Saturday, November 27, 2010

Im so fucking angry with myself.
Today got basketball 3 on 3 competiton .
Last night couldnt sleep well cos i was planning for my sister baby de buffet decoration till very late and then i missed my sleep time. On top of that i came home at 11.45pm after selling ice creamie~
So need rush here rush there. Very busy guy dey~
Today basketball match is total disaster la.
First match 12:8.
Second match 25:3
Third match 12:3
we got thrashed inside outside upside down.
The referee look down on us when we were down by 10 on the third match (10-0) then when the shot clock is still running and its our time to have the ball, he purposely waste our time by chatting with his friends while he was holding the ball! Damn, then the opponent coach keep mocking us. Fker.
Ya lo. Then damn sad, then i ask wilson why do he think we will lost, he say becos we dunno how to ball ....
o.o
Anyway, tried and fail but i never tried my best. Never have enough sleep ba?
I only slept for 3 hours last night cos i scare i might over slept so i dont dare to sleep!
Yesterday night went to sell ice cream with jun hao, met alot of kind souls !
They helped us alot because we jsut started the jobs then they jsut never listen to any introduction or what and they jsut buy from us (:
Later going to basketball competition soon le. Wish me best of luck (: Will update when come up later

Thursday, November 25, 2010

"In real life, people judge you from your actions without knowing the reason behind it". -Joseph Conrad

"
Tears is the only way how my eyes speak when my mouth can’t explain how things made my heart broken". -Lerry Noviatama

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

"You're not truly free unless you're financially free."
Worry about money all day. Thinking about how to make money other ways other than just working part time blindly. I currently got $4 in my wallet and thats it.
A man without money is like a man without authority.
"Be careful what you say: "I love you" takes a few seconds; but a lifetime to prove it. Be wise!"

"Be yourself and express what you feel! Because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind
"
November 21 : I quitted my job, quarrel with one of the workers then boss came in extra and i sacked the boss. Damnn, I am the senior worker leh! I started work when the shop just open till now and now they had hired more CHIOBU workers,they want to kp people to make them quit ):
I am the only male worker there and the rest are girls, isnt that fking obvious the dog boss only wants to hire girls, somemore, they must be pretty. Fk him.
Then i left half way while quarreling with them, Siti cried, Lisa and Jacinta stood up for me because they know im not in the wrong.. But its useless.. Im not going back anymore.

Saturday, November 20, 2010

I shall post about my Thru train fieldtrip to Cameron Highland on Nov 13, 14, 15, 16 (:

DAY ONE

hi, day 1 was great, only at the beginning.
Reached the airport, alot of friends came, but not for us though.
Then took some photos are departed to wait our planes.
First time take airplane, budget one somemore.
Then the feeeling when the plane took off quite shiok ah.
then when reached there, the first thing we do is went to eat Ipoh de Hor Fun.
Not bad la, okok only. then i add some more rice.
Because i cant eat chicken then i eat more rice (:

then after that my nightmares had jsut started. Next destination is butterfly farm or something la. The trip is damn long and i experience motion sickness!
Becos i long time nvr travel le, so now suddenly go far will motion sickness de
I almost vomit sia.
Then we went to visit the beetles, frogs, scorpion and butterflies (;
Ate alot of sweets cause i sacare i vomit.
Then after the butterfly farm, we travelhours again to go to the boh tea farm.
Then I felt that i had already reached my limit alr, i cant tahan not vomitting. But i still managed to pull it through.
I totally no mood at boh tea there cause I am damn dizzy and sick.
then after boh tea we travel back to our apartment and thats when I finally VOMMITED ..
Sian.
The feeling damn $%$#%$#
Then when i reached my apartment settle down, bathed, then i feel better le.
After going to our apartment. Rest awhile, played around with the tv and discovering how to use the controls to watch specific channels. After that went to eat organic steamboat for dinner, abit tasteless lo. After that we went to buy our breakfast for tmr. Then after that we went to the night market and it was raining, we went there and get drenched in the rain then retreat back to kfc, i didnt wear my poncho becos i was lazy to take it out. After that went back to apartment and learned how to play monopoly deal with Serene and Pei Lih. Quite fun la! Then after that we watched some horror show which is quite scary and lame. After that then went back to bed and slept!!

