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Wednesday December 31 2008 1053

Hi.
Just blogged.
Yesterday I slept at 11.55pm .
Damn happy (:
For the whole holiday I cant sleep for the whole night until 1.30am then can sleep..
So today i woke up at about 5 am plus, because if i slept enough i will automatically wake up.
Then i woke up and have nothing to do...
Then listened to radio...
Then suddenly remember a feeling i always had in primary school..
Then i suddenly remember alot of things from the past.
Then suddenly very emotional -.-
Then lastly i thought of Sylvia -.-"
I still have some feelings for her, even though till now i have like some other people because i tell myself to forget her.
I cant believe it, it's being 4 years...4 years
Why after so long still thought of her ?
Damn it .

Wa!
Come across this Mv.
Damn cool sia -.-"

Wednesday 24 December 2008 9.46pm .

Yo..

tml i going cut my hairs le ...
Damn sian sia.. i cannot bear to leave my hair -.-"
So i took some last pictures...

Wednesday 24 December 2008 9.46pm

Hi.
Today i had a damn nice dream :D
Want to hear ?
If dun wan to hear then click the cross at the top right hand corner (:
Anyway here goes...
I dreamt of myself waking up from some kind of dream, by the time i woke up, it was already 7pm+
So i walked out of my room and saw my family at the living room.
All the arrangement of the funiture seems different from what i am having now and the kind of feel is also different...
Out of the sudden, i suddenly wanted to look at the calender and found out that it was 2010 .. -.-
I asked my parents izit really 2010 now ?
Ya duh...they replied.
And immediately, i told them i was from 2008 and they say dont lie la...so lame-.-
I kept arguing with them saying i am really from 2008 !
I told them maybe its time travel ?
So I thot i was dreaming in that dream so i went back to bed in my dream de dream and suddenly i woke up in my dream de dream and i was relieved i woke up from it..(i still dreaming-.-)

When I woke up, I immediately checked my mobile phone's calender and was relieved to find out its still 2008 .. So i went back to sleep and see if its really time travel ..

I woke up in some kind of ball room or some kind of mansion. Its pretty crowded and all they ppl seems very busy.
I was only the one standing in the middle of the crowd, doing nothing, just staring at them..
Because i was still foreign to that place and i didnt know anyone there.
I noticed a stairs leading down wards and i went down to have a look, i saw a guy who seems quite friendly so i asked him the year which i was in, and he told me it was 2010...
I thought ... Its must be time travel !! WOOhoo~
Suddenly a blasting sounds of bloody screaming roared the entire place !!
I was damn startled ...
Then immediately i saw a few zombies attacking humans swiftly..
The numbers of them grew larger and larger as i saw theres alot more behind ...
I ran up the stairs as fast as possible and the whole place is in a mess...
EVeryone was running for their life and some even climbed up the walls...
Eventually...the wall cannot withstand the weight of all those ppl
and all the wall collapsed !
Everyone including me tried to get out of the crashing down of walls ..
i just ran as hard as i could out of the building...

When i reached outside, i stunned for a moment , the scenery is perfect !
Maybe this is how it looks in the future (:
At that point of time, i felt very carefree. nobody know me, i know nobody , i am just alone ...damn nice
Suddenly i woke up from my dream de dream again -.-
I wanted to try that again ...i thought.
So i fell asleep in my dream again...but this time i travel with one of my friend tgt..
We had fun there, and damn romantic sia...
Becoz the traffic there is like crazy and busy, so i pulled her hand and held it as close to me as possible, and then she leaned on me .. WOO ~

Thats still more but i lazy to type le..i bet those who are reading this are tired too ! its like damn long and confusing...but that dream is really nice...

HEHE :D

Tuesday 23 December 2008 2.20pm

Hi.
Christmas and New Year is coming soon and I have no idea how to celebrate it..
I hope i can celebrate with a group of friends but it seems impossible.
Erm...damn bored -.-
Didnt go anywhere special in the holidays...
Everyday is repeating...and repeating..and repeating...
School reopening soon le, i hope i can do one last special and fun thing .

