today went to work with hui shi and tth and jun hao in tanglin sec as catering de ppl. damn fun but tiring.. met new friend Shirley. she damn cool la, she also like k pop and learn a lot of kpop dances ((: earned $60 but cabbed home and bought working shoes $16 in the end like don't earn much..

I really missed her. I dunno why will become like this. its just a dance. anyway she's too good for me. its just another one sided love again. like dog. everyday I will tjink of her smile and it will make me very happy (:

Very tired recently. Had been cutting down on my basketball time as it had made me very tired. Today got Geog and SS test and i fell asleep alot of time. I dont think i will pass the test anyway cos i didnt study. /;
Everyday O level is approaching, my results seem to dropping instead of improving.

Saw her today at the bus stop after so long.
Guessed she didnt sleep well, her eyes were pretty swollen.
JC life isnt easy, so therefore i think i shouldnt introduce myself to her already hectic life. Anyway, its not like shes going to like me again.
She had made a mistake once and shes not so stupid to make the same mistake.
But recently life has been real tough and whenever i thought of her, it gave me strength to move on. But too bad its one-sided... I wonder what shes think about me or did i even cross her mind..
Saw her today and my heart was beating god damn fast. Was like panting.

have been doing work since 5 pm. only one, English compre. had alot of distractions. but im trying my best. very tired and I wanna sleep. I am gonna try my best so I wont regret it, just few more months it will all be over.


why am I still looking bback into the past. I made a mistake, for losing her. I missed her, I don't mind she scold me or hates me but I just wanna know if she ever thought of me this five years. I had been a fcuking flirt, its okay if she hates me, I will understand. and I am living my karma now, being an ugly bastard struggling thru his life finding sommeone or somewhat to help him out of it. my life is totally screwed, if I can go back to the past I will treat her better so we could be together and I wont feel so empty now... I miss her.

Yo ! Yesterday had English oral, total disaster man. My oral examiner is my english teacher, miss shammem ? Dunno how to spell her name.. When i sat down she gave me a boring stare and keep diao me when im talking.... I had alot of things to say but when i saw the looks she gave me, I felt very discouraged and the other teacher examining me wasnt any better than her. The worst part is, because im too nervous and i kept swing my legs, i accidently kicked their table and both of the teachers' laptop shake and very loud sia. LOL can see both the teachers very irritating and shocked. Haha
But it was really very a discouraging day because besides that alot of other things happened..

BUT today after a night sleep, i reflect and think that if the orals is hard, I have to conquer it because i knew i could do it just that i need more practice. I cant let it bother for long, I have to bring it down...

HyunA, G.NA & Yong Jun Hyung - A Bitter Day (English sub, Romanization, ...

Hyuna - A Bitter Day.

Sounds very nice :) The lyrics and very well-written.

A few days ago i was having my MT O level oral exam.
Was very nervous and scared that i wont be able to do well and not get A1.
And i was afraid that i might panic and not be able to think during the oral.
But i did quite well. Not bad, better than my expectations.

Today went out to ball with Junhao, raynor, thiam hock, audrey and huishi at first.
balled till around 3.30pm and then after that went home to prepare to go out with them for dinner !
We went to a nice chong pang nasi lemak store to buy our dinner and ate under a block. Talked and joked around alot ~
Then when we went to the beancurd shop to eat, a sad news arrived...
Hai.
Thoguht bout my family for awhile.

Overall today is great ! hope to have more of this !

Ohya and when we going to a coin disposal machine to deeposit money got one guy kp keep looking at us ! :x feel like #$@#$@ him keep looking lo. and with those kind of bitchy eyes.

"Hard work will beat talent that doesn't work hard- Kevin Eastman

YOYO ~ Today went to Sentosa with Awesome friends - Wei Shin, Jun hao, Thiam Hock, Raynor, Hamzah, Ryan, JiWei, Jia Yee, Audrey, Hui Shi and Marie ! Damn fun and high ! :DDD (HIGH HIGH. IM SO HIGH ~) Told alot of jokes, slack around, played around, sun tanned around, see chio bu around. LOL Being with is the best thing ever ~ !


After the Sentosa is another AWESOMEEE event.
We had a Perth BBQ outing ! Had hotdo

I am very slow because Im going to blog about the Perth trip (:

Perth from June 1st to June 7.

It was awesomeeeeeeee ! :)

Yeah ~

My best achievement was abseiling from a 20 storey high mountain - Mountain Quarry.
I didnt know i could do it when i looked from below, it was damnnnnnnnnn high. However I told myself i had to do it because I want to overcome myself.. In the end, I did it !
:D Was damn proud, had alot of fun, I stopped half way to enjoy the scenery. The first few steps are the most difficult and challenging de. Just like life, first few step are filled with risk and challenges, once you walked through first phase of life, it will be easier along the trip.

May 31 - today went for school for a few periods. the best is miss shammem period. She gave us a motivational talk, very nice (: then after the whole thing we went to nus!! for a motivation rally. lol. like okok only leh.. after that the walking around nus is a waste of time zzz.. just walking a big round the school zzz. That's all!
Last minute pack my luggage, a few mire hours to Perth :D excited!!

