Wednesday 26 November 2008 6.05pm

Blablabla~
New opening.
I realised that my brain work very slow nowadays, so i decide to start revising le..
I just read POA, it sounds fun, its about business blablabla~ kinda like it..
And I also will try to stop playing too much computer, its a waste of electricity and the bills come then i die liao.
One day i can play about 10 hrs, no joke !
Maybe even more...
So Here I starts ...
and here i ends..

Saturday 22 November 2008 1107pm

Hi all~
sian..
sia..
hai..
lol...

EVeryday have nth to do ...
Only can play computer...expect for playing computer i can only play computer...
I did try to do some of the holiday homework but i have totally seriously forgotten everything i had learned !!! WAHHAHAHAHAHA~
Pro right ?
Hai...
.....
lame..
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This few days totally ****
seriously .... i cant sleep !
hate it when i have problem sleeping...
Wtf... sia...
feeling weird now adays

Sunday , November 16 2008 , 9.48pm

hi~
good news !!
My spacebar recover le (:
Rock...z
It recover by itself one...lmao -.-
Anyway I am kinda addicted to maple... i have a reason though...
But its good anyway, it suits me completely...
Fu...
Stressed up...Confused...
And recently i had a dream...here goes...
I sneaked into my primary school with one guy..i forgot who he is but nevermind..
Then the scene is totally the same as the past, i was so glad.
But i think at that moment, i know that its just a dream... but i just kept walking around the corridor to see if there is anyone i know.. i saw a lot of ppl, but couldnt see their faces...
But suddenly, i saw Iris.. and i thought..isnt she in secondary already!!??
whyis she studying in the primary school? then i wanted to say hi but she looked very focus so i dont want to disturb her...
and then i walked up the next storey and saw QiuTing...
Although i hate her alot in primary school but i still treat her as my fren...
Then she said : aaa! ZheHAo?!! OMG...
then i say yaya....then walk away...
then the rest i dont rmb le..
this is the fourth time i dreamt of my primary school ....
I seriously miss my primary damn hell loads, i just hope i can go back to the past and be with my frens...and to live the life back then...
its great...but all of us have to grow...
In that case...i just hope i never grow ...



I went to alot of ppl blog be4, all of their blogs tell how unhappy and how bad their life is...
So when you think your life is bad...think of some others ppl life who is worst..this might console you a little..not much...
and i wonder why life is so bad for so many ppl?
Are they playing a trick on us to make us mentally stronger?

Tuesday, November 11 2008, 8.47pm

Hi~
Very tired. didnt slept well for many days le.
Dont have mood for anything...
bye~

Sunday, November 9 2008, 0116

HI~
I blog in midnight!!
WOOHOO~
First time of all times..!
Anyway, i used computer because i couldnt sleep.
Thinking of her again..
Anyway..
Doesnt really have anything much to say...
I did msg less her now, everytime i picked up my phone i will thought of msging her...
It has already become a habit which is also not good. Disturbing others...
I think she's a good and clever girl, i dont want to ruin her life..
Perhaps...this is it...

P.S.When a relationship ended, it brought forward sadness and regret, but with it brought along new challenges and experiences...-by Alson.

Thursday,November 06 2008, 7.27pm

Yo...
Sorry for not posting for so long...
As most of you know my spacebar spoilt le, so i have super slow typing speed and typing difficulties.
Sorry i cant reply all your tag because i dont know where to start..!
It wont happen again.. "-. -"
I want to start by sharing about my CCa experiences.
Actually it's not really boring, when you think it's boring, it'll be boring.
Then everytime go to my CCA we will surely go to the pe store to borrow some badminton racket and play, or sometimes we'll play basketball.
Ok~! Done..
Recently I had sleepless night...is almost everyday lo~
Then my panda eyes is very obvious..
Maybe i think
about that too much le..she said the same too~
It's bloody irritating if you're very tired and you cant sleep.
But i just cant help it, kept thinking of her, and when i picked up my phone and wanted to msg her, i thought twice, because i felt like i am pestering her and i want to stop that!
And definitely she have not been telling me any truth...
I had consulted few of my friends and they say maybe i should forget her, and the another said maybe i should give her some peace and quiet...
I will try both of them!
....
Trying to forgetting someone you love is like trying to remember someone you dont know...
But dont you worry....i will forget you soon~ (:
.....Crap....