Friday 19 December 2008 8.53pm

Hi.
Wa...
Yesterday i went to play basketball damn scary sia -.-
I was alone at the court at that time, then i shoot the ball suddenly stuck on the ring ...
Then i thought: Die liao.. How to get it down like that -.-
Then i tried to use my slippers to throw and hope it drop down -.-
But of course slippers wont work la !
Then i thought hard again...
To knock the ball down i need a heavy and hard object to throw at the ball so it can drop down.... The first thing i thought of is my handphone -.+
Then my aiming damn ...great..
Behind the basketball ring got a flat surface metal thingy then my phone stuck on top there o.o
Now have two things stuck on top ...
I thought of getting the ball down first, because jus now i panic too much so didnt think properly ..
i suddenly rmb i can shake the whole basket in order to make the ball drop down -.-
So i jumped and pull the basketball net and then whole thing vibrate like siao -.-
Of course the ball did drop down...
But my phone is still up there o.o
I kept throwing my ball at the ring and hope my phone can drop down but it just wont ...
Then i looked at the grass patch there, got a damn long branch !
At the end of the branch still have a curve thingy which makes it perfect for getting for my phone o.o
Then my phone drop from so high down 0.o
In the end...i went home -.-








Never understood...

Wednesday December 17 2008

Hi.

December 15 Monday 2008 1.41pm

Hi .
Ytd i went to play basketball with them-.-
Then its like..very fun.
its being long since i have this kind of fun without any trouble or worry.
Maybe you guys wont understand it after all ..

Thursday 11 December 2008

Yo~
I blog again (:
Ytd attended cca...its have been so long since i ever go -.-
Go there also have nothing to do...
Nothing to talk about le ...-.0

Monday December 8 2008 3.54pm

Hi.. my blog is back (:
Nothing special (:
i have changed my link and link me if can .
I try my next year de long pants and wad i can only say is it look nerdy -.-
I have skipped my cca for very long le, maybe i will go for the next coming cca.
Alot of changes made to my life and i have realised damn lot of things.
Friends ? Haha what a joke -.-
Thats no such things as real friendship in my life, therefore it doesnt exist in my world.
Huh ? He called me a stalker dog ? Haha, lol...wad a joke...
Erm...nice try but not good enough -.-
I have been called loads of names untill i am used to it...
Neh...this is one of the most babygirlgirl nickname i have ever heard-.-
Okok...
For all those out there who wan to "play" with me just got an advise to them...plz dont cry -.-
haha (:

Wednesday 26 November 2008 6.05pm

Blablabla~
New opening.
I realised that my brain work very slow nowadays, so i decide to start revising le..
I just read POA, it sounds fun, its about business blablabla~ kinda like it..
And I also will try to stop playing too much computer, its a waste of electricity and the bills come then i die liao.
One day i can play about 10 hrs, no joke !
Maybe even more...
So Here I starts ...
and here i ends..

Saturday 22 November 2008 1107pm

Hi all~
sian..
sia..
hai..
lol...

EVeryday have nth to do ...
Only can play computer...expect for playing computer i can only play computer...
I did try to do some of the holiday homework but i have totally seriously forgotten everything i had learned !!! WAHHAHAHAHAHA~
Pro right ?
Hai...
.....
lame..
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
This few days totally ****
seriously .... i cant sleep !
hate it when i have problem sleeping...
Wtf... sia...
feeling weird now adays

Sunday , November 16 2008 , 9.48pm

hi~
good news !!
My spacebar recover le (:
Rock...z
It recover by itself one...lmao -.-
Anyway I am kinda addicted to maple... i have a reason though...
But its good anyway, it suits me completely...
Fu...
Stressed up...Confused...
And recently i had a dream...here goes...
I sneaked into my primary school with one guy..i forgot who he is but nevermind..
Then the scene is totally the same as the past, i was so glad.
But i think at that moment, i know that its just a dream... but i just kept walking around the corridor to see if there is anyone i know.. i saw a lot of ppl, but couldnt see their faces...
But suddenly, i saw Iris.. and i thought..isnt she in secondary already!!??
whyis she studying in the primary school? then i wanted to say hi but she looked very focus so i dont want to disturb her...
and then i walked up the next storey and saw QiuTing...
Although i hate her alot in primary school but i still treat her as my fren...
Then she said : aaa! ZheHAo?!! OMG...
then i say yaya....then walk away...
then the rest i dont rmb le..
this is the fourth time i dreamt of my primary school ....
I seriously miss my primary damn hell loads, i just hope i can go back to the past and be with my frens...and to live the life back then...
its great...but all of us have to grow...
In that case...i just hope i never grow ...



I went to alot of ppl blog be4, all of their blogs tell how unhappy and how bad their life is...
So when you think your life is bad...think of some others ppl life who is worst..this might console you a little..not much...
and i wonder why life is so bad for so many ppl?
Are they playing a trick on us to make us mentally stronger?

