I didnt choose it.
I didnt choose to be so ugly, so boring, so useless.
I didnt choose my life.
If I can choose, it will not be like this, it will turn out differently.
I will try to smile and hide all the sadness because I deserve to.

YOYO~
So busy man.
Novem 16 just came back FROM CAMERON LOWLAND!!
IT WAS FREAKING FUN WITH THOSE PEOPLE ~
Great place.
I will blog about it sooner or later cos I am afraid I might forget about it.
8 more days to my basketball competition. So busy, have to work and train and sleep.
o.o
Hai. I dont wanna lost another basketball competition, becos this cmopetition cos me to skipped my sister's baby de 满月 de something. )): Damn F*** I wanna go.
But basketball is so so.. !!!! ARGHHHHH~~~
I MUST WIN ON THAT DAY NO MATTER WHAT LA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tmr is my o level mt paper again !
I havent start revising as im very busy planning right now lol.
Have to plan when Should i go to work, train basketball, get a life and alot of things.
Now my priority is to earn money, ya.
Today is my first and last day in school. LOL i only went once due to chicken pox.
And chicken pox caused me to miss out work for 2 weeks which i can earn more than $200.
zzz.

I hope i can do well for the paper tmr, later i going to serious mode le :X

Sometimes we have to lie to ourselves in order to keep moving forward.

I got so fking irritated so easily.

day 4 was abit batter. its just that i still doesnt dare to look at my face in the mirror

day 4 of chicken pox

Fever seems to be gone. Sore throat gone. and the thing which seems to be stucked at my throat is also gone.

Ya..
But all the pox not gone. not even one.

I hope i can heal faster than i can go get my salary and do alot other things

HAIIZZZZ CHICKEN POX SUCKSSS ):
I look sucky.
Cant go out, must stay at home,I got so many things that i have to do, my responsibilty, but I am now sick ):

2 days ago was my competition. It was dam tough and rough.
Seriously man, I　ｈａｄ　ｎｅｖｅｒ　ｐｌａｙｅｄ　ｓｏ　ｖｉｏｌｅｎｔ　ｂｅｆｏｒｅ．　ＬＯＬ．
Ｗｅ　ｌｏｓｔ　ｌａ．．．．．．．．．．
Ｓｉａｎ．
Ｔｏｄａｙ　ｆｉｒｓｔ　ｄａｙ　ｏｆ　ｓｃｈｏｏｌ　ｒｅｏｐｅｎ　ｄｉｓａｓｔｅｒ　ｍａｎ．　Ｈａｉｒ　ｇｏｔ　ｃａｕｇｈｔ　ａｓ　ｕｓｕａｌ　ａｎｄ　ｐｒｅｄｉｃｔｅｄ　ａｎｄ　ｅａｒｌｙ　ｉｎ　ｔｈｅ　ｍｏｒｎｉｎｇ　ｃｈｉｎｅｓｅ　ｐｒｅｌｉｍｓ．
Ｔｈｅｎ　ｔｍｒ　ｇｏｔ　ｇｅｏｇ　ｔｅｓｔ　ａｎｄ　ｍａｔｈ　ｈｗ　））：
Ｓｅｒｉｏｕｓｌｙ，　ｉ　ｍｅａｎ，　ｓｅｒｉｏｕｓｌｙ？

Yo, today is offically my competition, LOL
couldnt sleep last night.
Then when i slept i had a nightmare,
i dreamed of me waking up late, #$#
goddammit, it was so real.
Until i woke up i realised it was all jsut a dream.
Sigh.

This few days a bit stress over money matters.
I want to be financially stable so I can feel at ease.
I dont want to be constraint by money and have to limit my spending.
I will try to find some jobs and now jsut waiting for reply.
Lol, have to save up for the upcoming holiday.

I going to sleep le cya~

HAi hai, no money le, i wanna work but it seems a waste of time man. Work a few hours only earn a few dollars only z.
Hai hai, 7 more days to my competiton. ):
Not confident. Seriously /;
If she come to see my match I will be confident :DDDDD

Yo, yesterday and today went to cycle.
Shiok and tired.
Hardcore cycle to bukit panjang today with thiam hock, raynor and ji wei.

sian~ we got a team member last minute withdraw, what should i do..

I am happy because I had found a basketball team and will be going for competition in 3 weeks time, I am stress because I am injured and I want to win that competition so badly but 3 weeks is a short period to improve so muchie..

PLus i need to work and earn money, and i need to study and get good grades, and i have to learn how to play guitar, and i have to get to lvl 50 for my maple char to get the explorer ring. I want to do so many stuff. I am going mad ...

I injured my fingers, my back and my thigh. How to train for basketball..
I need to get enough sleep so i wont get dark eye cicles but i cant sleep.

Yesterday 18.08.10 got back o level result after waiting for sooooo long....
Ok la, i got a A2. Damn.. so close... I guess i will retake again. I got nothing to lost anyway..
I will try even harder and be more serious !!
Grats YongSheng and Pearlin the 2 A1 people in our class (:
Shiok sia~ No need retake le. But somehow still felt happy for them :DDDD

For those who are retaking the paper , DONT GIVE UP !!! NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE.

We fell, we stood up, we move and look forward. We've got to seize the second chance that we will get and make the most out of it. In the first place we have got nothing to lost and everything to gain.

I wanted to study so much but I just couldnt seem to do so. I will try my utmost best no matter what. !

My injuries from a few days ago just open up.
As i went to play basketball despite the injuries, then accidentally kena kill by someone.
The bleeding stop but its still painful.
I want to play basketball so badly but mu injuries kept getting in the way.

Today had a crazy day in school.
LOL, I enjoyed it.
Erm... have to enjoy and make full use of my time in school, one more year and we will be out of ytss and i am sure we'll going to miss ytss and secondary school life..

Yo, the day before yesterday i injured myself while playing basketball. zzz.
Now the injuries had caused me so much pain and hassle. Cannot even practice my guitar now.
AiYa!!!

Prelims prelims..
Sian, at least we get to go home earlier.
What should I do /;
I am such a loser.