Yo.
Today i blogged (:
Actually just decided to on computer to blog for a few minutes but suddenly went to chat with friends on msn and listen to songs.
I am stress and sick and tired of graphs -.-
LOL
I can see that alot of my friends are starting to get serious about their work, so i must started too.
I mustnt fall behind, i must not think that i am great.
Tonight, i jsut watched liverpool versus singapre. Liverpool won with a score of 5-0.
I was doing my geog hw when i suddenly tuned to channel 5, so i began to watch and i delayed my hw.
sian.
After the match, the singaproe de soccer team memebers, some of them exchanged jerseys with the liverpool people, i was thinking that this is kinda cool, cause they can sell for alot of money!!
then when singapore gave the their jerseys and the liverpool people wore it, if i were them, i will feel very honoured to have a soccer star wearing my sweaty jersay (:
haha.
Sorry for the spelling mistakes. cos going sleep soon.
I have decided to delete everything in my life which will affect my studies and i had already decided to uninstall Garena and blackshot (:
Aint me guai ?
HAHa. That game is real fun but i cant lvie on it shooting people?
kk cya cya (:
Friday, July 24, 2009
Today, i have finally and eventually decided to see doctor about my problem.
But unfortunately, the polyclinic is already closed.
I want to face my own fear le.
Of course my parents doesnt know, not very close with them ...
i feel that everyday, my life is eaten by "that" problem.
i hope i can be as fit as before, so i can play a basketball game properly again.
But unfortunately, the polyclinic is already closed.
I want to face my own fear le.
Of course my parents doesnt know, not very close with them ...
i feel that everyday, my life is eaten by "that" problem.
i hope i can be as fit as before, so i can play a basketball game properly again.
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Hi.
Was happy today cause of some reason (;
Its like i finally found something which is worth simling or just being happy about.
But it ended fast.
Perhaps i dont even stand a chance.
I really hope it will happen.
Its just like a dream.
Really tired.
Got alot of thoughts to juggle about.
Alot alot.
And this just adds up to them.
Tml is again another long tiring day.
I seriously dont have any experiences in relationship.
So i dont know what i should do.
Damn me.
Was happy today cause of some reason (;
Its like i finally found something which is worth simling or just being happy about.
But it ended fast.
Perhaps i dont even stand a chance.
I really hope it will happen.
Its just like a dream.
Really tired.
Got alot of thoughts to juggle about.
Alot alot.
And this just adds up to them.
Tml is again another long tiring day.
I seriously dont have any experiences in relationship.
So i dont know what i should do.
Damn me.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Hi.
My leg hurts alot.
Yesterday during NYAA i used the hockey stick and accidentally used it to hit my knee.
And now, walking hurts.
It really hurts.
Today was pretty fun (:
After school went to play basketball with Hong Meng they all.
Very challenging, but i dont have the stamina to keep up with their continuous matches. Suddenly felt very feeble and drained out.
But wen more people joined, I managed to block some shots and steal quite a lot of balls and gotten alot of rebounds from those who are taller than me (:
Haha.
When i played a lot of basketball, i will study very hard. Because i want to compensate to my own study time (:
but i usually wont study till then (:
Quite special huh ?
My leg hurts alot.
Yesterday during NYAA i used the hockey stick and accidentally used it to hit my knee.
And now, walking hurts.
It really hurts.
Today was pretty fun (:
After school went to play basketball with Hong Meng they all.
Very challenging, but i dont have the stamina to keep up with their continuous matches. Suddenly felt very feeble and drained out.
But wen more people joined, I managed to block some shots and steal quite a lot of balls and gotten alot of rebounds from those who are taller than me (:
Haha.
When i played a lot of basketball, i will study very hard. Because i want to compensate to my own study time (:
but i usually wont study till then (:
Quite special huh ?
Monday, July 20, 2009
Today, the day was like normal.
So repetitive.
Feels kinda bored with the seating arrangement.
See others like can check their work with their partners and discuss some question, i am sort of like envy them.
If i want to ask marcus or audrey i have to keep turning behind. My neck also will tired de.
Hai. i am not god too, why cant i be like everybody else?
So repetitive.
Feels kinda bored with the seating arrangement.
See others like can check their work with their partners and discuss some question, i am sort of like envy them.
If i want to ask marcus or audrey i have to keep turning behind. My neck also will tired de.
Hai. i am not god too, why cant i be like everybody else?
Sunday, July 19, 2009
I hope there no more conflicts among poeple, no jealousy, hatred, sensitive comments or thoughts of somebody. People can live with each other peacefully, without any worries or doubt of third-party's comments.
Each and every self and help up by being nice to people (:
Its like a virus, when one begans to be nice to others, it will spread. From 1 people to 2, from 2 to 4, 4 to 8, 8 to 16.5.
(:
Each and every self and help up by being nice to people (:
Its like a virus, when one begans to be nice to others, it will spread. From 1 people to 2, from 2 to 4, 4 to 8, 8 to 16.5.
(:
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Zhehao is never a winner. He kept failing and failing yet he tell himself he is not a failure.
The reason behind success is cheating yourself, in short.
Sometimes the truth of failing really hurts, but the only thing you can do is work harder next time.
Failing builds up success.
If you kept failing, till the day you succeed, other will think you are a hero because you had been failing for your whole life, yet suddenly you rises and show others that you aint a failure instead of kept saying you are not.
"Action speaks louder than words."
"An architect is nothing without contractors."
Some people who visits my blog might think that i am crapping but, i am not (:
i had never been recognised, even though i had succeed.
I succeed, after a few days they forgot.
haha.
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I am kinda sad nowadays.
Because of something which happen.
I only told hui shi and marcus.
lol.
I am abit...dunno how to say la.
Kept thinking of it but i didnt even execute the frst step yet.
i am so coward man.
Dont dare to propose.
hah.
The reason behind success is cheating yourself, in short.
Sometimes the truth of failing really hurts, but the only thing you can do is work harder next time.
Failing builds up success.
If you kept failing, till the day you succeed, other will think you are a hero because you had been failing for your whole life, yet suddenly you rises and show others that you aint a failure instead of kept saying you are not.
"Action speaks louder than words."
"An architect is nothing without contractors."
Some people who visits my blog might think that i am crapping but, i am not (:
i had never been recognised, even though i had succeed.
I succeed, after a few days they forgot.
haha.
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I am kinda sad nowadays.
Because of something which happen.
I only told hui shi and marcus.
lol.
I am abit...dunno how to say la.
Kept thinking of it but i didnt even execute the frst step yet.
i am so coward man.
Dont dare to propose.
hah.
Hi.
I finally overcome it (:
The thing which has been overcoming me. Haha.
Exams are coming real soon. And the tough has already arrive for the arrival of it (:
And i should not give up easily. Though it wont be easy.
LOL.
Looking at the "high: popularity of my blog, i felt weird, how come nobody tag me de. since 28 june till now, only hui shi tag me -.-
HAha
Thnx (:
I finally overcome it (:
The thing which has been overcoming me. Haha.
Exams are coming real soon. And the tough has already arrive for the arrival of it (:
And i should not give up easily. Though it wont be easy.
LOL.
Looking at the "high: popularity of my blog, i felt weird, how come nobody tag me de. since 28 june till now, only hui shi tag me -.-
HAha
Thnx (:
Thursday, July 16, 2009
hi
Kinda stress.
About everything. Esp that.
Which troubles me the most.
Hai.
today was not bad.
had fun.
Went to bio lab.
Took some pics.
Nothing special happen.
Hope my handphone can be fix soon, even though i know nothing can fix it le.
I want the sentosa pics i had taken, which is in that phone.
Damn me.
Sian, i going to fix it no matter how much it costs.
See ya.
Kinda stress.
About everything. Esp that.
Which troubles me the most.
Hai.
today was not bad.
had fun.
Went to bio lab.
Took some pics.
Nothing special happen.
Hope my handphone can be fix soon, even though i know nothing can fix it le.
I want the sentosa pics i had taken, which is in that phone.
Damn me.
Sian, i going to fix it no matter how much it costs.
See ya.
Monday, July 13, 2009
Tired.
Damn tired.
Getting even more tired as days passes on.
I have to endure. Feel like giving up. But i cant.
So stress sia, Dont feel like trying anymore, cos if dont try then wont fail or lose.
haha...
Whatever.
I am a sore loser.
I am afraid of losing and failing.
But sometimes they can be good in their own ways, like make you realise your own mistakes.
But i am too tired.
Too tired about thinking how others think of me and didnt have enough sleep.
How how.
Feel like having a long rest.
plus, that illness which i wont say -.-
so scare sia, no one knows about it. Just let it be there.
Feel like seeing doctor but is afraid...
Whatever.
How.
My God..
Damn tired.
Getting even more tired as days passes on.
I have to endure. Feel like giving up. But i cant.
So stress sia, Dont feel like trying anymore, cos if dont try then wont fail or lose.
haha...
Whatever.
I am a sore loser.
I am afraid of losing and failing.
But sometimes they can be good in their own ways, like make you realise your own mistakes.
But i am too tired.
Too tired about thinking how others think of me and didnt have enough sleep.
How how.
Feel like having a long rest.
plus, that illness which i wont say -.-
so scare sia, no one knows about it. Just let it be there.
Feel like seeing doctor but is afraid...
Whatever.
How.
My God..
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Friday 10 July 2009
Friday 10 july 2009
Yo.
today i lost alot of things -.-
Chinese letter writing blablabla and ss powerpoint.
Bloody de.
the powerpoint dunno who go steal lo.
haha
but eventually i went to reprint.
Very sad day, but in the end, i turned out to felt quite happy.
Yo.
today i lost alot of things -.-
Chinese letter writing blablabla and ss powerpoint.
Bloody de.
the powerpoint dunno who go steal lo.
haha
but eventually i went to reprint.
Very sad day, but in the end, i turned out to felt quite happy.
如果我变成回忆- Tank
累了 交困里努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中 不听话的 就停止了
听着 你心像往常还有热
越美丽越更勇敢的
我还能展示什么
如果我连自己的脉搏 都难掌握
如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你坐挨哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你仍还孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会颁这种法门
想牵着你 槛门上搂紧
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他给你 我不怪你
快乐 什么时候会结束呢
如果我变成回忆 lyrics on
http://music.yeucahat.com/song/Chinese-French/53891-~Tank.html
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的 最舍不得
如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你坐挨哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你仍还孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会颁这种法门
想牵着你 槛门上搂紧
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他给你
如果我变成回忆 最怕我单独终极
顽固的烂在空气 不整理行李 每一寸空隙
原来依然爱我的你总哭 承受失去
这样不公平 请你整理 把我忘记
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Hi...
very sad..
My phone spoil when i contact it with water at sea ):
All my whole secondary 2 life and sentosa pics is in that phone...
Mostly sad because the phone accompany me very long le...dont bear to leave it.
i really like that phone alot, even though its not the latest phone with the best function, camera megapixel whatever..
I felt as though i had lost a relative. Its true...
Hai...
Already very stress by studies, cant let anything affect me...
Hell on...
very sad..
My phone spoil when i contact it with water at sea ):
All my whole secondary 2 life and sentosa pics is in that phone...
Mostly sad because the phone accompany me very long le...dont bear to leave it.
i really like that phone alot, even though its not the latest phone with the best function, camera megapixel whatever..
I felt as though i had lost a relative. Its true...
Hai...
Already very stress by studies, cant let anything affect me...
Hell on...
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Yo.
Long time no post le.
Lol.
Yesterday went out with Thiam hock, Matthew, Da Ji, Ai hua, and ..the rest dunno how to spell.
We went to Tampines. Then followed them go dunno where to visit their ex - manager.
Then when bus-ed back to Tampines, i dropped my handphone on the bus !! LOl
how in the hell i didnt realise my phone isnt with me !!!
