sian,
i want to post pics but couldnt upload becos the functions of blogger had changed.
Realy tired.
I still got alot of things to do.
But i somehow have lost the motivation.
Cos was too tired.
Not just tired...
nvm.
Tml got cs again. suppose to study for it. thoguth of doing so. but didnt do so.
Thought of submitting compos for chinses and english teacher to mark as extra assginments and ask for mistakes but didnt.
Thought of drawing graphhs at personal time for prcatice but didnt.
Thought of studying fot tml physics test but didnt.
I have lost trust in my myself.
It is over already? my spree? so soon?
i am just getting started.
and it just ended.
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Yo.
Today i blogged (:
Actually just decided to on computer to blog for a few minutes but suddenly went to chat with friends on msn and listen to songs.
I am stress and sick and tired of graphs -.-
LOL
I can see that alot of my friends are starting to get serious about their work, so i must started too.
I mustnt fall behind, i must not think that i am great.
Tonight, i jsut watched liverpool versus singapre. Liverpool won with a score of 5-0.
I was doing my geog hw when i suddenly tuned to channel 5, so i began to watch and i delayed my hw.
sian.
After the match, the singaproe de soccer team memebers, some of them exchanged jerseys with the liverpool people, i was thinking that this is kinda cool, cause they can sell for alot of money!!
then when singapore gave the their jerseys and the liverpool people wore it, if i were them, i will feel very honoured to have a soccer star wearing my sweaty jersay (:
haha.
Sorry for the spelling mistakes. cos going sleep soon.
I have decided to delete everything in my life which will affect my studies and i had already decided to uninstall Garena and blackshot (:
Aint me guai ?
HAHa. That game is real fun but i cant lvie on it shooting people?
kk cya cya (:
Today i blogged (:
Actually just decided to on computer to blog for a few minutes but suddenly went to chat with friends on msn and listen to songs.
I am stress and sick and tired of graphs -.-
LOL
I can see that alot of my friends are starting to get serious about their work, so i must started too.
I mustnt fall behind, i must not think that i am great.
Tonight, i jsut watched liverpool versus singapre. Liverpool won with a score of 5-0.
I was doing my geog hw when i suddenly tuned to channel 5, so i began to watch and i delayed my hw.
sian.
After the match, the singaproe de soccer team memebers, some of them exchanged jerseys with the liverpool people, i was thinking that this is kinda cool, cause they can sell for alot of money!!
then when singapore gave the their jerseys and the liverpool people wore it, if i were them, i will feel very honoured to have a soccer star wearing my sweaty jersay (:
haha.
Sorry for the spelling mistakes. cos going sleep soon.
I have decided to delete everything in my life which will affect my studies and i had already decided to uninstall Garena and blackshot (:
Aint me guai ?
HAHa. That game is real fun but i cant lvie on it shooting people?
kk cya cya (:
Friday, July 24, 2009
Today, i have finally and eventually decided to see doctor about my problem.
But unfortunately, the polyclinic is already closed.
I want to face my own fear le.
Of course my parents doesnt know, not very close with them ...
i feel that everyday, my life is eaten by "that" problem.
i hope i can be as fit as before, so i can play a basketball game properly again.
But unfortunately, the polyclinic is already closed.
I want to face my own fear le.
Of course my parents doesnt know, not very close with them ...
i feel that everyday, my life is eaten by "that" problem.
i hope i can be as fit as before, so i can play a basketball game properly again.
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Hi.
Was happy today cause of some reason (;
Its like i finally found something which is worth simling or just being happy about.
But it ended fast.
Perhaps i dont even stand a chance.
I really hope it will happen.
Its just like a dream.
Really tired.
Got alot of thoughts to juggle about.
Alot alot.
And this just adds up to them.
Tml is again another long tiring day.
I seriously dont have any experiences in relationship.
So i dont know what i should do.
Damn me.
