Yoyo ~
Long time never blog.
I am gonna blog about the few days before O levels English examinations.
Its around Oct 22 - 23.
I had some infection around my .. behind area and it was really hard to even sit down and focus on studying. I was very afraid of not being able to bear the pain during the English examination.
I even prepare for the worst scenario that I wont be able to take the exam and retake next year. ( ok abit exaggerating but always be prepared for the worst )
the day before the exam, I was not able to sleep as the pain was really tormenting.
I kept waking up in the middle of the night due to the piercing pain.
The next day i cab to school for my exam as i really couldn't walk but miraculously, when i was taking the paper, the pain was gone which was a good thing.

When i received the English compo, when i saw the "Freedon" theme, i was shocked and was lost so i immedaitely went to do the letter writing but in the end i screwed up my letter writing.
Ironically, the "freedom" i was less confident on, i did quite well for it, i think?
I wrote about someone being bounded to a wheelchair and the freedom of running in the soccer field and playing soccer were stripped away from him etc.

I thought it might be a nice one.

Anyway i did my best!

Math, English, Computer Studies down! :D

I left without a reason, I returned with an excuse, hoping you would forgive.
But I shouldnt have left in the first place.

"The world is a dangerous place not because of those who do evil but because of those who looked on and did nothing" Albert Einstein
Today i had a horrifying dream!
I dreamed that we went somewhere with my chalet clique and i saw a ghost wearing red chasing us.
I was with Rich and Jasmine and before that, all of us were buying stuffs like drinks for our chalet.
It was terrifying man!
The ghost was very tall, taller than a average person and I was still having the creeps just thinking about it.

Today went to school for our English lesson.
I got back my compo and letter writing, all four of them.
2 letter writing i got 18 and another 2 compo i got 18 and 19.
REAL HAPPY MAN !
Mrs Eu aint the teacher who would mark leniently, which was great and i was very happy!
I hope i can sustain my grades and lastly, I want to thank MRS EU ! Without her, all these are not possible !

Today is Science O Level practical.
Screwed up.
Both Physics graph and Chemistry the evidence part.

GRADUATION

YO !
Yesterday Oct 14 was my Graduation Day in Yishun Town Secondary School !
Kinda regret though. Didnt take much pictures. I am afraid i might miss the school and my friends too much.
Cant imagine I wont be going to Ytss anymore.
No more attending lessons.
No more sleeping in class.
No more acting to be awake but in fact sleeping during lesson time.
No more socialising in class with friends.
No more recess with friends.
No more morning assembly.
No more afterschool-go-out and relax feel.
No more nightstudy with friends.
No more 5N ghost expedition.
No more hanging out in school.
No more Bryani Rice on friday.
No more 'dirty' laksa in school canteen.
No more experiencing secondary school life.
No more waking up early and reluctant to get off my bed.
No more a lot of stuffs /:

On Graduation Day, saw Mr Zhuo cry. Almost cry when i saw him cried.
So i stayed away from him because i am afraid i might cry too. And once i cry, i wont stop and it will be very unglam.
I really miss my friends alot and dont bear to leave the school and them but i couldnt show because I dont want to lost control of my emotions.

I will miss YTSS

YO ! Today is the last day of our Night study session ):
A lot of people like dont bear to leave the school.
Guess you will never realise what you lost until its gone.
But we will still see each other in the future right?
But still ...
Took things for granted.

Tmr is our Graduation day le, kinda looking forward to it!
COME TMR COME !

Today have the Graduation Day rehearsal quite stupid /:
Saw some of my friends like sort of "got prizes' cos its a rehearsal.
It reminds me of those days which i will also be there, on top of the stage, recevinig a prize ):

Didnt go to school today, needed a break. Was too tired to even listen in class.
Feel so f'ed up.
I dunno what im thinking lately.

Okay i went to read my 2008 blog posts. Kinda exciting LOL.
I hoped i had blogged earlier just so i will be able to remind myself of the happy times i had with her...
Will blog more so a few years down my path i will venture back to this post and remind me of the O level chionging days.

11 more days to her birthday
12 more to Graduation Day
17 more days to O level first paper.

I will chiong very hard de, everydeay stay in school till 8.45pm and will be very focus.
Its now or never ~~