Yo.
Nowadays kinda irritated by my neighbour.
He thinks he is a big shot and wants everyone's attention.
Rich so what? no big deal.
Everytime he walks by our apartment, he will purposely cough and want our attention and want us to greet him. And sometimes, when he was about to walk past our apartment, he will talk very loudly with his wife and son. Btw, its not just one coincident time. Its being a year.
Think he what ?
Now even worst, whenever he walks past, he will call his son, about aged 3, to knock on our window. Wthe ??
What kind of irony is this ?
What does he want from us?
-.-.
"Bad conviction of ours leads ourselves to our own destruction, in the end you blame others for your mistake" by Alson (:
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Hi.
I am trying to create a basketball animation using Flash 8.
I miss Flash 8, used to create aimations when i was little and still won some great competitions. But when we received the award - $$$ , the teacher keep and give school.
-.-, she didnt split the $$$ to us sia, we worked very hard for the animation and for the interview. I remember theres five people sitting in front of us at a certain room and they began questioning us why we chose to do this animation etc.
I was just meandering through all their question as mostly all those things were done by me, all my teamates there playing de (:
I remember when i reached home, theres a reporter of the morning de newspaper phoned me and interviewed me, and of course my teamates, about how we felt after beating alot of secondary schools and good de primary schools.
Anyway that was the best period of life which i enjoyed the most, as my efforts, hardwork are always appreciated by friends, people, teacher.
Compared to now, i am just like living a life inside a body which have got no life in it and seldom even notices, leave aside being appreciated.
I think now, is the period which i really need friends by my side.
I really have got alot of problems kept inside me, and ireally want to share with someone else, i dont like to look for ppl to share cos i am afraid that i might be very irritating. Except for Xiangrong aka Nicole who has been away to Taiwan.
When i share with her my problems, i really felt that she really want to listen to my problems and wanted to help me. She'll says special things which really answer my problems and i dunno le.
On the day before she left, i did messaged her, i didnt know she was leaving that day after the day i messaged her, it was a coincidence. So coincident. I think she will be away untill June 26, or about there.. So i can only wish her good luck in her geography project because its quite a big one.
Thank her (:
From all those words i had written above says all, i always wanted to have someone to be able to lean on when i fall.
Hopefully now i wont fall, or i will fall and hurt my head badly as theres no one to lean on. Sometimes when i messaged some of my friends to just talk so to be able to cheer up abit but either they dont reply, or they reply and answer your question half heartedly. Damn them.
If you dont care, just tell me that you dont even care can.
Now i had been through alot of hard tough times alone, some times if i can describe it, i will write in my blog, but sometimes i just have got to keep it to myself. I know everyone have their own problems, i am not saying mine is bigger, nor yours is smaller.
Tough times tough times...
I am trying to create a basketball animation using Flash 8.
I miss Flash 8, used to create aimations when i was little and still won some great competitions. But when we received the award - $$$ , the teacher keep and give school.
-.-, she didnt split the $$$ to us sia, we worked very hard for the animation and for the interview. I remember theres five people sitting in front of us at a certain room and they began questioning us why we chose to do this animation etc.
I was just meandering through all their question as mostly all those things were done by me, all my teamates there playing de (:
I remember when i reached home, theres a reporter of the morning de newspaper phoned me and interviewed me, and of course my teamates, about how we felt after beating alot of secondary schools and good de primary schools.
Anyway that was the best period of life which i enjoyed the most, as my efforts, hardwork are always appreciated by friends, people, teacher.
Compared to now, i am just like living a life inside a body which have got no life in it and seldom even notices, leave aside being appreciated.
I think now, is the period which i really need friends by my side.
I really have got alot of problems kept inside me, and ireally want to share with someone else, i dont like to look for ppl to share cos i am afraid that i might be very irritating. Except for Xiangrong aka Nicole who has been away to Taiwan.
When i share with her my problems, i really felt that she really want to listen to my problems and wanted to help me. She'll says special things which really answer my problems and i dunno le.
On the day before she left, i did messaged her, i didnt know she was leaving that day after the day i messaged her, it was a coincidence. So coincident. I think she will be away untill June 26, or about there.. So i can only wish her good luck in her geography project because its quite a big one.
Thank her (:
From all those words i had written above says all, i always wanted to have someone to be able to lean on when i fall.
Hopefully now i wont fall, or i will fall and hurt my head badly as theres no one to lean on. Sometimes when i messaged some of my friends to just talk so to be able to cheer up abit but either they dont reply, or they reply and answer your question half heartedly. Damn them.
If you dont care, just tell me that you dont even care can.
Now i had been through alot of hard tough times alone, some times if i can describe it, i will write in my blog, but sometimes i just have got to keep it to myself. I know everyone have their own problems, i am not saying mine is bigger, nor yours is smaller.
Tough times tough times...
Yo.
Later going to volleyball training le.
I seriously need to change my blog skin, its being long since the last time i changed it.
If anyone had seen this post and want to offer help, its welcomed (:
I need help -.-
But i dont want to have the identical blogskins with anyone, i just want it to be special and unique.
I hope i know how to customize my own blog skin.
Will try that next time..
Tomorrow, i have a medical appointment at hospital for my back, dont want to go and dont feel like going.
I think they say my back is curved or ?
And had already decided not to go.
GTG late for training le..
Later going to volleyball training le.
I seriously need to change my blog skin, its being long since the last time i changed it.
If anyone had seen this post and want to offer help, its welcomed (:
I need help -.-
But i dont want to have the identical blogskins with anyone, i just want it to be special and unique.
I hope i know how to customize my own blog skin.
Will try that next time..
Tomorrow, i have a medical appointment at hospital for my back, dont want to go and dont feel like going.
I think they say my back is curved or ?
And had already decided not to go.
GTG late for training le..
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Yesterday
I had Volleyball training in school, really enjoyed it, i think its had been like long since i had really enjoyed that CCA.
That day, i got the chance to play a match with the sec 1s and i got to play.
I dont remember myself playing a volleyball match for 2 years. I meant 2 years.
Morning met up with Caijing and Melvyn, i was late by 15 mins, as usual, always late ~.~
Then we had lunch and went training together.
We crapped around and joke about like -.-...
Laugh all the way to school.
Was quite happy that day la.
Thats my conclusion. (:
I had Volleyball training in school, really enjoyed it, i think its had been like long since i had really enjoyed that CCA.
That day, i got the chance to play a match with the sec 1s and i got to play.
I dont remember myself playing a volleyball match for 2 years. I meant 2 years.
Morning met up with Caijing and Melvyn, i was late by 15 mins, as usual, always late ~.~
Then we had lunch and went training together.
We crapped around and joke about like -.-...
Laugh all the way to school.
Was quite happy that day la.
Thats my conclusion. (:
Monday, June 8, 2009
Hi all.
I know i know, long time no blog, sometimes i am lazy, sometimes i wanted to but forgotten to.
I have some deep thoughts and thorough reflections on my actions, thinking and assignments for the past few days.
Hope i wont fail my EOY.
English assignments going to be done soon.
I had been balling everyday since holiday begin. Er...maybe some day misses it but majority didnt.
I wanted to start my assignments and finish it as soon as possible.
I had named every week of the holiday.
-week 1 : Play week.
-week 2 : Assignments week
-week 3 : Last touch up on assignments.
-week 4 : Revision week.
I think that this strategy is very efficient and useful, it doesnt give us that much stress compared to a timetable.
I want to be learn more about psychology and hopefully philosophy (:
i think i will just try..
Today, i just cant find the main points of what to blog about...
I had alot in mind when i aint blogging, but when i wanted to blog, nothing comes out.
Recently,i had alot of weird dreams.
I had dreamed that because i had good results, I have to be transfer to express class -.o??
When schools starts, when i walked into my that express class, everyone was looking at me and thinking why i am there, and i have to explain to every single one of them why i am there ... quite fun though..
This kind of thing never will happen in real life, so its quite fun if i can dreamed about it....
Its rare though...
I hope i dreamed about my future and the future. THe exact future.
I want my existence to be known by many. I have big dreams, but i don know what are they...
Oh ya, recently i had also watched one horror movie, "The Last House on The Left". I strongly recommend to those who wants a good scare or have a fainted heart. Oh ya, i think the movie is rated R.
It has some ... scenes, but its scary... but have no ghosts in it (:
I know i know, long time no blog, sometimes i am lazy, sometimes i wanted to but forgotten to.
I have some deep thoughts and thorough reflections on my actions, thinking and assignments for the past few days.
Hope i wont fail my EOY.
English assignments going to be done soon.
I had been balling everyday since holiday begin. Er...maybe some day misses it but majority didnt.
I wanted to start my assignments and finish it as soon as possible.
I had named every week of the holiday.
-week 1 : Play week.
-week 2 : Assignments week
-week 3 : Last touch up on assignments.
-week 4 : Revision week.
I think that this strategy is very efficient and useful, it doesnt give us that much stress compared to a timetable.
I want to be learn more about psychology and hopefully philosophy (:
i think i will just try..
Today, i just cant find the main points of what to blog about...
I had alot in mind when i aint blogging, but when i wanted to blog, nothing comes out.
Recently,i had alot of weird dreams.
I had dreamed that because i had good results, I have to be transfer to express class -.o??
When schools starts, when i walked into my that express class, everyone was looking at me and thinking why i am there, and i have to explain to every single one of them why i am there ... quite fun though..
This kind of thing never will happen in real life, so its quite fun if i can dreamed about it....
Its rare though...
I hope i dreamed about my future and the future. THe exact future.
I want my existence to be known by many. I have big dreams, but i don know what are they...
Oh ya, recently i had also watched one horror movie, "The Last House on The Left". I strongly recommend to those who wants a good scare or have a fainted heart. Oh ya, i think the movie is rated R.
It has some ... scenes, but its scary... but have no ghosts in it (:
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
I want to blog about today.
TODAY
Today when i woke up, my head was spinning, jumped out from the bad dream.
Dreamed of some of my friends dying, then i felt that actually i can save them from it but i was careless...and i only remember some of the scenes, cant mention names, sounds very wrong, like i cursing them like that...
But thats more to that dream, something felt real, like yesterday dream, its not like its out of the world or something. I couldnt rmb..
TODAY
Today when i woke up, my head was spinning, jumped out from the bad dream.
Dreamed of some of my friends dying, then i felt that actually i can save them from it but i was careless...and i only remember some of the scenes, cant mention names, sounds very wrong, like i cursing them like that...
But thats more to that dream, something felt real, like yesterday dream, its not like its out of the world or something. I couldnt rmb..
hi all.
Got so much too blogged and talk about. lets start from the last Saturday.
30/5/09
Went to Queenstown to buy basketball shoes and basketball wit Daniel and Marcus.
Took a long long time to search for the sohes that are within my budget.
I found a pair of shoes which i like and i had decided to look around for a better one, but when i came back the shoes was sold... -.- then i have got no choice but to buy a shoes which i had in mind but that wasn't in within my budget.
Fianlly, that day credits goes to Daniel and Marcus, i took a long time choosing shoes and looking around for one, i myself was irritated -.-""
Thnks man !
Got so much too blogged and talk about. lets start from the last Saturday.
30/5/09
Went to Queenstown to buy basketball shoes and basketball wit Daniel and Marcus.
Took a long long time to search for the sohes that are within my budget.
I found a pair of shoes which i like and i had decided to look around for a better one, but when i came back the shoes was sold... -.- then i have got no choice but to buy a shoes which i had in mind but that wasn't in within my budget.
Fianlly, that day credits goes to Daniel and Marcus, i took a long time choosing shoes and looking around for one, i myself was irritated -.-""
Thnks man !
Friday, May 29, 2009
yo.
Gotten the I-REACH award . quite happy la...
Actually not really, but still felt abit.
After that then actually wanted to go out with friends or hang around but everyone was not available, so i got no choice but to go home. So boring...
Hai...Got second in position, quite surprised...
Hasnt been happy lately.
Gotten the I-REACH award . quite happy la...
Actually not really, but still felt abit.
After that then actually wanted to go out with friends or hang around but everyone was not available, so i got no choice but to go home. So boring...
Hai...Got second in position, quite surprised...
Hasnt been happy lately.
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
this is one of the national day song.
Whenever i heard ndp songs, i will feel very down, makes me think of my primary school.
Remembering those days that i have fun and sing with my friends...
those days cannot be encountered anymore, i just have to keep on moving ..
i tried not to remember too much la, later will be very emo.
I remember every year, our priamry school will go to yishun town and celebrate together. Then i will try to sit with my friends.
Waving the miniature Singapore flag, untill its broken !
then after that i will go out with my friends, all chiong home to change, then we go arcade play, go playground slack...
Althoguht those things sounds normal, its really not that simple...
Really mis my sch....not to forget thefood there rocks (:
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Friday, May 15, 2009
Hi.
Today is a very critical day.
if i did badly for either subject, or worse, both subjects, i really dunno what i should do le..
Today, as for POA, i am totally giving up on that damn paper..
I kept retrying to balance the accounts but still not blaanced, i had totally used all my knowledge i have on that topic but...
as for CS... Happy about that paper, damn easy like hell...no offense...
As for POA, i felt really sad and ..just very sad...
After the exam i just walked out the class, dont feel like talking to anyone, just very depressed...
Hope i can share my feelings with someone except on this damn blog which cant reply me in any way...
Today is a very critical day.
if i did badly for either subject, or worse, both subjects, i really dunno what i should do le..
Today, as for POA, i am totally giving up on that damn paper..
I kept retrying to balance the accounts but still not blaanced, i had totally used all my knowledge i have on that topic but...
as for CS... Happy about that paper, damn easy like hell...no offense...
