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Today got back english paper.
I failed.

hai, i felt as though my life had been altered. Or just someone had cursed me.
doing alot of things i don want to do, and alot of things supposed to be done not done.

I was very confident in my english paper but in the end i failed );
I dunno what i should do le.
I know that there will be some one laughing at my failure...

Yesterday i didnt go to school.
Most of the people didnt even realise i am gone, thats just show how significant i am.

I had try so hard to be a friend but in the end, it just doesnt worked out.

Was very sad today.

Thanks marie junhao and minqi for coming over to console me (:
thanks, i know they will nvr see this but this is the time when true friends appear and fake friends emerged, its easily able to divide them.
Thanks for caring (:

I am always alone, and i dunno why, everytime i want to join into the group, i just felt like i am an outcast.
And when i tried talking to people, even though they are just beside me, i have to call them 5 times then they will hear me or after i talked to them, they never even bother to reply and just looked away.
I just felt so bad coming to school everyday, really very sad, it just crush my already-gone confidence. For those who want to know why i never come on tues, hoping there are some who wants to know, its bvecause i don wan to face them. I felt like an idiot, a fool, just sitting there talking to myself. I am pathetic, laugh at me.