2012-2013 summary ~

Hello ~ Long time no blog le! alot of things i wanna blog about but I am so lazy ;p Firstly i want to talk about my deferment. Was happy that i was deferred from NS. Now I must realyl choose the course i want carefully. The admission of DAE starts already but I still haven research on the course i want even though i have a few on my mind. I am just scare that i might choose the wrong course again and just escaping. I didnt want to choose one so fast, but if i dont do it in time, I will have to go NS ): Not even sure if I am able to get into the course i want also though. For the past few months i spent most of my time at Rubi. After quitting school i joined Rubi and have worked there since then. I learned alot there and get to know many friends (: I become a better and funnier person through working there. I become more open and more confident to talk to people, really grateful for my friends over there (: Yesterday was my birthday, didnt celebrate it cos i dont have any plans ): Was quite sad though. I spent my birthday at Rubi working as i dont want to stay at home and do nothing. At least i can keep myself busy and stop myself from thinking so much. Ya! And I dyed my hair slightly blond! Was really not used to it and when i go out people will keep staring.. ( cos its just so nice ) (: HAHA was really happy that my life is becoming better. Hope life doesnt come back and kick me in the ass! After dying blond, i will dye white and i will stay white awhile and then i will dye red (: I was abit hesitant about dying red as I scare it wont be nice >.< But i thought I only live and is only young once, why not try something new and daring? (Not YOLO) just got to be at your best at any given time so there will be no regrets and live life to the fullest. Only we ourselves can make us happy. Dont depend your happiness on someone else.