As for POA, i felt really sad and ..just very sad...
After the exam i just walked out the class, dont feel like talking to anyone, just very depressed...
Hope i can share my feelings with someone except on this damn blog which cant reply me in any way...
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Hi.
i blog (;
but i know thats no more people coming here (:
its ok.
Realised i gotten older?? Gotten IC etc...
Today went to play basketball, my arm and leg energy was like totally drained..
No strength to do anything..
"Time passes, grab the opportunity to grow, if not it'll be wasted"
We must really treasure everything we have now, after we graduate we will surely miss the school damn loads one...
I am already fore-sighting it now.
Like what happened when i am in primary 6...
Hurtful memories ...
Hai...
Nowadays felt very lonely, after exam so early, then most of my friends will go out with each other, i just go home my self alone...
whatever...dont even think anyone care (:
i blog (;
but i know thats no more people coming here (:
its ok.
Realised i gotten older?? Gotten IC etc...
Today went to play basketball, my arm and leg energy was like totally drained..
No strength to do anything..
"Time passes, grab the opportunity to grow, if not it'll be wasted"
We must really treasure everything we have now, after we graduate we will surely miss the school damn loads one...
I am already fore-sighting it now.
Like what happened when i am in primary 6...
Hurtful memories ...
Hai...
Nowadays felt very lonely, after exam so early, then most of my friends will go out with each other, i just go home my self alone...
whatever...dont even think anyone care (:
Saturday, May 2, 2009
"I want to influence people, if they give me the chance, time and effort. I want to share my wisdom and knowledge with them, if they want, that is."
Hi.
Till now i dont know whether theres still any one who will come to my blog and read my post etc...
Anyway i just want to post to keep track of my life and to record down everything.
Example those setbacks i faced and success that i gained.
Just felt preternatural nowadays. Couldnt help it.
Dunno how to explain.
Hai, yesterday slept at 5 plus, couldnt sleep, actually i can, but i don want to, because maybe i think that i am such a failure so i decided how to sleep, between, it make no difference.
Hi.
Till now i dont know whether theres still any one who will come to my blog and read my post etc...
Anyway i just want to post to keep track of my life and to record down everything.
Example those setbacks i faced and success that i gained.
Just felt preternatural nowadays. Couldnt help it.
Dunno how to explain.
Hai, yesterday slept at 5 plus, couldnt sleep, actually i can, but i don want to, because maybe i think that i am such a failure so i decided how to sleep, between, it make no difference.
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Today i went to extract out my teeth, was scare because i scare my ulcers will accidentally being poke by the dentor .
Ulcers very pain, couldnt talk properly ..
then because i need to extract my teeth, so the doctor inject a needle into my gums so that my gums will be numb and i wont feel any pain.
then i go play with my lips because i cant feel any pain.
I kept pinching my lips very hard but still felt no pain (:
WAHAHA !! I am in god-mode (:
Ulcers very pain, couldnt talk properly ..
then because i need to extract my teeth, so the doctor inject a needle into my gums so that my gums will be numb and i wont feel any pain.
then i go play with my lips because i cant feel any pain.
I kept pinching my lips very hard but still felt no pain (:
WAHAHA !! I am in god-mode (:
Hi.
today i had a pleasant experience.
Mr Ramthan has finally cant take our nonsense anymore and he scolded us like hell.
He is the first teacher i ever seen who scold vulgarities.
He said that he always tell us that we are intelligent, which he always to so, he said he was just lying to us and said that we are total idiot.
Ha.
Stupid Jevon who causes all this and still have the chick to laugh.
Anyways, Mr Ramthan was rather straight forward and actually i like people being so straightforward (:
He speak to us in a very different tone from what he usually speaks and i cant believe he is that type of person.
Anyway i think that his words are rather true, we are just NA students, we arent Express students..
today i had a pleasant experience.
Mr Ramthan has finally cant take our nonsense anymore and he scolded us like hell.
He is the first teacher i ever seen who scold vulgarities.
He said that he always tell us that we are intelligent, which he always to so, he said he was just lying to us and said that we are total idiot.
Ha.
Stupid Jevon who causes all this and still have the chick to laugh.
Anyways, Mr Ramthan was rather straight forward and actually i like people being so straightforward (:
He speak to us in a very different tone from what he usually speaks and i cant believe he is that type of person.
Anyway i think that his words are rather true, we are just NA students, we arent Express students..
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Wednesday 22 April 2009
Yo.
Sian, today i sick ):
then had to endure through the whole day, When i reached home i just immediately collapsed on the bed and tried to have some rest.
then felt very tired to study le, sian,
Why does all these things happen when exam is coming...
I want to get good results.
But i am tired.
Crap.
My ulcers still hurts, it has been there for 2 weeks, then couldnt talk properly.
Because it was too pain..
Sian, today i sick ):
then had to endure through the whole day, When i reached home i just immediately collapsed on the bed and tried to have some rest.
then felt very tired to study le, sian,
Why does all these things happen when exam is coming...
I want to get good results.
But i am tired.
Crap.
My ulcers still hurts, it has been there for 2 weeks, then couldnt talk properly.
Because it was too pain..
Friday, April 17, 2009
April 17 2009 Friday
Hellos.
Sian i failed my poa test a few weeks ago and i kept pestering teacher for a retest, she said she will give for those who had failed but the details she gave was unclear, i really hope theres a retest...
Lets talk about today,
Supposed to do chinese compo and hand in to teacher today but i didnt have the mood to do it so i have to hand in to teacher tml, really dont feel like going to school tml just to give teacher the compo..
then i did some compo in school with Jasmine and Yuying,
Keep joking around, thats why couldnt finish it... -.-
After that we went to lunch together with Yvonne.
We went to eat LAKSA !!
Damn hot and i have ulcers in my mouth, and the weather is so fiery hot ! regretted eating eat, then i couldnt talk properly sometimes for that day because my ulcers really very painful, and it's like i dont even have the strength to open my mouth to talk...
Then we went to northpoint walkwalk, then we stood outside Popular because they all wanted to buy something there and we were having drinks so we can't enter unless after we finish drinking.
then i went toilet, come out, and saw a guy asking Yuying for number !
Woohoo~
He go ask when i am not around !
Haha. coward.
Yuying is damn blur lo, she didnt even know that guy is talking to her -.-"
dots..
Anw today had a great time, was pretty stressed out because of the chinses compo but after that i felt very relax la,
Because Yvonne and Jasmine there keep fooling around -.-.
After tht i went home and went to play basketball straight. i really missed playing basketball, i couldnt even concentrate in class because i kept thinking of playing basketball..
Sian i failed my poa test a few weeks ago and i kept pestering teacher for a retest, she said she will give for those who had failed but the details she gave was unclear, i really hope theres a retest...
Lets talk about today,
Supposed to do chinese compo and hand in to teacher today but i didnt have the mood to do it so i have to hand in to teacher tml, really dont feel like going to school tml just to give teacher the compo..
then i did some compo in school with Jasmine and Yuying,
Keep joking around, thats why couldnt finish it... -.-
After that we went to lunch together with Yvonne.
We went to eat LAKSA !!
Damn hot and i have ulcers in my mouth, and the weather is so fiery hot ! regretted eating eat, then i couldnt talk properly sometimes for that day because my ulcers really very painful, and it's like i dont even have the strength to open my mouth to talk...
Then we went to northpoint walkwalk, then we stood outside Popular because they all wanted to buy something there and we were having drinks so we can't enter unless after we finish drinking.
then i went toilet, come out, and saw a guy asking Yuying for number !
Woohoo~
He go ask when i am not around !
Haha. coward.
Yuying is damn blur lo, she didnt even know that guy is talking to her -.-"
dots..
Anw today had a great time, was pretty stressed out because of the chinses compo but after that i felt very relax la,
Because Yvonne and Jasmine there keep fooling around -.-.
After tht i went home and went to play basketball straight. i really missed playing basketball, i couldnt even concentrate in class because i kept thinking of playing basketball..
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
What your birthday tells you about yourself.
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very Stubborn and money cautious.
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very Stubborn and money cautious.
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
07 April 2009
Hi.
Blog again.
I want to say about my results first .
Blog again.
I want to say about my results first .
Target
English: 4
Math: 1
Combined Science: 4
Chinese : 3
Computer Studies : 1
Social Studies aka Geography : 4
POA : 1
Actual
English: 5
Math: 1
Combined Science: 2
Chinese : 6
Computer Studies : 3
Social Studies aka Geography : 4
POA : 1
My exam results sucks like my friend's business..
I hope i can improve, but i think i couldnt make it because i became very tired because of some minor things. Got to learn to get control of these things..
English: 4
Math: 1
Combined Science: 4
Chinese : 3
Computer Studies : 1
Social Studies aka Geography : 4
POA : 1
Actual
English: 5
Math: 1
Combined Science: 2
Chinese : 6
Computer Studies : 3
Social Studies aka Geography : 4
POA : 1
My exam results sucks like my friend's business..
I hope i can improve, but i think i couldnt make it because i became very tired because of some minor things. Got to learn to get control of these things..
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
31 March 2009
Hi.
Today, i just know i got in 3th instead of 4th.
I also not sure, my friend told me that de.
Because when they flashed the honours roll, when i saw my name on it i very happy like hell (;
Actually i also didnt did very well...
Today in class very funny sia (:
Our last period is SS but the teacher never come, so got a relieve teacher but we still have to do work, then i very bad mood cause i didnt do well in the POA test paper...just disappointed in myself
so i anyhow told the relieve teacher she is very pretty-.-
She is quite old le and got white hair !
Then she say she old le, not call pretty le, me then is counted as pretty-.-...
Then after that she secretly gave me sweets and told me not to tell anyone -.-"
HAHA.
Anyway, i want to thanks Mrs Phua who kept congratulating me on my good results through text(:
She encouraged me to do better next time, and say alot of things la (;
But if next time i do well again, partly should be thanks to her (:
I wonder whether will she see this ? -.-"
....kidding (:
Hai nothing to say le.
It just ended, like it never begin, like in every normal situation...
Today, i just know i got in 3th instead of 4th.
I also not sure, my friend told me that de.
Because when they flashed the honours roll, when i saw my name on it i very happy like hell (;
Actually i also didnt did very well...
Today in class very funny sia (:
Our last period is SS but the teacher never come, so got a relieve teacher but we still have to do work, then i very bad mood cause i didnt do well in the POA test paper...just disappointed in myself
so i anyhow told the relieve teacher she is very pretty-.-
She is quite old le and got white hair !
Then she say she old le, not call pretty le, me then is counted as pretty-.-...
Then after that she secretly gave me sweets and told me not to tell anyone -.-"
HAHA.
Anyway, i want to thanks Mrs Phua who kept congratulating me on my good results through text(:
She encouraged me to do better next time, and say alot of things la (;
But if next time i do well again, partly should be thanks to her (:
I wonder whether will she see this ? -.-"
....kidding (:
Hai nothing to say le.
It just ended, like it never begin, like in every normal situation...
Monday, March 30, 2009
30 March 2009
Today our level ranking is out !
I was VERY VERY VERY Happy !
This is the first time i gotten into the top 10 (:
I was so surprised to see my name there.
Firstly i want to thanks Mrs Phua, who gave me alot of encouragement after the release of results through text.
I really want to thanks her alot, nobody had said those things ever to me before.
From today , i learnt that you must not be too proud of your current achievement and you have to work even harder as there are alot of people catching up.
If we keep thinking that we are very clever, we will never improve.
Anw i got in 4th position (:
I was VERY VERY VERY Happy !
This is the first time i gotten into the top 10 (:
I was so surprised to see my name there.
Firstly i want to thanks Mrs Phua, who gave me alot of encouragement after the release of results through text.
I really want to thanks her alot, nobody had said those things ever to me before.
From today , i learnt that you must not be too proud of your current achievement and you have to work even harder as there are alot of people catching up.
If we keep thinking that we are very clever, we will never improve.
Anw i got in 4th position (:
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Life quotes, cannot survive without them.
“Worry is like a rocking chair--it gives you something to do but it doesn't get you anywhere.”
“Worry often gives a small thing a big shadow.”
“When I look back on all these worries, I remember the story of the old man who said on his deathbed that he had had a lot of trouble in his life, most of which had never happened”
“Worry never robs tomorrow of its sorrow, it only saps today of its joy.”
“It's hard to lose when your standards are so low.”
“You cannot control what happens to you, but you can control your attitude toward what happens to you, and in that, you will be mastering change rather than allowing it to master you.”
“If we don't change, we don't grow. If we don't grow, we are not really living.
“You can't change the past, but you can ruin the present by worrying about the future”
“Change is the essence of life.Be willing to surrender what you are for what you could become.”
“Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.”
p.s. ( i found this all in internet but i do know what they meant!)
Thursday, March 26, 2009
March 26 Wednesday 2009
Hey hey...
Basketball is only the way to relieve all my stress and the sadness which engulf me.
When i just slam the ball damn hard at the board, it just clears my mind (:
So i cant live without basketball 。。。
In the first place i do that because of her lor...
Just hate the one word reply...
Maybe i just dont have confidence in myself unlike myself from the past...
Whenever competitors stood on my way, I know i can counter them...but not now anymore..
