Very tired recently. Had been cutting down on my basketball time as it had made me very tired. Today got Geog and SS test and i fell asleep alot of time. I dont think i will pass the test anyway cos i didnt study. /;
Everyday O level is approaching, my results seem to dropping instead of improving.

Saw her today at the bus stop after so long.
Guessed she didnt sleep well, her eyes were pretty swollen.
JC life isnt easy, so therefore i think i shouldnt introduce myself to her already hectic life. Anyway, its not like shes going to like me again.
She had made a mistake once and shes not so stupid to make the same mistake.
But recently life has been real tough and whenever i thought of her, it gave me strength to move on. But too bad its one-sided... I wonder what shes think about me or did i even cross her mind..
Saw her today and my heart was beating god damn fast. Was like panting.

have been doing work since 5 pm. only one, English compre. had alot of distractions. but im trying my best. very tired and I wanna sleep. I am gonna try my best so I wont regret it, just few more months it will all be over.


why am I still looking bback into the past. I made a mistake, for losing her. I missed her, I don't mind she scold me or hates me but I just wanna know if she ever thought of me this five years. I had been a fcuking flirt, its okay if she hates me, I will understand. and I am living my karma now, being an ugly bastard struggling thru his life finding sommeone or somewhat to help him out of it. my life is totally screwed, if I can go back to the past I will treat her better so we could be together and I wont feel so empty now... I miss her.

Yo ! Yesterday had English oral, total disaster man. My oral examiner is my english teacher, miss shammem ? Dunno how to spell her name.. When i sat down she gave me a boring stare and keep diao me when im talking.... I had alot of things to say but when i saw the looks she gave me, I felt very discouraged and the other teacher examining me wasnt any better than her. The worst part is, because im too nervous and i kept swing my legs, i accidently kicked their table and both of the teachers' laptop shake and very loud sia. LOL can see both the teachers very irritating and shocked. Haha
But it was really very a discouraging day because besides that alot of other things happened..

BUT today after a night sleep, i reflect and think that if the orals is hard, I have to conquer it because i knew i could do it just that i need more practice. I cant let it bother for long, I have to bring it down...

HyunA, G.NA & Yong Jun Hyung - A Bitter Day (English sub, Romanization, ...

Hyuna - A Bitter Day.

Sounds very nice :) The lyrics and very well-written.

A few days ago i was having my MT O level oral exam.
Was very nervous and scared that i wont be able to do well and not get A1.
And i was afraid that i might panic and not be able to think during the oral.
But i did quite well. Not bad, better than my expectations.

Today went out to ball with Junhao, raynor, thiam hock, audrey and huishi at first.
balled till around 3.30pm and then after that went home to prepare to go out with them for dinner !
We went to a nice chong pang nasi lemak store to buy our dinner and ate under a block. Talked and joked around alot ~
Then when we went to the beancurd shop to eat, a sad news arrived...
Hai.
Thoguht bout my family for awhile.

Overall today is great ! hope to have more of this !

Ohya and when we going to a coin disposal machine to deeposit money got one guy kp keep looking at us ! :x feel like #$@#$@ him keep looking lo. and with those kind of bitchy eyes.