Tuesday, November 11 2008, 8.47pm

Hi~
Very tired. didnt slept well for many days le.
Dont have mood for anything...
bye~

Sunday, November 9 2008, 0116

HI~
I blog in midnight!!
WOOHOO~
First time of all times..!
Anyway, i used computer because i couldnt sleep.
Thinking of her again..
Anyway..
Doesnt really have anything much to say...
I did msg less her now, everytime i picked up my phone i will thought of msging her...
It has already become a habit which is also not good. Disturbing others...
I think she's a good and clever girl, i dont want to ruin her life..
Perhaps...this is it...

P.S.When a relationship ended, it brought forward sadness and regret, but with it brought along new challenges and experiences...-by Alson.

Thursday,November 06 2008, 7.27pm

Yo...
Sorry for not posting for so long...
As most of you know my spacebar spoilt le, so i have super slow typing speed and typing difficulties.
Sorry i cant reply all your tag because i dont know where to start..!
It wont happen again.. "-. -"
I want to start by sharing about my CCa experiences.
Actually it's not really boring, when you think it's boring, it'll be boring.
Then everytime go to my CCA we will surely go to the pe store to borrow some badminton racket and play, or sometimes we'll play basketball.
Ok~! Done..
Recently I had sleepless night...is almost everyday lo~
Then my panda eyes is very obvious..
Maybe i think
about that too much le..she said the same too~
It's bloody irritating if you're very tired and you cant sleep.
But i just cant help it, kept thinking of her, and when i picked up my phone and wanted to msg her, i thought twice, because i felt like i am pestering her and i want to stop that!
And definitely she have not been telling me any truth...
I had consulted few of my friends and they say maybe i should forget her, and the another said maybe i should give her some peace and quiet...
I will try both of them!
....
Trying to forgetting someone you love is like trying to remember someone you dont know...
But dont you worry....i will forget you soon~ (:
.....Crap....

Tuesday, October 28 2008, 1039pm

Hi....
My life is so meaningless!!
I wonder how long will this carry on...
Everyday if nothing to do, then i will use computer, if not play basketball.
and every week must go school two times for cca. Then nothing to do le lo.
I suddenly felt so tasteless...
But almost everytime i have wonderful dreams!
today i dreamt of alot of things, but can only rmb two (:
I think dream is another place where i get my entertainment...
Alot of impossible things that wont happen on real world will happen in dream.
Now very tired le... sorry if sentence struture got problem or whatsoever...
Tired of life...
Sick of life....
Tml got CCA, dont feel like going, but i dont want to let my teachers in charge down....
Haha....crap...
Almost all of my friends is like MIA liao~ Its just a few days since holiday started ....
Everything is just fucking boring....
fucking life.....
fucking face....

Mnoday,October 27 2008,1012pm.edited

HI!!!
Blog again...
Sian, kinda of addicted to maple...
Cause no friend wanna come out.....
Like I said in my MSN, I hope that money can buy "friends"who will always by your side,i will like to buy some, no matter how poor i am(:
I DONT KNOW LA!!!
Ok....just ignore that crap up there...-,-
I kept thinking about her every night(as a friend) , so, cant sleep...
When I close my eyes I will think about her, then when i open my eyes, I wanted to play maple..-.-
Dont know why suddenly felt so troubled about her...
Sometime msg her then she nvr reply one... I dont know izit she did saw my msg, but she just ignore it? Maybe ba...
I scare she will find me irritating if i keep spamming her with message...
But if she see this, i just want to tell her that i am sorry for keep messaging you so...I was bored, i tried to find some friend to go out but they were unavailable...
I was really damn hell bored...
All i have left to say is...hope you will not ignore me (:

Saturday,October25 2008 1213pm

HI!!
Today i had a weird dream, I dreamt of myself being very addicted to gambling.
Then I bought a air ticket to America to gamble.
I dont know why i go there sia~
When i reached there, i lost all of my money and realized i didnt have enough money to take plane back to Singapore...
I felt so stressed and lost, I dont even know anyone there...but suddenly I saw my English teacher, Ms Wong, there.
I was so delighted to see her there, and in real life, everytime i saw her i always feel delighted...Anw i am also the EL rep(:
Ok moving on.....
Then I told her what had happened and she provided me the money for the trip back to Singapore, suddenly felt so relieved!!
and then i woke up (:

OK now, it's time for the longly awaited uploading of pictures that everyone is waiting for, some are very funny(:




ERM.....Next time ba...So stay tune...again (:

Friday,October 24 2008 2216

HI!!!
Yesterday i didnt have much patience to blog as my spacebar no longer works!!!
You must be wonder if my spacebar is spoilt, why am i able to blog now??
This is because i copied a space between two words and after after word i wrote, I paste the space that i had copied next to the word i had typed...
Confusing??ok...nvm...
Now i have alot of patience to blog so i just blog lo...
Anyway, Yesterday, Ryan, Raynor, Thiam Hock and i went to AMK!!
ALOT of funny things happened there, so i will be uploading some very funny pictures.
So stay tune.....