This song's lyrics is really meaningful， ，，，
第二顺位 -羅志祥
一直是我 陪你去躲 回忆里的雨
你无心的叹息 有心碎的声音
他的好 他的坏 他的不安定
他的故事 是我和你 爱情里的乌云
从我爱上 爱他的你 那个瞬间起
一直是雨天 你只爱雨天 我用伞保护你
亲吻着 你苦涩 味道的微笑
闭着眼睛 我明白你 想念他的秘密
我一直在 第二顺位 爱着你
一直从雨天 一直到阴天
一直到晴天 你逃离过去
我一直在 第二顺位 等着你
一直从昨天 一直到今天
一直到永远 我相信 是我最爱你
聆听你说 抱歉多过 你说我爱你
你困在雨里 我困在雨里 我的伞湿淋淋
『没关系』是我最常说的一句
就让我等 就算我冷 至少我陪着你
我一直在 第二顺位 爱着你
一直从雨天 一直到阴天
一直到晴天 你逃离过去
我一直在 第二顺位 等着你
一直从昨天 一直到今天
一直到永远 我相信是我最爱你
我一直在 第二顺位 爱着你
一直从雨天 一直到阴天
一直到晴天 你逃离过去
我一直在 第二顺位 等着你
一直从昨天 一直到今天
一直到永远 我相信是我最爱你
Basketball is only the way to relieve all my stress and the sadness which engulf me.
When i just slam the ball damn hard at the board, it just clears my mind (:
So i cant live without basketball 。。。
In the first place i do that because of her lor...
Just hate the one word reply...
Maybe i just dont have confidence in myself unlike myself from the past...
Whenever competitors stood on my way, I know i can counter them...but not now anymore..
This song's lyrics is really meaningful， ，，，
第二顺位 -羅志祥
一直是我 陪你去躲 回忆里的雨
你无心的叹息 有心碎的声音
他的好 他的坏 他的不安定
他的故事 是我和你 爱情里的乌云
从我爱上 爱他的你 那个瞬间起
一直是雨天 你只爱雨天 我用伞保护你
亲吻着 你苦涩 味道的微笑
闭着眼睛 我明白你 想念他的秘密
我一直在 第二顺位 爱着你
一直从雨天 一直到阴天
一直到晴天 你逃离过去
我一直在 第二顺位 等着你
一直从昨天 一直到今天
一直到永远 我相信 是我最爱你
聆听你说 抱歉多过 你说我爱你
你困在雨里 我困在雨里 我的伞湿淋淋
『没关系』是我最常说的一句
就让我等 就算我冷 至少我陪着你
我一直在 第二顺位 爱着你
一直从雨天 一直到阴天
一直到晴天 你逃离过去
我一直在 第二顺位 等着你
一直从昨天 一直到今天
一直到永远 我相信是我最爱你
我一直在 第二顺位 爱着你
一直从雨天 一直到阴天
一直到晴天 你逃离过去
我一直在 第二顺位 等着你
一直从昨天 一直到今天
一直到永远 我相信是我最爱你
Friday, March 20, 2009
March 20 Friday 2009
Hi.
Today i went to Changi Hospital for checkup again..
Hai, not a very pleasant trip there.
The doctor there is so fucking kaobei.
I m already very depress le he still there talking so much to make me feel worse.
Not my usual self ):
Dunno why...
Hai, got so much in mind before but now my mind seems so empty and got nothing to talk about...
Whats wrong man.
Today i went to Changi Hospital for checkup again..
Hai, not a very pleasant trip there.
The doctor there is so fucking kaobei.
I m already very depress le he still there talking so much to make me feel worse.
Not my usual self ):
Dunno why...
Hai, got so much in mind before but now my mind seems so empty and got nothing to talk about...
Whats wrong man.
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Friday, February 27, 2009
27 Febuary 2009
Hi.
Now i dunno how many people will visit my blog ??
Surely about 7 ?
Not sure ...
So pathetic ...
Got so much things to say..
Got asked by alot of people to link them but just dont have the mood to do so... erm...
Maybe now i will do it.. (:
Recently, got alot of problem arise..
But luckily i had encountered alot of stress and alot of problems before so i know how to handle this small problem... (;
Tml i going to vivo with my primary school friends. Reunion...
Shiok, long time no see them...
We are like... after school keep hanging out in the past...
We were like a family.
When friends can be treated as family, its unbreakable...
Sounds so gay -.-
Hai, i am currently avoiding her...
She already have stead, but she said she love me...
Damn, i didnt know that i, in my entire life, would try to avoid a girl i like because she likes me and i dont want to spoil the relationship between them...
I must persevre on, i mustnt reply her messages...
Its hard...
Never done this kind of things befre...
Hai...
Now i dunno how many people will visit my blog ??
Surely about 7 ?
Not sure ...
So pathetic ...
Got so much things to say..
Got asked by alot of people to link them but just dont have the mood to do so... erm...
Maybe now i will do it.. (:
Recently, got alot of problem arise..
But luckily i had encountered alot of stress and alot of problems before so i know how to handle this small problem... (;
Tml i going to vivo with my primary school friends. Reunion...
Shiok, long time no see them...
We are like... after school keep hanging out in the past...
We were like a family.
When friends can be treated as family, its unbreakable...
Sounds so gay -.-
Hai, i am currently avoiding her...
She already have stead, but she said she love me...
Damn, i didnt know that i, in my entire life, would try to avoid a girl i like because she likes me and i dont want to spoil the relationship between them...
I must persevre on, i mustnt reply her messages...
Its hard...
Never done this kind of things befre...
Hai...
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
25 Febuary 2009
Hi.
Today was raining like hell.
I mean i usually like rainy days, but today, nope :p
After computer studies lesson is dismissal, but i have a english project which have to be done by friday so I did decide to do it together with my team members after computer studies.
But I suddenly realised that Rui Ying is trapped in her school because of the rain.
Aiyo, so i went back home to take the umbrella then go fetch her.
I thought that taking a taxi to her school would be faster than taking a bus or an mrt.
But seriously, its not !
When i went up to that taxi, with an umbrella on my hand, i asked him whether if he knows where is CCHY, which is in ktatib.
He said he knows where it is so i boarded it.
Then after quite some time, i realised that he was lost..
Then the money meter keep running ... i was like ... ARGH !!!! But nvm la...
But like this still alright, its when he started to shoot me back with words and keep saying me leh...
Then i really not very happy so i shoot back him.
Then when i finally landed on ktatib mrt station, i immediately ran to her school but by the time i reached there, the rain had already stopped.
Aiya... damn slow...
Then i walked her home and played with her on the way home.
Then after she accompanied me to the bus stop, then we talked there for very long and several buses had passed without even noticing it..
When i was about to board the bus, the bus driver didnt saw me so he closed the door and was about to drive away, so i knocked on the door -.-" then he opened it ..
Damn stupid...
When i boarded the bus, the floor was so slippery that when the bus drove, i was slided all the way through the bus, luckily i didnt fell, but the sliding was ridculous !!! Damn ps...
Omg....
Today was raining like hell.
I mean i usually like rainy days, but today, nope :p
After computer studies lesson is dismissal, but i have a english project which have to be done by friday so I did decide to do it together with my team members after computer studies.
But I suddenly realised that Rui Ying is trapped in her school because of the rain.
Aiyo, so i went back home to take the umbrella then go fetch her.
I thought that taking a taxi to her school would be faster than taking a bus or an mrt.
But seriously, its not !
When i went up to that taxi, with an umbrella on my hand, i asked him whether if he knows where is CCHY, which is in ktatib.
He said he knows where it is so i boarded it.
Then after quite some time, i realised that he was lost..
Then the money meter keep running ... i was like ... ARGH !!!! But nvm la...
But like this still alright, its when he started to shoot me back with words and keep saying me leh...
Then i really not very happy so i shoot back him.
Then when i finally landed on ktatib mrt station, i immediately ran to her school but by the time i reached there, the rain had already stopped.
Aiya... damn slow...
Then i walked her home and played with her on the way home.
Then after she accompanied me to the bus stop, then we talked there for very long and several buses had passed without even noticing it..
When i was about to board the bus, the bus driver didnt saw me so he closed the door and was about to drive away, so i knocked on the door -.-" then he opened it ..
Damn stupid...
When i boarded the bus, the floor was so slippery that when the bus drove, i was slided all the way through the bus, luckily i didnt fell, but the sliding was ridculous !!! Damn ps...
Omg....
Friday, February 20, 2009
I think that i had changed.
Changed back to how i was in primary school.
I think its better, i am more discipline and proactive when i was in primary school.
I also like to talk alot, recently i had kept talking alot, but i have ulcers, if not i can talk even more.
During sec 1 and 2 i really sucks.
I kept behaving how my friends usually behave so that i can blend with them.
But now no more, i think that i am just me, if really alot of people hate me how i am now, i also can do nothing.
I had also realised that i am not afraid to talk to people i dont know. Last time i was very shy and dont dare to talk that much.
Now even if i see some people i dont know de, i will also say hi -.-"
Got alot of sec 1 walked pass my class then i said hi to them and them they kept staring at me -.-"
the last thing is that i had really decided to give up on her, even though i really said alot of times, but this time its final.
I am very tired of this damn thing....
This shall be it.
c.you
p.s. nothing is impossible, if you try it with your all.
Changed back to how i was in primary school.
I think its better, i am more discipline and proactive when i was in primary school.
I also like to talk alot, recently i had kept talking alot, but i have ulcers, if not i can talk even more.
During sec 1 and 2 i really sucks.
I kept behaving how my friends usually behave so that i can blend with them.
But now no more, i think that i am just me, if really alot of people hate me how i am now, i also can do nothing.
I had also realised that i am not afraid to talk to people i dont know. Last time i was very shy and dont dare to talk that much.
Now even if i see some people i dont know de, i will also say hi -.-"
Got alot of sec 1 walked pass my class then i said hi to them and them they kept staring at me -.-"
the last thing is that i had really decided to give up on her, even though i really said alot of times, but this time its final.
I am very tired of this damn thing....
This shall be it.
c.you
p.s. nothing is impossible, if you try it with your all.
20 Febuary 2009
Wa sian... actually i had typed alot of things de but the browser shut down !!!
):
Very irriatating sia...
Hai..
dont feel like posting le...
):
Very irriatating sia...
Hai..
dont feel like posting le...
Monday, February 16, 2009
16 Febuary 2009
Hi.
just wanna share about the things i had learnt from sec 3 camp.
I had learnt that if you always do those things that you like you will become less discipline...
and you must prioritize your time to do the things which is most important first..
Thats all.. back to english homework ... bye
just wanna share about the things i had learnt from sec 3 camp.
I had learnt that if you always do those things that you like you will become less discipline...
and you must prioritize your time to do the things which is most important first..
Thats all.. back to english homework ... bye
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Sunday 15 Febuary 2009
Hi.
So the day when we come back from sec 3 camp was friday the 13...
No wonder so much things happened..
I just want to say something which is bothering me for very long,
I had did so much for her and gone through so much for her but in the end she just treat me as a friend.
I think that i am such a fool.
All my relationships had being a one sided love, but this time, i went the furthest. .
So i will remember it.
I think i should really give up, after all those things i did to her she still treats me as a friends.
Why does all these things always happen to me.
Fool.
So the day when we come back from sec 3 camp was friday the 13...
No wonder so much things happened..
I just want to say something which is bothering me for very long,
I had did so much for her and gone through so much for her but in the end she just treat me as a friend.
I think that i am such a fool.
All my relationships had being a one sided love, but this time, i went the furthest. .
So i will remember it.
I think i should really give up, after all those things i did to her she still treats me as a friends.
Why does all these things always happen to me.
Fool.
Friday, February 13, 2009
13 Febuary 2008
Hi, today i am released from the sec 3 camp.
Actually being released from it, i was quite happy, but something happened.
Lets talk about the camp first.
Day 1
We had some low rope activity which was quite boring and its where our class fell apart.
I think i was abit too much, i didnt follow their orders as i am not really very happy with their arrangement and orders, they just acted good infront of the teachers. I hate "actors".
I promised not to be one. Its so disgusting..
On the first day, i thought i couldnt survive the whole camp, it was very tough and strict, i just thought about alot of negative things.. keep hoping that the next day Guneng Panti Mountain...
Day 2
Today , we woke up extra early because we dosent want to late, the time was quite tight and we have to rush to bath, or else we have to queue up very long for the bathe.
We went for the Mountain expedition after breakfast.
The trip up there was very long. .
Hai... nvm .. no mood to talk about sec 3 camp.
Feeling very terrible now...
Just did something very stupid and wrong...
Maybe i was just too angry at that time...
But what they did was also wrong, I just dunno what to say anymore...
I had already apologised to her and I dont really think she had already forgiven me..
Even though she said she had, she still sound angry.
I am really sorry...
I just dunno....actually wanted to ask her out tml, but now its impossible...
Damn me.
Actually being released from it, i was quite happy, but something happened.
Lets talk about the camp first.
Day 1
We had some low rope activity which was quite boring and its where our class fell apart.
I think i was abit too much, i didnt follow their orders as i am not really very happy with their arrangement and orders, they just acted good infront of the teachers. I hate "actors".
I promised not to be one. Its so disgusting..
On the first day, i thought i couldnt survive the whole camp, it was very tough and strict, i just thought about alot of negative things.. keep hoping that the next day Guneng Panti Mountain...
Day 2
Today , we woke up extra early because we dosent want to late, the time was quite tight and we have to rush to bath, or else we have to queue up very long for the bathe.
We went for the Mountain expedition after breakfast.
The trip up there was very long. .
Hai... nvm .. no mood to talk about sec 3 camp.
Feeling very terrible now...
Just did something very stupid and wrong...
Maybe i was just too angry at that time...
But what they did was also wrong, I just dunno what to say anymore...
I had already apologised to her and I dont really think she had already forgiven me..
Even though she said she had, she still sound angry.
I am really sorry...
I just dunno....actually wanted to ask her out tml, but now its impossible...
