Hais...tomorrow is English EOY examination ):
I felt very stressed, I am afraid that I might not reach my target.
But I cannot blame anyone, I didnt studied very hard, although sometimes I do,
but not constantly.
I kept telling others that I want to go express and I also said that this time I will study real hard for my exams, and I will not just say it, i will do it.
Those are just piece of shit !
I really hate myself for not studying, I did tried to study but I failed to do so
because I cannot concentrate.
Crap... :x
The English examination tomorrow is like going to a war without any strategy or skill to fight my opponents.
Hell..
God damn me ):
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Monday, September 22, 2008
monday September 22 2008
Wa lao~
I bloody hell hate my sister lo!!
Everytime enter my room without permission asshole one..
hope i don't have a sister.
And today in english class, our teacher had a tough time getting our attention.
I hope i can do something to help her, but even though we tell our classmates not to talk they still will, in the end it's their mouth, why must we control them ?
i just have to do my part (: by keeping quiet, and today in english class, I'd learnt about respect.
Our teacher hope that we can respect her and listen to her advice not to speak mother tougue and her other rules. But others always say that if you want respect from other people, you must first respect other people. Why does it always not work up that way?
As we get older and more mature, we always do alot of bad and EVIL things.
Things that would hurt someone else,
but i thought when we get older,
we're supposed to know and understand more things compared to when we were young.
Why all this things still occurs?
I remember when when we were young, we were all very helpful and very cheerful; happy; know what is right or wrong; when we did something wrong, we will have a feeling of guilt.
I guess all this changes because of some sarcastic person who spread the "virus" to other pure; innocent people, those who have the disease, will think that if others treat me that way, then maybe i can also treat other the same way too; kind of like revenge.
And then eventually, the world is filled with anger, greed, people who do things because they have motives, hatred, sadness, pain, boredom, cruelty, unconfidence, fear, negative thinking etc..
I think everything should end now, starting from every single person who read this, you have to be nice to your friends; show your care and concern for them,
I bloody hell hate my sister lo!!
Everytime enter my room without permission asshole one..
hope i don't have a sister.
And today in english class, our teacher had a tough time getting our attention.
I hope i can do something to help her, but even though we tell our classmates not to talk they still will, in the end it's their mouth, why must we control them ?
i just have to do my part (: by keeping quiet, and today in english class, I'd learnt about respect.
Our teacher hope that we can respect her and listen to her advice not to speak mother tougue and her other rules. But others always say that if you want respect from other people, you must first respect other people. Why does it always not work up that way?
As we get older and more mature, we always do alot of bad and EVIL things.
Things that would hurt someone else,
but i thought when we get older,
we're supposed to know and understand more things compared to when we were young.
Why all this things still occurs?
I remember when when we were young, we were all very helpful and very cheerful; happy; know what is right or wrong; when we did something wrong, we will have a feeling of guilt.
I guess all this changes because of some sarcastic person who spread the "virus" to other pure; innocent people, those who have the disease, will think that if others treat me that way, then maybe i can also treat other the same way too; kind of like revenge.
And then eventually, the world is filled with anger, greed, people who do things because they have motives, hatred, sadness, pain, boredom, cruelty, unconfidence, fear, negative thinking etc..
I think everything should end now, starting from every single person who read this, you have to be nice to your friends; show your care and concern for them,
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Sunday, September 21 2008, 10.25pm
Hi, I have not been blogging for quite a time. (:
Been addicted to basketball makes it hard for me to study.
Everytime after coming back from basketball, I will be very tired and it's impossible for me to study....
Impossible is nothing seems to be fading away, not sure if I can even get good grades in exam so I decreased my hopes for going to express ):
That's all (;
Been addicted to basketball makes it hard for me to study.
Everytime after coming back from basketball, I will be very tired and it's impossible for me to study....
Impossible is nothing seems to be fading away, not sure if I can even get good grades in exam so I decreased my hopes for going to express ):
That's all (;
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Tuesday, September 16 2008, 10.16pm
Yo !
I've got my computer fixed !
Glad that I can still use this old computer again =.=
Anyway today I had a lot of fun with my friends
At northpoint, and i hope this is not the last time !
(:
STUDY HARD !! GOOD LUCK TO THOSE WHO HAD SEEN THIS POST !!
I've got my computer fixed !
Glad that I can still use this old computer again =.=
Anyway today I had a lot of fun with my friends
At northpoint, and i hope this is not the last time !
(:
STUDY HARD !! GOOD LUCK TO THOSE WHO HAD SEEN THIS POST !!