Then i panic-ed.
Searched all 291 bus.
Then went to report, blablabla
I was thinking that my phone is now very rare and couldnt find it anywhere and i have a nice number (: 93355989,
Damn nice, dont wanna lost it.
Almost given up hope when Thiam hock called my lost phone and eventually one guy picked up.
Finally, thats some hope i saw (:
then found out actually the guy is the guy at the bus office de people whom i reported to.
Thanks for those guys for helping me out to find my phone.
I had already given up hope but they still want to help me.
(:
Tampines is very fearful for me, as i had lost two things there already 1!!!!!!
ok.
Tml going to Sentosa, quite worried, cos assginments not done.
I will try my best (:
Got to sleep le (:
Long time no post le.
Lol.
Yesterday went out with Thiam hock, Matthew, Da Ji, Ai hua, and ..the rest dunno how to spell.
We went to Tampines. Then followed them go dunno where to visit their ex - manager.
Then when bus-ed back to Tampines, i dropped my handphone on the bus !! LOl
how in the hell i didnt realise my phone isnt with me !!!
Then i panic-ed.
Searched all 291 bus.
Then went to report, blablabla
I was thinking that my phone is now very rare and couldnt find it anywhere and i have a nice number (: 93355989,
Damn nice, dont wanna lost it.
Almost given up hope when Thiam hock called my lost phone and eventually one guy picked up.
Finally, thats some hope i saw (:
then found out actually the guy is the guy at the bus office de people whom i reported to.
Thanks for those guys for helping me out to find my phone.
I had already given up hope but they still want to help me.
(:
Tampines is very fearful for me, as i had lost two things there already 1!!!!!!
ok.
Tml going to Sentosa, quite worried, cos assginments not done.
I will try my best (:
Got to sleep le (:
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Hi.
Today watched Transformers.
Very nice (;
Finally can go out together in this group le, long time never go out in this group and crap together le (:
Very happy today, had alot of fun (:
HAHA.
The movie was damn exciting man, esp when you watch with these friends (:
Never regretted even though my wallet got a big hole ._.""
Lol then thiam hovk damn high when theres some ... scenes. I was stopping him throughout cos i scare ps -.-
haha.
Finally, this group have been reform (:
Ok. Now back to my SS powerpoint, see ya ! (:
Anyway, theres a weird girl call Furlin?? Dont know if i had spelled correctly, she had been calling my house and saying shes "that name". I never gave anyone of my friend my house number cos i have got a hand phone, whose she?? She called yesterday but i was sleeping around 7pm same as today while i was bathing.
And everytime she call i am not available. Hope shes some kind of secret agent or something and asks me to join them -.- cos life is just so boring and without excitement or thrill.
Today watched Transformers.
Very nice (;
Finally can go out together in this group le, long time never go out in this group and crap together le (:
Very happy today, had alot of fun (:
HAHA.
The movie was damn exciting man, esp when you watch with these friends (:
Never regretted even though my wallet got a big hole ._.""
Lol then thiam hovk damn high when theres some ... scenes. I was stopping him throughout cos i scare ps -.-
haha.
Finally, this group have been reform (:
Ok. Now back to my SS powerpoint, see ya ! (:
Anyway, theres a weird girl call Furlin?? Dont know if i had spelled correctly, she had been calling my house and saying shes "that name". I never gave anyone of my friend my house number cos i have got a hand phone, whose she?? She called yesterday but i was sleeping around 7pm same as today while i was bathing.
And everytime she call i am not available. Hope shes some kind of secret agent or something and asks me to join them -.- cos life is just so boring and without excitement or thrill.
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Hi.
Yesterday had a volleyball match at Sembawang Sec.
Then i made a very dangerous dive and lost balance and slammed my back on the floor.
Then now, i couldnt even walk properly, it had been injured before.
No more basketball for this few days, impossible (:
i will still go and play basketball.
I think i shouldnt had made that dive, volleyball isnt that important to me though.
And now im wasted.
Oh ya, got our jersey yesterday.
Not bad.
Im Number 12, actually i wanted Number 3. It has always been my number!
Then snatched by Jevon.
Then i chose 12 because its Dwlight Howard's jersey number -.-
LOL
THis few days damn bored sia, keep asking people out, but all neither not free or is afraid of going out with me .
Whatever,
I want to go out and fun with someone, so sian, school starting soon le, just want to have fun.
Yesterday had a volleyball match at Sembawang Sec.
Then i made a very dangerous dive and lost balance and slammed my back on the floor.
Then now, i couldnt even walk properly, it had been injured before.
No more basketball for this few days, impossible (:
i will still go and play basketball.
I think i shouldnt had made that dive, volleyball isnt that important to me though.
And now im wasted.
Oh ya, got our jersey yesterday.
Not bad.
Im Number 12, actually i wanted Number 3. It has always been my number!
Then snatched by Jevon.
Then i chose 12 because its Dwlight Howard's jersey number -.-
LOL
THis few days damn bored sia, keep asking people out, but all neither not free or is afraid of going out with me .
Whatever,
I want to go out and fun with someone, so sian, school starting soon le, just want to have fun.
Friday, June 19, 2009
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
yo.
today was a pretty bad day.
basketball skills sucks to the max.
I promise i will never play the basketball machine anymore, intercepted with my shooting -.-
Sian, kena thrashed by other people.. i had played with them before, at some where near my house. Their moves are like street basketball moves.
Wa...sian.. my shooting cmi..
after my volleyball competition i will surely pump up my basketball skills, i just cant be insulted anymore..
today was a pretty bad day.
basketball skills sucks to the max.
I promise i will never play the basketball machine anymore, intercepted with my shooting -.-
Sian, kena thrashed by other people.. i had played with them before, at some where near my house. Their moves are like street basketball moves.
Wa...sian.. my shooting cmi..
after my volleyball competition i will surely pump up my basketball skills, i just cant be insulted anymore..
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Yo.
Yesterday went to east coast park to do geog project with marcus junhao daniel and of course me (:
Had fun there, cycle around, took photo of the coastal features.
Saw alot of ... ***
okok..
Then we went over to the chatlet and look for the 3d2n rate...
Ok.. we plan to go there for chatlet. but daniel and marcus say they wanted to pay more, felt very guilty -.-...
The trip back seems longer, anyway overall its not boring at all (:
At the beginning when i was at home, i was thinking and worried that this project may not turn out well. As that project was not easy. But eventually, i am not worry about that anymore, i am just worry of our powerpoint presentation.. -.-
as for today,
We went to chong boon sec early in the morning -.- to train volleyball. as our opponent was different from before. so we think that we have to train harder. Anw its hwa chong.. how to win?
Anw when training halfway, suddenly thought of playing basjketball, then no mood to volleyball liao.. then we leave that place at 12 pm
My knee damn pain, keep falling and slamming my knee to the floor... then got one kind of feeling that my knee was going to betray me -.-
Because we are versusing hwa chong, we have to face the B boy's net, which is damn high, i cant even smack a ball, i know its alrealy too late to train my physical strength le, feel like dropping out of it.
Really tired, even don have the mood to do homework le, see the way i talk also like cmi -.-...
Then at night i also couldnt sleep...
Very tired, but cant sleep, you know that kind of feeling ?
I scare i focus too much on volleyball then later i will lost my basketball de skill...plus, if i am tired from volleyball, how do i play basketball ? then if i play basketball, then very tired, then how to do homework...
God..help, if you are there that is.
I . . actually dont trust God because God dont trust me, i hate God.
He doesnt show up when i needed him, when i was praying hard, for him to appear.
Thats it !
Ya right.
Yesterday went to east coast park to do geog project with marcus junhao daniel and of course me (:
Had fun there, cycle around, took photo of the coastal features.
Saw alot of ... ***
okok..
Then we went over to the chatlet and look for the 3d2n rate...
Ok.. we plan to go there for chatlet. but daniel and marcus say they wanted to pay more, felt very guilty -.-...
The trip back seems longer, anyway overall its not boring at all (:
At the beginning when i was at home, i was thinking and worried that this project may not turn out well. As that project was not easy. But eventually, i am not worry about that anymore, i am just worry of our powerpoint presentation.. -.-
as for today,
We went to chong boon sec early in the morning -.- to train volleyball. as our opponent was different from before. so we think that we have to train harder. Anw its hwa chong.. how to win?
Anw when training halfway, suddenly thought of playing basjketball, then no mood to volleyball liao.. then we leave that place at 12 pm
My knee damn pain, keep falling and slamming my knee to the floor... then got one kind of feeling that my knee was going to betray me -.-
Because we are versusing hwa chong, we have to face the B boy's net, which is damn high, i cant even smack a ball, i know its alrealy too late to train my physical strength le, feel like dropping out of it.
Really tired, even don have the mood to do homework le, see the way i talk also like cmi -.-...
Then at night i also couldnt sleep...
Very tired, but cant sleep, you know that kind of feeling ?
I scare i focus too much on volleyball then later i will lost my basketball de skill...plus, if i am tired from volleyball, how do i play basketball ? then if i play basketball, then very tired, then how to do homework...
God..help, if you are there that is.
I . . actually dont trust God because God dont trust me, i hate God.
He doesnt show up when i needed him, when i was praying hard, for him to appear.
Thats it !
Ya right.
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Yo.
Nowadays kinda irritated by my neighbour.
He thinks he is a big shot and wants everyone's attention.
Rich so what? no big deal.
Everytime he walks by our apartment, he will purposely cough and want our attention and want us to greet him. And sometimes, when he was about to walk past our apartment, he will talk very loudly with his wife and son. Btw, its not just one coincident time. Its being a year.
Think he what ?
Now even worst, whenever he walks past, he will call his son, about aged 3, to knock on our window. Wthe ??
What kind of irony is this ?
What does he want from us?
-.-.
"Bad conviction of ours leads ourselves to our own destruction, in the end you blame others for your mistake" by Alson (:
Nowadays kinda irritated by my neighbour.
He thinks he is a big shot and wants everyone's attention.
Rich so what? no big deal.
Everytime he walks by our apartment, he will purposely cough and want our attention and want us to greet him. And sometimes, when he was about to walk past our apartment, he will talk very loudly with his wife and son. Btw, its not just one coincident time. Its being a year.
Think he what ?
Now even worst, whenever he walks past, he will call his son, about aged 3, to knock on our window. Wthe ??
What kind of irony is this ?
What does he want from us?
-.-.
"Bad conviction of ours leads ourselves to our own destruction, in the end you blame others for your mistake" by Alson (:
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Hi.
I am trying to create a basketball animation using Flash 8.
I miss Flash 8, used to create aimations when i was little and still won some great competitions. But when we received the award - $$$ , the teacher keep and give school.
-.-, she didnt split the $$$ to us sia, we worked very hard for the animation and for the interview. I remember theres five people sitting in front of us at a certain room and they began questioning us why we chose to do this animation etc.
I was just meandering through all their question as mostly all those things were done by me, all my teamates there playing de (:
I remember when i reached home, theres a reporter of the morning de newspaper phoned me and interviewed me, and of course my teamates, about how we felt after beating alot of secondary schools and good de primary schools.
Anyway that was the best period of life which i enjoyed the most, as my efforts, hardwork are always appreciated by friends, people, teacher.
Compared to now, i am just like living a life inside a body which have got no life in it and seldom even notices, leave aside being appreciated.
I think now, is the period which i really need friends by my side.
I really have got alot of problems kept inside me, and ireally want to share with someone else, i dont like to look for ppl to share cos i am afraid that i might be very irritating. Except for Xiangrong aka Nicole who has been away to Taiwan.
When i share with her my problems, i really felt that she really want to listen to my problems and wanted to help me. She'll says special things which really answer my problems and i dunno le.
