罗志祥-真命天子



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Yo.
didnt eat dinner yesterday, couldnt eat with my mouth...
plus with no appetite.
Exam coming very stress.

Today i went to extract out my teeth, was scare because i scare my ulcers will accidentally being poke by the dentor .
Ulcers very pain, couldnt talk properly ..
then because i need to extract my teeth, so the doctor inject a needle into my gums so that my gums will be numb and i wont feel any pain.
then i go play with my lips because i cant feel any pain.
I kept pinching my lips very hard but still felt no pain (:
WAHAHA !! I am in god-mode (:

Hi.
today i had a pleasant experience.
Mr Ramthan has finally cant take our nonsense anymore and he scolded us like hell.
He is the first teacher i ever seen who scold vulgarities.
He said that he always tell us that we are intelligent, which he always to so, he said he was just lying to us and said that we are total idiot.
Ha.
Stupid Jevon who causes all this and still have the chick to laugh.
Anyways, Mr Ramthan was rather straight forward and actually i like people being so straightforward (:
He speak to us in a very different tone from what he usually speaks and i cant believe he is that type of person.
Anyway i think that his words are rather true, we are just NA students, we arent Express students..

Wednesday 22 April 2009

Yo.
Sian, today i sick ):
then had to endure through the whole day, When i reached home i just immediately collapsed on the bed and tried to have some rest.
then felt very tired to study le, sian,
Why does all these things happen when exam is coming...
I want to get good results.
But i am tired.
Crap.

My ulcers still hurts, it has been there for 2 weeks, then couldnt talk properly.
Because it was too pain..

April 17 2009 Friday

Hellos.
Sian i failed my poa test a few weeks ago and i kept pestering teacher for a retest, she said she will give for those who had failed but the details she gave was unclear, i really hope theres a retest...

Lets talk about today,

Supposed to do chinese compo and hand in to teacher today but i didnt have the mood to do it so i have to hand in to teacher tml, really dont feel like going to school tml just to give teacher the compo..

then i did some compo in school with Jasmine and Yuying,
Keep joking around, thats why couldnt finish it... -.-

After that we went to lunch together with Yvonne.
We went to eat LAKSA !!
Damn hot and i have ulcers in my mouth, and the weather is so fiery hot ! regretted eating eat, then i couldnt talk properly sometimes for that day because my ulcers really very painful, and it's like i dont even have the strength to open my mouth to talk...
Then we went to northpoint walkwalk, then we stood outside Popular because they all wanted to buy something there and we were having drinks so we can't enter unless after we finish drinking.
then i went toilet, come out, and saw a guy asking Yuying for number !
Woohoo~
He go ask when i am not around !
Haha. coward.
Yuying is damn blur lo, she didnt even know that guy is talking to her -.-"
dots..

Anw today had a great time, was pretty stressed out because of the chinses compo but after that i felt very relax la,
Because Yvonne and Jasmine there keep fooling around -.-.
After tht i went home and went to play basketball straight. i really missed playing basketball, i couldnt even concentrate in class because i kept thinking of playing basketball..

What your birthday tells you about yourself.
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very Stubborn and money cautious.

07 April 2009

Hi.
Blog again.
I want to say about my results first .

Target

English: 4
Math: 1
Combined Science: 4
Chinese : 3
Computer Studies : 1
Social Studies aka Geography : 4
POA : 1

Actual

English: 5
Math: 1
Combined Science: 2
Chinese : 6
Computer Studies : 3
Social Studies aka Geography : 4
POA : 1

My exam results sucks like my friend's business..

I hope i can improve, but i think i couldnt make it because i became very tired because of some minor things. Got to learn to get control of these things..

31 March 2009

Hi.
Today, i just know i got in 3th instead of 4th.
I also not sure, my friend told me that de.
Because when they flashed the honours roll, when i saw my name on it i very happy like hell (;
Actually i also didnt did very well...

Today in class very funny sia (:
Our last period is SS but the teacher never come, so got a relieve teacher but we still have to do work, then i very bad mood cause i didnt do well in the POA test paper...just disappointed in myself
so i anyhow told the relieve teacher she is very pretty-.-
She is quite old le and got white hair !
Then she say she old le, not call pretty le, me then is counted as pretty-.-...
Then after that she secretly gave me sweets and told me not to tell anyone -.-"
HAHA.


