Im sorry.
If i had been more matured, if im had been more caring towards you, if i had never ignored you, if i never had been so flirt, i wouldnt have hurt you. I fking hate myself, perhaps what im encountering now is a retribution for me. I have been such an asshole, you are such a good girl and i miss you like hell now. I know something cant be amend, but i just hope i can return to the past and change it. If i can, im not going to let you go anymore.