Yoyo ~
Long time never blog.
I am gonna blog about the few days before O levels English examinations.
Its around Oct 22 - 23.
I had some infection around my .. behind area and it was really hard to even sit down and focus on studying. I was very afraid of not being able to bear the pain during the English examination.
I even prepare for the worst scenario that I wont be able to take the exam and retake next year. ( ok abit exaggerating but always be prepared for the worst )
the day before the exam, I was not able to sleep as the pain was really tormenting.
I kept waking up in the middle of the night due to the piercing pain.
The next day i cab to school for my exam as i really couldn't walk but miraculously, when i was taking the paper, the pain was gone which was a good thing.

When i received the English compo, when i saw the "Freedon" theme, i was shocked and was lost so i immedaitely went to do the letter writing but in the end i screwed up my letter writing.
Ironically, the "freedom" i was less confident on, i did quite well for it, i think?
I wrote about someone being bounded to a wheelchair and the freedom of running in the soccer field and playing soccer were stripped away from him etc.

I thought it might be a nice one.

Anyway i did my best!

Math, English, Computer Studies down! :D

I left without a reason, I returned with an excuse, hoping you would forgive.
But I shouldnt have left in the first place.

"The world is a dangerous place not because of those who do evil but because of those who looked on and did nothing" Albert Einstein
Today i had a horrifying dream!
I dreamed that we went somewhere with my chalet clique and i saw a ghost wearing red chasing us.
I was with Rich and Jasmine and before that, all of us were buying stuffs like drinks for our chalet.
It was terrifying man!
The ghost was very tall, taller than a average person and I was still having the creeps just thinking about it.

Today went to school for our English lesson.
I got back my compo and letter writing, all four of them.
2 letter writing i got 18 and another 2 compo i got 18 and 19.
REAL HAPPY MAN !
Mrs Eu aint the teacher who would mark leniently, which was great and i was very happy!
I hope i can sustain my grades and lastly, I want to thank MRS EU ! Without her, all these are not possible !

Today is Science O Level practical.
Screwed up.
Both Physics graph and Chemistry the evidence part.

GRADUATION

YO !
Yesterday Oct 14 was my Graduation Day in Yishun Town Secondary School !
Kinda regret though. Didnt take much pictures. I am afraid i might miss the school and my friends too much.
Cant imagine I wont be going to Ytss anymore.
No more attending lessons.
No more sleeping in class.
No more acting to be awake but in fact sleeping during lesson time.
No more socialising in class with friends.
No more recess with friends.
No more morning assembly.
No more afterschool-go-out and relax feel.
No more nightstudy with friends.
No more 5N ghost expedition.
No more hanging out in school.
No more Bryani Rice on friday.
No more 'dirty' laksa in school canteen.
No more experiencing secondary school life.
No more waking up early and reluctant to get off my bed.
No more a lot of stuffs /:

On Graduation Day, saw Mr Zhuo cry. Almost cry when i saw him cried.
So i stayed away from him because i am afraid i might cry too. And once i cry, i wont stop and it will be very unglam.
I really miss my friends alot and dont bear to leave the school and them but i couldnt show because I dont want to lost control of my emotions.

I will miss YTSS

YO ! Today is the last day of our Night study session ):
A lot of people like dont bear to leave the school.
Guess you will never realise what you lost until its gone.
But we will still see each other in the future right?
But still ...
Took things for granted.

Tmr is our Graduation day le, kinda looking forward to it!
COME TMR COME !

Today have the Graduation Day rehearsal quite stupid /:
Saw some of my friends like sort of "got prizes' cos its a rehearsal.
It reminds me of those days which i will also be there, on top of the stage, recevinig a prize ):

Didnt go to school today, needed a break. Was too tired to even listen in class.
Feel so f'ed up.
I dunno what im thinking lately.

Okay i went to read my 2008 blog posts. Kinda exciting LOL.
I hoped i had blogged earlier just so i will be able to remind myself of the happy times i had with her...
Will blog more so a few years down my path i will venture back to this post and remind me of the O level chionging days.

11 more days to her birthday
12 more to Graduation Day
17 more days to O level first paper.

