which i believed in and dumped them.
And now, i dont really care or rather wont care what others think of me.
so tired feel like sleeping.

yo today i had a series of dreams again!
You must be thinking how come i everyday got so many dreams, am i just faking them out? LOL
Nope is the answer. Do you think i got no life :X

Today i dreamed about something like 2012 -.-"
I dont remember the starting part only the mid part and ending.

Mine family and i suddenly felt a earthquake coming and the whole place is shaking like hell. Then we heard our neighbour shouting:" AHH ~ the floor cracked !! " Then all of us quickly rushed out and saw the whole floor is cracked and some part of the floor got a lump. Alot of people gathered there and conversing about whats going to happen. And i thought:' this might be the end of the world!"
Then everybody packed up and ran dunno where, just in all directions.
Then my family and i also packed up. And dunno why but i suddenly have the idea of going to a higher ground! LOL.
Then we immediately rushed to the building which is the tallest and camped there.
suddenly its like our family is very bonded-.- (lol, its indeed a dream) then alot of things happen, unnesscary things -.-
Then suddenly we heard someone screamed again! I ran down immediately and saw the whole floor terrain is irregular and not plain ! Dunno how to describe,like one part of the floor is stacking on top of another. then we were thinking like is the whole ground gonna fall apart ? ?!!
LOL
Then i suddenly realised that staying on high ground is stupid ! if an earthquake come, the top will receive the greatest damage if the whole building colapsed ! Then i quickly ran up and told my family about it and we quickly packed and ran down. Dunno why but its seems like running anywhere is hopeless le, we are gonna die soon, then we walked around the town waiting for the ground to tear open, but nothing seems to happen, and suddenly i woked up -.-
Anywhere its quite fun in the dream, the whole experience is magical and doesnt happen in real world, its just that my english isnt that good to make it sound more fascinating :X

Then still got alot of dreams. Dont feel like saying le.

WooHoo ~
Just had a dream, a very ... dream.
i woke up imeediately then come and blog so i wont forget it!

LOL, infront got alot of unnessary de so skip them. Its begins from something like we went to stay in a shopping centre, its like the whole scholl went there but always saw my own classmates only and seldom some express ppl.
Then jon lee also come stay, then one of my friend bully until very jia lat; he took a soft toy and kept smacking him, then when we saw his mother come somebody signaled us then we siam !! Then all run in different directions. -.-

Then i woke up, at 9 plus, then went to sleep again.
Here comes the best interesting part.
Me her and 2 other friends couldnt remember their face, but can remember her face (:
then we were walking around some market those kind de shopping area. In the process happen alot of things but not very clear. Skipped. then we continue walking down the road, then we past by a hawker centre, which happens to be "her" friends' de friend or something, just someone she knows. About 20 plus of age, and his damn big size, and looks like a gangster. Then she was chatting with him and suddenly another friend of the big size guy came, and they talked dirty with "her". Den i was damn angry and irritated but nvr said anything becos i don wanna mess with him.
Then after that we settled down at the coffee shop with those two new guys! Dammit extra sia. -.-
Then they were like very close to her and keep chatting leaving me and the 2 other friends ( our friends in the beginning) doing nothing.. Then they were like kept disturbing her and she seems to like it. Then i tried not to focus to much on them. Then suddenly they snatched "her" phone and did something like play with her and fool around with her, then i suddenly flared up because..ITS HER !! GODAMMNIT ! HOW CAN I DO NOTHING? I LIKE HER !! -.-" Then i walked towards them and snatched back the phone and return to her in an angry manner.
Then the two guys stood up and said:" So angry for what?!"
Then i suddenly sort of like can control my actions and speech in that dream ! LOl
Then i gave a very cowardly reply:" Dunno leh, dunno why suddenly so angry.."
( regretted sayingg that cowardly reply) -.-
Then the guy suddenly starts to kick the tables and chairs then everybody siam. As he kicked the tables and chairs, i acted nice and arrange everyone of them back -.- WTH ??
Then i gave him the kb look, then he suddenly very irritated and angry, he said:" You wait here!"

Then i damn scare sia, i thought he was going to call for back up-.- im a coward :X
Ten i saw him went towards a dustbin and pour out everything and took out the garbage bag. I think i can foreseen what he was gonna do. I think he was going to cover over me to blind my movements. Then i was very very scare ! As expected, but i did that becos i like her , but she doesnt know, then when he was very clsoe to me and i wanted to run so badly -.-
Then i woke up ! Luckily i woke up, if not im dead meat. But before i woke up, i heard something like :" ( the girl's name) I LOVE YOU ! " -.- i think thats me. LOL but its still in the dream.