Anyway, i want to thanks Mrs Phua who kept congratulating me on my good results through text(:
She encouraged me to do better next time, and say alot of things la (;
But if next time i do well again, partly should be thanks to her (:
I wonder whether will she see this ? -.-"
....kidding (:

Hai nothing to say le.
It just ended, like it never begin, like in every normal situation...

30 March 2009

Today our level ranking is out !
I was VERY VERY VERY Happy !
This is the first time i gotten into the top 10 (:
I was so surprised to see my name there.
Firstly i want to thanks Mrs Phua, who gave me alot of encouragement after the release of results through text.
I really want to thanks her alot, nobody had said those things ever to me before.
From today , i learnt that you must not be too proud of your current achievement and you have to work even harder as there are alot of people catching up.
If we keep thinking that we are very clever, we will never improve.
Anw i got in 4th position (:

Life quotes, cannot survive without them.

“Worry is like a rocking chair--it gives you something to do but it doesn't get you anywhere.”

“Worry often gives a small thing a big shadow.”

“When I look back on all these worries, I remember the story of the old man who said on his deathbed that he had had a lot of trouble in his life, most of which had never happened”

“Worry never robs tomorrow of its sorrow, it only saps today of its joy.”

“It's hard to lose when your standards are so low.”

“You cannot control what happens to you, but you can control your attitude toward what happens to you, and in that, you will be mastering change rather than allowing it to master you.”

“If we don't change, we don't grow. If we don't grow, we are not really living.

“You can't change the past, but you can ruin the present by worrying about the future”

“Change is the essence of life.Be willing to surrender what you are for what you could become.”

“Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.”

p.s. ( i found this all in internet but i do know what they meant!)

March 26 Wednesday 2009

Hey hey...
Basketball is only the way to relieve all my stress and the sadness which engulf me.
When i just slam the ball damn hard at the board, it just clears my mind (:
So i cant live without basketball 。。。
In the first place i do that because of her lor...
Just hate the one word reply...
Maybe i just dont have confidence in myself unlike myself from the past...
Whenever competitors stood on my way, I know i can counter them...but not now anymore..





This song's lyrics is really meaningful， ，，，

第二顺位 -羅志祥

一直是我 陪你去躲 回忆里的雨
你无心的叹息 有心碎的声音
他的好 他的坏 他的不安定
他的故事 是我和你 爱情里的乌云

从我爱上 爱他的你 那个瞬间起
一直是雨天 你只爱雨天 我用伞保护你
亲吻着 你苦涩 味道的微笑
闭着眼睛 我明白你 想念他的秘密

我一直在 第二顺位 爱着你
一直从雨天 一直到阴天
一直到晴天 你逃离过去
我一直在 第二顺位 等着你
一直从昨天 一直到今天
一直到永远 我相信 是我最爱你

聆听你说 抱歉多过 你说我爱你
你困在雨里 我困在雨里 我的伞湿淋淋
『没关系』是我最常说的一句
就让我等 就算我冷 至少我陪着你

我一直在 第二顺位 爱着你
一直从雨天 一直到阴天
一直到晴天 你逃离过去
我一直在 第二顺位 等着你
一直从昨天 一直到今天
一直到永远 我相信是我最爱你

我一直在 第二顺位 爱着你
一直从雨天 一直到阴天
一直到晴天 你逃离过去
我一直在 第二顺位 等着你
一直从昨天 一直到今天
一直到永远 我相信是我最爱你

March 20 Friday 2009

Hi.
Today i went to Changi Hospital for checkup again..
Hai, not a very pleasant trip there.
The doctor there is so fucking kaobei.
I m already very depress le he still there talking so much to make me feel worse.
Not my usual self ):
Dunno why...
Hai, got so much in mind before but now my mind seems so empty and got nothing to talk about...
Whats wrong man.

