I suddenly realised that I am always the one calling people to come out
for a movie or a game of basketball....
This two years no one has ever called me out at all...maybe just one or two times ...
I always tried very hard to make friends, be less hot-temper and be more friendly...
And I also know that sometimes I talk isn't very clear and cant pronounced some words properly, thus some people cant understand what I am talking
about, thus causes communication problems. Now I really tried to talk more clearly already...
Nothing seems to help at all...
Or is it because I am ugly so others don't want to be friends with me?
My existence seems nothing to all...Do you know how hard I have to pull my cheeks and fake a smile out there?
I just hope that maybe someday, when I absent from school, at least one people will care or felt sad that I am not in school that day....
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