When i woke up i said luckily it was a dream -.- realising what a coward i m, but most importantly, it reminded me of how much i miss her and like her. Becos i kept trying to hide it :X
Ok la, thanks ! (;

yoyo.
Monday Dec 21, went to play basketball. And i fell down when taking the rebound. Becos i playing an uncle and someother people. The uncle mark to until very tight and very violent then i fell down. Lol have a bit difficulty walking :(

Tues Dec 22 , had a super special scary exciting fun dream, from my pointof view. Its very fade, only can remember abit. its that i hit a guy, a very powerful guy and very superior, i think i hitted him cos he very show off and i cant stand him anymore then i slapped him whole goddamn face.
Then he say want to sue me etc...then becos i have no $$$ to compensate him so i have to go to prison -.- Quite fun la the dream.
Then afternoon went to do project.
I am sort of late by 20 plus mins? :X
Then went o Popular buy porps then went back to yishun cc to film.
filmed, very hard to think of ideas. joked around, played a fool. etc.

to be continue... my back very pain off-ing comp le.

tml going to do ss project, lets finish it once and for all. Hope everything works out fine, got a bad feeling again man :X

Family everyday quarrel, so irritating sia, i dont even understand dilect, and its so loud. Hurt my ears,

All star basketballer (:

Yo, ytd slept damn late. Played maple but dont think will play for several days le because i was banned for 3 days because i tried something in the game-.-

So i think maybe i can focus abit on hw? Haha
I thought this week is the last week of school holidays, but actuallly still got one more week. LOL
Excited to know my next year class and classmates . :D Haha ~
Was watching kobe bryant's playoffs video, ( the one in the purple yellow jersey) damn .. wow.
While i was watching, i cant sit still sia, like .. feel like playing sia, but i told myself not to play unless i train my physical first. Because if you got no strength you might as well dont play, you're just wasting time. Hope can find a basketball partner to accompany me go play.. err sounds gay? -.-
hai, i think i'll just go play awhile ba :D
cya

Hello.
I miss her, ok its 2.12am its late i think i gonna sleep.
Basketball rocks ~

LOL, my favorite basketballer :P
-.-
Random. Was finding pictures to put at my blog cos its like damn boring :X

ok. yesterday did poa, dammit . forgotten everything, even the easiest question cant do :(
i felt disappointed and frustated with myself.
Spent like 30 mins per question which normally spends me 15 mins about there .. ):
I like doing hw, dunno why -.- Since i started it i liked it alot :P
I hope school reopens soon, ya, and hope to see the class lineups soon too , hope can be same class as her. LOL

Yo. today STARTED DOING MY HW !! SO HAPPY ! LOL. I DID IT BECOS, I FINALLY KNOW HOW CAN IT BENEFITS ME. LOL.
And it will be a secret. The answer wont be like so i can complete all the assignments, or so i can be freed. The answer is out of this world -.- LOL and i must a ** to think of it.
-.- Lame post :X

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Started doing POA first. My brain has become rusty but i haven lost my touch but i need a longer time to think. I am going to chiong all my hw and complete all within 3 days; till Sunday. I really must test my perseverance and determination. I just wanna test myself. All hw except for projects. becos that is out of my control as i have to wait for all to be free, but we had already planned on the timing. Haha.

I want to be stronger. Stronger.

Yesterday slept at 6 am and woke up at 9 am. Couldnt sleep. Was in bed for 8 hours but couldnt sleep. Mapling. Keep dying leh sian, my pure mage de weapon defend so low.
Went to cca today. played basketball. Went gym, play basketball. Lol, Jevon cut botak. Kept disturbing his hair. Haha. Then he disturbed wei jie, then chase here chasethere like kids like that. LOL Then wei jie cried o,o LOL. Because jevon threw broom on his face then he angry -.- LOL
Had fun. But.