Damn me.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Saturday 31 January 2008
P.S. You hate your life? I hate mine too. I doubt everyone like theirs neither..
But you can only try to make your life better for you to like than making it bad for you to
hate.
P.S.Everyone will have sometime when they would feel like giving up, but if you managed to climb over all these obstacles, you will become more determine and stronger when you faced the same challenges in the future, it will be much easier to solve too.
P.S.Realizing that almost nothing needs immediate attention. Stress will start to take hold of you when you begin thinking of the dire consequences of putting certain things off. There is no need for this stress because, again, almost nothing in life needs our immediate attention. Think about it…
more to come...currently busy
But you can only try to make your life better for you to like than making it bad for you to
hate.
P.S.Everyone will have sometime when they would feel like giving up, but if you managed to climb over all these obstacles, you will become more determine and stronger when you faced the same challenges in the future, it will be much easier to solve too.
P.S.Realizing that almost nothing needs immediate attention. Stress will start to take hold of you when you begin thinking of the dire consequences of putting certain things off. There is no need for this stress because, again, almost nothing in life needs our immediate attention. Think about it…
more to come...currently busy
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Wednesday 28 January 2008
Hi..
I went back to Malaysia on the New Year. It has been long since the last time i went there. Alot of things have changed.
The trip there was very embarrassing.
We took train there and it was also our first time talking train to Malaysia and we don know much about the train.
So we bought our tickets and when into the train; some of them cut queue, so unfair -.-
We did not know whether we have a allocated seat to sit so we asked one of the auntie there and she said we could sit anywhere we like.
So we when in, luckily the train have air-con..
Then we just sat down on the seat that we saw.
After 20 mins, the train have not took off, so we just sat there and waited, then suddenly, one guy walked to my parents' seats and told them that the seat is theirs and they had already booked it one month ago..
Then my parents changed to another seat and later another guy came to them and said the seats are theirs...
Then i was damn ps...because those area that we were sitting on are those high-class seats which people had booked long time ago..
Worst of all, my parents still laughed and talked so loudly that all the people kept looking at us..
Hai..dont' feel like talking about it anymore..
Anyway, the trip was long and tiring; till our grandma house in Malaysia.
It took us almost 5 hours to reach there, by the time we reached, it was already 5 plus..
when we reached there, I was very relieved ! I thought finally, i can rest .
After that i bathed and had my dinner, after my dinner we went to a nearby shopping mall call Tesco.
Not all the shop there are open, 90 % of the shop had not open yet because it's New Year .
But one of the arcade is operating and there's a big doraemon outside so i took a picture.
I like that doraemon but didnt know whats its for.
maybe people can ride or it or something??
After that didnt did anything special, if i continue people might fall asleep.
So i will just cut short.
This dog is owned my grandma over there. I took a picture of it because it looked pathetic.
The rest of the picture are just chicken, the picture taken by my camera phone is not very good, actually i tried to take a picture of the black chicken with two small chicken following behind but they kept running away when you approach them, so its hard to take a close-up picture of it..
Thats all, at least for now..
I went back to Malaysia on the New Year. It has been long since the last time i went there. Alot of things have changed.
The trip there was very embarrassing.
We took train there and it was also our first time talking train to Malaysia and we don know much about the train.
So we bought our tickets and when into the train; some of them cut queue, so unfair -.-
We did not know whether we have a allocated seat to sit so we asked one of the auntie there and she said we could sit anywhere we like.
So we when in, luckily the train have air-con..
Then we just sat down on the seat that we saw.
After 20 mins, the train have not took off, so we just sat there and waited, then suddenly, one guy walked to my parents' seats and told them that the seat is theirs and they had already booked it one month ago..
Then my parents changed to another seat and later another guy came to them and said the seats are theirs...
Then i was damn ps...because those area that we were sitting on are those high-class seats which people had booked long time ago..
Worst of all, my parents still laughed and talked so loudly that all the people kept looking at us..
Hai..dont' feel like talking about it anymore..
Anyway, the trip was long and tiring; till our grandma house in Malaysia.
It took us almost 5 hours to reach there, by the time we reached, it was already 5 plus..
when we reached there, I was very relieved ! I thought finally, i can rest .
After that i bathed and had my dinner, after my dinner we went to a nearby shopping mall call Tesco.
Not all the shop there are open, 90 % of the shop had not open yet because it's New Year .
But one of the arcade is operating and there's a big doraemon outside so i took a picture.
I like that doraemon but didnt know whats its for.
maybe people can ride or it or something??
After that didnt did anything special, if i continue people might fall asleep.
So i will just cut short.
This dog is owned my grandma over there. I took a picture of it because it looked pathetic.
The rest of the picture are just chicken, the picture taken by my camera phone is not very good, actually i tried to take a picture of the black chicken with two small chicken following behind but they kept running away when you approach them, so its hard to take a close-up picture of it..
Thats all, at least for now..
Saturday, January 24, 2009
HI..
My spacebar isnt working again !
So, now, I will try to post as patiently as possible.
And some might ask me if my spacebar isn't working, then how do i type this post?
Er... nvm...
Anyway, today I went to Xiang Rong's house with Geraldine.
Damn irritated by her, but I cannot write anything more or else it'll be counted as
cyberbullying -.-"
Ya, it's true..
Xiang Rong damn funny -.-!
Keep making us laugh.
And i had fun there even though we're not able to complete our project.
I felt very irritated because of my keyboard, I have just increase my speed of typing yesterday but now because of my spacebar, I have to type so slow.
Lol..
My spacebar isnt working again !
So, now, I will try to post as patiently as possible.
And some might ask me if my spacebar isn't working, then how do i type this post?
Er... nvm...
Anyway, today I went to Xiang Rong's house with Geraldine.
Damn irritated by her, but I cannot write anything more or else it'll be counted as
cyberbullying -.-"
Ya, it's true..
Xiang Rong damn funny -.-!
Keep making us laugh.
And i had fun there even though we're not able to complete our project.
I felt very irritated because of my keyboard, I have just increase my speed of typing yesterday but now because of my spacebar, I have to type so slow.
Lol..
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Tuesday 20 January 2009
Hi..
Today I had loads of fun !!
I went to K Box with Chen Xiang, Xiang Rong and Cai Hong.
This is my first time I went to k box.
It was fun; all the screaming, out of tune and the snatching of mike and remote control. (:
I really hope that i can go with them to k box again some other time !
And they are also very humorous, if one of them never go then very boring le ...
Today I had loads of fun !!
I went to K Box with Chen Xiang, Xiang Rong and Cai Hong.
This is my first time I went to k box.
It was fun; all the screaming, out of tune and the snatching of mike and remote control. (:
I really hope that i can go with them to k box again some other time !
And they are also very humorous, if one of them never go then very boring le ...
LYRICS
说穿了不是什么大事情
说穿了不过自己去看电影
说穿了只是睡醒看不到你
你放心离去我不要紧
为什么莫名有种矛盾的情绪
给了你祝福又盼望你回心转意
他给的幸福你从笑容就能说明
我还凭什么关心怎么你不抗拒
感情没有防盗锁
爱走不到尽头
不后悔付出过
各自回家的路
试着不再难过
变得成熟
是我能安慰自己
唯一的收获
就离开我别回过头
不要用从前看以后
我猜是我的错
爱怎么被偷走
那只是个感受
如果离开
是爱你最后的承诺
多年以后
偶尔记得那疯狂
不成熟的我
不说穿了
不要结果
为什么莫名有种矛盾的情绪
给了你祝福又盼望你回心转意
他给的幸福你从笑容就能说明
我还凭什么关心怎么你不抗拒
感情没有防盗锁
爱走不到尽头
不后悔付出过
各自回家的路
试着不再难过
变得成熟
是我能安慰自己
唯一的收获
就离开我别回过头
不要用从前看以后
我猜是我的错
爱怎么被偷走
那只是个感受
如果离开
是爱你最后的承诺
多年以后
偶尔记得那疯狂
不成熟的我
不说穿了
不要结果
不伪装了
我的难过
Monday, January 19, 2009
Monday 19 January 2008 2211
Hi..
Usual opening..
Unusual feeling..
I clutched on hope on the other side but yet on the other side, i dunno whats happening there..
Its now impossible to ever concentrate on lesson..
I hope that i can just read her mind and know whats she's thinking..
She just treats me as a friend, what the fuck am i thinking ?
Whatever..
Usual opening..
Unusual feeling..
I clutched on hope on the other side but yet on the other side, i dunno whats happening there..
Its now impossible to ever concentrate on lesson..
I hope that i can just read her mind and know whats she's thinking..
She just treats me as a friend, what the fuck am i thinking ?
Whatever..
Sunday, January 18, 2009
18 Sunday January 2008 2024
Hi..
Today went to amk hub with Vanessa.
Damn funny lo, we kept joking around and fooling around -.-"
Then after that we went to J8 and i saw Pearlyn there.
After that we walk around J8 and lastly, we went to Action City.
It was very fun there !
There have got alot of things to play with, and theres a special aeroplane boardgame, that was fun!
Then we played in that shop for about 45mins then i gtg leave to meet my friends to play basketball.
Today went to amk hub with Vanessa.
Damn funny lo, we kept joking around and fooling around -.-"
Then after that we went to J8 and i saw Pearlyn there.
After that we walk around J8 and lastly, we went to Action City.
It was very fun there !
There have got alot of things to play with, and theres a special aeroplane boardgame, that was fun!
Then we played in that shop for about 45mins then i gtg leave to meet my friends to play basketball.
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Thanks
Special thanks to...
Audrey
Jiayee
Huishi
Raynor
Vanessa
Serlee
Caihong
Yijun
Hermia
Li ting
Irina
Ruqing
Xiangrong
Yunting
Pearlyn
(Those who wish me happy birthday)
Extra Special Thanks To..
Yunting and Pearlyn (for spending my birthday with me)
XiangRong and Caihong (for giving me presents for my day)
If I didnt include you in this list and you had wished me happy birthday please spam and complain to me (:
Audrey
Jiayee
Huishi
Raynor
Vanessa
Serlee
Caihong
Yijun
Hermia
Li ting
Irina
Ruqing
Xiangrong
Yunting
Pearlyn
(Those who wish me happy birthday)
Extra Special Thanks To..
Yunting and Pearlyn (for spending my birthday with me)
XiangRong and Caihong (for giving me presents for my day)
If I didnt include you in this list and you had wished me happy birthday please spam and complain to me (:
Saturday January 2008 2226
Hi !!
Today i went to Orchard with YunTing and Pearlyn.
At the beginning we didnt talk much and i was too quiet, then the atmosphere became very weird -.-"
Its only the two of them are talking... and i was just walking, following them ..
BUT
Eventually it turned out to be very fun !
We went to eat at Taka and the whole food court was fully occupied and we doesnt have a seat to sit.
Eventually we did found a seat.
We sat down and ordered our food, and i was damn full ! And i don want to waste the food so i tried to eat as much as i can but i just couldnt.
Later on, Pearlyn said she wanted to go to the washroom, and left me and Yunting there.
I was thinking like.. why Pearlyn took so long in the washroom, about ...quite long.
Then when i saw she came back, i thought she had a terrible stomache but actually, to my surprise, she actually bought me a birthday cake !
I was so shocked !!!!!!!!!!
No wonder she spent so long in the "washroom" -.-"
But i was very happy (: and touched .
First friend ever bought a birthday cake for me, and actually Yunting knew it but she acted like she dunno, -.-!! , thats what a surprise meant !
Then they sang birthday song for me.
Damn happy (: but i was too full to eat the cake so i brought it home. (oh shit i forgot about that cake which is still in my bag !!)
After that we walked out of Taka and walk walk walk ...
Then ...
We found a bear
It was cute, I went to touch it's or his head as it look so round, the touch was memorizing.
I look weird in that picture.
I had alot of fun today, although in the beginning i was too boring and quiet but eventually we talked quite alot together and the atmoshpere was higher than before (:
I will surely look forward to the next outing with them !
And i am really happy today (:
It was just like a dream come through, i hope i can stop time at that instant..
Today i went to Orchard with YunTing and Pearlyn.
At the beginning we didnt talk much and i was too quiet, then the atmosphere became very weird -.-"
Its only the two of them are talking... and i was just walking, following them ..
BUT
Eventually it turned out to be very fun !
We went to eat at Taka and the whole food court was fully occupied and we doesnt have a seat to sit.
Eventually we did found a seat.
We sat down and ordered our food, and i was damn full ! And i don want to waste the food so i tried to eat as much as i can but i just couldnt.
Later on, Pearlyn said she wanted to go to the washroom, and left me and Yunting there.
I was thinking like.. why Pearlyn took so long in the washroom, about ...quite long.
Then when i saw she came back, i thought she had a terrible stomache but actually, to my surprise, she actually bought me a birthday cake !
I was so shocked !!!!!!!!!!
No wonder she spent so long in the "washroom" -.-"
But i was very happy (: and touched .
First friend ever bought a birthday cake for me, and actually Yunting knew it but she acted like she dunno, -.-!! , thats what a surprise meant !
Then they sang birthday song for me.
Damn happy (: but i was too full to eat the cake so i brought it home. (oh shit i forgot about that cake which is still in my bag !!)
After that we walked out of Taka and walk walk walk ...
Then ...
We found a bear
It was cute, I went to touch it's or his head as it look so round, the touch was memorizing.
I look weird in that picture.
I had alot of fun today, although in the beginning i was too boring and quiet but eventually we talked quite alot together and the atmoshpere was higher than before (:
I will surely look forward to the next outing with them !
And i am really happy today (:
It was just like a dream come through, i hope i can stop time at that instant..
