Yo ~
Long time no blog already. Today just ended my first hip hop production prac with wei meng, can say its a killer. Alot of things i cant catch and alot of things to learn >.<
In the end learn alto of things but very tired.

Tmr is fbodz camp! First time as seniors hahaha
Quite excited tho, had yet to pack.
Gonig to sleep first and pack tmr. Ciao ~

Yayyy ~ tmr is club crawl finally!
Have been training for like 1 month and it have finally come down to this day.
Hope everything will turn out well tmr ~ jiayou jiayou

Alot of things going on lately, SDD, club crawl items, fmo dance and work. Have to manage time well. Being tired is unavoidable. But everything will be worth it, hopefully?

Always the last of the last, backup of the backup. Wonder how it feels like to be important and needed for once. I forgotten how it feels like...

The thing I worry about most is happening already. I am all alone now.

Things are falling apart.
I cant hold on anymore.

Self

Sometimes when you have problems, no one is there for you. When you need someone, no one is there for you. You only have you yourself to get yourself back on track. You have to think only for yourself. And then people asked why are you so self centered, some are too blind to see. 

The project

Theres a battle in nyp today " The project"

Today went to chronos prac after school. Damn freaking tiring please.....
Was really damn tired almost going to faint. But performance is just 2 weeks time. We completed all the moves today already and we can focus on the small details and clean up.

Just feel really tired. I shouldtn really find all these things to make myself so busy. Exams is near and plus now, I am worknig and i have to juggle everything. I also want to focus on my studies ~.~


Prevention is better than recovery.

Ohya I had my birthday last week and it was great ! ^^ Both my classmates and fbodz matees celebrated for me~ Many thanks to my classmates for getting the cake and on the other side; carine, ahza and joanne for planning the surprise thing.

My wish for my 20th birthday is to be more matured and have a clearer path of what I want to do or be in the future. Being happy is also important (Y) 

"Try to imagine a life without timekeeping.

You probably can’t. You know the month, the year, the day of the week. There is a clock on your  car. You have a schedule, a calendar, a time for dinner or a movie.

Yet all around you, timekeeping is ignored. Birds are not late. A dog does not check its watch. Deer do not fret over passing birthdays.

Man alone measures time.

Man alone chimes the hour.

And, because of this, man alone suffers a paralyzing fear that no other creature endures.

A fear of time running out."

Been reading "The time keeper" by Mitch Albom. Really find his books very meaningful and I thought if i wanna start reading any books, i will start from his. 

This few days have been rough, it will get rougher when all the exams and work kicks in, I probably wont be able to handle it as now, even without all those shit I am barely hanging on.

It's like i tried so hard and Im not even one of them.
I have sarcfised so much and now im tired. What am i? In the end I am jsut wasting my life away.

Been pretty busy but surprisingly I have still got many few time. Gotta use my time wisely.  Study plus dance and work now. Got to work harder even though it will be tiring but everything will be worth it.

I really want to dance and improve. It seems now I have lesser time to dance because I need to work and study. I really wanna join SDD. I just want to improve amd show people I can do it. I just dont want to be left out of all these stuffs.

Yay ~ Ytd marks the last day of NYP Open House performance for Foreign bodies ~
It was a tiring and stress process but in the end it was all worth it!Looking at our performance video and feeling damn.............. we cool. Really missed all the pracs and the time we performed tgt as one
Looking forward to club crawl next!


SChool is reopening tmr, so dread going to school. Forgot almost most of the things alr~ time to get back on track ! 

Xmas

Heyyy ~ its been long since I blogged. Busy with open house prac for fbodz. Life is ok so far but still contented. Went to joanna house on the 23th for a small xmas gathering

Been trying too hard for dance. Always feel as though I am not good enough,  like I am nothing in fbodz. I wanna be something.  But I am tired.

If you want something in your life you never had, you’ll have to do something you have never done.

Recent

YOYOYO ~

Its been log since i blogged.
My life is pretty good lately and i can say i am really happy with my life now.
Just had a lunchtime performance with my fbodz mate at teck ghee cc and pm lee hsien lnog is there ~
Did quite badly but overall experience is good. Zowell helped me to put on some makeup and she made me damn chio LOL

Movie

Had an amazing impromptu movie date with sam . We watched Carrie and it was pretty terrible ~.~  overall it was fun ~

Je 2

Foreign bodies junior exam 2 is finally over! Damn happy haha. Hopefully I will have more freee time to myself to work :( and relax :)
It was a tough time doing all the je 2 stuffs. But overall it was memorable and nice experience. Learned alot and know what im weak at.