YEA~ Yesterdaay I leveled up again in maple! If anyone saw this post and decide to add me :P
Cass : AlsonOne. Lightning and Ice Mage. Level 72 lo :P Haha.
Currently watching Bleach 100 ! Finally. And just downloaded a lot of movies and now i m watching Cloudy with a chance of meatballs. Later going out for project (:

Yo.
Today went to ball with nicholas, jay lun and Melvyn. LOL was funny and fun -.-
Keep joking around. Then got one group of guys wanna versus us, because we got 4 people, and they have 3 people, so they ask if we wanna play 3v4. LOL. Then i said nono play 3v3.
LOL, then i told jay lun they look down on us sia! Becos they sat down at a place to watch us shoot around. But that time we not serious so just anyhow shoot, so they say they want versus us. In the end, we played 2 sets, both sets all kena thrashed by us -.- LOL when they walked away after the match me jay lun and melyvn laughed and joked about them :P Oh sorry we abit bad :P But its them who looked down on us first de so its ok.
gonna Start doing hw le, start saying that since yesterday. but today i went to tidy my things le so its kinda gonna happen, the doing of hw. So lets wish me luck and see if i will do it. Tml going to do project once and for all ! Finally ~ LOL Was slacking like hell good past month, brain isit working well anymore. Went to buy things and forgot to pay money twice! Damn ps sia, that guy thought i stealing or what -.- lucky he never call police :P Keep forgetting things. I am dead.

TAKEN FROM AN ARICLE

With only 365 days in a year, how can a student pass? There’s just not enough time to study.

In an email to STOMP today, a STOMPer says:

“It's not the fault of the student if he fails, because the year ONLY has 365 days.

"Typical academic year for a student:

'1. Sundays-52, Sundays in a year, you know Sundays are for rest.

Days left 313.

2. Summer holidays-50 where weather is very hot and difficult to study.

Days left 263.

3. 8 hours daily sleep- 130 days GONE.

Days left 141.

4. 1 hour for daily playing- (good for health) means 15 days.

Days left 126.

5. 2 hours daily for food & other delicacies (chewing properly & swallowing)-means 30days.

Days left 96.

6. 1 hour for talking (man is a social animal)-means 15 days.

Days left 81.

7. Exam days- per year at least 35 days.

Days left 46.

8. Quarterly, Half yearly and festival (holidays)-40 days.

Balance 6 days.

9. For sickness- at least 3 days.

Remaining days=3.

10. Movies and functions - at least 2 days.

1 day left.

11. That 1 day is your birthday. How can you study on that day??????!!!!!!!!!!

Balance = 0’

"How can a student pass??"

Yesterday went to ball, came back at 10 plus, bath, ate dinner then used comp. Someone i met at the court taught me basketball. Took advice seriously. Etc..
Felt like tonning at the court, because i dribble till my fingers bled le and i am very thristy so i went home.
Dont feel like talking to anyone. Hate my family, hate my life, hate everything.
No mood for anything. Currently mapling..
Feels like dying, cant get up on my feet. Ball yesterday but still not feeling better.
I miss her. Hope she message me.

I going to ball now, my mood is at the worst, i should ball till i drop

Yo. Yesterday went to Clarke Quey for the model thingy.
waited for 1 hour for interview. Then went inside talk talk, then brought me to the place where they take photos and prepare to shoot.
But they the first time we have to pay a certain among of money which that part i dont understand the hell he is talking, and the money is not a small sum.
My parents dont want to pay for it so they ask me dont go there work. Fuck.
Cant describe how i ffeel.
I am supposed to call them today or perhaps now to comfirm with them. I dont wanna call and tell them i couldnt do it. fuckk.
I am already very troubled about ... le. Yesterday night went to baskbaetll becos i felt sad. it used to work, but not anymore i dunno why..
I missed her. Shyt, when i got the chance to talk to her, i didnt treasure it. 3 days leh. 1 day not even 5 sentences of conver. Fuck me,

Chalet!

Hello.
I will be posting the details on my point of view of the chalet here.

Day 1 ( 7 Dec 09 )

Yo. Went to Junhao's block downstairs and waited for him and then both of us went to meet wei cai and then we went to food court at northpoint to eat together.
They ate, i fasting -.-
Treated them drinks. Then Jasmine came to meet us next. After we ate, supposed to meet YuYing but she told us she will be late so we walked around and then went to MRT station to wait.
Then took 39 bus to Pasir Ris, ps, I missed the stop and we had to walk a longer distance :P
Then they went to Mac to eat. But I have a surprise plan under my sleeve.
I went down to Four Leaves to order a cake as I told them I go buy something.
Then went up met them.
Took shuttle bus to Costa Sand Resort. And waited there for about a few minutes for WeiTao, Wei Ming and Rich to come and give us the key to enter the chalet.