On the day before she left, i did messaged her, i didnt know she was leaving that day after the day i messaged her, it was a coincidence. So coincident. I think she will be away untill June 26, or about there.. So i can only wish her good luck in her geography project because its quite a big one.
Thank her (:
From all those words i had written above says all, i always wanted to have someone to be able to lean on when i fall.
Hopefully now i wont fall, or i will fall and hurt my head badly as theres no one to lean on. Sometimes when i messaged some of my friends to just talk so to be able to cheer up abit but either they dont reply, or they reply and answer your question half heartedly. Damn them.
If you dont care, just tell me that you dont even care can.
Now i had been through alot of hard tough times alone, some times if i can describe it, i will write in my blog, but sometimes i just have got to keep it to myself. I know everyone have their own problems, i am not saying mine is bigger, nor yours is smaller.
Tough times tough times...
I am trying to create a basketball animation using Flash 8.
I miss Flash 8, used to create aimations when i was little and still won some great competitions. But when we received the award - $$$ , the teacher keep and give school.
-.-, she didnt split the $$$ to us sia, we worked very hard for the animation and for the interview. I remember theres five people sitting in front of us at a certain room and they began questioning us why we chose to do this animation etc.
I was just meandering through all their question as mostly all those things were done by me, all my teamates there playing de (:
I remember when i reached home, theres a reporter of the morning de newspaper phoned me and interviewed me, and of course my teamates, about how we felt after beating alot of secondary schools and good de primary schools.
Anyway that was the best period of life which i enjoyed the most, as my efforts, hardwork are always appreciated by friends, people, teacher.
Compared to now, i am just like living a life inside a body which have got no life in it and seldom even notices, leave aside being appreciated.
I think now, is the period which i really need friends by my side.
I really have got alot of problems kept inside me, and ireally want to share with someone else, i dont like to look for ppl to share cos i am afraid that i might be very irritating. Except for Xiangrong aka Nicole who has been away to Taiwan.
When i share with her my problems, i really felt that she really want to listen to my problems and wanted to help me. She'll says special things which really answer my problems and i dunno le.
On the day before she left, i did messaged her, i didnt know she was leaving that day after the day i messaged her, it was a coincidence. So coincident. I think she will be away untill June 26, or about there.. So i can only wish her good luck in her geography project because its quite a big one.
Thank her (:
From all those words i had written above says all, i always wanted to have someone to be able to lean on when i fall.
Hopefully now i wont fall, or i will fall and hurt my head badly as theres no one to lean on. Sometimes when i messaged some of my friends to just talk so to be able to cheer up abit but either they dont reply, or they reply and answer your question half heartedly. Damn them.
If you dont care, just tell me that you dont even care can.
Now i had been through alot of hard tough times alone, some times if i can describe it, i will write in my blog, but sometimes i just have got to keep it to myself. I know everyone have their own problems, i am not saying mine is bigger, nor yours is smaller.
Tough times tough times...
Yo.
Later going to volleyball training le.
I seriously need to change my blog skin, its being long since the last time i changed it.
If anyone had seen this post and want to offer help, its welcomed (:
I need help -.-
But i dont want to have the identical blogskins with anyone, i just want it to be special and unique.
I hope i know how to customize my own blog skin.
Will try that next time..
Tomorrow, i have a medical appointment at hospital for my back, dont want to go and dont feel like going.
I think they say my back is curved or ?
And had already decided not to go.
GTG late for training le..
Later going to volleyball training le.
I seriously need to change my blog skin, its being long since the last time i changed it.
If anyone had seen this post and want to offer help, its welcomed (:
I need help -.-
But i dont want to have the identical blogskins with anyone, i just want it to be special and unique.
I hope i know how to customize my own blog skin.
Will try that next time..
Tomorrow, i have a medical appointment at hospital for my back, dont want to go and dont feel like going.
I think they say my back is curved or ?
And had already decided not to go.
GTG late for training le..
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Yesterday
I had Volleyball training in school, really enjoyed it, i think its had been like long since i had really enjoyed that CCA.
That day, i got the chance to play a match with the sec 1s and i got to play.
I dont remember myself playing a volleyball match for 2 years. I meant 2 years.
Morning met up with Caijing and Melvyn, i was late by 15 mins, as usual, always late ~.~
Then we had lunch and went training together.
We crapped around and joke about like -.-...
Laugh all the way to school.
Was quite happy that day la.
Thats my conclusion. (:
I had Volleyball training in school, really enjoyed it, i think its had been like long since i had really enjoyed that CCA.
That day, i got the chance to play a match with the sec 1s and i got to play.
I dont remember myself playing a volleyball match for 2 years. I meant 2 years.
Morning met up with Caijing and Melvyn, i was late by 15 mins, as usual, always late ~.~
Then we had lunch and went training together.
We crapped around and joke about like -.-...
Laugh all the way to school.
Was quite happy that day la.
Thats my conclusion. (:
Monday, June 8, 2009
Hi all.
I know i know, long time no blog, sometimes i am lazy, sometimes i wanted to but forgotten to.
I have some deep thoughts and thorough reflections on my actions, thinking and assignments for the past few days.
Hope i wont fail my EOY.
English assignments going to be done soon.
I had been balling everyday since holiday begin. Er...maybe some day misses it but majority didnt.
I wanted to start my assignments and finish it as soon as possible.
I had named every week of the holiday.
-week 1 : Play week.
-week 2 : Assignments week
-week 3 : Last touch up on assignments.
-week 4 : Revision week.
I think that this strategy is very efficient and useful, it doesnt give us that much stress compared to a timetable.
I want to be learn more about psychology and hopefully philosophy (:
i think i will just try..
Today, i just cant find the main points of what to blog about...
I had alot in mind when i aint blogging, but when i wanted to blog, nothing comes out.
Recently,i had alot of weird dreams.
I had dreamed that because i had good results, I have to be transfer to express class -.o??
When schools starts, when i walked into my that express class, everyone was looking at me and thinking why i am there, and i have to explain to every single one of them why i am there ... quite fun though..
This kind of thing never will happen in real life, so its quite fun if i can dreamed about it....
Its rare though...
I hope i dreamed about my future and the future. THe exact future.
I want my existence to be known by many. I have big dreams, but i don know what are they...
Oh ya, recently i had also watched one horror movie, "The Last House on The Left". I strongly recommend to those who wants a good scare or have a fainted heart. Oh ya, i think the movie is rated R.
It has some ... scenes, but its scary... but have no ghosts in it (:
I know i know, long time no blog, sometimes i am lazy, sometimes i wanted to but forgotten to.
I have some deep thoughts and thorough reflections on my actions, thinking and assignments for the past few days.
Hope i wont fail my EOY.
English assignments going to be done soon.
I had been balling everyday since holiday begin. Er...maybe some day misses it but majority didnt.
I wanted to start my assignments and finish it as soon as possible.
I had named every week of the holiday.
-week 1 : Play week.
-week 2 : Assignments week
-week 3 : Last touch up on assignments.
-week 4 : Revision week.
I think that this strategy is very efficient and useful, it doesnt give us that much stress compared to a timetable.
I want to be learn more about psychology and hopefully philosophy (:
i think i will just try..
Today, i just cant find the main points of what to blog about...
I had alot in mind when i aint blogging, but when i wanted to blog, nothing comes out.
Recently,i had alot of weird dreams.
I had dreamed that because i had good results, I have to be transfer to express class -.o??
When schools starts, when i walked into my that express class, everyone was looking at me and thinking why i am there, and i have to explain to every single one of them why i am there ... quite fun though..
This kind of thing never will happen in real life, so its quite fun if i can dreamed about it....
Its rare though...
I hope i dreamed about my future and the future. THe exact future.
I want my existence to be known by many. I have big dreams, but i don know what are they...
Oh ya, recently i had also watched one horror movie, "The Last House on The Left". I strongly recommend to those who wants a good scare or have a fainted heart. Oh ya, i think the movie is rated R.
It has some ... scenes, but its scary... but have no ghosts in it (:
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
I want to blog about today.
TODAY
Today when i woke up, my head was spinning, jumped out from the bad dream.
Dreamed of some of my friends dying, then i felt that actually i can save them from it but i was careless...and i only remember some of the scenes, cant mention names, sounds very wrong, like i cursing them like that...
But thats more to that dream, something felt real, like yesterday dream, its not like its out of the world or something. I couldnt rmb..
TODAY
Today when i woke up, my head was spinning, jumped out from the bad dream.
Dreamed of some of my friends dying, then i felt that actually i can save them from it but i was careless...and i only remember some of the scenes, cant mention names, sounds very wrong, like i cursing them like that...
But thats more to that dream, something felt real, like yesterday dream, its not like its out of the world or something. I couldnt rmb..
hi all.
Got so much too blogged and talk about. lets start from the last Saturday.
30/5/09
Went to Queenstown to buy basketball shoes and basketball wit Daniel and Marcus.
Took a long long time to search for the sohes that are within my budget.
I found a pair of shoes which i like and i had decided to look around for a better one, but when i came back the shoes was sold... -.- then i have got no choice but to buy a shoes which i had in mind but that wasn't in within my budget.
Fianlly, that day credits goes to Daniel and Marcus, i took a long time choosing shoes and looking around for one, i myself was irritated -.-""
Thnks man !
Got so much too blogged and talk about. lets start from the last Saturday.
30/5/09
Went to Queenstown to buy basketball shoes and basketball wit Daniel and Marcus.
Took a long long time to search for the sohes that are within my budget.
I found a pair of shoes which i like and i had decided to look around for a better one, but when i came back the shoes was sold... -.- then i have got no choice but to buy a shoes which i had in mind but that wasn't in within my budget.
Fianlly, that day credits goes to Daniel and Marcus, i took a long time choosing shoes and looking around for one, i myself was irritated -.-""
Thnks man !
Friday, May 29, 2009
yo.
Gotten the I-REACH award . quite happy la...
Actually not really, but still felt abit.
After that then actually wanted to go out with friends or hang around but everyone was not available, so i got no choice but to go home. So boring...
Hai...Got second in position, quite surprised...
Hasnt been happy lately.
Gotten the I-REACH award . quite happy la...
Actually not really, but still felt abit.
After that then actually wanted to go out with friends or hang around but everyone was not available, so i got no choice but to go home. So boring...
Hai...Got second in position, quite surprised...
Hasnt been happy lately.
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
this is one of the national day song.
Whenever i heard ndp songs, i will feel very down, makes me think of my primary school.
Remembering those days that i have fun and sing with my friends...
those days cannot be encountered anymore, i just have to keep on moving ..
i tried not to remember too much la, later will be very emo.
I remember every year, our priamry school will go to yishun town and celebrate together. Then i will try to sit with my friends.
Waving the miniature Singapore flag, untill its broken !
then after that i will go out with my friends, all chiong home to change, then we go arcade play, go playground slack...
Althoguht those things sounds normal, its really not that simple...
Really mis my sch....not to forget thefood there rocks (:
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Friday, May 15, 2009
Hi.
Today is a very critical day.
if i did badly for either subject, or worse, both subjects, i really dunno what i should do le..
Today, as for POA, i am totally giving up on that damn paper..
I kept retrying to balance the accounts but still not blaanced, i had totally used all my knowledge i have on that topic but...
as for CS... Happy about that paper, damn easy like hell...no offense...
As for POA, i felt really sad and ..just very sad...
After the exam i just walked out the class, dont feel like talking to anyone, just very depressed...
Hope i can share my feelings with someone except on this damn blog which cant reply me in any way...
Today is a very critical day.
if i did badly for either subject, or worse, both subjects, i really dunno what i should do le..
Today, as for POA, i am totally giving up on that damn paper..
I kept retrying to balance the accounts but still not blaanced, i had totally used all my knowledge i have on that topic but...
as for CS... Happy about that paper, damn easy like hell...no offense...
