Just some tweeter quotes. Erm i think they are very meaningful and 10 years down the road, i do not want to forget these quotes. so i nlogged it.
"Sometimes I talk too much and read into situation too much."
I think I'm afraid to be happy because whenever you do get too happy, something bad always happens....
The best feeling in the world is knowing that you actually mean something to someone.
Saying is so easy, everyone can say but who will do?
You live in the world that doesnt exist, therefore you aint real, you are like that world of yours.
如果在一段感情里，你不能成为你自己，你就不应该为之妥协。
Do you know why babies always want adults to hug them? Because when they grow up, the chances of them getting hug by someone is very slim..
Saturday, August 27, 2011
Friday, August 26, 2011
26 August 2011
Yesterday have O level English Oral. Morning chiong all the way with Miss Shammem and she really helped us a lot! Shes not bad actually. Then when at the hall waiting for my turn for Oral went up as per normal. Not really nervous or what just that I am afraid the conversation is too hard. The picture is about 3 girls playing floorball. Then the conversation is " what does it feel to be on the losing side" and "what and the risk and challenges or trying new things". I think the cover is quite easy. I could do better but the examinors seemed to be in a hurry to get this end and get it over with. ): For the picture, i still have alot to say but they interrupted me. hai. ):
But okay la! At least its over, I wasnt good in oral anyway, my voice sounds so sian.
After oral, helped to arrange the tables for prelims. 5N did a good job :)
After that went to Northpoint with Hui Shi, Jun Hao and Patrine! Went to buy Ji Pa! Share half half with Patrine. Spent a lot of money on food recently! Should save up to buy clothes ):
Yesterday have O level English Oral. Morning chiong all the way with Miss Shammem and she really helped us a lot! Shes not bad actually. Then when at the hall waiting for my turn for Oral went up as per normal. Not really nervous or what just that I am afraid the conversation is too hard. The picture is about 3 girls playing floorball. Then the conversation is " what does it feel to be on the losing side" and "what and the risk and challenges or trying new things". I think the cover is quite easy. I could do better but the examinors seemed to be in a hurry to get this end and get it over with. ): For the picture, i still have alot to say but they interrupted me. hai. ):
But okay la! At least its over, I wasnt good in oral anyway, my voice sounds so sian.
After oral, helped to arrange the tables for prelims. 5N did a good job :)
After that went to Northpoint with Hui Shi, Jun Hao and Patrine! Went to buy Ji Pa! Share half half with Patrine. Spent a lot of money on food recently! Should save up to buy clothes ):
Saturday, August 20, 2011
Yesterday 19 August 2011 Went to study with Patrine, hui shi, Ryan and Junhao !
It was very fun
We went to the CC reading room to study and to our surprise, there werent much people!
So after some other people left, the whole place is ours ! Its so cool. Its like we were feel to talk and we dont have to care about our volume! :)
VEry fun!!! Joked around alot and laugh my ass off. *dirty jokes*
Then after that went to somewhere near Ryan's house there to see people fly their kites!
So cool, their kites got LED one!
And spent the night there and took alot of pictures! So fun man! LOL. then after that walked home and sent Jun hao and Patrine back home. Then after that when i reached home bathed and sleep !!!!!!
It was very fun
We went to the CC reading room to study and to our surprise, there werent much people!
So after some other people left, the whole place is ours ! Its so cool. Its like we were feel to talk and we dont have to care about our volume! :)
VEry fun!!! Joked around alot and laugh my ass off. *dirty jokes*
Then after that went to somewhere near Ryan's house there to see people fly their kites!
So cool, their kites got LED one!
And spent the night there and took alot of pictures! So fun man! LOL. then after that walked home and sent Jun hao and Patrine back home. Then after that when i reached home bathed and sleep !!!!!!
Thursday, August 18, 2011
Its all over man.
Today got back my Mt chinese O level result. I got a B3.
Hah.. laugh..
Retake for the 3rd time, first time A2, second time A2, third time B3.
What a bloody joke. Fcuking bloody joke played on me.
