Good things never happen, that's why I must work harder. So at the end of the day, at least I can tell myself I've tried my best.

Damn.

Sometimes I see a pretty girl looking at me, I will just shake it off. Thinking she might not be looking at me or I am just looking weird. I will never think anyone will be interested to even look at me.

Tough and tiring.
Having alot of projects coming up and I am trying my best not to wait till the last minute to do. Ive always trying my best, never giving up. But wished there was someone by myself cheering me on, not just me myself cheering mr up; encouraging myself.  Its so tiring. Wished I wasnt alone in the first place. Sigh..