As for POA, i felt really sad and ..just very sad...
After the exam i just walked out the class, dont feel like talking to anyone, just very depressed...
Hope i can share my feelings with someone except on this damn blog which cant reply me in any way...
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Hi.
i blog (;
but i know thats no more people coming here (:
its ok.
Realised i gotten older?? Gotten IC etc...
Today went to play basketball, my arm and leg energy was like totally drained..
No strength to do anything..
"Time passes, grab the opportunity to grow, if not it'll be wasted"
We must really treasure everything we have now, after we graduate we will surely miss the school damn loads one...
I am already fore-sighting it now.
Like what happened when i am in primary 6...
Hurtful memories ...
Hai...
Nowadays felt very lonely, after exam so early, then most of my friends will go out with each other, i just go home my self alone...
whatever...dont even think anyone care (:
i blog (;
but i know thats no more people coming here (:
its ok.
Realised i gotten older?? Gotten IC etc...
Today went to play basketball, my arm and leg energy was like totally drained..
No strength to do anything..
"Time passes, grab the opportunity to grow, if not it'll be wasted"
We must really treasure everything we have now, after we graduate we will surely miss the school damn loads one...
I am already fore-sighting it now.
Like what happened when i am in primary 6...
Hurtful memories ...
Hai...
Nowadays felt very lonely, after exam so early, then most of my friends will go out with each other, i just go home my self alone...
whatever...dont even think anyone care (:
Saturday, May 2, 2009
"I want to influence people, if they give me the chance, time and effort. I want to share my wisdom and knowledge with them, if they want, that is."
Hi.
Till now i dont know whether theres still any one who will come to my blog and read my post etc...
Anyway i just want to post to keep track of my life and to record down everything.
Example those setbacks i faced and success that i gained.
Just felt preternatural nowadays. Couldnt help it.
Dunno how to explain.
Hai, yesterday slept at 5 plus, couldnt sleep, actually i can, but i don want to, because maybe i think that i am such a failure so i decided how to sleep, between, it make no difference.
Hi.
Till now i dont know whether theres still any one who will come to my blog and read my post etc...
Anyway i just want to post to keep track of my life and to record down everything.
Example those setbacks i faced and success that i gained.
Just felt preternatural nowadays. Couldnt help it.
Dunno how to explain.
Hai, yesterday slept at 5 plus, couldnt sleep, actually i can, but i don want to, because maybe i think that i am such a failure so i decided how to sleep, between, it make no difference.
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Today i went to extract out my teeth, was scare because i scare my ulcers will accidentally being poke by the dentor .
Ulcers very pain, couldnt talk properly ..
then because i need to extract my teeth, so the doctor inject a needle into my gums so that my gums will be numb and i wont feel any pain.
then i go play with my lips because i cant feel any pain.
I kept pinching my lips very hard but still felt no pain (:
WAHAHA !! I am in god-mode (:
Ulcers very pain, couldnt talk properly ..
then because i need to extract my teeth, so the doctor inject a needle into my gums so that my gums will be numb and i wont feel any pain.
then i go play with my lips because i cant feel any pain.
I kept pinching my lips very hard but still felt no pain (:
WAHAHA !! I am in god-mode (:
Hi.
today i had a pleasant experience.
Mr Ramthan has finally cant take our nonsense anymore and he scolded us like hell.
He is the first teacher i ever seen who scold vulgarities.
He said that he always tell us that we are intelligent, which he always to so, he said he was just lying to us and said that we are total idiot.
Ha.
Stupid Jevon who causes all this and still have the chick to laugh.
Anyways, Mr Ramthan was rather straight forward and actually i like people being so straightforward (:
He speak to us in a very different tone from what he usually speaks and i cant believe he is that type of person.
Anyway i think that his words are rather true, we are just NA students, we arent Express students..
today i had a pleasant experience.
Mr Ramthan has finally cant take our nonsense anymore and he scolded us like hell.
He is the first teacher i ever seen who scold vulgarities.
He said that he always tell us that we are intelligent, which he always to so, he said he was just lying to us and said that we are total idiot.
Ha.
Stupid Jevon who causes all this and still have the chick to laugh.
Anyways, Mr Ramthan was rather straight forward and actually i like people being so straightforward (:
He speak to us in a very different tone from what he usually speaks and i cant believe he is that type of person.
Anyway i think that his words are rather true, we are just NA students, we arent Express students..
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Wednesday 22 April 2009
Yo.
Sian, today i sick ):
then had to endure through the whole day, When i reached home i just immediately collapsed on the bed and tried to have some rest.
then felt very tired to study le, sian,
Why does all these things happen when exam is coming...
I want to get good results.
But i am tired.
Crap.
My ulcers still hurts, it has been there for 2 weeks, then couldnt talk properly.
Because it was too pain..
Sian, today i sick ):
then had to endure through the whole day, When i reached home i just immediately collapsed on the bed and tried to have some rest.
then felt very tired to study le, sian,
Why does all these things happen when exam is coming...
I want to get good results.
But i am tired.
Crap.
My ulcers still hurts, it has been there for 2 weeks, then couldnt talk properly.
Because it was too pain..
Friday, April 17, 2009
April 17 2009 Friday
Hellos.
Sian i failed my poa test a few weeks ago and i kept pestering teacher for a retest, she said she will give for those who had failed but the details she gave was unclear, i really hope theres a retest...
Lets talk about today,
Supposed to do chinese compo and hand in to teacher today but i didnt have the mood to do it so i have to hand in to teacher tml, really dont feel like going to school tml just to give teacher the compo..
then i did some compo in school with Jasmine and Yuying,
Keep joking around, thats why couldnt finish it... -.-
After that we went to lunch together with Yvonne.
We went to eat LAKSA !!
Damn hot and i have ulcers in my mouth, and the weather is so fiery hot ! regretted eating eat, then i couldnt talk properly sometimes for that day because my ulcers really very painful, and it's like i dont even have the strength to open my mouth to talk...
Then we went to northpoint walkwalk, then we stood outside Popular because they all wanted to buy something there and we were having drinks so we can't enter unless after we finish drinking.
then i went toilet, come out, and saw a guy asking Yuying for number !
Woohoo~
He go ask when i am not around !
Haha. coward.
Yuying is damn blur lo, she didnt even know that guy is talking to her -.-"
dots..
Anw today had a great time, was pretty stressed out because of the chinses compo but after that i felt very relax la,
Because Yvonne and Jasmine there keep fooling around -.-.
After tht i went home and went to play basketball straight. i really missed playing basketball, i couldnt even concentrate in class because i kept thinking of playing basketball..
Sian i failed my poa test a few weeks ago and i kept pestering teacher for a retest, she said she will give for those who had failed but the details she gave was unclear, i really hope theres a retest...
Lets talk about today,
Supposed to do chinese compo and hand in to teacher today but i didnt have the mood to do it so i have to hand in to teacher tml, really dont feel like going to school tml just to give teacher the compo..
then i did some compo in school with Jasmine and Yuying,
Keep joking around, thats why couldnt finish it... -.-
After that we went to lunch together with Yvonne.
We went to eat LAKSA !!
Damn hot and i have ulcers in my mouth, and the weather is so fiery hot ! regretted eating eat, then i couldnt talk properly sometimes for that day because my ulcers really very painful, and it's like i dont even have the strength to open my mouth to talk...
Then we went to northpoint walkwalk, then we stood outside Popular because they all wanted to buy something there and we were having drinks so we can't enter unless after we finish drinking.
then i went toilet, come out, and saw a guy asking Yuying for number !
Woohoo~
He go ask when i am not around !
Haha. coward.
Yuying is damn blur lo, she didnt even know that guy is talking to her -.-"
dots..
Anw today had a great time, was pretty stressed out because of the chinses compo but after that i felt very relax la,
Because Yvonne and Jasmine there keep fooling around -.-.
After tht i went home and went to play basketball straight. i really missed playing basketball, i couldnt even concentrate in class because i kept thinking of playing basketball..
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
What your birthday tells you about yourself.
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very Stubborn and money cautious.
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very Stubborn and money cautious.
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
07 April 2009
Hi.
Blog again.
I want to say about my results first .
Blog again.
I want to say about my results first .
Target
English: 4
Math: 1
Combined Science: 4
Chinese : 3
Computer Studies : 1
Social Studies aka Geography : 4
POA : 1
Actual
English: 5
Math: 1
Combined Science: 2
Chinese : 6
Computer Studies : 3
Social Studies aka Geography : 4
POA : 1
My exam results sucks like my friend's business..
I hope i can improve, but i think i couldnt make it because i became very tired because of some minor things. Got to learn to get control of these things..
English: 4
Math: 1
Combined Science: 4
Chinese : 3
Computer Studies : 1
Social Studies aka Geography : 4
POA : 1
Actual
English: 5
Math: 1
Combined Science: 2
Chinese : 6
Computer Studies : 3
Social Studies aka Geography : 4
POA : 1
My exam results sucks like my friend's business..
I hope i can improve, but i think i couldnt make it because i became very tired because of some minor things. Got to learn to get control of these things..
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
31 March 2009
Hi.
Today, i just know i got in 3th instead of 4th.
I also not sure, my friend told me that de.
Because when they flashed the honours roll, when i saw my name on it i very happy like hell (;
Actually i also didnt did very well...
Today in class very funny sia (:
Our last period is SS but the teacher never come, so got a relieve teacher but we still have to do work, then i very bad mood cause i didnt do well in the POA test paper...just disappointed in myself
so i anyhow told the relieve teacher she is very pretty-.-
She is quite old le and got white hair !
Then she say she old le, not call pretty le, me then is counted as pretty-.-...
Then after that she secretly gave me sweets and told me not to tell anyone -.-"
HAHA.
Anyway, i want to thanks Mrs Phua who kept congratulating me on my good results through text(:
She encouraged me to do better next time, and say alot of things la (;
But if next time i do well again, partly should be thanks to her (:
I wonder whether will she see this ? -.-"
....kidding (:
Hai nothing to say le.
It just ended, like it never begin, like in every normal situation...
Today, i just know i got in 3th instead of 4th.
I also not sure, my friend told me that de.
Because when they flashed the honours roll, when i saw my name on it i very happy like hell (;
Actually i also didnt did very well...
Today in class very funny sia (:
Our last period is SS but the teacher never come, so got a relieve teacher but we still have to do work, then i very bad mood cause i didnt do well in the POA test paper...just disappointed in myself
so i anyhow told the relieve teacher she is very pretty-.-
She is quite old le and got white hair !
Then she say she old le, not call pretty le, me then is counted as pretty-.-...
Then after that she secretly gave me sweets and told me not to tell anyone -.-"
HAHA.
Anyway, i want to thanks Mrs Phua who kept congratulating me on my good results through text(:
She encouraged me to do better next time, and say alot of things la (;
But if next time i do well again, partly should be thanks to her (:
I wonder whether will she see this ? -.-"
....kidding (:
Hai nothing to say le.
It just ended, like it never begin, like in every normal situation...
Monday, March 30, 2009
30 March 2009
Today our level ranking is out !
I was VERY VERY VERY Happy !
This is the first time i gotten into the top 10 (:
I was so surprised to see my name there.
Firstly i want to thanks Mrs Phua, who gave me alot of encouragement after the release of results through text.
I really want to thanks her alot, nobody had said those things ever to me before.
From today , i learnt that you must not be too proud of your current achievement and you have to work even harder as there are alot of people catching up.
If we keep thinking that we are very clever, we will never improve.
Anw i got in 4th position (:
I was VERY VERY VERY Happy !
This is the first time i gotten into the top 10 (:
I was so surprised to see my name there.
Firstly i want to thanks Mrs Phua, who gave me alot of encouragement after the release of results through text.
I really want to thanks her alot, nobody had said those things ever to me before.
