have been doing work since 5 pm. only one, English compre. had alot of distractions. but im trying my best. very tired and I wanna sleep. I am gonna try my best so I wont regret it, just few more months it will all be over.


why am I still looking bback into the past. I made a mistake, for losing her. I missed her, I don't mind she scold me or hates me but I just wanna know if she ever thought of me this five years. I had been a fcuking flirt, its okay if she hates me, I will understand. and I am living my karma now, being an ugly bastard struggling thru his life finding sommeone or somewhat to help him out of it. my life is totally screwed, if I can go back to the past I will treat her better so we could be together and I wont feel so empty now... I miss her.