Monday, September 15, 2008
Monday, September 15 2008, 2.58pm
Sorry, haven been posting ):
Because my computer is spoilt and I will also not be able to be online ):
I don't think I can use the computer anymore
hope it get well soon (:
Because my computer is spoilt and I will also not be able to be online ):
I don't think I can use the computer anymore
hope it get well soon (:
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Wednesday, September 10 2008, 9.00pm
Yo (:
Today is quite a fun day, Attended FlashMX after school till 5 plus, very tiring. (:
and the science lesson today is very foreign to me, I cant
understand anything and nowadays my memory is failing me and I can forget stuff
which I just did 2 to 5 minutes ago..
Very tired, didnt have enough sleep, everyday slept at around 2 am then woke up at 5 am ):
thats all for today (:
Today is quite a fun day, Attended FlashMX after school till 5 plus, very tiring. (:
and the science lesson today is very foreign to me, I cant
understand anything and nowadays my memory is failing me and I can forget stuff
which I just did 2 to 5 minutes ago..
Very tired, didnt have enough sleep, everyday slept at around 2 am then woke up at 5 am ):
thats all for today (:
Saturday, September 6, 2008
SixthDayOfTheWeek, NinethMonthOfTheYear Sixth TwoZeroZeroEight, one minute past 10pm.
Aiy0~ sian ...
Today I went to the barber for a haircut ... of course, very ugly..
I told the guy not to cut my fringe, he say okok and then he immediately cut my fringe.
My hair now very kuku lor ~
WaKao~
I hate to see friends and never go out for a week unless to school after I cut my hair then immediately I saw HuiShi and her cousin.
AnyWay, I hope my hair grow fast (:
Signing off (:
Today I went to the barber for a haircut ... of course, very ugly..
I told the guy not to cut my fringe, he say okok and then he immediately cut my fringe.
My hair now very kuku lor ~
WaKao~
I hate to see friends and never go out for a week unless to school after I cut my hair then immediately I saw HuiShi and her cousin.
AnyWay, I hope my hair grow fast (:
Signing off (:
Saturday, September 06 2008, 6.50pm
HI !
A few days never blog le, and I want to thankss
Nancy, Macrus, Ryan, Iris and YUN Ting (:
for your Concern and Encouragement (:
AnyWay, I came by a video on YouTube on a crazy basketball god !
Hope to be like him someday ;)
Enjoy~~~
A few days never blog le, and I want to thankss
Nancy, Macrus, Ryan, Iris and YUN Ting (:
for your Concern and Encouragement (:
AnyWay, I came by a video on YouTube on a crazy basketball god !
Hope to be like him someday ;)
Enjoy~~~
Thursday, September 4, 2008
Thursday, September 04 2008, 5.17pm
YO !!
I am back...
Last few posts very emo....now lets start something new with a GOOD DAY (:
this is the video I took from youtube (:
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I am back...
Last few posts very emo....now lets start something new with a GOOD DAY (:
this is the video I took from youtube (:
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LYRICS
Woke up early in my hotel room
Wait for my alarm to go.
I think about the things I`ve gotta do
Damn, my mind is gonna blow.
I`m thinking out, about what's ahead
Maybe I`ll just stay in bed
'Cause it`s no fun to be the one going out of my head
So I tell it to myself again
You`re looking for something you can`t find
If you give it up, you`ll lose your mind
There`s always something in your way
What can you say?
You`re gonna have good day
I quit my job about a week ago
Told 'em that I need some time.
Now I`m going strong on Lexapro
Doctor says I`m doing fine.
I`m thinking out about what's ahead
Maybe I`ll just stay in bed
'Cause it's no fun to be the one going out of my head
So I tell it to myself again
You`re looking for something you can`t find
If you give it up, you`ll lose your mind
There`s always something in your way
What can you say?
You`re gonna have a good day
Jostling about I couldn`t lose
I realized that it's the only thing I knew
I`m freaking out about what's ahead
Maybe I`ll just stay in bed
'Cause it's no fun to be the one going out of my head
So I tell it to myself
Tell it to myself
Tell it to myself again
You`re looking for something you can`t find
If you give it up, you`ll lose your mind
There's always something in your way
You`re looking for something you can`t find
If you give it up, you`ll lose your mind
There`s alway something in your way
What can you say?
You`re looking for something you can`t find
If you give it up, you`ll lose your mind
There`s always something in your way
What can you say?
You`re gonna have a good day
You`re gonna have a good day
You`re gonna have a good day
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Wednesday, September 03 2008, 3.30pm
Hi there!