Soon they arrived and we opened the door, it was so smelly! I would describe it as rotten bbq smell -.- Because it really was a bbq smell I think, and i think it has been there for very long so its rotten (: then it was very small and cramped. the floor was pretty dirty. So Me and WeiTao cleaned up the place with a cloth and the cloth ended up being very black.
The floor was sticky. then we settled down at the second floor. The rest of the people went eat for very long leaving me, wei cai and junhao alone.. it was pretty patheic though. Then wei cai and junhao went out leaving me alone in the chalet to guard. Then soon, hui xin and liang ying made a special appearance to the chalet. I was very grateful for their presence at that time because i was so like staring into the blank air as the fan and tv were all out.
Soon weicai brought back the key, say hello to the electricity ! the tv and fans were back on again! then slowly the rest came back. then near night, me and junhao went to collect the cake and we implanted a spy in the chalet(Jas) to help us keep a lookout for the birthday girl while we smuggle in the cake to the chalet.
At night, they bbq. Weicai, rich, junhao, jasmine, yuying were all on second floor playing.
Wanted to join them, but kinda of like very extra, then i decided to stay on first floor with hui xin and watched "the wife's temptation". Was great, the show i meant. then joked around with her, talk talk. then went out to the bbq area and disturb liangying and weitao, plus wei ming, then when the show is back from commercial break, i quickly go back in to watch again. I kept wanting to go to the second floor to join them... but , ya know, felt weird then went down again.
Then later later on, around 10 plus, planned for the surprise when everyone had finished bathing. Waited her to come out while junhao and i do up the cake. Wanted to surprise her but, too bad she wasnt surprised ): Was quite disappointed, cos i failed again. And worst still, she said it was the same cake she had before twice.
The reason i wanted to plan all this is because i dont have a splendid birthday, and i can tell you, it sucks. For my birthday, everytime is liek only got 5 people or less remember. This year, JiaYee, Audrey, Yunting, Xiang Rong, Caihong, is all i remembered, remembered my birthday and gave me present, thats all...
So becos i dont have it, i wanted othewrs to have it, Jevon's birthday, Weishin's birthday. Sorry junhao, i forgot your birthday, and sorry Jasmine too );
How ever i shall not be disheartened ! Never give up, "trying is allowing miracle to happen when theres no hope"
Then went bowling, played 2 games. Was lousy at first, then eventually gotten the tactic. BANKAI ! LOL, eveyone was bankai-ing -.- HAHA.
Bowled till 1 plus when reached chalet, tried to sleep. But couldnt , there ssomething on my mind which i couldnt clear. waited till 4 am plus, still cant sleep, went down and borrowed ear piece from weitao as mine was spoiled and i listened to my psp songs, and i began falling asleep.
On my day 1 insomia, i must really thanks Jevon for keeping me company though he was on his ds, i keep asking him if i can sleep on the bed, becos hui xin is at the other side of the bed, i dont wan to be called a tiko, so i keep asking for his advice etc.. then eventually slept at the bed, damn shiok !

DAy 2 ( 8 Dec 09 )

TO BE CONTINUED, GOING SLEEP. ANW THANKS HUI SHI FOR YOUR TAGS !

Edited.

Day 1 was rather long-winded. So i cut short ba. Because i already quite tall le. -.o ?
Woke up. Everyone who ton abit or never sleep seems half alive -.- Very scary leh.
I did tried to sleep abit, like 4hours? I dont remember what happen that day le, couldnt recall.
Ya, then went to escape, played like less than a hour- $9, then exit le. Went to swim. I swam several laps. Then the other guys play match to compare who swim the fastest. -.- Then went back to chalet. Rested, slacked, played psp, then went out to eat with Jevon at JustAcia.
Free flow of water and desert. Lol, i ate choclate ice cream, drank mocha, lemon tea, ate the main dish dunno call what. Then immediately stomache go toilet -.- then da bao mac for junhao.
Went back play psp. Then at night went to arcade to take neoprints and played the basketball game, daytona then went to bowl.

Day 3 ( 9 Dec 09 )

Last day, woke up.went back. Bus-ed back home, wasnt feeling well. Feel like vomiting, head very pain.

Hi.
Just woke up. !
Slept from 3 plus to 7 plus.
LOL didnt know i m this tired.
Chalet was average but being with friends there is awesome (:
Really really glad i was there.
About the details, which is rather long-winded, I might post next time.
Because i am still very tired. Maybe going play basketball tml.
didnt played this afternoon cos was not feeling well then cancelled the appointment with cai jing and melvyn..

BTW, the model agency just called me and asked me to go down for an interview at clarke quay tml afternoon at 2pm.
Lol, suddenly dont felt like going. Because of something which had happened.
But I will try go la, its not like they'll surely confirm accept me right? maybe i wil just go for the interview for fun (:

I dunno how to express my feelings for her,
I am so fucking fucked up by myself.
The way she looked me in the eyes can lead me to depression.