MAY 30 : TOday is the day of o level mt Chinese exam.. Paper 1 was quite easy but paper 2 is such a killer, the hardest o level paper I ever took..
after the exam, went to change for Perth money (: $300

Yo just finished doing Chinese hw! And ya, the time now is 2.37am midnight and i am still up (: just now practiced some dance around 1am lol.
So nervous and excited! Mt O levels in just 5days time and Perth trip in 1 week time. So probably next week de today I will be in Perth (:
Today Mt intensive very very tiring.. my head almost explode like OMG! Teacher kept confusing me, but fret not, I have just redo it and going to show cher Tmr. (: ( There are currently a lot of lightning and loud thunder outside my window)
Today hui shi said mt exam is at icreative room and I laughed like shyt! lol supposedly should be icreate room!! ok ba. I should go sleep now (:

Today activity is abseiling

May 17 2011

Yo, that day, I went out with Thiam Hock and Hui shi to shop for Jia min birthday present ! In the mean time, I also use this opportunity to shop for my Perth jacket! Too bad I went from Bugis junction to Bugis street and to somerset and then to far east, cannot even find one ! Maybe i will consider going back to far east again. Went to catch Fast 5 at Iluma Bugis filegarde. It was my second time watching! It was so awesome so I wacthed it twice! hui shi said its nice too!
Then shop shop around and saw alot people! Jia yee, raynor, ming shan, wei shin, audrey!
LOL laugh like shyt sia that day. Joked the whole entire day like nobody's business (:
Its fun, we must try that again sometime!

May 14 2011 Show Luo Concert !

Yeah ! Im abit slow but Im posting about that day !
Met Mandy Lee at yishun MRT then wait for Yu Ying and Bryan to come from Woodlands.
So excited :D
After that we trained to Stadium Station and then went to queue up for Show Luo concert mechardise. Ddint expect myself to buy anything cos im saving money for Perth trip but I was so tempted ! LOL Bought a Show Luo concert magazine and Show Luo freaking big poster. NICEEEEEEEEEEEEE ~
We queued for about 2 hours? from 4 plus to 6 plus then went to some random shopping mall de kopitam to eat.
AFter that went back to indoor stadium to queue up to and then enter the indoor sport hall. Mandy have to sit at different place cos we bought our tickets separately.
Overall the concert was awesome man !!
Cannot describe the feeling of the concert. Really too good to be true, I never thought in my entire life that I wll ever go to a Show Luo concert. It was so magnificent that I hoped my vocabulary is better so I can find a better word to describe it. Most importantly, all the people going are all fun people! After that we supper together in Northponit Mac and home !

Today is the first day of mt intensive for me cos ytd i kinda skipped it cos my sister got wedding dinner. Should post some pictures next time !
Anyway today is really very tiring.
After mt intensive really very tired and then still got mock exam paper and after that mock exam paper still got test cos i didnt go for mt intesinve ytd. tbc..

LOL the previous post is about all my past rants. LOL

"Twitter had caused us to be more emo one way or another. Like knowing things we shouldn't know, saying things we shouldn't say, hurting those who we shouldn't hurt."

"the worst thing's not remembering the sad times, but remembering the good times cze you know they're never gonna happen again."

"How do you expect him to know you love or miss him when you're not even showing it. Dont treat him like a mind-reader, sometimes you're jsut not that lucky."

"Don't ever show your temporary weakness, people who don't know you well will think its your permanent weakness."

"We were once so close, now, worst than being strangers."

"Stop at nothing when you have nothing to lose and everything to gain."

"Don't be angry with the right friend, you might just end up regretting afterwards, well I did."

"Sometimes I laugh at my life, cos its such a joke."

"How much I hoped I could bring her from the Past to the Present."

"It's nice to be important but its important to be nice."

"Finding someone who understands you is not easy. Especially when you are so complicated."

"When you say never say never, you had already said it twice."

"Im not the guy your heart is missing."

"Sometimes you love someone so much that you dont mind jsut being her friend. At least you can stay by her side..."

"To be forgotten is the saddest thing to forget."

"Why are we so afraid of failures, so afraid of trying? Isit because if we can't do it we would not be able to face the reality?"

"Trying to be different, can be sort of weird in the eyes of normal people; cos' we are different."

"When people says you copied others, ask them why they are wearing clothes, because everyone is wearing clothes, so are you copying them as well?"

"If we dont forgive and forget, eventually it will jsut turn out to be a cycle of never ending hatred."

"Love hurts but you have to find the right one who is worth the pain."

"When 'what if' stepped in and we stopped believing."

'"The best thing is not to have any connection with anyone."

"Been thinking bout this thing call love."

Respect the one who loves you, dont treat them like shit, cos when one day they are gone, you're gonna miss them in one way or another.


"If you obey all of the rules, you miss all of the fun. "

The disappoint you felt when you finally found a stapler but after you try to staple your paper and realized there are not staples inside );