I will chiong very hard de, everydeay stay in school till 8.45pm and will be very focus.
Its now or never ~~

So long never posted le ! Have been busy 'studying' and going for night studies till like 7 everyday.

On September 23 2011

We have a volleyball BBq in school and all the volleyball players were present! The juniors have very good relationship with the teachers in charge, which is good! I can see that they are very bonded and i wished the best for them. Went to play basketball with most of the volleyball boys and the teacher in charge. Actually wanted to do night study but it's my last year so i am gonna celebrate with the boys !

Today was a pretty bad day, was supposed to have emath night studies but i injured my neck during PE lessons in the morning and my whole day was screwed up :S VERY PAIN )):
Couldnt concentrate in class etc.. My math cui sia.
Hai whole day screwed.


The day i gave up love

"Turning off your emotion at the right time for the right results."

"I will rewrite it again, our story will not end, for it is Fiction."

"In case you will leave me, the background is a small room without an exit "

"The less you care, the happier you will be."

Sept 6

Went to H&M with Huishi and Audrey. Shopped around and bought some stuffs. Then went around cineleisure, hereen and taka. Because Audrey they all wanted to buy Marie's birthday present. AND I bought a earpiece ! So happy! Cos I lost my old one and without a earpiece like can listen to no songs ):

"There's nothing worse than meeting the perfect person at the wrong time"

Sept 7

Morning woke up checked my Hotmail inbox and realised that I can withdraw money from PayPal account!!!!!!!!! HAPPY TO THE MAX ! Because it have like 103 dollars inside. So happy ~ Because recently really cash tight and have to keep borrowing from friends. And if i got money then i can buy friend's birthday present !
Then went to town with Wei Shin and Huishi to H&M. to shop for Audrey birthday present! then after that left and hui shi and weishin went to watch movie. Bought some earrings for Audrey at DIVAS for 17 dollars.

Sept 8

Went out with Yuying, Jasmine, Weitao, JunHao, Wei Ming and Liangying to celebrate Wei cai's advance birthday! I WAS LATE AND IT SPOILED THE PLAN ! ): So when reached cwp then when to buy tickets for SMURFS ~ Then went to food court to have our lunch settled. Played kartrider and then went to timezone to play some games ~ Then after that went to watch smurfs ~
It was nice LOL. The smurfs are like..okay not bad?
Then after that went home !

Sept 9

Went to Jurong Swimming complex with Weishin, Thiamhock,Raynor, Norres, JiWei and Jevon. Had a lot of fun ~ Had been long since we been there together.

I rather failed after trying, then to failing to try. When you fails it hurts alot. When it hurt alot it makes you grow stronger so when the next time you try, you willl be back stronger.


This was i posted on Facebook last year. LOL look at me now.

Try smarter and harder

nothing is really impossible,

again dont say anything as impossible

The word IMPOSSIBLE itself says Im possible

then why do u say it s not possible

everything is possible

Today is Teachers Day !!!!!!!!!!! WOAAAAAHHH

Lets talk about yesterday first.

Yesterday went for Teachers rehearsal from 9 to 5.30pm Very fun but tiring. Very hard to gather everyone. Then after that went to hall for our showcase to the teacher in charge and for them to give their comments and stuffs. EVerything end around 8.30pm
THEN after that PAtrine have to buy shoes for the performance the next day so we chiong all the way to Bugis iluma to get her shoes. We reached at 9.45pm but the shop only close at 10pm! Lucky us! Then after she picked a shoes we went to the food court to settle down and eat. After that went home ~~~ But quite fun LOL its like we run all the way from the MRT to iluma like o.o


SO TODAYYYYY

Woke up at 5am. The day before left my wallet and phone in hall and Xiang rong helped to me keep so I dont have any phone alaram for the day ):

So i used my parents piggy alarm clock and it worked like magic ! It was so bloody loud and i woke up immediately! Then bath and do stuff then went to meet Patrine, Huishi and Junhao ! Then went to school. We were on time but some were late ):

So we dont have time to practice and we have to go hall imeedately ): The 5n1 was the first one to perform and we are the fifth one to perform! Will upload the video here soon. I think i was too showy ): Btu others say i was good but i dont think so. HOWEVER as a class, i think all of us did well! Considering the little time we have to practice. It was very tidy (: After the performance went parade sqaure to take a lot of pictures ~~ TO BE CONTIUNE TIRED as i spent burn alot of midnight oil for teachers day ): Gonig sleep now ~

CONTINUED.