Just back from chalet, not feeling well, shall continue later

MY PACE ~

Today went to causeway to shop and buy present.
Went to Cotton On to buy clothes. Spent about $80 plus.
Then theres Sesame Street performance at causeway.



Very funny, alot of kids kinda attracted to this

Tml chalet le, still haven packed. Half excited half worry.
Scare I will be left out.
I think i am gonna pack now. Cya !

Break to build, built to break.

Went to ball again today.
Damn tired.
My legs injuries is getting worst. And my previous wound has not yet healed completely which I thought it had. .
Then it bled again, have problems walking.

I want to be strong, so I can protect my friends and my own pride.
So recently I have been working out.
Bla..

Yesterday night, the flyers de driver called me at about 11.30 pm to ask me go down collect my pay.
Lol.

I told myself, after the chalet, I must start to do all my homework le.
Had fun in the past one month and its time to start le.
Even though I didnt realy had fun but .. I will just tell myself I had some bloody "fun"

Met the same sore losers again on the court.
Bloody hell, dont wanna elaborate on it.

Very tired, had enough rest but still very tired.

Tml going out alone to buy presents and clothes.

Hope my secret surprise plan work out fine.

Dunno why but I have a very bad feeling about the chalet, suddenly.
My intuition is working again..
Omg, whats going to happen?

Going off to train.

The feeling is like no other.
This is it, I told myself, but for her, is this it?
This is freaking one-sided random for her.
I kept telling myself to think positively when all the odds are against.
I told myself nothing is impossible, Im freaking lying to myself, but the other side of me just hoped, he can lie his way through.
The feeling is damn fuck up when you cares for her while she dont even cares.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
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I created this post to thank a particular person.

Thanks Hui Shi for being the only one to visit my blog...

Thanks...man...

Hi.
Today is a very ... day.
I quarreled with my flyers boss.
he just kept delaying and delaying my pay for 3 weeks le.
So i kp him first.
He said: erm. I think I can only give you on monday. Monday I call my driver give you.

I : Cant Monday cant, Monday I not free, I want it today no matter what. You kept delaying and delaying for so long le.

He: Call my driver

I: Why must i call him?

Then he called me: JUST CALL MY DRIVER LA! The pay with him, ask him give you.

I: I called le but he never pick up.

He: JUST CALL LA!

F***er, I never raise my voice first he go raise his first. Actually he already have my pay le, he just keep delaying for no mother reasons.
But i sent the kp message to him because i really cant stand it le, he might think i am just a kid so he dont have to scare of me etc. I dunno. But I have to show him i am no pushover. . . ):
He delayed for f** 3 weeks le leh. Plus next week i got chatlet, so i wont be free, and, I need that money.

Called the driver, he say he today not free, work till very late, might not be able to pass me, lastest tml...
Hopeless sia.
He said he might give me today but will be quite late.
I need the money to buy present, please...

ARGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My favorite basketballer coming back from free agent or rather retirement and will be going to Sixers to play (:
Happy to know his back! (:
Allen Iverson (:

Yo.
Today went to get pay at Northpoint.
About $240 plus.
Then went to buy clothes at Bugis Street.
Train-ed there.

When I reached there and left the Mrt place then suddenly a guy tapped my shoulder. I was shocked, I thought I had dropped something again. -.-
Then he asked if I am interested in modeling etc,
he por me say what you very handsome blabla.
And he said the pay is about $800- $1000 for just 2 days !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG ~
But he seems very interested in me as he asked for my contacts but I dunno whether he will contact me anot. Hope so...
So fun and exciting seh.. (;
Then he passed me his card.

This is how messy my stuffs are ! They are alot of things buried below, my holiday homeworks are also inside!

Back to the topic!
Went to Bugis Junction and then walk around and wait for Thiam hock to come.
Went to iluma walk walk.
Then when Thiam Hock reached, accompany him go buy clothes, give him suggestions etc.
Total, I spent $120++ that day.
LOL. I dunno why i spent so much seh, I buy little things leh.

Tml maybe getting my flyers pay eventually!!!!!!!!! They say this coming Friday thy will give me, they had already delayed for 3 weeks le ~~
If they delay again I am going to scold them le !! Wahaha ~

I miss her.
Every post, i must write this.
Because this the fact !
I tried very very hard to think about her, because i dunno why, when i think of her, i felt pain...