Thursday, October 23 2008, 8.37pm

YO!!!!
BACK!!!
P.S.I will just talk short as my keyboard have some lame problem.-.-
I am happy that I will go to 3n2 next year(:
I was bloody !@#!$!@ worry that will go to 3n1 next year, so I sort of like....cry abit...
HAHAHA!!!!

After receiving my result slip from teacher, I dont dare to look at that stupid result slip.
Then I was like opening a small gap between my fingers which was covering the class I will go to next year. Then after seeing theres a digit "2" there, I was damn relieve....


TODAY
I went to AMK. Played at there like hell.
Sorry got to stop blogging now, more problems on keyboard....

October September 17 2008

Last few days, I felt very stressed about going to 3n1. But after one sleep, and i woke up, I felt relieved.
If I remember correctly its like someone told me to relax and don't think about it too much, but it doesn't seem like a dream....
Strange....

October

My results

Eng: 47/100 ):
Maths: 72.5/100 ):
Science: 51.3/100 ):
MT: 53.3/100 ):
History: 65/100 ):
Geography: 74.3/100 ):

I really did studied !! I really, bloody damn dont expect this kind of result....please man...
I failed my English, everything is over for me....
I dont want to go 3n1 please, if i really go 3n1 i will give up studying, i will just slack everyday, and just the time past by ba....
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Can someone hear my thoughts ?
Can at least someone care for me ?
Can anyone be by my side ?
.......................................

Thursday, October 16 2008, 7.40pm

COMPLAINS ....
......................................................
BORING !! PICNICING AT BOTANICE GARDEN ??
Oh come on, we are not old and boring people ok?? Oh please...
Other classes have inter class sports competition, what about us ?
Still have what excursion to SingaporeDiscoveryCentre ???
You kidding me right ?? ....
After that still have to go to what Army Museum ....CRap
I thought post exam activities is supposed to be fun, interesting and relaxing ?
Instead I felt even more stress....
Forced to go to places that i dont want to go...

Complains.........


Its not that I want to complain lo, its just....erm....dunno...?

EMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMO

Monday, October 13 2008, 7.21pm

Yo!
Recently i had played basketball with one guy with a basketball jersey with YishynTownSecondarySchool behind his t shirt.
So i asked him if he was i basketball team in the past, then he told me that jersey belong to his brother.
He also said Ytss used to have a basketball team in the past but they keep getting into fights very oftenly during competitions. So the basketball team was soon disband....so sad...

Friday, October 10 2008, 10.33pm

YO ALL !
I was playing counterstrike and i was bored so i decide to do something special,
Like this....




Cool isn't it ?
Haha, it was pretty funny, I couldnt really bear to kill those tubbies and when they die, they look retarded~

If you want to know more about how to record videos on your desktop, you can ask me (:

Thursday, October 09 2008, 6.06pm

Yo!
Today played bb in the rain, counted as celebration ba...
But the rainwater made my butt very itchy, whole body too.
Hope my injuries can heal faster so can play bb the "normal" way. (:


EXAM FINALLY OVER LE !!
SO HAPPY, BUT NOT USED TO IT WITHOUT HAVING TO THINK ABOUT SCHOOL WORK.
Everyday is equal to celebration, and if i am not wrong, we only have 2 more weeks until the school close.
Hais....next year must wear long pants liao =.=

Wednesday, October 08 2008, 3.55pm

Aiyo....sian....
I have been falling down and injuring my leg for consectively three days ^=.=^
Very sian lo...the bleeding got worst every single day..
And today I actually dont need to fall one, it's all because of him la !!!
He kept using my bicycle then I knew that it will be raining soon so I
wanted to retreive my bike as soon as possible so that I can avoid the rain.
But then he kept cycling around~
When I got back my bike, it was all too late...
the rain was like raining tsunami, it just kept falling very fast..
I was having alot of things in my hands and at the same time, I was trying to balance myself with one hand holding the handle and keeping up my fast pace.
I dont want to be caught in the rain lo, or else my wound will be much painful!!
Then when I was driving half way, my bottle dropped, I tried to get it back but I lost my balance and I flew frontwards and my bike flew very far.

!!!

Anyway I want to show you a picture of my leg because there wont be another time !!

