Had a tough day at work yesterday.
Leave house at 1015 to go to work and have to reach at 12.
Have been working at Brewerkz and ytd was my 4th day there.
The person there is very nice but there are some .. ya.
You cant expect everyone to treat you well.
Ytd was my first day of full shift work where i have to work from morning to night for around 10 hours. Tmr i have the same full shift again and i will be working for 11 hours.
I started out great and was starting out to enjoy myself when i got tired and suddenly i thought of her.
It was when I started to make a lot of silly mistakes and i can see from the eyes of the manager and some sucky staff that their eyes say something bad about me.
But i dont care man.
I dont give a damn about them if they treat me like that. I just have to try best to work and make lesser mistakes and do my job and not slack off.

Met Pook and Poulina 2 new workers there.
There are very friendly and chatted with Poulina for almost all the while when there is no work to do and she is a uni grad who is on a internship or something if im not wrong, with Brewerkz.
Got to know one guy, Ron.
He taught me some stuff and talked and etc.

Suddenly thought of her. It sucks.
Messaged her but she didnt reply. It sucks.
Another night of thinking of her and crying till Im tired then sleep.
I am afraid of waking with the same feeling of pain knowing she is happy without me and doesnt need me.
I miss her.
But she miss me no more.