Took a lot of pictures! Then went home to use computer etc.

Then went to watch "Bad Teacher" with Serene, Fredrick, Joanne, Yanli and PeiYee ~

First time smuggled into a M18 movie even though i will be 18 in 4 months time, so fast ~ Ya.. They got someone to help them buy the tickets and the person is so interesting LOL.
The movie was alright, didnt know what the movie was getting at. Some nudity scene >.< like so shy.

After that walked to MRT. All the while they are like gossiping sia! LOL

Just some tweeter quotes. Erm i think they are very meaningful and 10 years down the road, i do not want to forget these quotes. so i nlogged it.


"Sometimes I talk too much and read into situation too much."

I think I'm afraid to be happy because whenever you do get too happy, something bad always happens....

The best feeling in the world is knowing that you actually mean something to someone.

Saying is so easy, everyone can say but who will do?

You live in the world that doesnt exist, therefore you aint real, you are like that world of yours.

如果在一段感情里，你不能成为你自己，你就不应该为之妥协。

Do you know why babies always want adults to hug them? Because when they grow up, the chances of them getting hug by someone is very slim..

26 August 2011

Yesterday have O level English Oral. Morning chiong all the way with Miss Shammem and she really helped us a lot! Shes not bad actually. Then when at the hall waiting for my turn for Oral went up as per normal. Not really nervous or what just that I am afraid the conversation is too hard. The picture is about 3 girls playing floorball. Then the conversation is " what does it feel to be on the losing side" and "what and the risk and challenges or trying new things". I think the cover is quite easy. I could do better but the examinors seemed to be in a hurry to get this end and get it over with. ): For the picture, i still have alot to say but they interrupted me. hai. ):

But okay la! At least its over, I wasnt good in oral anyway, my voice sounds so sian.

After oral, helped to arrange the tables for prelims. 5N did a good job :)

After that went to Northpoint with Hui Shi, Jun Hao and Patrine! Went to buy Ji Pa! Share half half with Patrine. Spent a lot of money on food recently! Should save up to buy clothes ):

我不是你第一个牵手的人；不是你第一个拥抱的人；
不是你第一个亲吻的人；不是你第一个拥有的人。
可我希望我可以是你遇到痛苦第一个想倾诉的人；
是你遇到快乐第一个想分享的人；是你遇到挫折第一个想依靠的人；是你今生以后第一个可以相伴的人。
我真的可以是你心中某一个可以第一的人。

Today went to play basketball with Jun hao, Raynor, Thiam Hock, Hui shi, Marcus and Daniel! It was fun! Too bad have to stop early because got event on that court but overall its fun!

Yesterday 19 August 2011 Went to study with Patrine, hui shi, Ryan and Junhao !
It was very fun
We went to the CC reading room to study and to our surprise, there werent much people!
So after some other people left, the whole place is ours ! Its so cool. Its like we were feel to talk and we dont have to care about our volume! :)

VEry fun!!! Joked around alot and laugh my ass off. *dirty jokes*

Then after that went to somewhere near Ryan's house there to see people fly their kites!
So cool, their kites got LED one!
And spent the night there and took alot of pictures! So fun man! LOL. then after that walked home and sent Jun hao and Patrine back home. Then after that when i reached home bathed and sleep !!!!!!

Its all over man.

Today got back my Mt chinese O level result. I got a B3.
Hah.. laugh..
Retake for the 3rd time, first time A2, second time A2, third time B3.
What a bloody joke. Fcuking bloody joke played on me.

I am going to retake man. I dont want to admit defeat. I dont want to lose.

But i know its all over. If im going to retake I have to secure a solid distinctive for Paper 1 and 2 because my Mt Oral pulled me down.

They estimated if we get Merit for Oral, for Paper 1 we will have to get 40/50 and Paper 2 we will have to get 56/70. its like 80/100 for both papers. Even though i know its impossible but i am going for it. Im going to retake.