Hi.
I am trying to create a basketball animation using Flash 8.
I miss Flash 8, used to create aimations when i was little and still won some great competitions. But when we received the award - $$$ , the teacher keep and give school.
-.-, she didnt split the $$$ to us sia, we worked very hard for the animation and for the interview. I remember theres five people sitting in front of us at a certain room and they began questioning us why we chose to do this animation etc.
I was just meandering through all their question as mostly all those things were done by me, all my teamates there playing de (:
I remember when i reached home, theres a reporter of the morning de newspaper phoned me and interviewed me, and of course my teamates, about how we felt after beating alot of secondary schools and good de primary schools.
Anyway that was the best period of life which i enjoyed the most, as my efforts, hardwork are always appreciated by friends, people, teacher.
Compared to now, i am just like living a life inside a body which have got no life in it and seldom even notices, leave aside being appreciated.

I think now, is the period which i really need friends by my side.
I really have got alot of problems kept inside me, and ireally want to share with someone else, i dont like to look for ppl to share cos i am afraid that i might be very irritating. Except for Xiangrong aka Nicole who has been away to Taiwan.
When i share with her my problems, i really felt that she really want to listen to my problems and wanted to help me. She'll says special things which really answer my problems and i dunno le.
On the day before she left, i did messaged her, i didnt know she was leaving that day after the day i messaged her, it was a coincidence. So coincident. I think she will be away untill June 26, or about there.. So i can only wish her good luck in her geography project because its quite a big one.
Thank her (:

From all those words i had written above says all, i always wanted to have someone to be able to lean on when i fall.
Hopefully now i wont fall, or i will fall and hurt my head badly as theres no one to lean on. Sometimes when i messaged some of my friends to just talk so to be able to cheer up abit but either they dont reply, or they reply and answer your question half heartedly. Damn them.
If you dont care, just tell me that you dont even care can.
Now i had been through alot of hard tough times alone, some times if i can describe it, i will write in my blog, but sometimes i just have got to keep it to myself. I know everyone have their own problems, i am not saying mine is bigger, nor yours is smaller.

Tough times tough times...