Was happy today cause of some reason (;
Its like i finally found something which is worth simling or just being happy about.
But it ended fast.
Perhaps i dont even stand a chance.
I really hope it will happen.
Its just like a dream.
Really tired.
Got alot of thoughts to juggle about.
Alot alot.
And this just adds up to them.
Tml is again another long tiring day.
I seriously dont have any experiences in relationship.
So i dont know what i should do.
Damn me.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Hi.
My leg hurts alot.
Yesterday during NYAA i used the hockey stick and accidentally used it to hit my knee.
And now, walking hurts.
It really hurts.
Today was pretty fun (:
After school went to play basketball with Hong Meng they all.
Very challenging, but i dont have the stamina to keep up with their continuous matches. Suddenly felt very feeble and drained out.
But wen more people joined, I managed to block some shots and steal quite a lot of balls and gotten alot of rebounds from those who are taller than me (:
Haha.
When i played a lot of basketball, i will study very hard. Because i want to compensate to my own study time (:
but i usually wont study till then (:
Quite special huh ?
My leg hurts alot.
Yesterday during NYAA i used the hockey stick and accidentally used it to hit my knee.
And now, walking hurts.
It really hurts.
Today was pretty fun (:
After school went to play basketball with Hong Meng they all.
Very challenging, but i dont have the stamina to keep up with their continuous matches. Suddenly felt very feeble and drained out.
But wen more people joined, I managed to block some shots and steal quite a lot of balls and gotten alot of rebounds from those who are taller than me (:
Haha.
When i played a lot of basketball, i will study very hard. Because i want to compensate to my own study time (:
but i usually wont study till then (:
Quite special huh ?
Monday, July 20, 2009
Today, the day was like normal.
So repetitive.
Feels kinda bored with the seating arrangement.
See others like can check their work with their partners and discuss some question, i am sort of like envy them.
If i want to ask marcus or audrey i have to keep turning behind. My neck also will tired de.
Hai. i am not god too, why cant i be like everybody else?
So repetitive.
Feels kinda bored with the seating arrangement.
See others like can check their work with their partners and discuss some question, i am sort of like envy them.
If i want to ask marcus or audrey i have to keep turning behind. My neck also will tired de.
Hai. i am not god too, why cant i be like everybody else?
Sunday, July 19, 2009
I hope there no more conflicts among poeple, no jealousy, hatred, sensitive comments or thoughts of somebody. People can live with each other peacefully, without any worries or doubt of third-party's comments.
Each and every self and help up by being nice to people (:
Its like a virus, when one begans to be nice to others, it will spread. From 1 people to 2, from 2 to 4, 4 to 8, 8 to 16.5.
(:
Each and every self and help up by being nice to people (:
Its like a virus, when one begans to be nice to others, it will spread. From 1 people to 2, from 2 to 4, 4 to 8, 8 to 16.5.
(:
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Zhehao is never a winner. He kept failing and failing yet he tell himself he is not a failure.
The reason behind success is cheating yourself, in short.
Sometimes the truth of failing really hurts, but the only thing you can do is work harder next time.
Failing builds up success.
If you kept failing, till the day you succeed, other will think you are a hero because you had been failing for your whole life, yet suddenly you rises and show others that you aint a failure instead of kept saying you are not.
"Action speaks louder than words."
"An architect is nothing without contractors."
Some people who visits my blog might think that i am crapping but, i am not (:
i had never been recognised, even though i had succeed.
I succeed, after a few days they forgot.
haha.
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I am kinda sad nowadays.
Because of something which happen.
I only told hui shi and marcus.
lol.
I am abit...dunno how to say la.
Kept thinking of it but i didnt even execute the frst step yet.
i am so coward man.
Dont dare to propose.
hah.
The reason behind success is cheating yourself, in short.
Sometimes the truth of failing really hurts, but the only thing you can do is work harder next time.
Failing builds up success.