Friday, January 16, 2009
16 Febuary 2008 2201
Yoohoo~
Tomorrow is my birthday !
Today i have to leave school early for medical appointment.
Then the physics teacher very bad leh, don want sign for me the sign out form..
I panicked because i am afraid that i might be late for the appointment.
But luckily i managed to find Mr Zhou..
The trip back was so boring, and i don have a seat so i stand.
But i was damn tired and almost fell asleep standing and almost lost grip of the holding bar.
And i want to thanks Xiang Rong for the birthday present, she wrote me the birthday card and i almost cry because what she wrote was damn touching ):
Thanks to those who wish me happy birthday, those who never wish me will have a bad year this year !!
WAHAHA !!
No la , just joking (:
Tomorrow is my birthday !
Today i have to leave school early for medical appointment.
Then the physics teacher very bad leh, don want sign for me the sign out form..
I panicked because i am afraid that i might be late for the appointment.
But luckily i managed to find Mr Zhou..
The trip back was so boring, and i don have a seat so i stand.
But i was damn tired and almost fell asleep standing and almost lost grip of the holding bar.
And i want to thanks Xiang Rong for the birthday present, she wrote me the birthday card and i almost cry because what she wrote was damn touching ):
Thanks to those who wish me happy birthday, those who never wish me will have a bad year this year !!
WAHAHA !!
No la , just joking (:
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Thursday 15 January 2008 2149
Hi.
Today was fun.
I have fun.
Fun was today.
Basic English =.="
Today went to play basketball with ZhongHsien, Rich, Maggie, Jun hao, Wei Tao, Wei Cai and Yvonne.
Damn fun and the atmosphere was damn high, crowded.
And today lesson in Computer lab was also very fun, we Powernap in the computer lab :D
I was always looking forward to that day.
Tomorrow actually i never go to school one, but just feel like going for awhile then abut 11 30 have to leave to see doctor..
Damn far sia..Changi Hospital =.=
And tomorrow tomorrow is my birthday !!
Damn excited for nothing.
(:
i hate the bright classroom
Today was fun.
I have fun.
Fun was today.
Basic English =.="
Today went to play basketball with ZhongHsien, Rich, Maggie, Jun hao, Wei Tao, Wei Cai and Yvonne.
Damn fun and the atmosphere was damn high, crowded.
And today lesson in Computer lab was also very fun, we Powernap in the computer lab :D
I was always looking forward to that day.
Tomorrow actually i never go to school one, but just feel like going for awhile then abut 11 30 have to leave to see doctor..
Damn far sia..Changi Hospital =.=
And tomorrow tomorrow is my birthday !!
Damn excited for nothing.
(:
i hate the bright classroom
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Tuesday 13 January 2008 2225
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| You will die in a car accident. | |
| You will die while having sex. | |
| You will be murdered. | |
| You will die in a nuclear holocaust. | |
| You will die from a terminal illness. | |
| You will die while saving someone's life. | |
| You will die in your sleep. | |
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Hi.
This few days very tired and if i have the time, i will try to play some games relax myself or go and play basketball.
Actually i was going to post a post yesterday but i fell sick because i played basketball under the blazing hot sun yesterday. I didnt do any of my homework as i couldnt concentrate at all, i got a flu, cough headache and mild fever. I didnt have a fever for a very long time, maybe i didnt drink much water. I have alot of things to say ytd but now i cant remember any =.="
Actually, i do quite dislike the class sitting arrangement, its damn boring there, and the class is damn bright ! For some reasons ..
I wonder if brightness can drain our energy ?
Izit why i felt so tired ? -.-"
4 more days to my birthday, erm...wonder how will i celebrate ?
Or how many birthday present will i receive ?
and i really appreciate those who already wish me happy birthday now !
Thanks ):
I am touched -.=.
quite...
Anw the luo zhi xiang mv damn nice, cool !
For now, i am just blindly going to school waiting for dismissal to go home and rest.
Just hoping hopelessly that everything will be easy for me in school, which is not good ):
Maybe i need some more time !
Tml is wednesday, can sleep longer,
and friday the 16 is wat i am waiting for a long time !
Maybe after that day to changi hospital will change my life alot . but the trip there is damn long =.= so i will be leaving school early..
just hope after that day everything will be better..
Thursday, January 8, 2009
Thursday, 8 January 2008 2029
HI.
So long never blog le, even though everyday log in but don really have the mood to do so.
And i got alot of things to say but now all the ideas gone le =.=
So lets just talk about today..
Had lessons till 4.30pm, damn tired sia.
Even though i have enough sleep but everytime just wake up not long then felt tired le.
Tired sia....sian
So much stress.
So long never blog le, even though everyday log in but don really have the mood to do so.
And i got alot of things to say but now all the ideas gone le =.=
So lets just talk about today..
Had lessons till 4.30pm, damn tired sia.
Even though i have enough sleep but everytime just wake up not long then felt tired le.
Tired sia....sian
So much stress.
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
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Wednesday December 31 2008 1053
Hi.
Just blogged.
Yesterday I slept at 11.55pm .
Damn happy (:
For the whole holiday I cant sleep for the whole night until 1.30am then can sleep..
So today i woke up at about 5 am plus, because if i slept enough i will automatically wake up.
Then i woke up and have nothing to do...
Then listened to radio...
Then suddenly remember a feeling i always had in primary school..
Then i suddenly remember alot of things from the past.
Then suddenly very emotional -.-
Then lastly i thought of Sylvia -.-"
I still have some feelings for her, even though till now i have like some other people because i tell myself to forget her.
I cant believe it, it's being 4 years...4 years
Why after so long still thought of her ?
Damn it .
Just blogged.
Yesterday I slept at 11.55pm .
Damn happy (:
For the whole holiday I cant sleep for the whole night until 1.30am then can sleep..
So today i woke up at about 5 am plus, because if i slept enough i will automatically wake up.
Then i woke up and have nothing to do...
Then listened to radio...
Then suddenly remember a feeling i always had in primary school..
Then i suddenly remember alot of things from the past.
Then suddenly very emotional -.-
Then lastly i thought of Sylvia -.-"
I still have some feelings for her, even though till now i have like some other people because i tell myself to forget her.
I cant believe it, it's being 4 years...4 years
Why after so long still thought of her ?
Damn it .
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Wednesday 24 December 2008 9.46pm .
Yo..
tml i going cut my hairs le ...Damn sian sia.. i cannot bear to leave my hair -.-"
So i took some last pictures...
Wednesday 24 December 2008 9.46pm
Hi.
Today i had a damn nice dream :D
Want to hear ?
If dun wan to hear then click the cross at the top right hand corner (:
Anyway here goes...
I dreamt of myself waking up from some kind of dream, by the time i woke up, it was already 7pm+
So i walked out of my room and saw my family at the living room.
All the arrangement of the funiture seems different from what i am having now and the kind of feel is also different...
Out of the sudden, i suddenly wanted to look at the calender and found out that it was 2010 .. -.-
I asked my parents izit really 2010 now ?
Ya duh...they replied.
And immediately, i told them i was from 2008 and they say dont lie la...so lame-.-
I kept arguing with them saying i am really from 2008 !
I told them maybe its time travel ?
So I thot i was dreaming in that dream so i went back to bed in my dream de dream and suddenly i woke up in my dream de dream and i was relieved i woke up from it..(i still dreaming-.-)
When I woke up, I immediately checked my mobile phone's calender and was relieved to find out its still 2008 .. So i went back to sleep and see if its really time travel ..
I woke up in some kind of ball room or some kind of mansion. Its pretty crowded and all they ppl seems very busy.
I was only the one standing in the middle of the crowd, doing nothing, just staring at them..
Because i was still foreign to that place and i didnt know anyone there.
I noticed a stairs leading down wards and i went down to have a look, i saw a guy who seems quite friendly so i asked him the year which i was in, and he told me it was 2010...
I thought ... Its must be time travel !! WOOhoo~
Suddenly a blasting sounds of bloody screaming roared the entire place !!
I was damn startled ...
Then immediately i saw a few zombies attacking humans swiftly..
The numbers of them grew larger and larger as i saw theres alot more behind ...
I ran up the stairs as fast as possible and the whole place is in a mess...
EVeryone was running for their life and some even climbed up the walls...
Eventually...the wall cannot withstand the weight of all those ppl
and all the wall collapsed !
Everyone including me tried to get out of the crashing down of walls ..
i just ran as hard as i could out of the building...
When i reached outside, i stunned for a moment , the scenery is perfect !
Maybe this is how it looks in the future (:
At that point of time, i felt very carefree. nobody know me, i know nobody , i am just alone ...damn nice
Suddenly i woke up from my dream de dream again -.-
I wanted to try that again ...i thought.
So i fell asleep in my dream again...but this time i travel with one of my friend tgt..
We had fun there, and damn romantic sia...
Becoz the traffic there is like crazy and busy, so i pulled her hand and held it as close to me as possible, and then she leaned on me .. WOO ~
Thats still more but i lazy to type le..i bet those who are reading this are tired too ! its like damn long and confusing...but that dream is really nice...
HEHE :D
Today i had a damn nice dream :D
Want to hear ?
If dun wan to hear then click the cross at the top right hand corner (:
Anyway here goes...
I dreamt of myself waking up from some kind of dream, by the time i woke up, it was already 7pm+
So i walked out of my room and saw my family at the living room.
All the arrangement of the funiture seems different from what i am having now and the kind of feel is also different...
Out of the sudden, i suddenly wanted to look at the calender and found out that it was 2010 .. -.-
I asked my parents izit really 2010 now ?
Ya duh...they replied.
And immediately, i told them i was from 2008 and they say dont lie la...so lame-.-
I kept arguing with them saying i am really from 2008 !
I told them maybe its time travel ?
So I thot i was dreaming in that dream so i went back to bed in my dream de dream and suddenly i woke up in my dream de dream and i was relieved i woke up from it..(i still dreaming-.-)
When I woke up, I immediately checked my mobile phone's calender and was relieved to find out its still 2008 .. So i went back to sleep and see if its really time travel ..
I woke up in some kind of ball room or some kind of mansion. Its pretty crowded and all they ppl seems very busy.
I was only the one standing in the middle of the crowd, doing nothing, just staring at them..
Because i was still foreign to that place and i didnt know anyone there.
I noticed a stairs leading down wards and i went down to have a look, i saw a guy who seems quite friendly so i asked him the year which i was in, and he told me it was 2010...
I thought ... Its must be time travel !! WOOhoo~
Suddenly a blasting sounds of bloody screaming roared the entire place !!
I was damn startled ...
Then immediately i saw a few zombies attacking humans swiftly..
The numbers of them grew larger and larger as i saw theres alot more behind ...
I ran up the stairs as fast as possible and the whole place is in a mess...
EVeryone was running for their life and some even climbed up the walls...
Eventually...the wall cannot withstand the weight of all those ppl
and all the wall collapsed !
Everyone including me tried to get out of the crashing down of walls ..
i just ran as hard as i could out of the building...
When i reached outside, i stunned for a moment , the scenery is perfect !
Maybe this is how it looks in the future (:
At that point of time, i felt very carefree. nobody know me, i know nobody , i am just alone ...damn nice
Suddenly i woke up from my dream de dream again -.-
I wanted to try that again ...i thought.
So i fell asleep in my dream again...but this time i travel with one of my friend tgt..
We had fun there, and damn romantic sia...
Becoz the traffic there is like crazy and busy, so i pulled her hand and held it as close to me as possible, and then she leaned on me .. WOO ~
Thats still more but i lazy to type le..i bet those who are reading this are tired too ! its like damn long and confusing...but that dream is really nice...
HEHE :D
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Tuesday 23 December 2008 2.20pm
Hi.
Christmas and New Year is coming soon and I have no idea how to celebrate it..
I hope i can celebrate with a group of friends but it seems impossible.
Erm...damn bored -.-
Didnt go anywhere special in the holidays...
Everyday is repeating...and repeating..and repeating...
School reopening soon le, i hope i can do one last special and fun thing .
Christmas and New Year is coming soon and I have no idea how to celebrate it..
I hope i can celebrate with a group of friends but it seems impossible.
Erm...damn bored -.-
Didnt go anywhere special in the holidays...
Everyday is repeating...and repeating..and repeating...
School reopening soon le, i hope i can do one last special and fun thing .
Friday, December 19, 2008
Friday 19 December 2008 8.53pm
Hi.
Wa...
Yesterday i went to play basketball damn scary sia -.-
I was alone at the court at that time, then i shoot the ball suddenly stuck on the ring ...
Then i thought: Die liao.. How to get it down like that -.-
Then i tried to use my slippers to throw and hope it drop down -.-
But of course slippers wont work la !
Then i thought hard again...
To knock the ball down i need a heavy and hard object to throw at the ball so it can drop down.... The first thing i thought of is my handphone -.+
Then my aiming damn ...great..
Behind the basketball ring got a flat surface metal thingy then my phone stuck on top there o.o
Now have two things stuck on top ...
I thought of getting the ball down first, because jus now i panic too much so didnt think properly ..
i suddenly rmb i can shake the whole basket in order to make the ball drop down -.-
So i jumped and pull the basketball net and then whole thing vibrate like siao -.-
Of course the ball did drop down...
But my phone is still up there o.o
I kept throwing my ball at the ring and hope my phone can drop down but it just wont ...
Then i looked at the grass patch there, got a damn long branch !
At the end of the branch still have a curve thingy which makes it perfect for getting for my phone o.o
Then my phone drop from so high down 0.o
In the end...i went home -.-
Never understood...
Wa...
Yesterday i went to play basketball damn scary sia -.-
I was alone at the court at that time, then i shoot the ball suddenly stuck on the ring ...
