Hi.
Today watched Transformers.
Very nice (;
Finally can go out together in this group le, long time never go out in this group and crap together le (:
Very happy today, had alot of fun (:
HAHA.
The movie was damn exciting man, esp when you watch with these friends (:
Never regretted even though my wallet got a big hole ._.""
Lol then thiam hovk damn high when theres some ... scenes. I was stopping him throughout cos i scare ps -.-
haha.

Finally, this group have been reform (:
Ok. Now back to my SS powerpoint, see ya ! (:


Anyway, theres a weird girl call Furlin?? Dont know if i had spelled correctly, she had been calling my house and saying shes "that name". I never gave anyone of my friend my house number cos i have got a hand phone, whose she?? She called yesterday but i was sleeping around 7pm same as today while i was bathing.
And everytime she call i am not available. Hope shes some kind of secret agent or something and asks me to join them -.- cos life is just so boring and without excitement or thrill.

Yo.
Long time no post.
Still got homework not completed yet (._.)""
This few days didnt have the time to play basketball. So sian ):
Kept raining and the basketball court is under renovation.
Will work hard when school reopens, time to get serious.

Do not go where the path may lead.
Go instead where there is no path
and leave a trail.

Yo.
Today went to sentosa with kai yang, ji wei, mao feng, rich, ming shan, weng fong, jasmine and jasmine.
not if i got left anyone out.
This is my first time there.
Sun tanned there, but didnt see any difference.
supposed to be a clas outing but so less people go.

WA~
Now the weather outside is damn sunny, but then suddenly it rains.
Wa
Amazing !

Hi
Coding sucks.
Still have some errors, but i just decide to keep it this way first.
No other choice.

Hi.
Yesterday had a volleyball match at Sembawang Sec.
Then i made a very dangerous dive and lost balance and slammed my back on the floor.
Then now, i couldnt even walk properly, it had been injured before.
No more basketball for this few days, impossible (:
i will still go and play basketball.
I think i shouldnt had made that dive, volleyball isnt that important to me though.
And now im wasted.

Oh ya, got our jersey yesterday.
Not bad.
Im Number 12, actually i wanted Number 3. It has always been my number!
Then snatched by Jevon.
Then i chose 12 because its Dwlight Howard's jersey number -.-
LOL

THis few days damn bored sia, keep asking people out, but all neither not free or is afraid of going out with me .
Whatever,
I want to go out and fun with someone, so sian, school starting soon le, just want to have fun.

Yo.
Later having volleyball competition.
How much i hope its basketball competition.
But i dont think i wanna lose today.

Yo.
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yo.
today was a pretty bad day.
basketball skills sucks to the max.
I promise i will never play the basketball machine anymore, intercepted with my shooting -.-
Sian, kena thrashed by other people.. i had played with them before, at some where near my house. Their moves are like street basketball moves.
Wa...sian.. my shooting cmi..
after my volleyball competition i will surely pump up my basketball skills, i just cant be insulted anymore..

Yo.
Yesterday went to east coast park to do geog project with marcus junhao daniel and of course me (:
Had fun there, cycle around, took photo of the coastal features.
Saw alot of ... ***
okok..
Then we went over to the chatlet and look for the 3d2n rate...
Ok.. we plan to go there for chatlet. but daniel and marcus say they wanted to pay more, felt very guilty -.-...
The trip back seems longer, anyway overall its not boring at all (:
At the beginning when i was at home, i was thinking and worried that this project may not turn out well. As that project was not easy. But eventually, i am not worry about that anymore, i am just worry of our powerpoint presentation.. -.-


as for today,
We went to chong boon sec early in the morning -.- to train volleyball. as our opponent was different from before. so we think that we have to train harder. Anw its hwa chong.. how to win?
Anw when training halfway, suddenly thought of playing basjketball, then no mood to volleyball liao.. then we leave that place at 12 pm
My knee damn pain, keep falling and slamming my knee to the floor... then got one kind of feeling that my knee was going to betray me -.-
Because we are versusing hwa chong, we have to face the B boy's net, which is damn high, i cant even smack a ball, i know its alrealy too late to train my physical strength le, feel like dropping out of it.
Really tired, even don have the mood to do homework le, see the way i talk also like cmi -.-...
Then at night i also couldnt sleep...
Very tired, but cant sleep, you know that kind of feeling ?
I scare i focus too much on volleyball then later i will lost my basketball de skill...plus, if i am tired from volleyball, how do i play basketball ? then if i play basketball, then very tired, then how to do homework...
God..help, if you are there that is.
I . . actually dont trust God because God dont trust me, i hate God.
He doesnt show up when i needed him, when i was praying hard, for him to appear.
Thats it !
Ya right.

Yo.
Nowadays kinda irritated by my neighbour.
He thinks he is a big shot and wants everyone's attention.
Rich so what? no big deal.
Everytime he walks by our apartment, he will purposely cough and want our attention and want us to greet him. And sometimes, when he was about to walk past our apartment, he will talk very loudly with his wife and son. Btw, its not just one coincident time. Its being a year.
Think he what ?
Now even worst, whenever he walks past, he will call his son, about aged 3, to knock on our window. Wthe ??
What kind of irony is this ?
What does he want from us?
-.-.