If you kept failing, till the day you succeed, other will think you are a hero because you had been failing for your whole life, yet suddenly you rises and show others that you aint a failure instead of kept saying you are not.
"Action speaks louder than words."
"An architect is nothing without contractors."
Some people who visits my blog might think that i am crapping but, i am not (:
i had never been recognised, even though i had succeed.
I succeed, after a few days they forgot.
haha.
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I am kinda sad nowadays.
Because of something which happen.
I only told hui shi and marcus.
lol.
I am abit...dunno how to say la.
Kept thinking of it but i didnt even execute the frst step yet.
i am so coward man.
Dont dare to propose.
hah.
Hi.
I finally overcome it (:
The thing which has been overcoming me. Haha.
Exams are coming real soon. And the tough has already arrive for the arrival of it (:
And i should not give up easily. Though it wont be easy.
LOL.
Looking at the "high: popularity of my blog, i felt weird, how come nobody tag me de. since 28 june till now, only hui shi tag me -.-
HAha
Thnx (:
I finally overcome it (:
The thing which has been overcoming me. Haha.
Exams are coming real soon. And the tough has already arrive for the arrival of it (:
And i should not give up easily. Though it wont be easy.
LOL.
Looking at the "high: popularity of my blog, i felt weird, how come nobody tag me de. since 28 june till now, only hui shi tag me -.-
HAha
Thnx (:
Thursday, July 16, 2009
hi
Kinda stress.
About everything. Esp that.
Which troubles me the most.
Hai.
today was not bad.
had fun.
Went to bio lab.
Took some pics.
Nothing special happen.
Hope my handphone can be fix soon, even though i know nothing can fix it le.
I want the sentosa pics i had taken, which is in that phone.
Damn me.
Sian, i going to fix it no matter how much it costs.
See ya.
Kinda stress.
About everything. Esp that.
Which troubles me the most.
Hai.
today was not bad.
had fun.
Went to bio lab.
Took some pics.
Nothing special happen.
Hope my handphone can be fix soon, even though i know nothing can fix it le.
I want the sentosa pics i had taken, which is in that phone.
Damn me.
Sian, i going to fix it no matter how much it costs.
See ya.
Monday, July 13, 2009
Tired.
Damn tired.
Getting even more tired as days passes on.
I have to endure. Feel like giving up. But i cant.
So stress sia, Dont feel like trying anymore, cos if dont try then wont fail or lose.
haha...
Whatever.
I am a sore loser.
I am afraid of losing and failing.
But sometimes they can be good in their own ways, like make you realise your own mistakes.
But i am too tired.
Too tired about thinking how others think of me and didnt have enough sleep.
How how.
Feel like having a long rest.
plus, that illness which i wont say -.-
so scare sia, no one knows about it. Just let it be there.
Feel like seeing doctor but is afraid...
Whatever.
How.
My God..
Damn tired.
Getting even more tired as days passes on.
I have to endure. Feel like giving up. But i cant.
So stress sia, Dont feel like trying anymore, cos if dont try then wont fail or lose.
haha...
Whatever.
I am a sore loser.
I am afraid of losing and failing.
But sometimes they can be good in their own ways, like make you realise your own mistakes.
But i am too tired.
Too tired about thinking how others think of me and didnt have enough sleep.
How how.
Feel like having a long rest.
plus, that illness which i wont say -.-
so scare sia, no one knows about it. Just let it be there.
Feel like seeing doctor but is afraid...
Whatever.
How.
My God..
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Friday 10 July 2009
Friday 10 july 2009
Yo.
today i lost alot of things -.-
Chinese letter writing blablabla and ss powerpoint.
Bloody de.
the powerpoint dunno who go steal lo.
haha
but eventually i went to reprint.
Very sad day, but in the end, i turned out to felt quite happy.
Yo.
today i lost alot of things -.-
Chinese letter writing blablabla and ss powerpoint.