THE FOLLOWING PICTURE MIGHT BE DISTURBING, VIEWER DISCRETION IS ADVISED.

RATED:PG

REMEMBER VIWER DISCRETION WILL BE ADVISED !!

ANYWAY THIS WILL BE THE FIRST PICTURE I HAD EVER UPLOAD TO MY BLOG (:

WA KAO !!

Disgusting sia !!

anyway I also slid pretty badly.

So I dont expected it to bleed so little (:

THats all see YA !!

Anyway i want to apologize for not replying all your tags.

If next time you sent me again, I hope I will try not to reply your tags !

TEEHEE~

just kidding!

Wednesday, October first 2008, 10.14pm

YO !!!
Reminded almost everyone in my phonebook to bring their dictionary (:
Today was a boring, hope that someone can accompany me go study but hais....
no one....
Nvm.
Actually wanted to study alone but when i went to Mac, I saw so much people there although there were seats, but i dont want to study alone there because it seems very emo (:
So i went home played computer
=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=
!!!!!
Playing computer just the day before exam ??!!
I knew I cant make it to express, so i gave up (:
Anyway I think that everyone must know philosphy because its good (:
Thats the reson.
Bye(:




I DESERVE MORE !!!!!

Monday, September 24 2008, 7.05pm

Hais...tomorrow is English EOY examination ):
I felt very stressed, I am afraid that I might not reach my target.
But I cannot blame anyone, I didnt studied very hard, although sometimes I do,
but not constantly.
I kept telling others that I want to go express and I also said that this time I will study real hard for my exams, and I will not just say it, i will do it.
Those are just piece of shit !
I really hate myself for not studying, I did tried to study but I failed to do so
because I cannot concentrate.
Crap... :x

The English examination tomorrow is like going to a war without any strategy or skill to fight my opponents.
Hell..
God damn me ):

monday September 22 2008

Wa lao~

I bloody hell hate my sister lo!!

Everytime enter my room without permission asshole one..

hope i don't have a sister.





And today in english class, our teacher had a tough time getting our attention.

I hope i can do something to help her, but even though we tell our classmates not to talk they still will, in the end it's their mouth, why must we control them ?

i just have to do my part (: by keeping quiet, and today in english class, I'd learnt about respect.

Our teacher hope that we can respect her and listen to her advice not to speak mother tougue and her other rules. But others always say that if you want respect from other people, you must first respect other people. Why does it always not work up that way?

As we get older and more mature, we always do alot of bad and EVIL things.

Things that would hurt someone else,

but i thought when we get older,

we're supposed to know and understand more things compared to when we were young.

Why all this things still occurs?

I remember when when we were young, we were all very helpful and very cheerful; happy; know what is right or wrong; when we did something wrong, we will have a feeling of guilt.



I guess all this changes because of some sarcastic person who spread the "virus" to other pure; innocent people, those who have the disease, will think that if others treat me that way, then maybe i can also treat other the same way too; kind of like revenge.



And then eventually, the world is filled with anger, greed, people who do things because they have motives, hatred, sadness, pain, boredom, cruelty, unconfidence, fear, negative thinking etc..



I think everything should end now, starting from every single person who read this, you have to be nice to your friends; show your care and concern for them,

Sunday, September 21 2008, 10.25pm

Hi, I have not been blogging for quite a time. (:
Been addicted to basketball makes it hard for me to study.
Everytime after coming back from basketball, I will be very tired and it's impossible for me to study....
Impossible is nothing seems to be fading away, not sure if I can even get good grades in exam so I decreased my hopes for going to express ):
That's all (;

Tuesday, September 16 2008, 10.16pm

Yo !
I've got my computer fixed !
Glad that I can still use this old computer again =.=
Anyway today I had a lot of fun with my friends
At northpoint, and i hope this is not the last time !
(:
STUDY HARD !! GOOD LUCK TO THOSE WHO HAD SEEN THIS POST !!

Monday, September 15 2008, 2.58pm

Sorry, haven been posting ):
Because my computer is spoilt and I will also not be able to be online ):
I don't think I can use the computer anymore
hope it get well soon (:

Wednesday, September 10 2008, 9.00pm

Yo (:
Today is quite a fun day, Attended FlashMX after school till 5 plus, very tiring. (:
and the science lesson today is very foreign to me, I cant
understand anything and nowadays my memory is failing me and I can forget stuff
which I just did 2 to 5 minutes ago..
Very tired, didnt have enough sleep, everyday slept at around 2 am then woke up at 5 am ):
thats all for today (:

SixthDayOfTheWeek, NinethMonthOfTheYear Sixth TwoZeroZeroEight, one minute past 10pm.