"Bad conviction of ours leads ourselves to our own destruction, in the end you blame others for your mistake" by Alson (:

Hi.
I am trying to create a basketball animation using Flash 8.
I miss Flash 8, used to create aimations when i was little and still won some great competitions. But when we received the award - $$$ , the teacher keep and give school.
-.-, she didnt split the $$$ to us sia, we worked very hard for the animation and for the interview. I remember theres five people sitting in front of us at a certain room and they began questioning us why we chose to do this animation etc.
I was just meandering through all their question as mostly all those things were done by me, all my teamates there playing de (:
I remember when i reached home, theres a reporter of the morning de newspaper phoned me and interviewed me, and of course my teamates, about how we felt after beating alot of secondary schools and good de primary schools.
Anyway that was the best period of life which i enjoyed the most, as my efforts, hardwork are always appreciated by friends, people, teacher.
Compared to now, i am just like living a life inside a body which have got no life in it and seldom even notices, leave aside being appreciated.

I think now, is the period which i really need friends by my side.
I really have got alot of problems kept inside me, and ireally want to share with someone else, i dont like to look for ppl to share cos i am afraid that i might be very irritating. Except for Xiangrong aka Nicole who has been away to Taiwan.
When i share with her my problems, i really felt that she really want to listen to my problems and wanted to help me. She'll says special things which really answer my problems and i dunno le.
On the day before she left, i did messaged her, i didnt know she was leaving that day after the day i messaged her, it was a coincidence. So coincident. I think she will be away untill June 26, or about there.. So i can only wish her good luck in her geography project because its quite a big one.
Thank her (:

From all those words i had written above says all, i always wanted to have someone to be able to lean on when i fall.
Hopefully now i wont fall, or i will fall and hurt my head badly as theres no one to lean on. Sometimes when i messaged some of my friends to just talk so to be able to cheer up abit but either they dont reply, or they reply and answer your question half heartedly. Damn them.
If you dont care, just tell me that you dont even care can.
Now i had been through alot of hard tough times alone, some times if i can describe it, i will write in my blog, but sometimes i just have got to keep it to myself. I know everyone have their own problems, i am not saying mine is bigger, nor yours is smaller.

Tough times tough times...

Yo.
Later going to volleyball training le.
I seriously need to change my blog skin, its being long since the last time i changed it.
If anyone had seen this post and want to offer help, its welcomed (:
I need help -.-
But i dont want to have the identical blogskins with anyone, i just want it to be special and unique.
I hope i know how to customize my own blog skin.
Will try that next time..
Tomorrow, i have a medical appointment at hospital for my back, dont want to go and dont feel like going.
I think they say my back is curved or ?
And had already decided not to go.
GTG late for training le..

Yesterday

I had Volleyball training in school, really enjoyed it, i think its had been like long since i had really enjoyed that CCA.
That day, i got the chance to play a match with the sec 1s and i got to play.
I dont remember myself playing a volleyball match for 2 years. I meant 2 years.

Morning met up with Caijing and Melvyn, i was late by 15 mins, as usual, always late ~.~
Then we had lunch and went training together.
We crapped around and joke about like -.-...
Laugh all the way to school.
Was quite happy that day la.
Thats my conclusion. (:

Hi all.
I know i know, long time no blog, sometimes i am lazy, sometimes i wanted to but forgotten to.
I have some deep thoughts and thorough reflections on my actions, thinking and assignments for the past few days.
Hope i wont fail my EOY.
English assignments going to be done soon.
I had been balling everyday since holiday begin. Er...maybe some day misses it but majority didnt.
I wanted to start my assignments and finish it as soon as possible.
I had named every week of the holiday.
-week 1 : Play week.
-week 2 : Assignments week
-week 3 : Last touch up on assignments.
-week 4 : Revision week.

I think that this strategy is very efficient and useful, it doesnt give us that much stress compared to a timetable.

I want to be learn more about psychology and hopefully philosophy (:
i think i will just try..

Today, i just cant find the main points of what to blog about...
I had alot in mind when i aint blogging, but when i wanted to blog, nothing comes out.

Recently,i had alot of weird dreams.
I had dreamed that because i had good results, I have to be transfer to express class -.o??
When schools starts, when i walked into my that express class, everyone was looking at me and thinking why i am there, and i have to explain to every single one of them why i am there ... quite fun though..
This kind of thing never will happen in real life, so its quite fun if i can dreamed about it....
Its rare though...
I hope i dreamed about my future and the future. THe exact future.
I want my existence to be known by many. I have big dreams, but i don know what are they...


Oh ya, recently i had also watched one horror movie, "The Last House on The Left". I strongly recommend to those who wants a good scare or have a fainted heart. Oh ya, i think the movie is rated R.
It has some ... scenes, but its scary... but have no ghosts in it (:

I want to blog about today.


TODAY
Today when i woke up, my head was spinning, jumped out from the bad dream.
Dreamed of some of my friends dying, then i felt that actually i can save them from it but i was careless...and i only remember some of the scenes, cant mention names, sounds very wrong, like i cursing them like that...
But thats more to that dream, something felt real, like yesterday dream, its not like its out of the world or something. I couldnt rmb..

hi all.
Got so much too blogged and talk about. lets start from the last Saturday.

30/5/09

Went to Queenstown to buy basketball shoes and basketball wit Daniel and Marcus.
Took a long long time to search for the sohes that are within my budget.
I found a pair of shoes which i like and i had decided to look around for a better one, but when i came back the shoes was sold... -.- then i have got no choice but to buy a shoes which i had in mind but that wasn't in within my budget.
Fianlly, that day credits goes to Daniel and Marcus, i took a long time choosing shoes and looking around for one, i myself was irritated -.-""
Thnks man !