Bloody de.
the powerpoint dunno who go steal lo.
haha
but eventually i went to reprint.
Very sad day, but in the end, i turned out to felt quite happy.
如果我变成回忆- Tank
累了 交困里努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中 不听话的 就停止了
听着 你心像往常还有热
越美丽越更勇敢的
我还能展示什么
如果我连自己的脉搏 都难掌握
如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你坐挨哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你仍还孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会颁这种法门
想牵着你 槛门上搂紧
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他给你 我不怪你
快乐 什么时候会结束呢
如果我变成回忆 lyrics on
http://music.yeucahat.com/song/Chinese-French/53891-~Tank.html
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的 最舍不得
如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你坐挨哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你仍还孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会颁这种法门
想牵着你 槛门上搂紧
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他给你
如果我变成回忆 最怕我单独终极
顽固的烂在空气 不整理行李 每一寸空隙
原来依然爱我的你总哭 承受失去
这样不公平 请你整理 把我忘记
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Hi...
very sad..
My phone spoil when i contact it with water at sea ):
All my whole secondary 2 life and sentosa pics is in that phone...
Mostly sad because the phone accompany me very long le...dont bear to leave it.
i really like that phone alot, even though its not the latest phone with the best function, camera megapixel whatever..
I felt as though i had lost a relative. Its true...
Hai...
Already very stress by studies, cant let anything affect me...
Hell on...
very sad..
My phone spoil when i contact it with water at sea ):
All my whole secondary 2 life and sentosa pics is in that phone...
Mostly sad because the phone accompany me very long le...dont bear to leave it.
i really like that phone alot, even though its not the latest phone with the best function, camera megapixel whatever..
I felt as though i had lost a relative. Its true...
Hai...
Already very stress by studies, cant let anything affect me...
Hell on...
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Yo.
Long time no post le.
Lol.
Yesterday went out with Thiam hock, Matthew, Da Ji, Ai hua, and ..the rest dunno how to spell.
We went to Tampines. Then followed them go dunno where to visit their ex - manager.
Then when bus-ed back to Tampines, i dropped my handphone on the bus !! LOl
how in the hell i didnt realise my phone isnt with me !!!
Then i panic-ed.
Searched all 291 bus.
Then went to report, blablabla
I was thinking that my phone is now very rare and couldnt find it anywhere and i have a nice number (: 93355989,
Damn nice, dont wanna lost it.
Almost given up hope when Thiam hock called my lost phone and eventually one guy picked up.
Finally, thats some hope i saw (:
then found out actually the guy is the guy at the bus office de people whom i reported to.
Thanks for those guys for helping me out to find my phone.
I had already given up hope but they still want to help me.
(:
Tampines is very fearful for me, as i had lost two things there already 1!!!!!!
ok.
Tml going to Sentosa, quite worried, cos assginments not done.
I will try my best (:
Got to sleep le (:
Long time no post le.
Lol.
Yesterday went out with Thiam hock, Matthew, Da Ji, Ai hua, and ..the rest dunno how to spell.
We went to Tampines. Then followed them go dunno where to visit their ex - manager.
Then when bus-ed back to Tampines, i dropped my handphone on the bus !! LOl
how in the hell i didnt realise my phone isnt with me !!!
Then i panic-ed.
Searched all 291 bus.
Then went to report, blablabla
I was thinking that my phone is now very rare and couldnt find it anywhere and i have a nice number (: 93355989,
Damn nice, dont wanna lost it.
Almost given up hope when Thiam hock called my lost phone and eventually one guy picked up.
Finally, thats some hope i saw (:
then found out actually the guy is the guy at the bus office de people whom i reported to.
Thanks for those guys for helping me out to find my phone.
I had already given up hope but they still want to help me.
(:
Tampines is very fearful for me, as i had lost two things there already 1!!!!!!
ok.
Tml going to Sentosa, quite worried, cos assginments not done.
I will try my best (:
Got to sleep le (:
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