I am going to retake man. I dont want to admit defeat. I dont want to lose.
But i know its all over. If im going to retake I have to secure a solid distinctive for Paper 1 and 2 because my Mt Oral pulled me down.
They estimated if we get Merit for Oral, for Paper 1 we will have to get 40/50 and Paper 2 we will have to get 56/70. its like 80/100 for both papers. Even though i know its impossible but i am going for it. Im going to retake.
Today got back my Mt chinese O level result. I got a B3.
Hah.. laugh..
Retake for the 3rd time, first time A2, second time A2, third time B3.
What a bloody joke. Fcuking bloody joke played on me.
I am going to retake man. I dont want to admit defeat. I dont want to lose.
But i know its all over. If im going to retake I have to secure a solid distinctive for Paper 1 and 2 because my Mt Oral pulled me down.
They estimated if we get Merit for Oral, for Paper 1 we will have to get 40/50 and Paper 2 we will have to get 56/70. its like 80/100 for both papers. Even though i know its impossible but i am going for it. Im going to retake.
Sunday, August 14, 2011
Saturday, August 13, 2011
Today morning went to school for physics remedial, Mr wee damn joker la, he keep saying alot of jokes and stuffs. After that it ended at 12pm and me and junhao went to buy food and then went to buy Patrine's birthday present! Had a hard time choosing it. Went to AMK to buy. Then after that some plans changed due to some problems. Then actually we decided to play a happy birthday song with the guitar for Patrine but didnt ):
Hope shes not disappointed though !
Anyway went up to Patrine house to pass her the present.
Then after that went to play basketball with Junhao and after that i went home.
Went out to buy dinner because parents are taking care of the baby. Went out alone, the feeling was alright, had been long since i went out alone. The feeling is great. Perhaps i am meant to be alone? Anyway, had been thinking about her. Again. She didnt reply any of my messages.
Actually i brought this upon myself. I really miss her.
Hope shes not disappointed though !
Anyway went up to Patrine house to pass her the present.
Then after that went to play basketball with Junhao and after that i went home.
Went out to buy dinner because parents are taking care of the baby. Went out alone, the feeling was alright, had been long since i went out alone. The feeling is great. Perhaps i am meant to be alone? Anyway, had been thinking about her. Again. She didnt reply any of my messages.
Actually i brought this upon myself. I really miss her.
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
Today went out to study at Yishun CC reading room with Patrine, Jun hao and ryan who came later. But in the end got do some homework but didnt managed to study.
But in the midst of doing homework, I saw her! She came to the study room to study also and when i saw her my heartbeat was beating damn fast... I didnt know why. WHY..
I just felt happy when i saw her. I dunno bout her though.. Then she sat a seat away from me! XD I was like ... :) ^^ :D XD But i was acting normal. /; Caught a few glimpse of her, shes still so .. erm pretty and cute. Haha.
HAPPY !!!
But even though i am feeling happy, at the same time i was feeling sad. This might be the only time i will get to talk to her and this is like my only chance. Fcuk me..
I was really a coward. I wanna talk to her, but will it make a difference anyway? I thought i saw her looking at me a few times but perhaps it might be my imagination? Who would want to look at someone as ugly as me? I really miss her alot. But since shes so happy without me, I should not disturb her life..
But its so painful, I kept telling myself not to care but the more i tell myself that, the more i care.I still cannot forget her face. I felt so useless on top of the already failed and useless and dumb and ugly me. I really want to fcuk myself upside down.
I was a stupuid idoit for letting her go, if i can return to the past, i will not make the same mistakes again.. I hope she will see this but i dont think its possible anyway.
ANYWAY, after that went basketball with Ryan, thiam hock, raynor and junhao and Daniel came later after that. It was fun! had alot of blister on my leg. /;
But in the midst of doing homework, I saw her! She came to the study room to study also and when i saw her my heartbeat was beating damn fast... I didnt know why. WHY..
