Hi.
Today ... hai.
Bad days are compiling yet I am becoming weaker and weaker.

I just need some help /:

Had HTI today, seriously dont understand anything he was saying. I literally blanked out and stared into blank space.
Then after that went to see my PTN (form teacher) about my course transfer.
He told me many stuffs.
If i wanna quit school after 6 months gov will call me to go for NS.
Means that i cant work and wait till next year to go into a course.
And if i go through first sem and got bad result, I cant transfer to other course and most probably will be sacked by the school and leave a bad record for myself and wont be able to go to any poly anymore.

So the only thing left is to transfer or to stay.
If i transfer i have to pay the other school another school fee and means i have to pay twice.
Even so, their intake may already be full and not accepting anymore student and that will leave me with one last option which is to stay.