Tuesday, October 28 2008, 1039pm

Hi....
My life is so meaningless!!
I wonder how long will this carry on...
Everyday if nothing to do, then i will use computer, if not play basketball.
and every week must go school two times for cca. Then nothing to do le lo.
I suddenly felt so tasteless...
But almost everytime i have wonderful dreams!
today i dreamt of alot of things, but can only rmb two (:
I think dream is another place where i get my entertainment...
Alot of impossible things that wont happen on real world will happen in dream.
Now very tired le... sorry if sentence struture got problem or whatsoever...
Tired of life...
Sick of life....
Tml got CCA, dont feel like going, but i dont want to let my teachers in charge down....
Haha....crap...
Almost all of my friends is like MIA liao~ Its just a few days since holiday started ....
Everything is just fucking boring....
fucking life.....
fucking face....

Mnoday,October 27 2008,1012pm.edited

HI!!!
Blog again...
Sian, kinda of addicted to maple...
Cause no friend wanna come out.....
Like I said in my MSN, I hope that money can buy "friends"who will always by your side,i will like to buy some, no matter how poor i am(:
I DONT KNOW LA!!!
Ok....just ignore that crap up there...-,-
I kept thinking about her every night(as a friend) , so, cant sleep...
When I close my eyes I will think about her, then when i open my eyes, I wanted to play maple..-.-
Dont know why suddenly felt so troubled about her...
Sometime msg her then she nvr reply one... I dont know izit she did saw my msg, but she just ignore it? Maybe ba...
I scare she will find me irritating if i keep spamming her with message...
But if she see this, i just want to tell her that i am sorry for keep messaging you so...I was bored, i tried to find some friend to go out but they were unavailable...
I was really damn hell bored...
All i have left to say is...hope you will not ignore me (:

Saturday,October25 2008 1213pm

HI!!
Today i had a weird dream, I dreamt of myself being very addicted to gambling.
Then I bought a air ticket to America to gamble.
I dont know why i go there sia~
When i reached there, i lost all of my money and realized i didnt have enough money to take plane back to Singapore...
I felt so stressed and lost, I dont even know anyone there...but suddenly I saw my English teacher, Ms Wong, there.
I was so delighted to see her there, and in real life, everytime i saw her i always feel delighted...Anw i am also the EL rep(:
Ok moving on.....
Then I told her what had happened and she provided me the money for the trip back to Singapore, suddenly felt so relieved!!
and then i woke up (:

OK now, it's time for the longly awaited uploading of pictures that everyone is waiting for, some are very funny(:




ERM.....Next time ba...So stay tune...again (:

Friday,October 24 2008 2216

HI!!!
Yesterday i didnt have much patience to blog as my spacebar no longer works!!!
You must be wonder if my spacebar is spoilt, why am i able to blog now??
This is because i copied a space between two words and after after word i wrote, I paste the space that i had copied next to the word i had typed...
Confusing??ok...nvm...
Now i have alot of patience to blog so i just blog lo...
Anyway, Yesterday, Ryan, Raynor, Thiam Hock and i went to AMK!!
ALOT of funny things happened there, so i will be uploading some very funny pictures.
So stay tune.....

Thursday, October 23 2008, 8.37pm

YO!!!!
BACK!!!
P.S.I will just talk short as my keyboard have some lame problem.-.-
I am happy that I will go to 3n2 next year(:
I was bloody !@#!$!@ worry that will go to 3n1 next year, so I sort of like....cry abit...
HAHAHA!!!!

After receiving my result slip from teacher, I dont dare to look at that stupid result slip.
Then I was like opening a small gap between my fingers which was covering the class I will go to next year. Then after seeing theres a digit "2" there, I was damn relieve....


TODAY
I went to AMK. Played at there like hell.
Sorry got to stop blogging now, more problems on keyboard....

October September 17 2008

Last few days, I felt very stressed about going to 3n1. But after one sleep, and i woke up, I felt relieved.
If I remember correctly its like someone told me to relax and don't think about it too much, but it doesn't seem like a dream....
Strange....

October

My results

Eng: 47/100 ):
Maths: 72.5/100 ):
Science: 51.3/100 ):
MT: 53.3/100 ):
History: 65/100 ):
Geography: 74.3/100 ):

I really did studied !! I really, bloody damn dont expect this kind of result....please man...
I failed my English, everything is over for me....
I dont want to go 3n1 please, if i really go 3n1 i will give up studying, i will just slack everyday, and just the time past by ba....
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Can someone hear my thoughts ?
Can at least someone care for me ?
Can anyone be by my side ?
.......................................

