Hello.
I finally blogged !
Haha
Something inside me told me to blog to mark this particular day.
Because the result i am not blogging is because theres nothing special happenin my life.

HAi..Mr Tan said that the 3N class will be split into 3... Hell no.
What about our friends in the class, we dont want to be splited...

What about all the bonds we made and created, all the hardship we been thru together..
Sian..they just dont understand.

Long time no post le.
Cya !

Hello
today i chiong finish englsih compo and everything :D
I am proud i ensure through everything (:

Wow, its cool ((:
Hope one day i can dance like them (:
HAHA !!

I kept telling myself not to give up, its not over, be strong.
But i just cant do it alone, if i dont bulk up now i will surely be dead.

I just dunno.
Being alone sucks.

Yo.
Holidays sure are boring...
With loads of homework.
Just adds on to everything.

I had been thinking lately, a lot.
i dunno... what should i do.
If i tell her everything will be over, our friendship.
I bet.

But if i dont tell her i am suffering inside of me.
I have no one to depend on except for her.
I just dunno.

Not in a mood.
Anyway i dont think i deserve, I just dont deserve it.
I am far too . .
I couldnt concentrate on my studies.
I have lost all my strengths, my previous glory will be for nothing i knew if i gave up.
I am tired. Ya, tired.
I bet no one cares, lucky i still have blogger (:
"It" cares. It always does, even it doesnt feels like. Like my slave :D

Because i am not in a good mood...
I will always go play basketball.
Usually after balling i will feel better, much much better. But this time I'd felt no difference.
What is it with me?

GOD ~~ Where are you ?? You spoke to me once, what now ?

Oh just woke up.
Got 2 parts of dream. 1st part is happy, 2nd part is tiring. But i forgot both le (:

But its nice to have dreams, becos those dreams are exaggerating and i dont think it will happen in real life.
Its glad.
Yesterday had a great time.

I think i got dreamed of her -.-...

Yo.
Today went to study with Xiang rong and taught her POA. I had a hard time teaching her -.-
Cos when i taught her halfway then we will chat then it will go on and on...

I hope she had learnt something? Must have ba.
I spent like few hours? Haha.

Yo.
Still waiting for cai hong to post the pictures to facebook.
Yesterday was fun :D

We went to some steam boat place to eat.
Then we pour alot of food inside it then the whole steamboat is soaked and wasted -, -
Then got the char da smell.
After that we played a game, that game is a game which is something like a game, kinda different, but eventually its still just a game. Some might think its not a game, but its a game and its fun.

So i call the game " The Game"
Nice name ya?
Thanks.

Ok back to the topic, we played "The Game" and i kept losing then theres some kind of punishment but i am kinda a sole loser -. - When i lost, i dont dare to accept the punishment.
Thats the true spirit and a good example for all !! (:

Then Xiang rong's shoe spoilt :X
So we immediately proceed to bugis street to buy shoe for her.
She was having trouble to walk and we are all very impatient to get to Bugis Street.
Then when we are crossing the road, a taxi just drove JUST infront of me !!!!!!!!!!!!
Ya and i meant just, its just infront of me.
Luckily, Jasmine hold me and pull me back -. - ""

So we bought and walked around Bugis Street...


TO BE CONTINUED....

After carrying those stacks of impossible books home, my arms and fingers became so so so numb -.-

Chinese A2
Computer.S A1
English Lang U
Math 3
Science 3
Combined Humans 2
Poa 1
LOl
My score card very nice sia

Two A1, two A2, two 3, fail english... damn sad...

I like Xishan alot.
Its somewhere like a home, unlike YishunTown, dont feel a sense of belonging at Yishuntown.

"this is home truly, where i know i must be, this is where, i wont be alone, for this is where i know, i am home !! " extract from home (:
HAha. I wont forget this song, every national day we will sing as a whole (:
But now, it cant be experienced anymore :X
Thats why, every year i will and must go BACK !!!

Ha, mrs Sam still remembers me ! Happy happy (:
3 yrs never saw her le ):
Glad. I saw her, she was just about to drive home.
I had alot of deep thoughts there.

We sneak into music room, the smell still never change. So unforgettable. And the computer lab too.
We then inflitrated into math room, art room, ad walk inside very deep. Too bad the library is closed.

Then we sneaked back to our class (:
we took lift to the 6 floor.
Where our classrooms are.
It so well decorated.
Its so touching. My childhood memories. Are all just coming back.
Missed the tables and chairs and all the structures there.
Hope i can go back and study there again.

Rememebering the times when me and my friends are punished, the fear inside us, it seems as though we had spent very part of our life there and experinced everything there.
Love, fear, tears, treasuring, caring, sharing etc..