Hi.
Hate it, being woke up by construction work early in the damn morning for continuously 2 days.
Damn.
Went for CCA today. Played basketball.
So tired.
Went home, watched Bleach, then slept. Woke up, ate dinner, watched Bleach, now about to sleep..
Tml going to get my pay. Damn little, damn. . :X
But at least I have enough for my secret plan (;

And, I still haven get my flyers de pay. Damn la, delay 2 weeks le.

I really need money le..
hope they will call me tml.
I am wondering if I never call them then they wont even bother to pay me le.

And I received a letter from dunno where, to collected something hopefully money (:
Right before my birthday ! Jan 16 !! LOL
I was shocked (:

HELLO IF YOU SEES THIS PLEASE TAG OKAY? i WANT TO SEE IF THERE ARE ANYMORE PEOPLE VISITING MY BLOG~~

Hi.
Tml have CCA.
Woo...
Feels like giving up. On?
Everything. .

Hai.. Being random to hide my emotions.
Currently watching NBA highlights..because i dot have TNT channel, so i couldnt watch the whole game, I can only watch the highlights of the match ):

I miss her.

Hello I'm back!
Hope my birthday come fast !!
17.01.94
My 16th birthday. (:
So fast leh. About a month later?
Then i am gonna find a real job ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Which I likes and got good pay.

Hell ya

November 30 Monday

Yo, today went to basketball.
With all my current injuries I felt like an idiot to not let them heal first.
After today, I will give ball a rest and also give myself rest (:
Left Shoulder injuried.
Hate it. Just move around hurts, damn...
And my waist is injured.
And I am too tired to play.
So rest (:

Yaya and today i went to play ball.
And then i played with some gangsters. Then wa...its like.. when they lost they'll throw tantrum one ! LOL. Like girl.
Sore losers ~ Because I kept owning them (:
Then their face turned black.

SO BORED ~ Can die at home !
Felt like going out tml..But its so hard to gather people !
Miss Eighteen Chef, used to go there when I was a kid.
No la just kidding (:
Used to go there almost everyday with friends to eat. I missed the taste of the cheese baked rice )):
I WANNA GO ~~

Currently tuning myself to the homework-mood.
I had forgotten almost everything.
Start from the beginning? LOL sure !
Now planning for my friend's birthday.
I hope i can give my friends great birthday surprise...
Because what i dont have, i hope others will have.
But in the end all the ideas I thought of is like ten year series ideas.

I'm random (:

I missed her.
Dammit. Hah..
I miss her. How ah?
How ?
What? Where? When?

November 30 Monday

I took this picture by myself, plus, 100% no photoshop etc, because i also dunno how to use it !
Isnt this picture nice?
Sunset + After rain + Wet Floor + My old ball = Good picture (:

Today went to buy brunch all by myself, so bored, last night slept at 3 am, then woke up at 12pm, then ate at 2.45pm.
Dunno why but somehow couldnt help it but felt very lonely :x

Yesterday went to play ball with Raynor and Ryan.
My legs injuries are getting worst, haha, because i didnt even give it a day rest. (:
When I realised how bad my injuries had gotten, a deep scar on my toe, and I meant DEEP !
Then my slippers are stained with blood.

Random : Wondering is there anyone who is still visiting my blog?

Homeworks not done, dunno when will touch it.
I felt so so empty leh, i dunno why I felt so, I want to be filled with something.

Yesterday, couldnt sleep, keep thinking of her,

ALL MY ONSUGAR RECENT POSTS !

HELLO BECAUSE I AM SWITCHING BACK TO BLOGGER SO I DECIDED TO POST SOME OF MY ONSUGAR POST HERE.

NOV 27

Hi.Went out with Larry today. Went to look for WeiLing, then go eat, then go ball. On the way saw Stella and Cecelia. So we ball together lo.Played like hell. Damn fun, total ownage (;Lets not talk about this.I want to talk about her (: HAha.I like her.But I couldnt any chance to talk to her. Its always treated as random. Why?I dont want it to be random...what must I do?I want to know how is she doing, what has she being doing, alot of things la !!So useless..dunno what to do.

NOV 26

YO~

So happy man, i quitted my job because of basketball.Actually i am not used to be tied down by scehdule, or rather I cant be !

Because of this job, i cant play basketball and my skills greatly deproved, its so saddening.

And I am a freebird !! I cant be locked in that hell-like place, its not good for my health!