Then i thought: Die liao.. How to get it down like that -.-
Then i tried to use my slippers to throw and hope it drop down -.-
But of course slippers wont work la !
Then i thought hard again...
To knock the ball down i need a heavy and hard object to throw at the ball so it can drop down.... The first thing i thought of is my handphone -.+
Then my aiming damn ...great..
Behind the basketball ring got a flat surface metal thingy then my phone stuck on top there o.o
Now have two things stuck on top ...
I thought of getting the ball down first, because jus now i panic too much so didnt think properly ..
i suddenly rmb i can shake the whole basket in order to make the ball drop down -.-
So i jumped and pull the basketball net and then whole thing vibrate like siao -.-
Of course the ball did drop down...
But my phone is still up there o.o
I kept throwing my ball at the ring and hope my phone can drop down but it just wont ...
Then i looked at the grass patch there, got a damn long branch !
At the end of the branch still have a curve thingy which makes it perfect for getting for my phone o.o
Then my phone drop from so high down 0.o
In the end...i went home -.-
Never understood...
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Monday, December 15, 2008
December 15 Monday 2008 1.41pm
Hi .
Ytd i went to play basketball with them-.-
Then its like..very fun.
its being long since i have this kind of fun without any trouble or worry.
Maybe you guys wont understand it after all ..
Ytd i went to play basketball with them-.-
Then its like..very fun.
its being long since i have this kind of fun without any trouble or worry.
Maybe you guys wont understand it after all ..
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Thursday 11 December 2008
Yo~
I blog again (:
Ytd attended cca...its have been so long since i ever go -.-
Go there also have nothing to do...
Nothing to talk about le ...-.0
I blog again (:
Ytd attended cca...its have been so long since i ever go -.-
Go there also have nothing to do...
Nothing to talk about le ...-.0
Monday, December 8, 2008
Monday December 8 2008 3.54pm
Hi.. my blog is back (:
Nothing special (:
i have changed my link and link me if can .
I try my next year de long pants and wad i can only say is it look nerdy -.-
I have skipped my cca for very long le, maybe i will go for the next coming cca.
Alot of changes made to my life and i have realised damn lot of things.
Friends ? Haha what a joke -.-
Thats no such things as real friendship in my life, therefore it doesnt exist in my world.
Huh ? He called me a stalker dog ? Haha, lol...wad a joke...
Erm...nice try but not good enough -.-
I have been called loads of names untill i am used to it...
Neh...this is one of the most babygirlgirl nickname i have ever heard-.-
Okok...
For all those out there who wan to "play" with me just got an advise to them...plz dont cry -.-
haha (:
Nothing special (:
i have changed my link and link me if can .
I try my next year de long pants and wad i can only say is it look nerdy -.-
I have skipped my cca for very long le, maybe i will go for the next coming cca.
Alot of changes made to my life and i have realised damn lot of things.
Friends ? Haha what a joke -.-
Thats no such things as real friendship in my life, therefore it doesnt exist in my world.
Huh ? He called me a stalker dog ? Haha, lol...wad a joke...
Erm...nice try but not good enough -.-
I have been called loads of names untill i am used to it...
Neh...this is one of the most babygirlgirl nickname i have ever heard-.-
Okok...
For all those out there who wan to "play" with me just got an advise to them...plz dont cry -.-
haha (:
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Wednesday 26 November 2008 6.05pm
Blablabla~
New opening.
I realised that my brain work very slow nowadays, so i decide to start revising le..
I just read POA, it sounds fun, its about business blablabla~ kinda like it..
And I also will try to stop playing too much computer, its a waste of electricity and the bills come then i die liao.
One day i can play about 10 hrs, no joke !
Maybe even more...
So Here I starts ...
and here i ends..
New opening.
I realised that my brain work very slow nowadays, so i decide to start revising le..
I just read POA, it sounds fun, its about business blablabla~ kinda like it..
And I also will try to stop playing too much computer, its a waste of electricity and the bills come then i die liao.
One day i can play about 10 hrs, no joke !
Maybe even more...
So Here I starts ...
and here i ends..
Saturday, November 22, 2008
Saturday 22 November 2008 1107pm
Hi all~
sian..
sia..
hai..
lol...
EVeryday have nth to do ...
Only can play computer...expect for playing computer i can only play computer...
I did try to do some of the holiday homework but i have totally seriously forgotten everything i had learned !!! WAHHAHAHAHAHA~
Pro right ?
Hai...
.....
lame..
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
This few days totally ****
seriously .... i cant sleep !
hate it when i have problem sleeping...
Wtf... sia...
feeling weird now adays
sian..
sia..
hai..
lol...
EVeryday have nth to do ...
Only can play computer...expect for playing computer i can only play computer...
I did try to do some of the holiday homework but i have totally seriously forgotten everything i had learned !!! WAHHAHAHAHAHA~
Pro right ?
Hai...
.....
lame..
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
This few days totally ****
seriously .... i cant sleep !
hate it when i have problem sleeping...
Wtf... sia...
feeling weird now adays
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Sunday , November 16 2008 , 9.48pm
hi~
good news !!
My spacebar recover le (:
Rock...z
It recover by itself one...lmao -.-
Anyway I am kinda addicted to maple... i have a reason though...
But its good anyway, it suits me completely...
Fu...
Stressed up...Confused...
And recently i had a dream...here goes...
I sneaked into my primary school with one guy..i forgot who he is but nevermind..
Then the scene is totally the same as the past, i was so glad.
But i think at that moment, i know that its just a dream... but i just kept walking around the corridor to see if there is anyone i know.. i saw a lot of ppl, but couldnt see their faces...
But suddenly, i saw Iris.. and i thought..isnt she in secondary already!!??
whyis she studying in the primary school? then i wanted to say hi but she looked very focus so i dont want to disturb her...
and then i walked up the next storey and saw QiuTing...
Although i hate her alot in primary school but i still treat her as my fren...
Then she said : aaa! ZheHAo?!! OMG...
then i say yaya....then walk away...
then the rest i dont rmb le..
this is the fourth time i dreamt of my primary school ....
I seriously miss my primary damn hell loads, i just hope i can go back to the past and be with my frens...and to live the life back then...
its great...but all of us have to grow...
In that case...i just hope i never grow ...
I went to alot of ppl blog be4, all of their blogs tell how unhappy and how bad their life is...
So when you think your life is bad...think of some others ppl life who is worst..this might console you a little..not much...
and i wonder why life is so bad for so many ppl?
Are they playing a trick on us to make us mentally stronger?
good news !!
My spacebar recover le (:
Rock...z
It recover by itself one...lmao -.-
Anyway I am kinda addicted to maple... i have a reason though...
But its good anyway, it suits me completely...
Fu...
Stressed up...Confused...
And recently i had a dream...here goes...
I sneaked into my primary school with one guy..i forgot who he is but nevermind..
Then the scene is totally the same as the past, i was so glad.
But i think at that moment, i know that its just a dream... but i just kept walking around the corridor to see if there is anyone i know.. i saw a lot of ppl, but couldnt see their faces...
But suddenly, i saw Iris.. and i thought..isnt she in secondary already!!??
whyis she studying in the primary school? then i wanted to say hi but she looked very focus so i dont want to disturb her...
and then i walked up the next storey and saw QiuTing...
Although i hate her alot in primary school but i still treat her as my fren...
Then she said : aaa! ZheHAo?!! OMG...
then i say yaya....then walk away...
then the rest i dont rmb le..
this is the fourth time i dreamt of my primary school ....
I seriously miss my primary damn hell loads, i just hope i can go back to the past and be with my frens...and to live the life back then...
its great...but all of us have to grow...
In that case...i just hope i never grow ...
I went to alot of ppl blog be4, all of their blogs tell how unhappy and how bad their life is...
So when you think your life is bad...think of some others ppl life who is worst..this might console you a little..not much...
and i wonder why life is so bad for so many ppl?
Are they playing a trick on us to make us mentally stronger?
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Tuesday, November 11 2008, 8.47pm
Hi~
Very tired. didnt slept well for many days le.
Dont have mood for anything...
bye~
Very tired. didnt slept well for many days le.
Dont have mood for anything...
bye~
Sunday, November 9, 2008
Sunday, November 9 2008, 0116
HI~
I blog in midnight!!
WOOHOO~
First time of all times..!
Anyway, i used computer because i couldnt sleep.
Thinking of her again..
Anyway..
Doesnt really have anything much to say...
I did msg less her now, everytime i picked up my phone i will thought of msging her...
It has already become a habit which is also not good. Disturbing others...
I think she's a good and clever girl, i dont want to ruin her life..
Perhaps...this is it...
P.S.When a relationship ended, it brought forward sadness and regret, but with it brought along new challenges and experiences...-by Alson.
I blog in midnight!!
WOOHOO~
First time of all times..!
Anyway, i used computer because i couldnt sleep.
Thinking of her again..
Anyway..
Doesnt really have anything much to say...
I did msg less her now, everytime i picked up my phone i will thought of msging her...
It has already become a habit which is also not good. Disturbing others...
I think she's a good and clever girl, i dont want to ruin her life..
Perhaps...this is it...
P.S.When a relationship ended, it brought forward sadness and regret, but with it brought along new challenges and experiences...-by Alson.
Thursday, November 6, 2008
Thursday,November 06 2008, 7.27pm
Yo...
Sorry for not posting for so long...
As most of you know my spacebar spoilt le, so i have super slow typing speed and typing difficulties.
Sorry i cant reply all your tag because i dont know where to start..!
It wont happen again.. "-. -"
I want to start by sharing about my CCa experiences.
Actually it's not really boring, when you think it's boring, it'll be boring.
Then everytime go to my CCA we will surely go to the pe store to borrow some badminton racket and play, or sometimes we'll play basketball.
Ok~! Done..
Recently I had sleepless night...is almost everyday lo~
Then my panda eyes is very obvious..
Maybe i think
about that too much le..she said the same too~
It's bloody irritating if you're very tired and you cant sleep.
But i just cant help it, kept thinking of her, and when i picked up my phone and wanted to msg her, i thought twice, because i felt like i am pestering her and i want to stop that!
And definitely she have not been telling me any truth...
I had consulted few of my friends and they say maybe i should forget her, and the another said maybe i should give her some peace and quiet...
I will try both of them!
....
Trying to forgetting someone you love is like trying to remember someone you dont know...
But dont you worry....i will forget you soon~ (:
.....Crap....
Sorry for not posting for so long...
As most of you know my spacebar spoilt le, so i have super slow typing speed and typing difficulties.
Sorry i cant reply all your tag because i dont know where to start..!
It wont happen again.. "-. -"
I want to start by sharing about my CCa experiences.
Actually it's not really boring, when you think it's boring, it'll be boring.
Then everytime go to my CCA we will surely go to the pe store to borrow some badminton racket and play, or sometimes we'll play basketball.
Ok~! Done..
Recently I had sleepless night...is almost everyday lo~
Then my panda eyes is very obvious..
Maybe i think
about that too much le..she said the same too~
It's bloody irritating if you're very tired and you cant sleep.
But i just cant help it, kept thinking of her, and when i picked up my phone and wanted to msg her, i thought twice, because i felt like i am pestering her and i want to stop that!
And definitely she have not been telling me any truth...
I had consulted few of my friends and they say maybe i should forget her, and the another said maybe i should give her some peace and quiet...
I will try both of them!
....
Trying to forgetting someone you love is like trying to remember someone you dont know...
But dont you worry....i will forget you soon~ (:
.....Crap....
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Tuesday, October 28 2008, 1039pm
Hi....
My life is so meaningless!!
I wonder how long will this carry on...
Everyday if nothing to do, then i will use computer, if not play basketball.
and every week must go school two times for cca. Then nothing to do le lo.
I suddenly felt so tasteless...
But almost everytime i have wonderful dreams!
today i dreamt of alot of things, but can only rmb two (:
I think dream is another place where i get my entertainment...
Alot of impossible things that wont happen on real world will happen in dream.
Now very tired le... sorry if sentence struture got problem or whatsoever...
Tired of life...
Sick of life....
Tml got CCA, dont feel like going, but i dont want to let my teachers in charge down....
Haha....crap...
Almost all of my friends is like MIA liao~ Its just a few days since holiday started ....
Everything is just fucking boring....
fucking life.....
fucking face....
My life is so meaningless!!
I wonder how long will this carry on...
Everyday if nothing to do, then i will use computer, if not play basketball.
and every week must go school two times for cca. Then nothing to do le lo.
I suddenly felt so tasteless...
But almost everytime i have wonderful dreams!
today i dreamt of alot of things, but can only rmb two (:
I think dream is another place where i get my entertainment...
Alot of impossible things that wont happen on real world will happen in dream.
Now very tired le... sorry if sentence struture got problem or whatsoever...
Tired of life...
Sick of life....
Tml got CCA, dont feel like going, but i dont want to let my teachers in charge down....
Haha....crap...
Almost all of my friends is like MIA liao~ Its just a few days since holiday started ....
Everything is just fucking boring....
fucking life.....
fucking face....
Monday, October 27, 2008
Mnoday,October 27 2008,1012pm.edited
HI!!!
Blog again...
Sian, kinda of addicted to maple...
Cause no friend wanna come out.....
Like I said in my MSN, I hope that money can buy "friends"who will always by your side,i will like to buy some, no matter how poor i am(:
I DONT KNOW LA!!!
Ok....just ignore that crap up there...-,-
I kept thinking about her every night(as a friend) , so, cant sleep...
When I close my eyes I will think about her, then when i open my eyes, I wanted to play maple..-.-
Dont know why suddenly felt so troubled about her...