Aiy0~ sian ...
Today I went to the barber for a haircut ... of course, very ugly..
I told the guy not to cut my fringe, he say okok and then he immediately cut my fringe.
My hair now very kuku lor ~
WaKao~
I hate to see friends and never go out for a week unless to school after I cut my hair then immediately I saw HuiShi and her cousin.
AnyWay, I hope my hair grow fast (:




Signing off (:

Saturday, September 06 2008, 6.50pm

HI !
A few days never blog le, and I want to thankss
Nancy, Macrus, Ryan, Iris and YUN Ting (:
for your Concern and Encouragement (:

AnyWay, I came by a video on YouTube on a crazy basketball god !
Hope to be like him someday ;)

Enjoy~~~

Thursday, September 04 2008, 5.17pm

YO !!
I am back...
Last few posts very emo....now lets start something new with a GOOD DAY (:

this is the video I took from youtube (:

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LYRICS
Woke up early in my hotel room
Wait for my alarm to go.
I think about the things I`ve gotta do
Damn, my mind is gonna blow.
I`m thinking out, about what's ahead
Maybe I`ll just stay in bed
'Cause it`s no fun to be the one going out of my head
So I tell it to myself again
You`re looking for something you can`t find
If you give it up, you`ll lose your mind
There`s always something in your way
What can you say?
You`re gonna have good day
I quit my job about a week ago
Told 'em that I need some time.
Now I`m going strong on Lexapro
Doctor says I`m doing fine.
I`m thinking out about what's ahead
Maybe I`ll just stay in bed
'Cause it's no fun to be the one going out of my head
So I tell it to myself again
You`re looking for something you can`t find
If you give it up, you`ll lose your mind
There`s always something in your way
What can you say?
You`re gonna have a good day
Jostling about I couldn`t lose
I realized that it's the only thing I knew
I`m freaking out about what's ahead
Maybe I`ll just stay in bed
'Cause it's no fun to be the one going out of my head
So I tell it to myself
Tell it to myself
Tell it to myself again
You`re looking for something you can`t find
If you give it up, you`ll lose your mind
There's always something in your way
You`re looking for something you can`t find
If you give it up, you`ll lose your mind
There`s alway something in your way
What can you say?
You`re looking for something you can`t find
If you give it up, you`ll lose your mind
There`s always something in your way
What can you say?
You`re gonna have a good day
You`re gonna have a good day
You`re gonna have a good day

Wednesday, September 03 2008, 3.30pm

Hi there!
This few days very bored, because the sky keeps dropping water and because of that, I can't
go and play basketball.
Recently, I just downloaded Crysis and hope that this game can keep me occupy
for long..!
And I just wanna tell her that I wont be msging you anymore because if I never msg you, I don't have to wait for your reply. And you said you're afraid that I might get angry if you told me the truth, now, I rather you lie to me...

Tuesday, September 02 2008, 7.30pm

I suddenly realised that I am always the one calling people to come out
for a movie or a game of basketball....
This two years no one has ever called me out at all...maybe just one or two times ...

I always tried very hard to make friends, be less hot-temper and be more friendly...
And I also know that sometimes I talk isn't very clear and cant pronounced some words properly, thus some people cant understand what I am talking
about, thus causes communication problems. Now I really tried to talk more clearly already...
Nothing seems to help at all...
Or is it because I am ugly so others don't want to be friends with me?
My existence seems nothing to all...Do you know how hard I have to pull my cheeks and fake a smile out there?
I just hope that maybe someday, when I absent from school, at least one people will care or felt sad that I am not in school that day....

Tuesday, September 02 2008, 12.00

Hais....very sian....
Holiday so boring....
Wish can go out with friends or play basketball, but all pang-seh kia one...
Messaged them and they wouldnt even want or bother to reply..
When you need them, they will just disappear ~
Lunckily I still have you right ? Haha ~~~~~~
I know you went to escape today, I don't want to disturb you so I never message you even though i feel like to.
Maybe it's just a habit ?

I think, I am starting to....you know...AH HEM...you !

Monday, September 01 2008, 11.38pm

OMG !
I went to her blog.

If you continue to write more I can cry you know?

How can i be angry with you man?!

You're so cute and FUNNY (:

But actually you dont have to lie.

There's a saying : The Truth Shall Set You Free !!

This is something i heard somewhere in the internet.

But this saying isn't very right at sometimes...

Example if you molested a girl and you told the judge that:" YES ! I did molest that girl.."
Then in this case the truth doesn't set you free, instead, you might end up being locked up!