Thursday, October 16 2008, 7.40pm

COMPLAINS ....
......................................................
BORING !! PICNICING AT BOTANICE GARDEN ??
Oh come on, we are not old and boring people ok?? Oh please...
Other classes have inter class sports competition, what about us ?
Still have what excursion to SingaporeDiscoveryCentre ???
You kidding me right ?? ....
After that still have to go to what Army Museum ....CRap
I thought post exam activities is supposed to be fun, interesting and relaxing ?
Instead I felt even more stress....
Forced to go to places that i dont want to go...

Complains.........


Its not that I want to complain lo, its just....erm....dunno...?

EMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMO

Monday, October 13 2008, 7.21pm

Yo!
Recently i had played basketball with one guy with a basketball jersey with YishynTownSecondarySchool behind his t shirt.
So i asked him if he was i basketball team in the past, then he told me that jersey belong to his brother.
He also said Ytss used to have a basketball team in the past but they keep getting into fights very oftenly during competitions. So the basketball team was soon disband....so sad...

Friday, October 10 2008, 10.33pm

YO ALL !
I was playing counterstrike and i was bored so i decide to do something special,
Like this....




Cool isn't it ?
Haha, it was pretty funny, I couldnt really bear to kill those tubbies and when they die, they look retarded~

If you want to know more about how to record videos on your desktop, you can ask me (:

Thursday, October 09 2008, 6.06pm

Yo!
Today played bb in the rain, counted as celebration ba...
But the rainwater made my butt very itchy, whole body too.
Hope my injuries can heal faster so can play bb the "normal" way. (:


EXAM FINALLY OVER LE !!
SO HAPPY, BUT NOT USED TO IT WITHOUT HAVING TO THINK ABOUT SCHOOL WORK.
Everyday is equal to celebration, and if i am not wrong, we only have 2 more weeks until the school close.
Hais....next year must wear long pants liao =.=

Wednesday, October 08 2008, 3.55pm

Aiyo....sian....
I have been falling down and injuring my leg for consectively three days ^=.=^
Very sian lo...the bleeding got worst every single day..
And today I actually dont need to fall one, it's all because of him la !!!
He kept using my bicycle then I knew that it will be raining soon so I
wanted to retreive my bike as soon as possible so that I can avoid the rain.
But then he kept cycling around~
When I got back my bike, it was all too late...
the rain was like raining tsunami, it just kept falling very fast..
I was having alot of things in my hands and at the same time, I was trying to balance myself with one hand holding the handle and keeping up my fast pace.
I dont want to be caught in the rain lo, or else my wound will be much painful!!
Then when I was driving half way, my bottle dropped, I tried to get it back but I lost my balance and I flew frontwards and my bike flew very far.

!!!

Anyway I want to show you a picture of my leg because there wont be another time !!

THE FOLLOWING PICTURE MIGHT BE DISTURBING, VIEWER DISCRETION IS ADVISED.

RATED:PG

REMEMBER VIWER DISCRETION WILL BE ADVISED !!

ANYWAY THIS WILL BE THE FIRST PICTURE I HAD EVER UPLOAD TO MY BLOG (:

WA KAO !!

Disgusting sia !!

anyway I also slid pretty badly.

So I dont expected it to bleed so little (:

THats all see YA !!

Anyway i want to apologize for not replying all your tags.

If next time you sent me again, I hope I will try not to reply your tags !

TEEHEE~

just kidding!

Wednesday, October first 2008, 10.14pm

YO !!!
Reminded almost everyone in my phonebook to bring their dictionary (:
Today was a boring, hope that someone can accompany me go study but hais....
no one....
Nvm.
Actually wanted to study alone but when i went to Mac, I saw so much people there although there were seats, but i dont want to study alone there because it seems very emo (:
So i went home played computer
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!!!!!
Playing computer just the day before exam ??!!
I knew I cant make it to express, so i gave up (:
Anyway I think that everyone must know philosphy because its good (:
Thats the reson.
Bye(:




I DESERVE MORE !!!!!

Monday, September 24 2008, 7.05pm

Hais...tomorrow is English EOY examination ):
I felt very stressed, I am afraid that I might not reach my target.
But I cannot blame anyone, I didnt studied very hard, although sometimes I do,
but not constantly.
I kept telling others that I want to go express and I also said that this time I will study real hard for my exams, and I will not just say it, i will do it.
Those are just piece of shit !
I really hate myself for not studying, I did tried to study but I failed to do so
because I cannot concentrate.
Crap... :x

The English examination tomorrow is like going to a war without any strategy or skill to fight my opponents.
Hell..
God damn me ):