:(

No more kpop dance competition.
... feel so .... cheated. Everything is already decided and they made me excited like a kid. Ive always been looking forward to this. Just one simple message could just end everything. Maybe then its my fault, for not choosing the correct person. Then maybe its my fault, for not knowing more people who are into kpop amd join our group. Then maybe its my fault, to think of this stupid idea of forming a kpop dance group for competition.  I am so fucking dumb. Every thing is my fault. Everything around me is falling apart. The same old stuffs. Friends, relationship everything. I always question myself why ive got no true friends? Am I really that bad? I keep finding faults in me because its not only the first time. Its my fault right? I am not a really good friend. Hard person to communicate with. I really just want a really good friend who I can trust. I am always on my bed. Hi-bye friends. Backstabbers. Whats new. I am such a failure.