Yo.
Today is teacher's day !!
Haha. I said happy teacher's day to mrs phua she replied good morning :X
Performance was not bad.
After that went to eat with Xiang Rong and Cai Hong at food court.
Talked about alot of things.
Then later when going to watch movie le then saw huishi and she joined us go watch movie (:
"The Proposal" was the movie we watched.
The movie was great but theres a weird person sitting beside me -.-
I was quite scared. Got a weird smell coming from there and she kept laughing so exaggeratingly.
Whatever.
The movie was great.
After that went back to Xishan with Hui shi then met Ang.
She was late -.=""

The security is so strict at the gate as they dont want to let us pass.
The previous year was also strict, its like its stricter every year.
Then suddenly is began to rain heavily. Waited in the rain. Damn stupid lo.
Then was totally drenched in the end managed to get in.




The middle is my favorite teacher (: Which is call mr neo.



The rest below is random of my favorite places (:














corridor


View from upstairs




MY class locker





Ang, huishi and me (;



Beside me is the retard (: Hehe dont scold me if you sees this -.-...

Ang and Huishi









Sentosa (:






Jonathan classic slacking in class






Mrs Wong got sorethroat

Hi
i now at my primary school using the computer to blog (:
i miss my primary school (:

Hi
i now at my primary school using the computer to blog (:
i miss my primary school (:

Hello (:

I went to search for some lame photos, when ever you progress, you must never forget who you are, i am lame. and that will never change (: Take it or leave it.

Today went to play basketball, played with some very violent adults. And when i was fighting for the rebound with a big guy then he hit me from behind and i fall straight to the ground ):
He was very big size and my leg bleed.

CLICK TO VIEW !!!!!! Mr zhuo's camera very power !!
All the pictures that he had taken, one picture's memory space is 6 mb plus !!
It is equal to a song -.-
And his picture is so big size de, resize le blogger still can only portrait half of it. -.-

Hi.
My Blogger posting got some problems -.-
ok nvm it doesnt affect much.

Ok. Since the day i posted my last post, since that day i felt better and better (;
Like more people come talk to me, congrats me etc.
thanks (:

I really felt very happy that i have got such a good result for POA, Geog and SS.
For Poa, i was pretty confident but not for geog and ss.
During the Geog and SS test, i wasnt very confident so i did it half heartedly -.- so i was surprised, flabbergasted, that i was top for SS and Geog :DD

Poa : 92/100
Geog : 10/12
SS : 12/18
Hehe (:

But something just stop me from being happy; my English result.
I am really really felt regretful for my own English and i dont know why; regret.
I was very confident when i was doing the paper i know i will do well. What went wrong?
Was i too confident???
I kept trying to pledge teacher for some marks in every single way; like when the answer is very close, but my marks still nvr change. 33/80
Its too far from passing. . .
FAr.

but my poa and geog and ss really make me feel better, sort of like they seems to be trying to console me... -.-
my poa marks was damn high and i was damn high too when i gotten my marks. I was really really happy when i gotten my marks...

But...hai.

My conclusion. "dont compare yourself with others, you are just insulting yourself that you can be compare with others."


Math :27/35
English : 33/80
Physics : 19/30
Chemistry : 17.5/30
Mt : 28/40
Comp.S : 1000/1000000 :D -.-""

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Today got back english paper.
I failed.

hai, i felt as though my life had been altered. Or just someone had cursed me.
doing alot of things i don want to do, and alot of things supposed to be done not done.

I was very confident in my english paper but in the end i failed );
I dunno what i should do le.
I know that there will be some one laughing at my failure...

Yesterday i didnt go to school.
Most of the people didnt even realise i am gone, thats just show how significant i am.

I had try so hard to be a friend but in the end, it just doesnt worked out.

Was very sad today.

Thanks marie junhao and minqi for coming over to console me (:
thanks, i know they will nvr see this but this is the time when true friends appear and fake friends emerged, its easily able to divide them.
Thanks for caring (:

I am always alone, and i dunno why, everytime i want to join into the group, i just felt like i am an outcast.
And when i tried talking to people, even though they are just beside me, i have to call them 5 times then they will hear me or after i talked to them, they never even bother to reply and just looked away.
I just felt so bad coming to school everyday, really very sad, it just crush my already-gone confidence. For those who want to know why i never come on tues, hoping there are some who wants to know, its bvecause i don wan to face them. I felt like an idiot, a fool, just sitting there talking to myself. I am pathetic, laugh at me.

So tired.

Yesterday slept at 1 plus...
I went to bed at 10 but couldnt sleep ):

So tired. Felt so defeated :X

Tml maybe not going to school..