......lame......

Monday, September 01 2008, 5.08pm

I don't know nowadays whats happening to you.
I msg you, and you hardly reply any.
I don't want to keep msging you and request for your reply because i know that you will find me irritating.
You suddenly seems so cold towards me and I don't know what to say, to do, anymore.
Maybe this friendship is over? So fast?
Have a good sleep man....

Sunday, 31 August 2008, 11.30pm

Hais..
Sian..




























Today i did nothing actually...But yesterday is something i wanna talk about....

YESTERDAY........

I was cycling and i was almost knocked down by a vehicle!!!
That driver came down of his vehicle and looked at me !!
I looked at the floor and there are marks of the tyre marks because that vehicle braked real super duper hard !!
I was pretty retarded so when the vehicle almost knocked me down,
I didnt felt scared or shocked at all during that point of time, I also didnt know if the driver didnt braked on time I would be dead by now.
When i rided my bike furthur down the road, I suddenly felt so frightened and suddenly realised I might die easily! Why do my feelings reacted so slow ??
Then I was so frightened that i stopped my bike at the HDB flat there and had a rest to relax my mind....

Friday, August 29 2008, 7.42pm

Yo !
Sian..
Today very dao mei leh ! my phone spoilt :(
Ok this is how it happpen, when i was going to bath, i hanged my towel and clothes bla bla bla on a very long hanger and then suddenly, the hanger break and everything fell down. Swiftly, i tried to support the very long vertical hanger with my hands immediately and then lost grip of my phone which i am holding on my hands and it fell down into the toilet bowl... nice story huh ?
Then it was spoilt, pretty troubled...
So i took my basketball and went out with my bike. Everytime i am stress or troubled, i will go out cycle and have a great feast, this time there will be no difference!
When i was in the lift, going out, I thought : " Lets see how many unlucky things can happen to me in a day ! "
As i exited the lift, the leg of my bike go hit my leg !! WA !! its hurts alright.
I thought : " WOOHOO ! Another unlucky event happen to me! "
........
I was cycling aimlessly and then i ended in Khatib, i saw a Mac there so i went in and do what i am supposed to do and then was so full that i forgot that my mon had cooked dinner for me. ! NVM...
Then was msging with Yun Ting, she was encouraging me and cheering me up, i felt very fortunate to have her around to chat with me when i am feeling down and I hereby thanks her for everything she had done !! (: After that i felt alot better and decide to went home, it was a long trip from Khatib to Yishun, but i still managed to make it home early. On my trip back home, I cycled with one hands, action action abit because another hand was occupied with a Mac drink.
Then suddenly, theres one guy suddenly come very fast at me then i move sideways to avoid him then i my bike kena accident on the grassland, very funny. Alot of ppl saw then i very ps so i drive away quickly from the crime scene!
Then i continued riding...riding....then i suddenly heard a weird sound behind me and i thought it was my phone drop or something. So i looked back awhile and see if anything drop, ok thats nothing behind, then i turned back front and found out that i almost fell into a cliff !! Not a cliff its just a grassland.
Then i rided back home fast ..................................

Friday, August 29 2008, 12.42pm

Yo !
Today is teacher day then got early dismissal ! Later going back school with Rich and Jun Ming.
I kept on thinking of her, I felt sad....of course but i cannot go around telling everyone about it.
I dont want to tell her that i like her because she must think that i am a freako, she just regard me as a friend and i have to accept the fact, She doesnt like me at all, its just a one-sided love, it seems to occur to me everytime.... Everyday, while I am msging her, i just feel like telling her that i like her, I dont want to keep it in my heart anymore !!....I just hope that I can be by her side through pain and sorrow, sounds old fashion. Haha.

Thursday, August 28 2008, 9.06pm

Yo!
Today i go watch the drama performance again, it doesnt bored me at all, not at all.
Today pe lesson very "fun" ! We sit in the sport hall, closing our eyes for the whole pe lesson!
I was expecting basketball, because it was raining and we cannot go to the field for our pe lesson, so i was expecting basketball in the indoor sport hall but it doesnt turned out that way.
I hate Thursday, because time seems to be slow on every thursday. Today math teacher never come quite happy but i didnt waste any time playing, its not the time to play... 28 more days to EOY and if i play at the wrong time i will regret it in the future, definitely, because i am starting to regret that i am so slack for the past few months. I must study hard so that i wont regret furthur and i wont hate myself for being stupid anymore.
Today, got back result slips, not very happy with my results because i tried my best and if this is the kind of results for hardwork, i might as well give up! But giving up is never an option for me!
With the fact that i came out in the 11th position i felt....ok... not too bad.
I will improve on my blogging skills because i knew that the first one was bad!

