Yo.
Holidays sure are boring...
With loads of homework.
Just adds on to everything.

I had been thinking lately, a lot.
i dunno... what should i do.
If i tell her everything will be over, our friendship.
I bet.

But if i dont tell her i am suffering inside of me.
I have no one to depend on except for her.
I just dunno.

Not in a mood.
Anyway i dont think i deserve, I just dont deserve it.
I am far too . .
I couldnt concentrate on my studies.
I have lost all my strengths, my previous glory will be for nothing i knew if i gave up.
I am tired. Ya, tired.
I bet no one cares, lucky i still have blogger (:
"It" cares. It always does, even it doesnt feels like. Like my slave :D

Because i am not in a good mood...
I will always go play basketball.
Usually after balling i will feel better, much much better. But this time I'd felt no difference.
What is it with me?

GOD ~~ Where are you ?? You spoke to me once, what now ?