From today , i learnt that you must not be too proud of your current achievement and you have to work even harder as there are alot of people catching up.
If we keep thinking that we are very clever, we will never improve.
Anw i got in 4th position (:
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Life quotes, cannot survive without them.
“Worry is like a rocking chair--it gives you something to do but it doesn't get you anywhere.”
“Worry often gives a small thing a big shadow.”
“When I look back on all these worries, I remember the story of the old man who said on his deathbed that he had had a lot of trouble in his life, most of which had never happened”
“Worry never robs tomorrow of its sorrow, it only saps today of its joy.”
“It's hard to lose when your standards are so low.”
“You cannot control what happens to you, but you can control your attitude toward what happens to you, and in that, you will be mastering change rather than allowing it to master you.”
“If we don't change, we don't grow. If we don't grow, we are not really living.
“You can't change the past, but you can ruin the present by worrying about the future”
“Change is the essence of life.Be willing to surrender what you are for what you could become.”
“Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.”
p.s. ( i found this all in internet but i do know what they meant!)
Thursday, March 26, 2009
March 26 Wednesday 2009
Hey hey...
Basketball is only the way to relieve all my stress and the sadness which engulf me.
When i just slam the ball damn hard at the board, it just clears my mind (:
So i cant live without basketball 。。。
In the first place i do that because of her lor...
Just hate the one word reply...
Maybe i just dont have confidence in myself unlike myself from the past...
Whenever competitors stood on my way, I know i can counter them...but not now anymore..
This song's lyrics is really meaningful， ，，，
第二顺位 -羅志祥
一直是我 陪你去躲 回忆里的雨
你无心的叹息 有心碎的声音
他的好 他的坏 他的不安定
他的故事 是我和你 爱情里的乌云
从我爱上 爱他的你 那个瞬间起
一直是雨天 你只爱雨天 我用伞保护你
亲吻着 你苦涩 味道的微笑
闭着眼睛 我明白你 想念他的秘密
我一直在 第二顺位 爱着你
一直从雨天 一直到阴天
一直到晴天 你逃离过去
我一直在 第二顺位 等着你
一直从昨天 一直到今天
一直到永远 我相信 是我最爱你
聆听你说 抱歉多过 你说我爱你
你困在雨里 我困在雨里 我的伞湿淋淋
『没关系』是我最常说的一句
就让我等 就算我冷 至少我陪着你
我一直在 第二顺位 爱着你
一直从雨天 一直到阴天
一直到晴天 你逃离过去
我一直在 第二顺位 等着你
一直从昨天 一直到今天
一直到永远 我相信是我最爱你
我一直在 第二顺位 爱着你
一直从雨天 一直到阴天
一直到晴天 你逃离过去
我一直在 第二顺位 等着你
一直从昨天 一直到今天
一直到永远 我相信是我最爱你
Basketball is only the way to relieve all my stress and the sadness which engulf me.
When i just slam the ball damn hard at the board, it just clears my mind (:
So i cant live without basketball 。。。
In the first place i do that because of her lor...
Just hate the one word reply...
Maybe i just dont have confidence in myself unlike myself from the past...
Whenever competitors stood on my way, I know i can counter them...but not now anymore..
This song's lyrics is really meaningful， ，，，
第二顺位 -羅志祥
一直是我 陪你去躲 回忆里的雨
你无心的叹息 有心碎的声音
他的好 他的坏 他的不安定
他的故事 是我和你 爱情里的乌云
从我爱上 爱他的你 那个瞬间起
一直是雨天 你只爱雨天 我用伞保护你
亲吻着 你苦涩 味道的微笑
闭着眼睛 我明白你 想念他的秘密
我一直在 第二顺位 爱着你
一直从雨天 一直到阴天
一直到晴天 你逃离过去
我一直在 第二顺位 等着你
一直从昨天 一直到今天
一直到永远 我相信 是我最爱你
聆听你说 抱歉多过 你说我爱你
你困在雨里 我困在雨里 我的伞湿淋淋
『没关系』是我最常说的一句
就让我等 就算我冷 至少我陪着你
我一直在 第二顺位 爱着你
一直从雨天 一直到阴天
一直到晴天 你逃离过去
我一直在 第二顺位 等着你
一直从昨天 一直到今天
一直到永远 我相信是我最爱你
我一直在 第二顺位 爱着你
一直从雨天 一直到阴天
一直到晴天 你逃离过去
我一直在 第二顺位 等着你
一直从昨天 一直到今天
一直到永远 我相信是我最爱你
Friday, March 20, 2009
March 20 Friday 2009
Hi.
Today i went to Changi Hospital for checkup again..
Hai, not a very pleasant trip there.
The doctor there is so fucking kaobei.
I m already very depress le he still there talking so much to make me feel worse.
Not my usual self ):
Dunno why...
Hai, got so much in mind before but now my mind seems so empty and got nothing to talk about...
Whats wrong man.
Today i went to Changi Hospital for checkup again..
Hai, not a very pleasant trip there.
The doctor there is so fucking kaobei.
I m already very depress le he still there talking so much to make me feel worse.
Not my usual self ):
Dunno why...
Hai, got so much in mind before but now my mind seems so empty and got nothing to talk about...
Whats wrong man.
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Friday, February 27, 2009
27 Febuary 2009
Hi.
Now i dunno how many people will visit my blog ??
Surely about 7 ?
Not sure ...
So pathetic ...
Got so much things to say..
Got asked by alot of people to link them but just dont have the mood to do so... erm...
Maybe now i will do it.. (:
Recently, got alot of problem arise..
But luckily i had encountered alot of stress and alot of problems before so i know how to handle this small problem... (;
Tml i going to vivo with my primary school friends. Reunion...
Shiok, long time no see them...
We are like... after school keep hanging out in the past...
We were like a family.
When friends can be treated as family, its unbreakable...
Sounds so gay -.-
Hai, i am currently avoiding her...
She already have stead, but she said she love me...
Damn, i didnt know that i, in my entire life, would try to avoid a girl i like because she likes me and i dont want to spoil the relationship between them...
I must persevre on, i mustnt reply her messages...
Its hard...
Never done this kind of things befre...
Hai...
Now i dunno how many people will visit my blog ??
Surely about 7 ?
Not sure ...
So pathetic ...
Got so much things to say..
Got asked by alot of people to link them but just dont have the mood to do so... erm...
Maybe now i will do it.. (:
Recently, got alot of problem arise..
But luckily i had encountered alot of stress and alot of problems before so i know how to handle this small problem... (;
Tml i going to vivo with my primary school friends. Reunion...
Shiok, long time no see them...
We are like... after school keep hanging out in the past...
We were like a family.
When friends can be treated as family, its unbreakable...
Sounds so gay -.-
Hai, i am currently avoiding her...
She already have stead, but she said she love me...
Damn, i didnt know that i, in my entire life, would try to avoid a girl i like because she likes me and i dont want to spoil the relationship between them...
I must persevre on, i mustnt reply her messages...
Its hard...
Never done this kind of things befre...
Hai...
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
25 Febuary 2009
Hi.
Today was raining like hell.
I mean i usually like rainy days, but today, nope :p
After computer studies lesson is dismissal, but i have a english project which have to be done by friday so I did decide to do it together with my team members after computer studies.
But I suddenly realised that Rui Ying is trapped in her school because of the rain.
Aiyo, so i went back home to take the umbrella then go fetch her.
I thought that taking a taxi to her school would be faster than taking a bus or an mrt.
But seriously, its not !
When i went up to that taxi, with an umbrella on my hand, i asked him whether if he knows where is CCHY, which is in ktatib.
He said he knows where it is so i boarded it.
Then after quite some time, i realised that he was lost..
Then the money meter keep running ... i was like ... ARGH !!!! But nvm la...
But like this still alright, its when he started to shoot me back with words and keep saying me leh...
Then i really not very happy so i shoot back him.
Then when i finally landed on ktatib mrt station, i immediately ran to her school but by the time i reached there, the rain had already stopped.
Aiya... damn slow...
Then i walked her home and played with her on the way home.
Then after she accompanied me to the bus stop, then we talked there for very long and several buses had passed without even noticing it..
When i was about to board the bus, the bus driver didnt saw me so he closed the door and was about to drive away, so i knocked on the door -.-" then he opened it ..
Damn stupid...
When i boarded the bus, the floor was so slippery that when the bus drove, i was slided all the way through the bus, luckily i didnt fell, but the sliding was ridculous !!! Damn ps...
Omg....
Today was raining like hell.
I mean i usually like rainy days, but today, nope :p
After computer studies lesson is dismissal, but i have a english project which have to be done by friday so I did decide to do it together with my team members after computer studies.
But I suddenly realised that Rui Ying is trapped in her school because of the rain.
Aiyo, so i went back home to take the umbrella then go fetch her.
I thought that taking a taxi to her school would be faster than taking a bus or an mrt.
But seriously, its not !
When i went up to that taxi, with an umbrella on my hand, i asked him whether if he knows where is CCHY, which is in ktatib.
He said he knows where it is so i boarded it.
Then after quite some time, i realised that he was lost..
Then the money meter keep running ... i was like ... ARGH !!!! But nvm la...
But like this still alright, its when he started to shoot me back with words and keep saying me leh...
Then i really not very happy so i shoot back him.
Then when i finally landed on ktatib mrt station, i immediately ran to her school but by the time i reached there, the rain had already stopped.
Aiya... damn slow...
Then i walked her home and played with her on the way home.
Then after she accompanied me to the bus stop, then we talked there for very long and several buses had passed without even noticing it..
When i was about to board the bus, the bus driver didnt saw me so he closed the door and was about to drive away, so i knocked on the door -.-" then he opened it ..
Damn stupid...
When i boarded the bus, the floor was so slippery that when the bus drove, i was slided all the way through the bus, luckily i didnt fell, but the sliding was ridculous !!! Damn ps...
Omg....
Friday, February 20, 2009
I think that i had changed.
Changed back to how i was in primary school.
I think its better, i am more discipline and proactive when i was in primary school.
I also like to talk alot, recently i had kept talking alot, but i have ulcers, if not i can talk even more.
During sec 1 and 2 i really sucks.
I kept behaving how my friends usually behave so that i can blend with them.
But now no more, i think that i am just me, if really alot of people hate me how i am now, i also can do nothing.
I had also realised that i am not afraid to talk to people i dont know. Last time i was very shy and dont dare to talk that much.
Now even if i see some people i dont know de, i will also say hi -.-"
Got alot of sec 1 walked pass my class then i said hi to them and them they kept staring at me -.-"
the last thing is that i had really decided to give up on her, even though i really said alot of times, but this time its final.
I am very tired of this damn thing....
This shall be it.
c.you
p.s. nothing is impossible, if you try it with your all.
Changed back to how i was in primary school.
I think its better, i am more discipline and proactive when i was in primary school.
I also like to talk alot, recently i had kept talking alot, but i have ulcers, if not i can talk even more.
During sec 1 and 2 i really sucks.
I kept behaving how my friends usually behave so that i can blend with them.
But now no more, i think that i am just me, if really alot of people hate me how i am now, i also can do nothing.
I had also realised that i am not afraid to talk to people i dont know. Last time i was very shy and dont dare to talk that much.
Now even if i see some people i dont know de, i will also say hi -.-"
Got alot of sec 1 walked pass my class then i said hi to them and them they kept staring at me -.-"
the last thing is that i had really decided to give up on her, even though i really said alot of times, but this time its final.
I am very tired of this damn thing....
This shall be it.
c.you
p.s. nothing is impossible, if you try it with your all.
20 Febuary 2009
Wa sian... actually i had typed alot of things de but the browser shut down !!!
):
Very irriatating sia...
Hai..
dont feel like posting le...
):
Very irriatating sia...
Hai..
dont feel like posting le...
