Sometimes you ask yourself, what did you do to deserve all these shit.
I dont deserve this. Why do disappointment strikes me like mad.
I have been losing people. Close ones, im almost alone now.
So close.
Anyone wanna leave can leave now

Have you ever experience heart break so bad you have to alight the train so people wont see you crying?

Why does ti feel so fking painful on my chest
Now i know why people call it heartache, cos it hurt just right there, on that spot.
I dont want to have to bring that up for you to message or even reply me. Or even come and meet me.
Cos it jsut hurts.
Threaten you then you come down? What a joke.
Then suddenly you seem to care so much for me.
For once i suddnely forgot how much you 'care' for me after i brought up that thing to you to make you come down,
Life is a joke, im a loser. I lost the game.
For once i thought i never have to be alone anymore and this shit comes up.
At this period of time, it jsut sucks big time.
I really really have no idea how to get back on my feet this time. Guide me please?

Finally blogged ~
SO bored
Rcently life is filled with projectsd and test but im jsut so lazy ~
Tmr got award ceremony to take my bursary and then to NYP for fbodz passing down parade ~

Abit tired but ya will go ~

bursary finally came and i will be 2k richer soon hehe ~