But however, i did made some great friends there, I really felt very sad because I wont see them anymore, and our bond is already so strong, even stronger than some of my classmates (:

And that auntie i knew there was so good too (: Everytime when theres no customer then i will go to her and chit chat with her, or sit down together in a group and together. Then Shao will be emo-ing and looking at his hand, while the rest of us are talking. Too bad we didnt took group photos..

And, that job has one shitty boss! F*** him ! His using all kinds of dirty, evil, childish methods to get rid of us so his friends can come and work...i will forever remember his F*** king *** %@%@#@%@#%@#%@#%#@ face!!!!!!!!!

Long live basketball !!

NOV 24

The job for today was fine, at least better than yesterday..But, every time i sacrifice my basketball for work I really felt very bad and saddening...from this i learnt that, to sacrifice is to gain.

But i have 12 more days to ta han, then after that straight away is chatlet le, then after chatlet five days later have to start work again..

Basketball...hai...

Keep thinking of playing it, even though i am working, i always imagine i am having a ball at my hand and i am dribbling it (:

HAHA~~

But today at work is abit slacky, keep chatting around and joking around..today time flys faster than yesterday.

I kept thinking of her ):

But i really have to work to earn enough money for... " ...."

Thats why!! Hai...

How, what should I do?

Another day, wasted.

Hello, Yo, tml working le ! Damn worried and scare I might not do well and afraid that i might be too tired..
Because the work time starts from 10am to 10 pm plus..and it continues on for like 14 days? Omg...
Means no more playing of XBOX 360 and no more basketball...
Thinking of not having enough time to play basketball really *** me alot.
So tired, felt like taking a nap, just woke up few hours ago then go to sleep again -.-
Maybe later at night going out to shopping for clothes or shoes to wear tml...
Nowadays, I am addicted to 我猜, when I watched it, it never fails to make to laugh my ass off.
Hah...
Its funny...yah...
Really look forward to chatlet, but I am afraid I am too tired, and I couldnt balance the whole cycle.
My current life consists of : working, basketballing, playing computer, using XBOX 360, watching tv, going out.
My end result when school is about to open will be : studying, studying, studying, PLUS working, basketball, xbox 360.
Maybe there will be some other things...like love? Haha..

I hate myself now to let the day past without even thinking about my assignments and project, and when I think of it, I rather not (:

Hello. Just gotten my pay for distributing flyers today (:
The feeling is so awesome when i receive the raw money on my hands.
I worked hard for it.
Actually today supposed to go school to play basketball but was lazy and i slept (;

i want to be more mature so i can take care of my friends

Be awed by the power of reailty ! Face it, and be striked by it head on.

Its nice to be important but its important to be nice

YOO ~
YA i gotten into thru train (:
I feel like reviving my blog becos my life is turning better (:
And i have just gotten my xbox 360 after alot of hardship ):

And we are going swimming tml at jurong swimming complex!
Wo ~ was looking towards that day !

And wei tao chatlet is arounf the corner (:

WO ~

Haha

Just point form, maybe i changing my blog to onsugar, blogspot skin is very old -.- and old dated

Today, had a poa workshop, its fun man (:
haha. Really great !
After that rush home to get money to buy xbox ! (:

haha, i bought a game call Fear 2. Damn scary ):

Thats all i can thought of (:

Hello.
I finally blogged !
Haha
Something inside me told me to blog to mark this particular day.
Because the result i am not blogging is because theres nothing special happenin my life.

HAi..Mr Tan said that the 3N class will be split into 3... Hell no.
What about our friends in the class, we dont want to be splited...

What about all the bonds we made and created, all the hardship we been thru together..
Sian..they just dont understand.

Long time no post le.
Cya !

Hello
today i chiong finish englsih compo and everything :D
I am proud i ensure through everything (:

Wow, its cool ((:
Hope one day i can dance like them (:
HAHA !!

I kept telling myself not to give up, its not over, be strong.
But i just cant do it alone, if i dont bulk up now i will surely be dead.

I just dunno.
Being alone sucks.

Yo.
Holidays sure are boring...
With loads of homework.
Just adds on to everything.

I had been thinking lately, a lot.
i dunno... what should i do.
If i tell her everything will be over, our friendship.
I bet.

But if i dont tell her i am suffering inside of me.
I have no one to depend on except for her.
I just dunno.

Not in a mood.
Anyway i dont think i deserve, I just dont deserve it.
I am far too . .
I couldnt concentrate on my studies.
I have lost all my strengths, my previous glory will be for nothing i knew if i gave up.
I am tired. Ya, tired.
I bet no one cares, lucky i still have blogger (:
"It" cares. It always does, even it doesnt feels like. Like my slave :D

Because i am not in a good mood...
I will always go play basketball.
Usually after balling i will feel better, much much better. But this time I'd felt no difference.
What is it with me?