Monday, February 16, 2009
16 Febuary 2009
Hi.
just wanna share about the things i had learnt from sec 3 camp.
I had learnt that if you always do those things that you like you will become less discipline...
and you must prioritize your time to do the things which is most important first..
Thats all.. back to english homework ... bye
just wanna share about the things i had learnt from sec 3 camp.
I had learnt that if you always do those things that you like you will become less discipline...
and you must prioritize your time to do the things which is most important first..
Thats all.. back to english homework ... bye
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Sunday 15 Febuary 2009
Hi.
So the day when we come back from sec 3 camp was friday the 13...
No wonder so much things happened..
I just want to say something which is bothering me for very long,
I had did so much for her and gone through so much for her but in the end she just treat me as a friend.
I think that i am such a fool.
All my relationships had being a one sided love, but this time, i went the furthest. .
So i will remember it.
I think i should really give up, after all those things i did to her she still treats me as a friends.
Why does all these things always happen to me.
Fool.
So the day when we come back from sec 3 camp was friday the 13...
No wonder so much things happened..
I just want to say something which is bothering me for very long,
I had did so much for her and gone through so much for her but in the end she just treat me as a friend.
I think that i am such a fool.
All my relationships had being a one sided love, but this time, i went the furthest. .
So i will remember it.
I think i should really give up, after all those things i did to her she still treats me as a friends.
Why does all these things always happen to me.
Fool.
Friday, February 13, 2009
13 Febuary 2008
Hi, today i am released from the sec 3 camp.
Actually being released from it, i was quite happy, but something happened.
Lets talk about the camp first.
Day 1
We had some low rope activity which was quite boring and its where our class fell apart.
I think i was abit too much, i didnt follow their orders as i am not really very happy with their arrangement and orders, they just acted good infront of the teachers. I hate "actors".
I promised not to be one. Its so disgusting..
On the first day, i thought i couldnt survive the whole camp, it was very tough and strict, i just thought about alot of negative things.. keep hoping that the next day Guneng Panti Mountain...
Day 2
Today , we woke up extra early because we dosent want to late, the time was quite tight and we have to rush to bath, or else we have to queue up very long for the bathe.
We went for the Mountain expedition after breakfast.
The trip up there was very long. .
Hai... nvm .. no mood to talk about sec 3 camp.
Feeling very terrible now...
Just did something very stupid and wrong...
Maybe i was just too angry at that time...
But what they did was also wrong, I just dunno what to say anymore...
I had already apologised to her and I dont really think she had already forgiven me..
Even though she said she had, she still sound angry.
I am really sorry...
I just dunno....actually wanted to ask her out tml, but now its impossible...
Damn me.
Actually being released from it, i was quite happy, but something happened.
Lets talk about the camp first.
Day 1
We had some low rope activity which was quite boring and its where our class fell apart.
I think i was abit too much, i didnt follow their orders as i am not really very happy with their arrangement and orders, they just acted good infront of the teachers. I hate "actors".
I promised not to be one. Its so disgusting..
On the first day, i thought i couldnt survive the whole camp, it was very tough and strict, i just thought about alot of negative things.. keep hoping that the next day Guneng Panti Mountain...
Day 2
Today , we woke up extra early because we dosent want to late, the time was quite tight and we have to rush to bath, or else we have to queue up very long for the bathe.
We went for the Mountain expedition after breakfast.
The trip up there was very long. .
Hai... nvm .. no mood to talk about sec 3 camp.
Feeling very terrible now...
Just did something very stupid and wrong...
Maybe i was just too angry at that time...
But what they did was also wrong, I just dunno what to say anymore...
I had already apologised to her and I dont really think she had already forgiven me..
Even though she said she had, she still sound angry.
I am really sorry...
I just dunno....actually wanted to ask her out tml, but now its impossible...
Damn me.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Saturday 31 January 2008
P.S. You hate your life? I hate mine too. I doubt everyone like theirs neither..
But you can only try to make your life better for you to like than making it bad for you to
hate.
P.S.Everyone will have sometime when they would feel like giving up, but if you managed to climb over all these obstacles, you will become more determine and stronger when you faced the same challenges in the future, it will be much easier to solve too.
P.S.Realizing that almost nothing needs immediate attention. Stress will start to take hold of you when you begin thinking of the dire consequences of putting certain things off. There is no need for this stress because, again, almost nothing in life needs our immediate attention. Think about it…
more to come...currently busy
But you can only try to make your life better for you to like than making it bad for you to
hate.
P.S.Everyone will have sometime when they would feel like giving up, but if you managed to climb over all these obstacles, you will become more determine and stronger when you faced the same challenges in the future, it will be much easier to solve too.
P.S.Realizing that almost nothing needs immediate attention. Stress will start to take hold of you when you begin thinking of the dire consequences of putting certain things off. There is no need for this stress because, again, almost nothing in life needs our immediate attention. Think about it…
more to come...currently busy
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Wednesday 28 January 2008
Hi..
I went back to Malaysia on the New Year. It has been long since the last time i went there. Alot of things have changed.
The trip there was very embarrassing.
We took train there and it was also our first time talking train to Malaysia and we don know much about the train.
So we bought our tickets and when into the train; some of them cut queue, so unfair -.-
We did not know whether we have a allocated seat to sit so we asked one of the auntie there and she said we could sit anywhere we like.
So we when in, luckily the train have air-con..
Then we just sat down on the seat that we saw.
After 20 mins, the train have not took off, so we just sat there and waited, then suddenly, one guy walked to my parents' seats and told them that the seat is theirs and they had already booked it one month ago..
Then my parents changed to another seat and later another guy came to them and said the seats are theirs...
Then i was damn ps...because those area that we were sitting on are those high-class seats which people had booked long time ago..
Worst of all, my parents still laughed and talked so loudly that all the people kept looking at us..
Hai..dont' feel like talking about it anymore..
Anyway, the trip was long and tiring; till our grandma house in Malaysia.
It took us almost 5 hours to reach there, by the time we reached, it was already 5 plus..
when we reached there, I was very relieved ! I thought finally, i can rest .
After that i bathed and had my dinner, after my dinner we went to a nearby shopping mall call Tesco.
Not all the shop there are open, 90 % of the shop had not open yet because it's New Year .
But one of the arcade is operating and there's a big doraemon outside so i took a picture.
I like that doraemon but didnt know whats its for.
maybe people can ride or it or something??
After that didnt did anything special, if i continue people might fall asleep.
So i will just cut short.
This dog is owned my grandma over there. I took a picture of it because it looked pathetic.
The rest of the picture are just chicken, the picture taken by my camera phone is not very good, actually i tried to take a picture of the black chicken with two small chicken following behind but they kept running away when you approach them, so its hard to take a close-up picture of it..
Thats all, at least for now..
I went back to Malaysia on the New Year. It has been long since the last time i went there. Alot of things have changed.
The trip there was very embarrassing.
We took train there and it was also our first time talking train to Malaysia and we don know much about the train.
So we bought our tickets and when into the train; some of them cut queue, so unfair -.-
We did not know whether we have a allocated seat to sit so we asked one of the auntie there and she said we could sit anywhere we like.
So we when in, luckily the train have air-con..
Then we just sat down on the seat that we saw.
After 20 mins, the train have not took off, so we just sat there and waited, then suddenly, one guy walked to my parents' seats and told them that the seat is theirs and they had already booked it one month ago..
Then my parents changed to another seat and later another guy came to them and said the seats are theirs...
Then i was damn ps...because those area that we were sitting on are those high-class seats which people had booked long time ago..
Worst of all, my parents still laughed and talked so loudly that all the people kept looking at us..
Hai..dont' feel like talking about it anymore..
Anyway, the trip was long and tiring; till our grandma house in Malaysia.
It took us almost 5 hours to reach there, by the time we reached, it was already 5 plus..
when we reached there, I was very relieved ! I thought finally, i can rest .
After that i bathed and had my dinner, after my dinner we went to a nearby shopping mall call Tesco.
Not all the shop there are open, 90 % of the shop had not open yet because it's New Year .
But one of the arcade is operating and there's a big doraemon outside so i took a picture.
I like that doraemon but didnt know whats its for.
maybe people can ride or it or something??
After that didnt did anything special, if i continue people might fall asleep.
So i will just cut short.
This dog is owned my grandma over there. I took a picture of it because it looked pathetic.
The rest of the picture are just chicken, the picture taken by my camera phone is not very good, actually i tried to take a picture of the black chicken with two small chicken following behind but they kept running away when you approach them, so its hard to take a close-up picture of it..
Thats all, at least for now..
Saturday, January 24, 2009
HI..
My spacebar isnt working again !
So, now, I will try to post as patiently as possible.
And some might ask me if my spacebar isn't working, then how do i type this post?
Er... nvm...
Anyway, today I went to Xiang Rong's house with Geraldine.
Damn irritated by her, but I cannot write anything more or else it'll be counted as
cyberbullying -.-"
Ya, it's true..
Xiang Rong damn funny -.-!
Keep making us laugh.
And i had fun there even though we're not able to complete our project.
I felt very irritated because of my keyboard, I have just increase my speed of typing yesterday but now because of my spacebar, I have to type so slow.
Lol..
My spacebar isnt working again !
So, now, I will try to post as patiently as possible.
And some might ask me if my spacebar isn't working, then how do i type this post?
Er... nvm...
Anyway, today I went to Xiang Rong's house with Geraldine.
Damn irritated by her, but I cannot write anything more or else it'll be counted as
cyberbullying -.-"
Ya, it's true..
Xiang Rong damn funny -.-!
Keep making us laugh.
And i had fun there even though we're not able to complete our project.
I felt very irritated because of my keyboard, I have just increase my speed of typing yesterday but now because of my spacebar, I have to type so slow.
Lol..
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Tuesday 20 January 2009
Hi..
Today I had loads of fun !!
I went to K Box with Chen Xiang, Xiang Rong and Cai Hong.
This is my first time I went to k box.
It was fun; all the screaming, out of tune and the snatching of mike and remote control. (:
I really hope that i can go with them to k box again some other time !
And they are also very humorous, if one of them never go then very boring le ...
Today I had loads of fun !!
I went to K Box with Chen Xiang, Xiang Rong and Cai Hong.
This is my first time I went to k box.
It was fun; all the screaming, out of tune and the snatching of mike and remote control. (:
I really hope that i can go with them to k box again some other time !
And they are also very humorous, if one of them never go then very boring le ...
LYRICS
说穿了不是什么大事情
说穿了不过自己去看电影
说穿了只是睡醒看不到你
你放心离去我不要紧
为什么莫名有种矛盾的情绪
给了你祝福又盼望你回心转意
他给的幸福你从笑容就能说明
我还凭什么关心怎么你不抗拒
感情没有防盗锁
爱走不到尽头
不后悔付出过
各自回家的路
试着不再难过
变得成熟
是我能安慰自己
唯一的收获
就离开我别回过头
不要用从前看以后
我猜是我的错
爱怎么被偷走
那只是个感受
如果离开
是爱你最后的承诺
多年以后
偶尔记得那疯狂
不成熟的我
不说穿了
不要结果
为什么莫名有种矛盾的情绪
给了你祝福又盼望你回心转意
他给的幸福你从笑容就能说明
我还凭什么关心怎么你不抗拒
感情没有防盗锁
爱走不到尽头
不后悔付出过
各自回家的路
试着不再难过
变得成熟
是我能安慰自己
唯一的收获
就离开我别回过头
不要用从前看以后
我猜是我的错
爱怎么被偷走
那只是个感受
如果离开
是爱你最后的承诺
多年以后
偶尔记得那疯狂
不成熟的我
不说穿了
不要结果
不伪装了
我的难过
Monday, January 19, 2009
Monday 19 January 2008 2211
Hi..
Usual opening..
Unusual feeling..