This few days very bored, because the sky keeps dropping water and because of that, I can't
go and play basketball.
Recently, I just downloaded Crysis and hope that this game can keep me occupy
for long..!
And I just wanna tell her that I wont be msging you anymore because if I never msg you, I don't have to wait for your reply. And you said you're afraid that I might get angry if you told me the truth, now, I rather you lie to me...
This few days very bored, because the sky keeps dropping water and because of that, I can't
go and play basketball.
Recently, I just downloaded Crysis and hope that this game can keep me occupy
for long..!
And I just wanna tell her that I wont be msging you anymore because if I never msg you, I don't have to wait for your reply. And you said you're afraid that I might get angry if you told me the truth, now, I rather you lie to me...
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
Tuesday, September 02 2008, 7.30pm
I suddenly realised that I am always the one calling people to come out
for a movie or a game of basketball....
This two years no one has ever called me out at all...maybe just one or two times ...
I always tried very hard to make friends, be less hot-temper and be more friendly...
And I also know that sometimes I talk isn't very clear and cant pronounced some words properly, thus some people cant understand what I am talking
about, thus causes communication problems. Now I really tried to talk more clearly already...
Nothing seems to help at all...
Or is it because I am ugly so others don't want to be friends with me?
My existence seems nothing to all...Do you know how hard I have to pull my cheeks and fake a smile out there?
I just hope that maybe someday, when I absent from school, at least one people will care or felt sad that I am not in school that day....
for a movie or a game of basketball....
This two years no one has ever called me out at all...maybe just one or two times ...
I always tried very hard to make friends, be less hot-temper and be more friendly...
And I also know that sometimes I talk isn't very clear and cant pronounced some words properly, thus some people cant understand what I am talking
about, thus causes communication problems. Now I really tried to talk more clearly already...
Nothing seems to help at all...
Or is it because I am ugly so others don't want to be friends with me?
My existence seems nothing to all...Do you know how hard I have to pull my cheeks and fake a smile out there?
I just hope that maybe someday, when I absent from school, at least one people will care or felt sad that I am not in school that day....
Tuesday, September 02 2008, 12.00
Hais....very sian....
Holiday so boring....
Wish can go out with friends or play basketball, but all pang-seh kia one...
Messaged them and they wouldnt even want or bother to reply..
When you need them, they will just disappear ~
Lunckily I still have you right ? Haha ~~~~~~
I know you went to escape today, I don't want to disturb you so I never message you even though i feel like to.
Maybe it's just a habit ?
I think, I am starting to....you know...AH HEM...you !
Holiday so boring....
Wish can go out with friends or play basketball, but all pang-seh kia one...
Messaged them and they wouldnt even want or bother to reply..
When you need them, they will just disappear ~
Lunckily I still have you right ? Haha ~~~~~~
I know you went to escape today, I don't want to disturb you so I never message you even though i feel like to.
Maybe it's just a habit ?
I think, I am starting to....you know...AH HEM...you !
Monday, September 1, 2008
Monday, September 01 2008, 11.38pm
OMG !
I went to her blog.
If you continue to write more I can cry you know?
How can i be angry with you man?!
You're so cute and FUNNY (:
But actually you dont have to lie.
There's a saying : The Truth Shall Set You Free !!
This is something i heard somewhere in the internet.
But this saying isn't very right at sometimes...
Example if you molested a girl and you told the judge that:" YES ! I did molest that girl.."
Then in this case the truth doesn't set you free, instead, you might end up being locked up!
......lame......
I went to her blog.
If you continue to write more I can cry you know?
How can i be angry with you man?!
You're so cute and FUNNY (:
But actually you dont have to lie.
There's a saying : The Truth Shall Set You Free !!
This is something i heard somewhere in the internet.
But this saying isn't very right at sometimes...
Example if you molested a girl and you told the judge that:" YES ! I did molest that girl.."
Then in this case the truth doesn't set you free, instead, you might end up being locked up!
......lame......
Monday, September 01 2008, 5.08pm
I don't know nowadays whats happening to you.
I msg you, and you hardly reply any.
I don't want to keep msging you and request for your reply because i know that you will find me irritating.
You suddenly seems so cold towards me and I don't know what to say, to do, anymore.
Maybe this friendship is over? So fast?
Have a good sleep man....
I msg you, and you hardly reply any.
I don't want to keep msging you and request for your reply because i know that you will find me irritating.
You suddenly seems so cold towards me and I don't know what to say, to do, anymore.
Maybe this friendship is over? So fast?
Have a good sleep man....
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