Sometime msg her then she nvr reply one... I dont know izit she did saw my msg, but she just ignore it? Maybe ba...
I scare she will find me irritating if i keep spamming her with message...
But if she see this, i just want to tell her that i am sorry for keep messaging you so...I was bored, i tried to find some friend to go out but they were unavailable...
I was really damn hell bored...
All i have left to say is...hope you will not ignore me (:
Blog again...
Sian, kinda of addicted to maple...
Cause no friend wanna come out.....
Like I said in my MSN, I hope that money can buy "friends"who will always by your side,i will like to buy some, no matter how poor i am(:
I DONT KNOW LA!!!
Ok....just ignore that crap up there...-,-
I kept thinking about her every night(as a friend) , so, cant sleep...
When I close my eyes I will think about her, then when i open my eyes, I wanted to play maple..-.-
Dont know why suddenly felt so troubled about her...
Sometime msg her then she nvr reply one... I dont know izit she did saw my msg, but she just ignore it? Maybe ba...
I scare she will find me irritating if i keep spamming her with message...
But if she see this, i just want to tell her that i am sorry for keep messaging you so...I was bored, i tried to find some friend to go out but they were unavailable...
I was really damn hell bored...
All i have left to say is...hope you will not ignore me (:
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Saturday,October25 2008 1213pm
HI!!
Today i had a weird dream, I dreamt of myself being very addicted to gambling.
Then I bought a air ticket to America to gamble.
I dont know why i go there sia~
When i reached there, i lost all of my money and realized i didnt have enough money to take plane back to Singapore...
I felt so stressed and lost, I dont even know anyone there...but suddenly I saw my English teacher, Ms Wong, there.
I was so delighted to see her there, and in real life, everytime i saw her i always feel delighted...Anw i am also the EL rep(:
Ok moving on.....
Then I told her what had happened and she provided me the money for the trip back to Singapore, suddenly felt so relieved!!
and then i woke up (:
OK now, it's time for the longly awaited uploading of pictures that everyone is waiting for, some are very funny(:
ERM.....Next time ba...So stay tune...again (:
Today i had a weird dream, I dreamt of myself being very addicted to gambling.
Then I bought a air ticket to America to gamble.
I dont know why i go there sia~
When i reached there, i lost all of my money and realized i didnt have enough money to take plane back to Singapore...
I felt so stressed and lost, I dont even know anyone there...but suddenly I saw my English teacher, Ms Wong, there.
I was so delighted to see her there, and in real life, everytime i saw her i always feel delighted...Anw i am also the EL rep(:
Ok moving on.....
Then I told her what had happened and she provided me the money for the trip back to Singapore, suddenly felt so relieved!!
and then i woke up (:
OK now, it's time for the longly awaited uploading of pictures that everyone is waiting for, some are very funny(:
ERM.....Next time ba...So stay tune...again (:
Friday, October 24, 2008
Friday,October 24 2008 2216
HI!!!
Yesterday i didnt have much patience to blog as my spacebar no longer works!!!
You must be wonder if my spacebar is spoilt, why am i able to blog now??
This is because i copied a space between two words and after after word i wrote, I paste the space that i had copied next to the word i had typed...
Confusing??ok...nvm...
Now i have alot of patience to blog so i just blog lo...
Anyway, Yesterday, Ryan, Raynor, Thiam Hock and i went to AMK!!
ALOT of funny things happened there, so i will be uploading some very funny pictures.
So stay tune.....
Yesterday i didnt have much patience to blog as my spacebar no longer works!!!
You must be wonder if my spacebar is spoilt, why am i able to blog now??
This is because i copied a space between two words and after after word i wrote, I paste the space that i had copied next to the word i had typed...
Confusing??ok...nvm...
Now i have alot of patience to blog so i just blog lo...
Anyway, Yesterday, Ryan, Raynor, Thiam Hock and i went to AMK!!
ALOT of funny things happened there, so i will be uploading some very funny pictures.
So stay tune.....
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Thursday, October 23 2008, 8.37pm
YO!!!!
BACK!!!
P.S.I will just talk short as my keyboard have some lame problem.-.-
I am happy that I will go to 3n2 next year(:
I was bloody !@#!$!@ worry that will go to 3n1 next year, so I sort of like....cry abit...
HAHAHA!!!!
After receiving my result slip from teacher, I dont dare to look at that stupid result slip.
Then I was like opening a small gap between my fingers which was covering the class I will go to next year. Then after seeing theres a digit "2" there, I was damn relieve....
TODAY
I went to AMK. Played at there like hell.
Sorry got to stop blogging now, more problems on keyboard....
BACK!!!
P.S.I will just talk short as my keyboard have some lame problem.-.-
I am happy that I will go to 3n2 next year(:
I was bloody !@#!$!@ worry that will go to 3n1 next year, so I sort of like....cry abit...
HAHAHA!!!!
After receiving my result slip from teacher, I dont dare to look at that stupid result slip.
Then I was like opening a small gap between my fingers which was covering the class I will go to next year. Then after seeing theres a digit "2" there, I was damn relieve....
TODAY
I went to AMK. Played at there like hell.
Sorry got to stop blogging now, more problems on keyboard....
Saturday, October 18, 2008
October September 17 2008
Last few days, I felt very stressed about going to 3n1. But after one sleep, and i woke up, I felt relieved.
If I remember correctly its like someone told me to relax and don't think about it too much, but it doesn't seem like a dream....
Strange....
If I remember correctly its like someone told me to relax and don't think about it too much, but it doesn't seem like a dream....
Strange....
Thursday, October 16, 2008
October
My results
Eng: 47/100 ):
Maths: 72.5/100 ):
Science: 51.3/100 ):
MT: 53.3/100 ):
History: 65/100 ):
Geography: 74.3/100 ):
I really did studied !! I really, bloody damn dont expect this kind of result....please man...
I failed my English, everything is over for me....
I dont want to go 3n1 please, if i really go 3n1 i will give up studying, i will just slack everyday, and just the time past by ba....
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Can someone hear my thoughts ?
Can at least someone care for me ?
Can anyone be by my side ?
.......................................
Eng: 47/100 ):
Maths: 72.5/100 ):
Science: 51.3/100 ):
MT: 53.3/100 ):
History: 65/100 ):
Geography: 74.3/100 ):
I really did studied !! I really, bloody damn dont expect this kind of result....please man...
I failed my English, everything is over for me....
I dont want to go 3n1 please, if i really go 3n1 i will give up studying, i will just slack everyday, and just the time past by ba....
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Can someone hear my thoughts ?
Can at least someone care for me ?
Can anyone be by my side ?
.......................................
Thursday, October 16 2008, 7.40pm
COMPLAINS ....
......................................................
BORING !! PICNICING AT BOTANICE GARDEN ??
Oh come on, we are not old and boring people ok?? Oh please...
Other classes have inter class sports competition, what about us ?
Still have what excursion to SingaporeDiscoveryCentre ???
You kidding me right ?? ....
After that still have to go to what Army Museum ....CRap
I thought post exam activities is supposed to be fun, interesting and relaxing ?
Instead I felt even more stress....
Forced to go to places that i dont want to go...
Complains.........
Its not that I want to complain lo, its just....erm....dunno...?
EMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMO
......................................................
BORING !! PICNICING AT BOTANICE GARDEN ??
Oh come on, we are not old and boring people ok?? Oh please...
Other classes have inter class sports competition, what about us ?
Still have what excursion to SingaporeDiscoveryCentre ???
You kidding me right ?? ....
After that still have to go to what Army Museum ....CRap
I thought post exam activities is supposed to be fun, interesting and relaxing ?
Instead I felt even more stress....
Forced to go to places that i dont want to go...
Complains.........
Its not that I want to complain lo, its just....erm....dunno...?
EMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMO
Monday, October 13, 2008
Monday, October 13 2008, 7.21pm
Yo!
Recently i had played basketball with one guy with a basketball jersey with YishynTownSecondarySchool behind his t shirt.
So i asked him if he was i basketball team in the past, then he told me that jersey belong to his brother.
He also said Ytss used to have a basketball team in the past but they keep getting into fights very oftenly during competitions. So the basketball team was soon disband....so sad...
Recently i had played basketball with one guy with a basketball jersey with YishynTownSecondarySchool behind his t shirt.
So i asked him if he was i basketball team in the past, then he told me that jersey belong to his brother.
He also said Ytss used to have a basketball team in the past but they keep getting into fights very oftenly during competitions. So the basketball team was soon disband....so sad...
Friday, October 10, 2008
Friday, October 10 2008, 10.33pm
YO ALL !
I was playing counterstrike and i was bored so i decide to do something special,
Like this....
Cool isn't it ?
Haha, it was pretty funny, I couldnt really bear to kill those tubbies and when they die, they look retarded~
If you want to know more about how to record videos on your desktop, you can ask me (:
I was playing counterstrike and i was bored so i decide to do something special,
Like this....
Cool isn't it ?
Haha, it was pretty funny, I couldnt really bear to kill those tubbies and when they die, they look retarded~
If you want to know more about how to record videos on your desktop, you can ask me (:
Thursday, October 9, 2008
Thursday, October 09 2008, 6.06pm
Yo!
Today played bb in the rain, counted as celebration ba...
But the rainwater made my butt very itchy, whole body too.
Hope my injuries can heal faster so can play bb the "normal" way. (:
EXAM FINALLY OVER LE !!
SO HAPPY, BUT NOT USED TO IT WITHOUT HAVING TO THINK ABOUT SCHOOL WORK.
Everyday is equal to celebration, and if i am not wrong, we only have 2 more weeks until the school close.
Hais....next year must wear long pants liao =.=
Today played bb in the rain, counted as celebration ba...
But the rainwater made my butt very itchy, whole body too.
Hope my injuries can heal faster so can play bb the "normal" way. (:
EXAM FINALLY OVER LE !!
SO HAPPY, BUT NOT USED TO IT WITHOUT HAVING TO THINK ABOUT SCHOOL WORK.
Everyday is equal to celebration, and if i am not wrong, we only have 2 more weeks until the school close.
Hais....next year must wear long pants liao =.=
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Wednesday, October 08 2008, 3.55pm
Aiyo....sian....
I have been falling down and injuring my leg for consectively three days ^=.=^
Very sian lo...the bleeding got worst every single day..
And today I actually dont need to fall one, it's all because of him la !!!
He kept using my bicycle then I knew that it will be raining soon so I
wanted to retreive my bike as soon as possible so that I can avoid the rain.
But then he kept cycling around~
When I got back my bike, it was all too late...
the rain was like raining tsunami, it just kept falling very fast..
I was having alot of things in my hands and at the same time, I was trying to balance myself with one hand holding the handle and keeping up my fast pace.
I dont want to be caught in the rain lo, or else my wound will be much painful!!
Then when I was driving half way, my bottle dropped, I tried to get it back but I lost my balance and I flew frontwards and my bike flew very far.
!!!
I have been falling down and injuring my leg for consectively three days ^=.=^
Very sian lo...the bleeding got worst every single day..
And today I actually dont need to fall one, it's all because of him la !!!
He kept using my bicycle then I knew that it will be raining soon so I
wanted to retreive my bike as soon as possible so that I can avoid the rain.
But then he kept cycling around~
When I got back my bike, it was all too late...
the rain was like raining tsunami, it just kept falling very fast..
I was having alot of things in my hands and at the same time, I was trying to balance myself with one hand holding the handle and keeping up my fast pace.
I dont want to be caught in the rain lo, or else my wound will be much painful!!
Then when I was driving half way, my bottle dropped, I tried to get it back but I lost my balance and I flew frontwards and my bike flew very far.
!!!
Anyway I want to show you a picture of my leg because there wont be another time !!
THE FOLLOWING PICTURE MIGHT BE DISTURBING, VIEWER DISCRETION IS ADVISED.
RATED:PG
REMEMBER VIWER DISCRETION WILL BE ADVISED !!
ANYWAY THIS WILL BE THE FIRST PICTURE I HAD EVER UPLOAD TO MY BLOG (:
WA KAO !!
Disgusting sia !!
anyway I also slid pretty badly.
So I dont expected it to bleed so little (:
THats all see YA !!
Anyway i want to apologize for not replying all your tags.
If next time you sent me again, I hope I will try not to reply your tags !
TEEHEE~
just kidding!
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Wednesday, October first 2008, 10.14pm
YO !!!
Reminded almost everyone in my phonebook to bring their dictionary (:
Today was a boring, hope that someone can accompany me go study but hais....
no one....
Nvm.
Actually wanted to study alone but when i went to Mac, I saw so much people there although there were seats, but i dont want to study alone there because it seems very emo (:
So i went home played computer
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!!!!!
Playing computer just the day before exam ??!!
I knew I cant make it to express, so i gave up (:
Anyway I think that everyone must know philosphy because its good (:
Thats the reson.
Bye(:
I DESERVE MORE !!!!!
Reminded almost everyone in my phonebook to bring their dictionary (:
Today was a boring, hope that someone can accompany me go study but hais....
no one....
Nvm.
Actually wanted to study alone but when i went to Mac, I saw so much people there although there were seats, but i dont want to study alone there because it seems very emo (:
So i went home played computer
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!!!!!
Playing computer just the day before exam ??!!
I knew I cant make it to express, so i gave up (:
Anyway I think that everyone must know philosphy because its good (:
Thats the reson.
Bye(:
I DESERVE MORE !!!!!
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Monday, September 24 2008, 7.05pm
Hais...tomorrow is English EOY examination ):
I felt very stressed, I am afraid that I might not reach my target.
But I cannot blame anyone, I didnt studied very hard, although sometimes I do,
but not constantly.