I clutched on hope on the other side but yet on the other side, i dunno whats happening there..
Its now impossible to ever concentrate on lesson..
I hope that i can just read her mind and know whats she's thinking..
She just treats me as a friend, what the fuck am i thinking ?
Whatever..
Usual opening..
Unusual feeling..
I clutched on hope on the other side but yet on the other side, i dunno whats happening there..
Its now impossible to ever concentrate on lesson..
I hope that i can just read her mind and know whats she's thinking..
She just treats me as a friend, what the fuck am i thinking ?
Whatever..
Sunday, January 18, 2009
18 Sunday January 2008 2024
Hi..
Today went to amk hub with Vanessa.
Damn funny lo, we kept joking around and fooling around -.-"
Then after that we went to J8 and i saw Pearlyn there.
After that we walk around J8 and lastly, we went to Action City.
It was very fun there !
There have got alot of things to play with, and theres a special aeroplane boardgame, that was fun!
Then we played in that shop for about 45mins then i gtg leave to meet my friends to play basketball.
Today went to amk hub with Vanessa.
Damn funny lo, we kept joking around and fooling around -.-"
Then after that we went to J8 and i saw Pearlyn there.
After that we walk around J8 and lastly, we went to Action City.
It was very fun there !
There have got alot of things to play with, and theres a special aeroplane boardgame, that was fun!
Then we played in that shop for about 45mins then i gtg leave to meet my friends to play basketball.
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Thanks
Special thanks to...
Audrey
Jiayee
Huishi
Raynor
Vanessa
Serlee
Caihong
Yijun
Hermia
Li ting
Irina
Ruqing
Xiangrong
Yunting
Pearlyn
(Those who wish me happy birthday)
Extra Special Thanks To..
Yunting and Pearlyn (for spending my birthday with me)
XiangRong and Caihong (for giving me presents for my day)
If I didnt include you in this list and you had wished me happy birthday please spam and complain to me (:
Audrey
Jiayee
Huishi
Raynor
Vanessa
Serlee
Caihong
Yijun
Hermia
Li ting
Irina
Ruqing
Xiangrong
Yunting
Pearlyn
(Those who wish me happy birthday)
Extra Special Thanks To..
Yunting and Pearlyn (for spending my birthday with me)
XiangRong and Caihong (for giving me presents for my day)
If I didnt include you in this list and you had wished me happy birthday please spam and complain to me (:
Saturday January 2008 2226
Hi !!
Today i went to Orchard with YunTing and Pearlyn.
At the beginning we didnt talk much and i was too quiet, then the atmosphere became very weird -.-"
Its only the two of them are talking... and i was just walking, following them ..
BUT
Eventually it turned out to be very fun !
We went to eat at Taka and the whole food court was fully occupied and we doesnt have a seat to sit.
Eventually we did found a seat.
We sat down and ordered our food, and i was damn full ! And i don want to waste the food so i tried to eat as much as i can but i just couldnt.
Later on, Pearlyn said she wanted to go to the washroom, and left me and Yunting there.
I was thinking like.. why Pearlyn took so long in the washroom, about ...quite long.
Then when i saw she came back, i thought she had a terrible stomache but actually, to my surprise, she actually bought me a birthday cake !
I was so shocked !!!!!!!!!!
No wonder she spent so long in the "washroom" -.-"
But i was very happy (: and touched .
First friend ever bought a birthday cake for me, and actually Yunting knew it but she acted like she dunno, -.-!! , thats what a surprise meant !
Then they sang birthday song for me.
Damn happy (: but i was too full to eat the cake so i brought it home. (oh shit i forgot about that cake which is still in my bag !!)
After that we walked out of Taka and walk walk walk ...
Then ...
We found a bear
It was cute, I went to touch it's or his head as it look so round, the touch was memorizing.
I look weird in that picture.
I had alot of fun today, although in the beginning i was too boring and quiet but eventually we talked quite alot together and the atmoshpere was higher than before (:
I will surely look forward to the next outing with them !
And i am really happy today (:
It was just like a dream come through, i hope i can stop time at that instant..
Today i went to Orchard with YunTing and Pearlyn.
At the beginning we didnt talk much and i was too quiet, then the atmosphere became very weird -.-"
Its only the two of them are talking... and i was just walking, following them ..
BUT
Eventually it turned out to be very fun !
We went to eat at Taka and the whole food court was fully occupied and we doesnt have a seat to sit.
Eventually we did found a seat.
We sat down and ordered our food, and i was damn full ! And i don want to waste the food so i tried to eat as much as i can but i just couldnt.
Later on, Pearlyn said she wanted to go to the washroom, and left me and Yunting there.
I was thinking like.. why Pearlyn took so long in the washroom, about ...quite long.
Then when i saw she came back, i thought she had a terrible stomache but actually, to my surprise, she actually bought me a birthday cake !
I was so shocked !!!!!!!!!!
No wonder she spent so long in the "washroom" -.-"
But i was very happy (: and touched .
First friend ever bought a birthday cake for me, and actually Yunting knew it but she acted like she dunno, -.-!! , thats what a surprise meant !
Then they sang birthday song for me.
Damn happy (: but i was too full to eat the cake so i brought it home. (oh shit i forgot about that cake which is still in my bag !!)
After that we walked out of Taka and walk walk walk ...
Then ...
We found a bear
It was cute, I went to touch it's or his head as it look so round, the touch was memorizing.
I look weird in that picture.
I had alot of fun today, although in the beginning i was too boring and quiet but eventually we talked quite alot together and the atmoshpere was higher than before (:
I will surely look forward to the next outing with them !
And i am really happy today (:
It was just like a dream come through, i hope i can stop time at that instant..
Friday, January 16, 2009
16 Febuary 2008 2201
Yoohoo~
Tomorrow is my birthday !
Today i have to leave school early for medical appointment.
Then the physics teacher very bad leh, don want sign for me the sign out form..
I panicked because i am afraid that i might be late for the appointment.
But luckily i managed to find Mr Zhou..
The trip back was so boring, and i don have a seat so i stand.
But i was damn tired and almost fell asleep standing and almost lost grip of the holding bar.
And i want to thanks Xiang Rong for the birthday present, she wrote me the birthday card and i almost cry because what she wrote was damn touching ):
Thanks to those who wish me happy birthday, those who never wish me will have a bad year this year !!
WAHAHA !!
No la , just joking (:
Tomorrow is my birthday !
Today i have to leave school early for medical appointment.
Then the physics teacher very bad leh, don want sign for me the sign out form..
I panicked because i am afraid that i might be late for the appointment.
But luckily i managed to find Mr Zhou..
The trip back was so boring, and i don have a seat so i stand.
But i was damn tired and almost fell asleep standing and almost lost grip of the holding bar.
And i want to thanks Xiang Rong for the birthday present, she wrote me the birthday card and i almost cry because what she wrote was damn touching ):
Thanks to those who wish me happy birthday, those who never wish me will have a bad year this year !!
WAHAHA !!
No la , just joking (:
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Thursday 15 January 2008 2149
Hi.
Today was fun.
I have fun.
Fun was today.
Basic English =.="
Today went to play basketball with ZhongHsien, Rich, Maggie, Jun hao, Wei Tao, Wei Cai and Yvonne.
Damn fun and the atmosphere was damn high, crowded.
And today lesson in Computer lab was also very fun, we Powernap in the computer lab :D
I was always looking forward to that day.
Tomorrow actually i never go to school one, but just feel like going for awhile then abut 11 30 have to leave to see doctor..
Damn far sia..Changi Hospital =.=
And tomorrow tomorrow is my birthday !!
Damn excited for nothing.
(:
i hate the bright classroom
Today was fun.
I have fun.
Fun was today.
Basic English =.="
Today went to play basketball with ZhongHsien, Rich, Maggie, Jun hao, Wei Tao, Wei Cai and Yvonne.
Damn fun and the atmosphere was damn high, crowded.
And today lesson in Computer lab was also very fun, we Powernap in the computer lab :D
I was always looking forward to that day.
Tomorrow actually i never go to school one, but just feel like going for awhile then abut 11 30 have to leave to see doctor..
Damn far sia..Changi Hospital =.=
And tomorrow tomorrow is my birthday !!
Damn excited for nothing.
(:
i hate the bright classroom
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Tuesday 13 January 2008 2225
| How will I die? Your Result: You will die of boredom. Try not to take so many quizzes. And while this answer may seem like a joke, it most certainly is not. Boredom is one of the most frequent causes of death. The body will simply stop functioning. Try not to become an excercise junkie. One cannot escape destiny... | |
| You will die in a car accident. | |
| You will die while having sex. | |
| You will be murdered. | |
| You will die in a nuclear holocaust. | |
| You will die from a terminal illness. | |
| You will die while saving someone's life. | |
| You will die in your sleep. | |
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Hi.
This few days very tired and if i have the time, i will try to play some games relax myself or go and play basketball.
Actually i was going to post a post yesterday but i fell sick because i played basketball under the blazing hot sun yesterday. I didnt do any of my homework as i couldnt concentrate at all, i got a flu, cough headache and mild fever. I didnt have a fever for a very long time, maybe i didnt drink much water. I have alot of things to say ytd but now i cant remember any =.="
Actually, i do quite dislike the class sitting arrangement, its damn boring there, and the class is damn bright ! For some reasons ..
I wonder if brightness can drain our energy ?
Izit why i felt so tired ? -.-"
4 more days to my birthday, erm...wonder how will i celebrate ?
Or how many birthday present will i receive ?
and i really appreciate those who already wish me happy birthday now !
Thanks ):
I am touched -.=.
quite...
Anw the luo zhi xiang mv damn nice, cool !
For now, i am just blindly going to school waiting for dismissal to go home and rest.
Just hoping hopelessly that everything will be easy for me in school, which is not good ):
Maybe i need some more time !
Tml is wednesday, can sleep longer,
and friday the 16 is wat i am waiting for a long time !
Maybe after that day to changi hospital will change my life alot . but the trip there is damn long =.= so i will be leaving school early..
just hope after that day everything will be better..
Thursday, January 8, 2009
Thursday, 8 January 2008 2029
HI.
So long never blog le, even though everyday log in but don really have the mood to do so.
And i got alot of things to say but now all the ideas gone le =.=
So lets just talk about today..
Had lessons till 4.30pm, damn tired sia.
Even though i have enough sleep but everytime just wake up not long then felt tired le.
Tired sia....sian
So much stress.
So long never blog le, even though everyday log in but don really have the mood to do so.
And i got alot of things to say but now all the ideas gone le =.=
So lets just talk about today..
Had lessons till 4.30pm, damn tired sia.
Even though i have enough sleep but everytime just wake up not long then felt tired le.
Tired sia....sian
So much stress.
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
| Are you a stalker? Your Result: not a stalker congrats! Your not a stalker which means you don't follow a lot of people. I don't know why because some people feel like they are born to stalk! Anyways, Your not a stalker... | |
| Stalker | |
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| What is your True Fear? Your Result: Being Alone While you may act like you don't care on the outside, on the inside your biggest fear is being alone. You can be quite shy and reserved. You feel like a lot of times people don't really see the real you. You're afraid that no one will really truly love you, and that you will be alone for the rest of your life. On the inside you are great person, so just remember that and don't let your shy nature get the best of you! If you don't want to be a lone then you need to make an effort to be with someone. Show the people that you care about that you really love them, and chances are someone will always be there, even if you think they won't. | |
| Death | |
| Losing Someone | |
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| Where Your life is Going | |
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Wednesday December 31 2008 1053
Hi.
Just blogged.
Yesterday I slept at 11.55pm .
Damn happy (:
For the whole holiday I cant sleep for the whole night until 1.30am then can sleep..
So today i woke up at about 5 am plus, because if i slept enough i will automatically wake up.
Then i woke up and have nothing to do...
