Hello! today is a normal day. (: It's just that I saw her at the bus stop again today...
I was at quite a distance away from her, indeed she was across the road at the bus stop. And I was looking at her looking at me. We stared for a moment and we stood still looking at each other.. How much I hope I could act like someone she know and walks towards her and say hi. As I was crossing the road approaching her direction, my heart pumped unknowingly faster, as though it had met its pair, but as I walked towards her direction, she turned 360 degrees with her back facing me. I knew she saw me coming... just as I walked past her, I saw her slightly turn sideways and look at me. Was I imagining things? I hoped its not playing with me. Why after 4 years I still got feelings for her. Of course I didn't love her for 4 years straight, its just that when I see her, all the feelings that I once felt for her came rushing all over inside my body. Are they playing tricks on me? I had a damn fcuking hard bloody mother fcuker time trying to forget her, why must you let me see her now, now, I can't even get her out of my head. I thought karma had alrrady struck me? By making me this fcuking ugly, isn't this enough already? Why...