GOD ~~ Where are you ?? You spoke to me once, what now ?

Oh just woke up.
Got 2 parts of dream. 1st part is happy, 2nd part is tiring. But i forgot both le (:

But its nice to have dreams, becos those dreams are exaggerating and i dont think it will happen in real life.
Its glad.
Yesterday had a great time.

I think i got dreamed of her -.-...

Yo.
Today went to study with Xiang rong and taught her POA. I had a hard time teaching her -.-
Cos when i taught her halfway then we will chat then it will go on and on...

I hope she had learnt something? Must have ba.
I spent like few hours? Haha.

Yo.
Still waiting for cai hong to post the pictures to facebook.
Yesterday was fun :D

We went to some steam boat place to eat.
Then we pour alot of food inside it then the whole steamboat is soaked and wasted -, -
Then got the char da smell.
After that we played a game, that game is a game which is something like a game, kinda different, but eventually its still just a game. Some might think its not a game, but its a game and its fun.

So i call the game " The Game"
Nice name ya?
Thanks.

Ok back to the topic, we played "The Game" and i kept losing then theres some kind of punishment but i am kinda a sole loser -. - When i lost, i dont dare to accept the punishment.
Thats the true spirit and a good example for all !! (:

Then Xiang rong's shoe spoilt :X
So we immediately proceed to bugis street to buy shoe for her.
She was having trouble to walk and we are all very impatient to get to Bugis Street.
Then when we are crossing the road, a taxi just drove JUST infront of me !!!!!!!!!!!!
Ya and i meant just, its just infront of me.
Luckily, Jasmine hold me and pull me back -. - ""

So we bought and walked around Bugis Street...


TO BE CONTINUED....

After carrying those stacks of impossible books home, my arms and fingers became so so so numb -.-

Chinese A2
Computer.S A1
English Lang U
Math 3
Science 3
Combined Humans 2
Poa 1
LOl
My score card very nice sia

Two A1, two A2, two 3, fail english... damn sad...

I like Xishan alot.
Its somewhere like a home, unlike YishunTown, dont feel a sense of belonging at Yishuntown.

"this is home truly, where i know i must be, this is where, i wont be alone, for this is where i know, i am home !! " extract from home (:
HAha. I wont forget this song, every national day we will sing as a whole (:
But now, it cant be experienced anymore :X
Thats why, every year i will and must go BACK !!!

Ha, mrs Sam still remembers me ! Happy happy (:
3 yrs never saw her le ):
Glad. I saw her, she was just about to drive home.
I had alot of deep thoughts there.

We sneak into music room, the smell still never change. So unforgettable. And the computer lab too.
We then inflitrated into math room, art room, ad walk inside very deep. Too bad the library is closed.

Then we sneaked back to our class (:
we took lift to the 6 floor.
Where our classrooms are.
It so well decorated.
Its so touching. My childhood memories. Are all just coming back.
Missed the tables and chairs and all the structures there.
Hope i can go back and study there again.

Rememebering the times when me and my friends are punished, the fear inside us, it seems as though we had spent very part of our life there and experinced everything there.
Love, fear, tears, treasuring, caring, sharing etc..

Yo.
Today is teacher's day !!
Haha. I said happy teacher's day to mrs phua she replied good morning :X
Performance was not bad.
After that went to eat with Xiang Rong and Cai Hong at food court.
Talked about alot of things.
Then later when going to watch movie le then saw huishi and she joined us go watch movie (:
"The Proposal" was the movie we watched.
The movie was great but theres a weird person sitting beside me -.-
I was quite scared. Got a weird smell coming from there and she kept laughing so exaggeratingly.
Whatever.
The movie was great.
After that went back to Xishan with Hui shi then met Ang.
She was late -.=""

The security is so strict at the gate as they dont want to let us pass.
The previous year was also strict, its like its stricter every year.
Then suddenly is began to rain heavily. Waited in the rain. Damn stupid lo.
Then was totally drenched in the end managed to get in.




The middle is my favorite teacher (: Which is call mr neo.



The rest below is random of my favorite places (:














corridor


View from upstairs




MY class locker





Ang, huishi and me (;



Beside me is the retard (: Hehe dont scold me if you sees this -.-...

Ang and Huishi









Sentosa (:






Jonathan classic slacking in class






Mrs Wong got sorethroat