I saw Her !! Thats so many things on my mind when I saw her. But. She will just think I am weird, like im a pervertic stalker stalking her but im not. But its my fault anyway, any normal human beings will think I am from all those messages I have sent her... I thought she still have feelings for me when last year i saw her at the Yishun CC study room and I caught glimpse of her staring at me. I guess it was all one-sided, i was thinkign too much. How could she be staring at me? HAHHAHA joke. It's only me giving myself false feeling and hope. She dont feel that way i do for her. AND why do I feel something for her after so long? I still dont get it. Why cant i move on? Wanted to talk to her when we alighted the bus. At least as a friend; but i guess we are not even friends in the first place. Stupid sia.. But...its as though something was stuck in my throat. I just wanna say hi thats all /: Then she walked away very quickly, maybe shes afraid i might stalk her since she stay near to me LOL. And my stupid dumbbell is so heavy >.< It's all freaking one sided. I dont feel anything for her already. Really. It's jsut that whenever i see her, my heart will pump very fast and my hands will shake and i become very nervous. But I really dont like her anymore. Cos its jsut awkward. I am jsut a stupid pervertic stalker for her. And personally I am disgust by myself. So I must stop it. I never know her and she never know me.