Wednesday, August 27 2008, 7.03pm

Yo! Firstly I must thanks those people who saw this post and for visiting my boring blog (:
Secondly, i want to thanks her for saying hi and bye to me !
Thirdly, I start,
Today is a very thrill day ! I was very excited to watch the drama play because one of my very very very very good friend in that play! She said that she was scared and she will be dead...
I tell her you wont die...!! =.=
Anw good acting skills ! You also have a very nice voice pretty gal !
While i was watching the show, my phone rang...rang never mind ! But my ring tone is a baby voice which made it more embarrassing...! Ok, i promise that i wont never ever put that ring tone again ever in my life anymore !.... Maybe not forever, I'll just have to remember to on silent mode, that's all. Ok, lastly for those sit beside me in shakespeare room were pretty unlucky because I'm such a nuisance !! WAHAHAHA !!


Suddenly felt that school is full of surprises and fun and challenging :)

Tuesday, August 26 2008, 10.04pm

Today is a very boring day.
Nothing special happens today... suddenly felt that school is very boring and i had become more slack, dont know why i felt this way... Today art teacher nvr come very happy sia..i hate her lessons, during art lesson had a good chat with Nancy then quite interesting.. still got alot of assignments not yet done, dont feel like doing them, very tired....
But still need to do or else there will be consequences that i will have to pay...
HAIYA !!! Felt like an old man, so tired to do anything....even play basketballl !!
Ok, i will stop here, i have to go back to my assignments. ! ! ! !

Monday, August 25 2008, 9.56pm

Today was a very fun and happy day except the knowing of my english result, even though not too bad but not too good neither. Today after school rushed home to get pe attire for

CCA then
when i reach school i just sit down the indoor sport hall and do nothing...

Then i become really bored so i messaged my junior to come down and teach me play

piano, luckily she came or else i will be bored to death...when i at the paino there i asked her to teach me then she's like I DONT KNOW HOW TO TEACH LAR !!

Then i just go there anyhow anyhow paly the piano then JunMing and Yao Min came down from the stairs and Jun Ming has a very nice de song de score so he played and it was quite nice indeed... then anyhow crap to play the piano then the teacher from the oral exam came down from the hall and ask us to stop playing the piano as we are disturbing the ppl who are having oral exam. I M SORRY !! i dunno they having exam...psps.. :P

Anw i think i "have" the "talent" to play piano !1 WAHAHAHAHA ....

ok moving on ...

AFter that i went to library with JUn Ming and YaoMIn and they go use the comp, then i nothing to do sit around there see them play...

then i saw
Ravindran then we keep talking alot of crap...and finding anything that we can do with the computer in the library, we go youtube...friendster bla,blabla and very boring. Nothing to do.

So at 5 pm the librarian ask us to shut down the comps. Then after buying drinks for Hui shi and Nancy then both of us go home le....i now then know Jonathan has a blog !! Cool man !!

Does this post sounds boring ??!!?!?!?!?!?!??! ANW i tried my best... (:

Sunday, August 24 2008, 3.27pm

I remember her saying that she hope that i will understand that the exams are coming and she doesnt want to start a relationship yet. YAYA !! I understand, me too. I also doesnt want to start a relationship yet, and i want to tell her that i understand, and i want to tell you that i will wait for you no matter you still like me or not, i will just stay by your side.

Saturday, 23 August 2008, 11:06pm

YO !! I just edited my blog template today and i kinda like it. I think i will stick to this template for a long time, I hope.


Today is not a fine day, i went to the basketball court which i usually go to because i have some friends there. Almost every time i go there i could see them playing there and i will join them. But unfortunately today, they are like very hostile towards me. I felt very irritated so i just walked away, because i don't want to quarrel with anyone anymore. I think they just wanted to show off infront of the girls there by making fun of me whatsoever. I dont think i will stilll go there and play anymore because i dunno...


Hostile=not friendly, warm, or generous; not hospitable.




Anyway, theres still alot of things to be done on this blog i will finish them by the next day.
If possible..

8 August 2008, Satuarday

Hi, long time no blog le ...! i think its being a year and i recently decide to revive my pathetic blog and i just changed the background picture it look so simple but its actually very difficult !!! I am still learning a lot of coding to edit my blog to very nice :)
But not now term test is just a few days away and i will be studying, studying a lot harder than i had ever studied in my life.... i hope my hardworkSS will be pay off eventually.