I just felt happy when i saw her. I dunno bout her though.. Then she sat a seat away from me! XD I was like ... :) ^^ :D XD But i was acting normal. /; Caught a few glimpse of her, shes still so .. erm pretty and cute. Haha.
HAPPY !!!
But even though i am feeling happy, at the same time i was feeling sad. This might be the only time i will get to talk to her and this is like my only chance. Fcuk me..
I was really a coward. I wanna talk to her, but will it make a difference anyway? I thought i saw her looking at me a few times but perhaps it might be my imagination? Who would want to look at someone as ugly as me? I really miss her alot. But since shes so happy without me, I should not disturb her life..
But its so painful, I kept telling myself not to care but the more i tell myself that, the more i care.I still cannot forget her face. I felt so useless on top of the already failed and useless and dumb and ugly me. I really want to fcuk myself upside down.
I was a stupuid idoit for letting her go, if i can return to the past, i will not make the same mistakes again.. I hope she will see this but i dont think its possible anyway.
ANYWAY, after that went basketball with Ryan, thiam hock, raynor and junhao and Daniel came later after that. It was fun! had alot of blister on my leg. /;
Monday, August 8, 2011
yo! Today is ytss ndp celebration! Quite boring leh. Dont really have the national day feel as compared to previous years; which was already also very bad. I guess its because they dont involve people like us who are not in the uniform groups. After that went to eat Mac breakfast with Hui shi, Thiam hock and Ji Wei and Jiamin and Xiang rong!
After that we met and went to Orchard taka as Thiam hock wanted to buy something there. then me and hui shi went to some random toy shop to admire the toys in there ! LOL
the toys are all very innovative and nice. I guess its being quite a long time since i had been to those type of places.
After that we went to catch "Zookeeper" in orchard cathay cineleisure. It was damn funny haha; if you manage to catch their jokes and stuffs. I give it a rating of 9.5/10 ! hahahaha ! Then when we were about to leave the place hui shi realised she had lost her earpiece and we went back to look for her earpiece and i manage to find it! hehe :)
After that we met and went to Orchard taka as Thiam hock wanted to buy something there. then me and hui shi went to some random toy shop to admire the toys in there ! LOL
the toys are all very innovative and nice. I guess its being quite a long time since i had been to those type of places.
After that we went to catch "Zookeeper" in orchard cathay cineleisure. It was damn funny haha; if you manage to catch their jokes and stuffs. I give it a rating of 9.5/10 ! hahahaha ! Then when we were about to leave the place hui shi realised she had lost her earpiece and we went back to look for her earpiece and i manage to find it! hehe :)
Sunday, August 7, 2011
Had a very touching dream today. Dreamed that i helped a friend in school then got caught by the police and was sentenced to a jail of 1 or 2 years? Thats all i remembered about the dream. Then my friend knowing that I will be jailed due to helping a friend, they all gave me gifts and one gift was given by my friend which really touched me. She made a artifact of all my favorite food so that i can admire or something when im in jail or something but i am really touched as i really like food. I dunno la, it was just a very touching screen at that moment and i started to tear... then i realised when i really cry in that dream, after i woke up, i realised i was really crying in reality !! Was thinking bout that dream.
Today went to woodsland library to study alone. the feeling quite nice. Finally able to sit and study. (: Great achievement indeed, If i continue like this i can finish revising soon!
Today went to woodsland library to study alone. the feeling quite nice. Finally able to sit and study. (: Great achievement indeed, If i continue like this i can finish revising soon!
today went to work with hui shi and tth and jun hao in tanglin sec as catering de ppl. damn fun but tiring.. met new friend Shirley. she damn cool la, she also like k pop and learn a lot of kpop dances ((: earned $60 but cabbed home and bought working shoes $16 in the end like don't earn much..
I really missed her. I dunno why will become like this. its just a dance. anyway she's too good for me. its just another one sided love again. like dog. everyday I will tjink of her smile and it will make me very happy (:
I really missed her. I dunno why will become like this. its just a dance. anyway she's too good for me. its just another one sided love again. like dog. everyday I will tjink of her smile and it will make me very happy (:
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