(finally finish writing day one )

DAY TWO

w
oke up and have maggi mee as breakfast, freaking unhealthy. Then after the breakfast we went to organic farm and listen to a talk by Mr Lee. Its really too late. Struck me. Ya i agree its too late. That talk is really very meaningful and full of impact. After that we have lunch and then began the trekking. At first I didnt know we will be travelling for hours jsut to see a flower, its kinda stupid though, LOL, BUT!! Its ok la! The trekking was quite fun. And its the well-known Rafflesia Flower! the girls took the bumpy ride up while the boys walked up the hill. The road was not very muddy at first but Mr Woo got his shoes stuck in mud i dunno how he did it. then we walked like damn long then saw the others at the bridge. That was when the real trekking starts! The road was challenging and dangerous! We helped each other throughout the trip, :D Then we kept walking and Mr Choo kept saying " One more hour to go!" Wa kao, damn irritating lo~ At one of the trip, I ALMOST DIE~~ Because the road was very narrow and next to the road is the ledge, means if you trip and fall sideways you will have to say bye bye to your friends. Then I almost fall sia, then Audrey saved my life! She was behind me and she grabbed my bag!!
LOL if not I wont be here blogging le... Thanks la! After hours travelling finally see the FLOWER~ Took photos then left le. THEN MUST TRVEL BACK FROM THE WAY WE COME FROM>.< After the trekking we went to a nonya restaurant to have our dinner. The food was not bad, I added 4 four bowls of rice XD then went back to apartment to play monopoly deal TO BE CONTINUED
Today is ytss open house day :D
I missed out last year de cos of one stupid weak reason.
Went to help Green Club :D
Fun la.
Fun to see them joke ard, play ard.
Then jiu walk around the school, cos its damn sian and we got nothing to do.
This year de open house very less people.
then after went to eat lunch then i realised i dropped $9 )):
I alr no money le leh..
Then after went to ball.
WA LAO JIA LAT!
My skills gg LIAO LAAAA~
Damn sad.
Then i fall 2 times cos its damn slippery.
I injured my left upper thigh. F*** pain, got scar there freaking pain la. Walk also got problem, cant walk.
Then tmr i dunno how im going to work le, have to stand for 10 hours..
Then got one stupid person keep laughing. )):
I am worry then I cant train anymore ..

THE REASON WHY I LIKE BASketball...
is ..
i am good in basketball only, if im not good in basketball, then, i just a good-for-nothing person.
Thats why i worked so hard in basketball.
Everytime like a girl also dont dare to fight for her,want study also lazy, basketball is the only thing i can fight hard to win and hard work will awarded.
I didnt choose it.
I didnt choose to be so ugly, so boring, so useless.
I didnt choose my life.
If I can choose, it will not be like this, it will turn out differently.
I will try to smile and hide all the sadness because I deserve to.

Friday, November 19, 2010

YOYO~
So busy man.
Novem 16 just came back FROM CAMERON LOWLAND!!
IT WAS FREAKING FUN WITH THOSE PEOPLE ~
Great place.
I will blog about it sooner or later cos I am afraid I might forget about it.
8 more days to my basketball competition. So busy, have to work and train and sleep.
o.o
Hai. I dont wanna lost another basketball competition, becos this cmopetition cos me to skipped my sister's baby de 满月 de something. )): Damn F*** I wanna go.
But basketball is so so.. !!!! ARGHHHHH~~~
I MUST WIN ON THAT DAY NO MATTER WHAT LA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

tmr is my o level mt paper again !
I havent start revising as im very busy planning right now lol.
Have to plan when Should i go to work, train basketball, get a life and alot of things.
Now my priority is to earn money, ya.
Today is my first and last day in school. LOL i only went once due to chicken pox.
And chicken pox caused me to miss out work for 2 weeks which i can earn more than $200.
zzz.

I hope i can do well for the paper tmr, later i going to serious mode le :X

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Sometimes we have to lie to ourselves in order to keep moving forward.

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