Tired.
Damn tired.
Getting even more tired as days passes on.
I have to endure. Feel like giving up. But i cant.
So stress sia, Dont feel like trying anymore, cos if dont try then wont fail or lose.
haha...
Whatever.
I am a sore loser.
I am afraid of losing and failing.
But sometimes they can be good in their own ways, like make you realise your own mistakes.
But i am too tired.
Too tired about thinking how others think of me and didnt have enough sleep.
How how.
Feel like having a long rest.
plus, that illness which i wont say -.-
so scare sia, no one knows about it. Just let it be there.
Feel like seeing doctor but is afraid...
Whatever.
How.
My God..