5 March 2009

yo.
today was not a wonderful for me ..
Will elaborate tmr (:

27 Febuary 2009

Hi.
Now i dunno how many people will visit my blog ??
Surely about 7 ?
Not sure ...
So pathetic ...
Got so much things to say..
Got asked by alot of people to link them but just dont have the mood to do so... erm...
Maybe now i will do it.. (:

Recently, got alot of problem arise..
But luckily i had encountered alot of stress and alot of problems before so i know how to handle this small problem... (;

Tml i going to vivo with my primary school friends. Reunion...
Shiok, long time no see them...
We are like... after school keep hanging out in the past...
We were like a family.
When friends can be treated as family, its unbreakable...
Sounds so gay -.-

Hai, i am currently avoiding her...
She already have stead, but she said she love me...
Damn, i didnt know that i, in my entire life, would try to avoid a girl i like because she likes me and i dont want to spoil the relationship between them...
I must persevre on, i mustnt reply her messages...
Its hard...
Never done this kind of things befre...
Hai...

25 Febuary 2009

Hi.
Today was raining like hell.
I mean i usually like rainy days, but today, nope :p
After computer studies lesson is dismissal, but i have a english project which have to be done by friday so I did decide to do it together with my team members after computer studies.
But I suddenly realised that Rui Ying is trapped in her school because of the rain.
Aiyo, so i went back home to take the umbrella then go fetch her.
I thought that taking a taxi to her school would be faster than taking a bus or an mrt.
But seriously, its not !
When i went up to that taxi, with an umbrella on my hand, i asked him whether if he knows where is CCHY, which is in ktatib.
He said he knows where it is so i boarded it.
Then after quite some time, i realised that he was lost..
Then the money meter keep running ... i was like ... ARGH !!!! But nvm la...
But like this still alright, its when he started to shoot me back with words and keep saying me leh...
Then i really not very happy so i shoot back him.
Then when i finally landed on ktatib mrt station, i immediately ran to her school but by the time i reached there, the rain had already stopped.
Aiya... damn slow...
Then i walked her home and played with her on the way home.


Then after she accompanied me to the bus stop, then we talked there for very long and several buses had passed without even noticing it..
When i was about to board the bus, the bus driver didnt saw me so he closed the door and was about to drive away, so i knocked on the door -.-" then he opened it ..
Damn stupid...
When i boarded the bus, the floor was so slippery that when the bus drove, i was slided all the way through the bus, luckily i didnt fell, but the sliding was ridculous !!! Damn ps...
Omg....

I think that i had changed.
Changed back to how i was in primary school.
I think its better, i am more discipline and proactive when i was in primary school.
I also like to talk alot, recently i had kept talking alot, but i have ulcers, if not i can talk even more.
During sec 1 and 2 i really sucks.
I kept behaving how my friends usually behave so that i can blend with them.
But now no more, i think that i am just me, if really alot of people hate me how i am now, i also can do nothing.
I had also realised that i am not afraid to talk to people i dont know. Last time i was very shy and dont dare to talk that much.
Now even if i see some people i dont know de, i will also say hi -.-"
Got alot of sec 1 walked pass my class then i said hi to them and them they kept staring at me -.-"


the last thing is that i had really decided to give up on her, even though i really said alot of times, but this time its final.
I am very tired of this damn thing....
This shall be it.


c.you

p.s. nothing is impossible, if you try it with your all.

20 Febuary 2009

Wa sian... actually i had typed alot of things de but the browser shut down !!!
):
Very irriatating sia...
Hai..
dont feel like posting le...

16 Febuary 2009

Hi.
just wanna share about the things i had learnt from sec 3 camp.
I had learnt that if you always do those things that you like you will become less discipline...
and you must prioritize your time to do the things which is most important first..
Thats all.. back to english homework ... bye

Sunday 15 Febuary 2009

Hi.
So the day when we come back from sec 3 camp was friday the 13...
No wonder so much things happened..

I just want to say something which is bothering me for very long,
I had did so much for her and gone through so much for her but in the end she just treat me as a friend.
I think that i am such a fool.
All my relationships had being a one sided love, but this time, i went the furthest. .
So i will remember it.
I think i should really give up, after all those things i did to her she still treats me as a friends.
Why does all these things always happen to me.
Fool.