I kept telling others that I want to go express and I also said that this time I will study real hard for my exams, and I will not just say it, i will do it.
Those are just piece of shit !
I really hate myself for not studying, I did tried to study but I failed to do so
because I cannot concentrate.
Crap... :x
The English examination tomorrow is like going to a war without any strategy or skill to fight my opponents.
Hell..
God damn me ):
I felt very stressed, I am afraid that I might not reach my target.
But I cannot blame anyone, I didnt studied very hard, although sometimes I do,
but not constantly.
I kept telling others that I want to go express and I also said that this time I will study real hard for my exams, and I will not just say it, i will do it.
Those are just piece of shit !
I really hate myself for not studying, I did tried to study but I failed to do so
because I cannot concentrate.
Crap... :x
The English examination tomorrow is like going to a war without any strategy or skill to fight my opponents.
Hell..
God damn me ):
Monday, September 22, 2008
monday September 22 2008
Wa lao~
I bloody hell hate my sister lo!!
Everytime enter my room without permission asshole one..
hope i don't have a sister.
And today in english class, our teacher had a tough time getting our attention.
I hope i can do something to help her, but even though we tell our classmates not to talk they still will, in the end it's their mouth, why must we control them ?
i just have to do my part (: by keeping quiet, and today in english class, I'd learnt about respect.
Our teacher hope that we can respect her and listen to her advice not to speak mother tougue and her other rules. But others always say that if you want respect from other people, you must first respect other people. Why does it always not work up that way?
As we get older and more mature, we always do alot of bad and EVIL things.
Things that would hurt someone else,
but i thought when we get older,
we're supposed to know and understand more things compared to when we were young.
Why all this things still occurs?
I remember when when we were young, we were all very helpful and very cheerful; happy; know what is right or wrong; when we did something wrong, we will have a feeling of guilt.
I guess all this changes because of some sarcastic person who spread the "virus" to other pure; innocent people, those who have the disease, will think that if others treat me that way, then maybe i can also treat other the same way too; kind of like revenge.
And then eventually, the world is filled with anger, greed, people who do things because they have motives, hatred, sadness, pain, boredom, cruelty, unconfidence, fear, negative thinking etc..
I think everything should end now, starting from every single person who read this, you have to be nice to your friends; show your care and concern for them,
I bloody hell hate my sister lo!!
Everytime enter my room without permission asshole one..
hope i don't have a sister.
And today in english class, our teacher had a tough time getting our attention.
I hope i can do something to help her, but even though we tell our classmates not to talk they still will, in the end it's their mouth, why must we control them ?
i just have to do my part (: by keeping quiet, and today in english class, I'd learnt about respect.
Our teacher hope that we can respect her and listen to her advice not to speak mother tougue and her other rules. But others always say that if you want respect from other people, you must first respect other people. Why does it always not work up that way?
As we get older and more mature, we always do alot of bad and EVIL things.
Things that would hurt someone else,
but i thought when we get older,
we're supposed to know and understand more things compared to when we were young.
Why all this things still occurs?
I remember when when we were young, we were all very helpful and very cheerful; happy; know what is right or wrong; when we did something wrong, we will have a feeling of guilt.
I guess all this changes because of some sarcastic person who spread the "virus" to other pure; innocent people, those who have the disease, will think that if others treat me that way, then maybe i can also treat other the same way too; kind of like revenge.
And then eventually, the world is filled with anger, greed, people who do things because they have motives, hatred, sadness, pain, boredom, cruelty, unconfidence, fear, negative thinking etc..
I think everything should end now, starting from every single person who read this, you have to be nice to your friends; show your care and concern for them,
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Sunday, September 21 2008, 10.25pm
Hi, I have not been blogging for quite a time. (:
Been addicted to basketball makes it hard for me to study.
Everytime after coming back from basketball, I will be very tired and it's impossible for me to study....
Impossible is nothing seems to be fading away, not sure if I can even get good grades in exam so I decreased my hopes for going to express ):
That's all (;
Been addicted to basketball makes it hard for me to study.
Everytime after coming back from basketball, I will be very tired and it's impossible for me to study....
Impossible is nothing seems to be fading away, not sure if I can even get good grades in exam so I decreased my hopes for going to express ):
That's all (;
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Tuesday, September 16 2008, 10.16pm
Yo !
I've got my computer fixed !
Glad that I can still use this old computer again =.=
Anyway today I had a lot of fun with my friends
At northpoint, and i hope this is not the last time !
(:
STUDY HARD !! GOOD LUCK TO THOSE WHO HAD SEEN THIS POST !!
I've got my computer fixed !
Glad that I can still use this old computer again =.=
Anyway today I had a lot of fun with my friends
At northpoint, and i hope this is not the last time !
(:
STUDY HARD !! GOOD LUCK TO THOSE WHO HAD SEEN THIS POST !!
Monday, September 15, 2008
Monday, September 15 2008, 2.58pm
Sorry, haven been posting ):
Because my computer is spoilt and I will also not be able to be online ):
I don't think I can use the computer anymore
hope it get well soon (:
Because my computer is spoilt and I will also not be able to be online ):
I don't think I can use the computer anymore
hope it get well soon (:
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Wednesday, September 10 2008, 9.00pm
Yo (:
Today is quite a fun day, Attended FlashMX after school till 5 plus, very tiring. (:
and the science lesson today is very foreign to me, I cant
understand anything and nowadays my memory is failing me and I can forget stuff
which I just did 2 to 5 minutes ago..
Very tired, didnt have enough sleep, everyday slept at around 2 am then woke up at 5 am ):
thats all for today (:
Today is quite a fun day, Attended FlashMX after school till 5 plus, very tiring. (:
and the science lesson today is very foreign to me, I cant
understand anything and nowadays my memory is failing me and I can forget stuff
which I just did 2 to 5 minutes ago..
Very tired, didnt have enough sleep, everyday slept at around 2 am then woke up at 5 am ):
thats all for today (:
Saturday, September 6, 2008
SixthDayOfTheWeek, NinethMonthOfTheYear Sixth TwoZeroZeroEight, one minute past 10pm.
Aiy0~ sian ...
Today I went to the barber for a haircut ... of course, very ugly..
I told the guy not to cut my fringe, he say okok and then he immediately cut my fringe.
My hair now very kuku lor ~
WaKao~
I hate to see friends and never go out for a week unless to school after I cut my hair then immediately I saw HuiShi and her cousin.
AnyWay, I hope my hair grow fast (:
Signing off (:
Today I went to the barber for a haircut ... of course, very ugly..
I told the guy not to cut my fringe, he say okok and then he immediately cut my fringe.
My hair now very kuku lor ~
WaKao~
I hate to see friends and never go out for a week unless to school after I cut my hair then immediately I saw HuiShi and her cousin.
AnyWay, I hope my hair grow fast (:
Signing off (:
Saturday, September 06 2008, 6.50pm
HI !
A few days never blog le, and I want to thankss
Nancy, Macrus, Ryan, Iris and YUN Ting (:
for your Concern and Encouragement (:
AnyWay, I came by a video on YouTube on a crazy basketball god !
Hope to be like him someday ;)
Enjoy~~~
A few days never blog le, and I want to thankss
Nancy, Macrus, Ryan, Iris and YUN Ting (:
for your Concern and Encouragement (:
AnyWay, I came by a video on YouTube on a crazy basketball god !
Hope to be like him someday ;)
Enjoy~~~
Thursday, September 4, 2008
Thursday, September 04 2008, 5.17pm
YO !!
I am back...
Last few posts very emo....now lets start something new with a GOOD DAY (:
this is the video I took from youtube (:
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I am back...
Last few posts very emo....now lets start something new with a GOOD DAY (:
this is the video I took from youtube (:
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LYRICS
Woke up early in my hotel room
Wait for my alarm to go.
I think about the things I`ve gotta do
Damn, my mind is gonna blow.
I`m thinking out, about what's ahead
Maybe I`ll just stay in bed
'Cause it`s no fun to be the one going out of my head
So I tell it to myself again
You`re looking for something you can`t find
If you give it up, you`ll lose your mind
There`s always something in your way
What can you say?
You`re gonna have good day
I quit my job about a week ago
Told 'em that I need some time.
Now I`m going strong on Lexapro
Doctor says I`m doing fine.
I`m thinking out about what's ahead
Maybe I`ll just stay in bed
'Cause it's no fun to be the one going out of my head
So I tell it to myself again
You`re looking for something you can`t find
If you give it up, you`ll lose your mind
There`s always something in your way
What can you say?
You`re gonna have a good day
Jostling about I couldn`t lose
I realized that it's the only thing I knew
I`m freaking out about what's ahead
Maybe I`ll just stay in bed
'Cause it's no fun to be the one going out of my head
So I tell it to myself
Tell it to myself
Tell it to myself again
You`re looking for something you can`t find
If you give it up, you`ll lose your mind
There's always something in your way
You`re looking for something you can`t find
If you give it up, you`ll lose your mind
There`s alway something in your way
What can you say?
You`re looking for something you can`t find
If you give it up, you`ll lose your mind
There`s always something in your way
What can you say?
You`re gonna have a good day
You`re gonna have a good day
You`re gonna have a good day
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Wednesday, September 03 2008, 3.30pm
Hi there!
This few days very bored, because the sky keeps dropping water and because of that, I can't
go and play basketball.
Recently, I just downloaded Crysis and hope that this game can keep me occupy
for long..!
And I just wanna tell her that I wont be msging you anymore because if I never msg you, I don't have to wait for your reply. And you said you're afraid that I might get angry if you told me the truth, now, I rather you lie to me...
This few days very bored, because the sky keeps dropping water and because of that, I can't
go and play basketball.
Recently, I just downloaded Crysis and hope that this game can keep me occupy
for long..!
And I just wanna tell her that I wont be msging you anymore because if I never msg you, I don't have to wait for your reply. And you said you're afraid that I might get angry if you told me the truth, now, I rather you lie to me...
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
Tuesday, September 02 2008, 7.30pm
I suddenly realised that I am always the one calling people to come out
for a movie or a game of basketball....
This two years no one has ever called me out at all...maybe just one or two times ...
I always tried very hard to make friends, be less hot-temper and be more friendly...
And I also know that sometimes I talk isn't very clear and cant pronounced some words properly, thus some people cant understand what I am talking
about, thus causes communication problems. Now I really tried to talk more clearly already...
Nothing seems to help at all...
Or is it because I am ugly so others don't want to be friends with me?
My existence seems nothing to all...Do you know how hard I have to pull my cheeks and fake a smile out there?
I just hope that maybe someday, when I absent from school, at least one people will care or felt sad that I am not in school that day....
for a movie or a game of basketball....
This two years no one has ever called me out at all...maybe just one or two times ...
I always tried very hard to make friends, be less hot-temper and be more friendly...
And I also know that sometimes I talk isn't very clear and cant pronounced some words properly, thus some people cant understand what I am talking
about, thus causes communication problems. Now I really tried to talk more clearly already...
Nothing seems to help at all...
Or is it because I am ugly so others don't want to be friends with me?
My existence seems nothing to all...Do you know how hard I have to pull my cheeks and fake a smile out there?
I just hope that maybe someday, when I absent from school, at least one people will care or felt sad that I am not in school that day....
Tuesday, September 02 2008, 12.00
Hais....very sian....
Holiday so boring....
Wish can go out with friends or play basketball, but all pang-seh kia one...
Messaged them and they wouldnt even want or bother to reply..
When you need them, they will just disappear ~
Lunckily I still have you right ? Haha ~~~~~~
I know you went to escape today, I don't want to disturb you so I never message you even though i feel like to.
Maybe it's just a habit ?
I think, I am starting to....you know...AH HEM...you !
Holiday so boring....
Wish can go out with friends or play basketball, but all pang-seh kia one...
Messaged them and they wouldnt even want or bother to reply..
When you need them, they will just disappear ~
Lunckily I still have you right ? Haha ~~~~~~
I know you went to escape today, I don't want to disturb you so I never message you even though i feel like to.
Maybe it's just a habit ?
I think, I am starting to....you know...AH HEM...you !
Monday, September 1, 2008
Monday, September 01 2008, 11.38pm
OMG !
I went to her blog.
If you continue to write more I can cry you know?
How can i be angry with you man?!
You're so cute and FUNNY (:
But actually you dont have to lie.
There's a saying : The Truth Shall Set You Free !!
This is something i heard somewhere in the internet.
But this saying isn't very right at sometimes...
Example if you molested a girl and you told the judge that:" YES ! I did molest that girl.."
Then in this case the truth doesn't set you free, instead, you might end up being locked up!
......lame......
I went to her blog.
If you continue to write more I can cry you know?
How can i be angry with you man?!
You're so cute and FUNNY (:
But actually you dont have to lie.
There's a saying : The Truth Shall Set You Free !!
This is something i heard somewhere in the internet.
But this saying isn't very right at sometimes...
Example if you molested a girl and you told the judge that:" YES ! I did molest that girl.."
Then in this case the truth doesn't set you free, instead, you might end up being locked up!
......lame......
Monday, September 01 2008, 5.08pm
I don't know nowadays whats happening to you.
I msg you, and you hardly reply any.
I don't want to keep msging you and request for your reply because i know that you will find me irritating.
You suddenly seems so cold towards me and I don't know what to say, to do, anymore.
Maybe this friendship is over? So fast?
Have a good sleep man....
I msg you, and you hardly reply any.
I don't want to keep msging you and request for your reply because i know that you will find me irritating.
You suddenly seems so cold towards me and I don't know what to say, to do, anymore.
Maybe this friendship is over? So fast?
Have a good sleep man....
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