Then listened to radio...
Then suddenly remember a feeling i always had in primary school..
Then i suddenly remember alot of things from the past.
Then suddenly very emotional -.-
Then lastly i thought of Sylvia -.-"
I still have some feelings for her, even though till now i have like some other people because i tell myself to forget her.
I cant believe it, it's being 4 years...4 years
Why after so long still thought of her ?
Damn it .
Just blogged.
Yesterday I slept at 11.55pm .
Damn happy (:
For the whole holiday I cant sleep for the whole night until 1.30am then can sleep..
So today i woke up at about 5 am plus, because if i slept enough i will automatically wake up.
Then i woke up and have nothing to do...
Then listened to radio...
Then suddenly remember a feeling i always had in primary school..
Then i suddenly remember alot of things from the past.
Then suddenly very emotional -.-
Then lastly i thought of Sylvia -.-"
I still have some feelings for her, even though till now i have like some other people because i tell myself to forget her.
I cant believe it, it's being 4 years...4 years
Why after so long still thought of her ?
Damn it .
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Wednesday 24 December 2008 9.46pm .
Yo..
tml i going cut my hairs le ...Damn sian sia.. i cannot bear to leave my hair -.-"
So i took some last pictures...
Wednesday 24 December 2008 9.46pm
Hi.
Today i had a damn nice dream :D
Want to hear ?
If dun wan to hear then click the cross at the top right hand corner (:
Anyway here goes...
I dreamt of myself waking up from some kind of dream, by the time i woke up, it was already 7pm+
So i walked out of my room and saw my family at the living room.
All the arrangement of the funiture seems different from what i am having now and the kind of feel is also different...
Out of the sudden, i suddenly wanted to look at the calender and found out that it was 2010 .. -.-
I asked my parents izit really 2010 now ?
Ya duh...they replied.
And immediately, i told them i was from 2008 and they say dont lie la...so lame-.-
I kept arguing with them saying i am really from 2008 !
I told them maybe its time travel ?
So I thot i was dreaming in that dream so i went back to bed in my dream de dream and suddenly i woke up in my dream de dream and i was relieved i woke up from it..(i still dreaming-.-)
When I woke up, I immediately checked my mobile phone's calender and was relieved to find out its still 2008 .. So i went back to sleep and see if its really time travel ..
I woke up in some kind of ball room or some kind of mansion. Its pretty crowded and all they ppl seems very busy.
I was only the one standing in the middle of the crowd, doing nothing, just staring at them..
Because i was still foreign to that place and i didnt know anyone there.
I noticed a stairs leading down wards and i went down to have a look, i saw a guy who seems quite friendly so i asked him the year which i was in, and he told me it was 2010...
I thought ... Its must be time travel !! WOOhoo~
Suddenly a blasting sounds of bloody screaming roared the entire place !!
I was damn startled ...
Then immediately i saw a few zombies attacking humans swiftly..
The numbers of them grew larger and larger as i saw theres alot more behind ...
I ran up the stairs as fast as possible and the whole place is in a mess...
EVeryone was running for their life and some even climbed up the walls...
Eventually...the wall cannot withstand the weight of all those ppl
and all the wall collapsed !
Everyone including me tried to get out of the crashing down of walls ..
i just ran as hard as i could out of the building...
When i reached outside, i stunned for a moment , the scenery is perfect !
Maybe this is how it looks in the future (:
At that point of time, i felt very carefree. nobody know me, i know nobody , i am just alone ...damn nice
Suddenly i woke up from my dream de dream again -.-
I wanted to try that again ...i thought.
So i fell asleep in my dream again...but this time i travel with one of my friend tgt..
We had fun there, and damn romantic sia...
Becoz the traffic there is like crazy and busy, so i pulled her hand and held it as close to me as possible, and then she leaned on me .. WOO ~
Thats still more but i lazy to type le..i bet those who are reading this are tired too ! its like damn long and confusing...but that dream is really nice...
HEHE :D
Today i had a damn nice dream :D
Want to hear ?
If dun wan to hear then click the cross at the top right hand corner (:
Anyway here goes...
I dreamt of myself waking up from some kind of dream, by the time i woke up, it was already 7pm+
So i walked out of my room and saw my family at the living room.
All the arrangement of the funiture seems different from what i am having now and the kind of feel is also different...
Out of the sudden, i suddenly wanted to look at the calender and found out that it was 2010 .. -.-
I asked my parents izit really 2010 now ?
Ya duh...they replied.
And immediately, i told them i was from 2008 and they say dont lie la...so lame-.-
I kept arguing with them saying i am really from 2008 !
I told them maybe its time travel ?
So I thot i was dreaming in that dream so i went back to bed in my dream de dream and suddenly i woke up in my dream de dream and i was relieved i woke up from it..(i still dreaming-.-)
When I woke up, I immediately checked my mobile phone's calender and was relieved to find out its still 2008 .. So i went back to sleep and see if its really time travel ..
I woke up in some kind of ball room or some kind of mansion. Its pretty crowded and all they ppl seems very busy.
I was only the one standing in the middle of the crowd, doing nothing, just staring at them..
Because i was still foreign to that place and i didnt know anyone there.
I noticed a stairs leading down wards and i went down to have a look, i saw a guy who seems quite friendly so i asked him the year which i was in, and he told me it was 2010...
I thought ... Its must be time travel !! WOOhoo~
Suddenly a blasting sounds of bloody screaming roared the entire place !!
I was damn startled ...
Then immediately i saw a few zombies attacking humans swiftly..
The numbers of them grew larger and larger as i saw theres alot more behind ...
I ran up the stairs as fast as possible and the whole place is in a mess...
EVeryone was running for their life and some even climbed up the walls...
Eventually...the wall cannot withstand the weight of all those ppl
and all the wall collapsed !
Everyone including me tried to get out of the crashing down of walls ..
i just ran as hard as i could out of the building...
When i reached outside, i stunned for a moment , the scenery is perfect !
Maybe this is how it looks in the future (:
At that point of time, i felt very carefree. nobody know me, i know nobody , i am just alone ...damn nice
Suddenly i woke up from my dream de dream again -.-
I wanted to try that again ...i thought.
So i fell asleep in my dream again...but this time i travel with one of my friend tgt..
We had fun there, and damn romantic sia...
Becoz the traffic there is like crazy and busy, so i pulled her hand and held it as close to me as possible, and then she leaned on me .. WOO ~
Thats still more but i lazy to type le..i bet those who are reading this are tired too ! its like damn long and confusing...but that dream is really nice...
HEHE :D
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Tuesday 23 December 2008 2.20pm
Hi.
Christmas and New Year is coming soon and I have no idea how to celebrate it..
I hope i can celebrate with a group of friends but it seems impossible.
Erm...damn bored -.-
Didnt go anywhere special in the holidays...
Everyday is repeating...and repeating..and repeating...
School reopening soon le, i hope i can do one last special and fun thing .
Christmas and New Year is coming soon and I have no idea how to celebrate it..
I hope i can celebrate with a group of friends but it seems impossible.
Erm...damn bored -.-
Didnt go anywhere special in the holidays...
Everyday is repeating...and repeating..and repeating...
School reopening soon le, i hope i can do one last special and fun thing .
Friday, December 19, 2008
Friday 19 December 2008 8.53pm
Hi.
Wa...
Yesterday i went to play basketball damn scary sia -.-
I was alone at the court at that time, then i shoot the ball suddenly stuck on the ring ...
Then i thought: Die liao.. How to get it down like that -.-
Then i tried to use my slippers to throw and hope it drop down -.-
But of course slippers wont work la !
Then i thought hard again...
To knock the ball down i need a heavy and hard object to throw at the ball so it can drop down.... The first thing i thought of is my handphone -.+
Then my aiming damn ...great..
Behind the basketball ring got a flat surface metal thingy then my phone stuck on top there o.o
Now have two things stuck on top ...
I thought of getting the ball down first, because jus now i panic too much so didnt think properly ..
i suddenly rmb i can shake the whole basket in order to make the ball drop down -.-
So i jumped and pull the basketball net and then whole thing vibrate like siao -.-
Of course the ball did drop down...
But my phone is still up there o.o
I kept throwing my ball at the ring and hope my phone can drop down but it just wont ...
Then i looked at the grass patch there, got a damn long branch !
At the end of the branch still have a curve thingy which makes it perfect for getting for my phone o.o
Then my phone drop from so high down 0.o
In the end...i went home -.-
Never understood...
Wa...
Yesterday i went to play basketball damn scary sia -.-
I was alone at the court at that time, then i shoot the ball suddenly stuck on the ring ...
Then i thought: Die liao.. How to get it down like that -.-
Then i tried to use my slippers to throw and hope it drop down -.-
But of course slippers wont work la !
Then i thought hard again...
To knock the ball down i need a heavy and hard object to throw at the ball so it can drop down.... The first thing i thought of is my handphone -.+
Then my aiming damn ...great..
Behind the basketball ring got a flat surface metal thingy then my phone stuck on top there o.o
Now have two things stuck on top ...
I thought of getting the ball down first, because jus now i panic too much so didnt think properly ..
i suddenly rmb i can shake the whole basket in order to make the ball drop down -.-
So i jumped and pull the basketball net and then whole thing vibrate like siao -.-
Of course the ball did drop down...
But my phone is still up there o.o
I kept throwing my ball at the ring and hope my phone can drop down but it just wont ...
Then i looked at the grass patch there, got a damn long branch !
At the end of the branch still have a curve thingy which makes it perfect for getting for my phone o.o
Then my phone drop from so high down 0.o
In the end...i went home -.-
Never understood...
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Monday, December 15, 2008
December 15 Monday 2008 1.41pm
Hi .
Ytd i went to play basketball with them-.-
Then its like..very fun.
its being long since i have this kind of fun without any trouble or worry.
Maybe you guys wont understand it after all ..
Ytd i went to play basketball with them-.-
Then its like..very fun.
its being long since i have this kind of fun without any trouble or worry.
Maybe you guys wont understand it after all ..
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Thursday 11 December 2008
Yo~
I blog again (:
Ytd attended cca...its have been so long since i ever go -.-
Go there also have nothing to do...
Nothing to talk about le ...-.0
I blog again (:
Ytd attended cca...its have been so long since i ever go -.-
Go there also have nothing to do...
Nothing to talk about le ...-.0
Monday, December 8, 2008
Monday December 8 2008 3.54pm
Hi.. my blog is back (:
Nothing special (:
i have changed my link and link me if can .
I try my next year de long pants and wad i can only say is it look nerdy -.-
I have skipped my cca for very long le, maybe i will go for the next coming cca.
Alot of changes made to my life and i have realised damn lot of things.
Friends ? Haha what a joke -.-
Thats no such things as real friendship in my life, therefore it doesnt exist in my world.
Huh ? He called me a stalker dog ? Haha, lol...wad a joke...
Erm...nice try but not good enough -.-
I have been called loads of names untill i am used to it...
Neh...this is one of the most babygirlgirl nickname i have ever heard-.-
Okok...
For all those out there who wan to "play" with me just got an advise to them...plz dont cry -.-
haha (:
Nothing special (:
i have changed my link and link me if can .
I try my next year de long pants and wad i can only say is it look nerdy -.-
I have skipped my cca for very long le, maybe i will go for the next coming cca.
Alot of changes made to my life and i have realised damn lot of things.
Friends ? Haha what a joke -.-
Thats no such things as real friendship in my life, therefore it doesnt exist in my world.
Huh ? He called me a stalker dog ? Haha, lol...wad a joke...
Erm...nice try but not good enough -.-
I have been called loads of names untill i am used to it...
Neh...this is one of the most babygirlgirl nickname i have ever heard-.-
Okok...
For all those out there who wan to "play" with me just got an advise to them...plz dont cry -.-
haha (:
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